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S A I N T S  &  S I N N E R S

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Stream: 

she got venom in my system
and it's causing me to cower from her
but every time she withdraw
she seem to take all my power with her

2 texts say "i miss u"
but u and him seem to be doin just grand
can't say that i'm not upset
that you and i were only bound by strands

better watch your mouth
cuz u act so nice 
when the suns still up
with your friends in sight
but i can't figure out 
how you sleep at night 
knowing what's become of you and i

oh the pain has withered
but i'm left with blisters
and the rain feels like cinders
falling away
away
drop dead where i stand
my heart turns blizzard
baby saints and sinners
are one and the same

now i'm all alone again
and baby there's a peace in that i can't deny
threw away my phone again
so now u can't reach me not like u gon try

so why
do u constantly pose as an angel
been sent from the sky?
up high
how do u live with yourself knowing all that you are is a lie?

better watch your mouth
cuz u act so nice 
when the suns still up
with your friends in sight
but i can't figure out 
how you sleep at night 
knowing what's become of you and i

oh the pain has withered
but i'm left with blisters
and the rain feels like cinders
falling away
away
drop dead where i stand
my heart turns blizzard
baby saints and sinners
are one and the same

Stream

Saints & Sinners (mcx)

music video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qFA09rC8RXo

I got high and died today at least that's how it felt
Mixed up way too many things and I felt my heart beat way too fast again
It made you feel so far away and yet you were on my breath
I think last words are overrated I want mine to be your name baby
I tried to make our love feel like the first time again
I like how it started overwhelming gentle seas fuck that you're a tempest
And maybe things just seemed a little better in my head
But the way I smiled on the drive home from your place was definitely real love

Don't go I don't wanna cry
Before someone calls my phone
And I lie and tell 'em I'm fine all the while I always think they know
I'm lost somewhere on the spine
Of a book that you and I wrote
That's fading away with time on the shelf above the fireplace

I got high and died today at least that's what I hoped
But I woke up from a nightmare
Sat up way too fast and it ruined my morning
Traffic on the interstate took a long time getting home
It went faster with you in my passenger seat instead I'm sitting here daydreaming
I wish you tried to make our love feel like the first time again
I like how it started overwhelming gentle seas fuck that you're a tempest
And maybe things just seemed a little better in my head
But the way I smiled on the drive home from your place was definitely real love

Don't go I don't wanna cry
Before someone calls my phone
And I lie and tell 'em I'm fine all the while I always think they know
I'm lost somewhere on the spine
Of a book that you and I wrote
That's fading away with time on the shelf above the fireplace

spotify

how it started (p. yunny goldz)

sewerperson - love from you (sewer only + extended)

nico north - Should Have (cover)

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supporting vocals @novagarden

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Lyrics:
sixteen rotations down the faucet
the ripe age of someone who has lost it
soft touch of skin is all i wanted
i keep it to myself
i keep your face up in my locket
in case the day you are forgotten 
remind me when im sick in hospice
please keep it to yourself

now that i got a taste i can’t forget
napping at the bottom of a staircase, yet
rapping ‘bout my problems just to pay back debt
your touch will be the death of me like Juliet 
(2x) 

when i die i’ll go to heaven cause i spent all my time in hell
dont tell me you are broken blowing smoke into my open cracked shell
how do i break this spell?

now that i got a taste i can’t forget
napping at the bottom of a staircase, yet
rapping ‘bout my problems just to pay back debt
your touch will be the death of me like Juliet 

whats the point of saving me when i am caving?
you tell me you’re Juliet
and ill crack open all secrets
this liquid decided for me to confide in you
but i cant see it
i cant see cuz..

now that i got a taste i can’t forget
napping at the bottom of a staircase, yet
rapping ‘bout my problems just to pay back debt
your touch will be the death of me like Juliet 
(2x)

Sarcoma

SPOTIFY

Self Prod :)

Its always so fake
you stay up so late
dont try to escape
dont say im too late
I make mistakes

Im way too fucked up in my head
Its my love that i resent

I dont know why, I might break my ties
Might lose my friends is this the end?

If you really wanna know
then you know
and you`ll know
and you`ll know
and you`ll go
and you will never wanna stay

I dont like, my life
break sights

I will never make a friend
I will never stay in love
I will never make amends
I Will never be enough

tell me that l run away
tell me that im loved
tell me that il never stay
tell me im enough

HYPO

recorded in 2020

hatred 
were both numb in the chest and we face it
made a vision for myself i cant erase it
would you die by my side or just escape it
just escape it
hatred 
were both numb inside and we hate it
but the feelings we feel are never changin
think im done with this shit im finally breakin
finally breakin

give me the chance to break my bones
to show you i love you inside of my notes 
i been feelin crazy im sorry im toxic 
im sorry you hate me
ill prolly go home
i feel like a dog just throw me the bone
i been feelin dead yeah they dont hit my phone
they don’t hit my phone

the time that is passing 
i want everlasting 
im so sick of the hatred
havent eaten im fasting 
ive been stuck with the bullshit
think ill ready a full clip
blow my top yeah they knew it
why the fuck wouldnt i do this

hatred, pt. 1 (capsctrl)

oh months went by
and here i am still lying to you
pour the bleach down my throat
you can not know the truth
in the back of my mind i only picture us two 
i didn't want anything permanent 
until i met you
i know i'm an awful person
and i didn't mean to make it worse for you
you make me feel crazy
you made me feel something new
i know everything i need to know
it was perfect but i see u need to go
it's okay, ur songs on repeat
ur still perfect to me

i overthink until i'm angry
at myself
selfishness, i love abandoning 
everyone else
oh look i'm stranded
deep in the waterwell

awful [nciku]

O AMOR QUE EU PLANTEI - Dj Cidade 1

too scared to fly

prod. @cxldblxxd
swingsets ep out now

let the rain in (prod. cxld blxxd)

a little throwaway song i wrote :) enjoy x

lyrics -

and i always wonder
if i'm enough, if i'm enough
it always seems to peak when i'm in love
just always wanna find the best for us

oh soft skin with a broken heart
oh school failed, you won't give it up
'cos your parents wouldn't ever let you live it down
sacrifice your life while they're still around

and oh loose chains wrap around your arms
mental cage keeps you running out
oh loose change, are you happy now?
you talk about your future while your present keeps crashing down

soft skin with a broken heart

if i'm enough, if i'm enough
it always seems to peak when i'm in love
just always wanna find the best for us

enough

i'm stuck in the past but you don't have to be

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Saints & Sinners (mcx)

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