dam great stuff, this deserves some syrup on them french fries

pmzzz x decks
featuring: decks (@decksmusic)
on streaming platforms now (link below)
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/pmzzz/tall-grass-feat-decks
produced by: @wisssery + @yagoproduces
mix and mastered by: decks 

lyrics:

broken and burdened with flaws
i don't wanna feel 
i don't wanna feel 
this liminal space has left me withdrawn 

tall grass grows in front of a vacant home
the mantle cold as any stone
all that remains are skin and bones
this is a house but not a home 

tear it down and start anew 
boarded windows I can’t see through
littered glass and empty rooms 
are filled with gloom, there's nothing left of you

i see you in the walls
you’re chasing me down
round every corner

the bitterly silent halls
command every action
its leaving me cornered

long ago i waited for a sign
now im losing my patience
love im sure the trees can hear me cry
from the houses adjacent

tall grass grows in front of a vacant home
the mantle cold as any stone
all that remains are skin and bones
this is a house but not a home 

tear it down and start anew 
boarded windows I can’t see through
littered glass and empty rooms 
are filled with gloom, there's nothing left of you

all platforms here!

tall grass ft. decks (prod. wisssery + yago)

~2300~

production credit: @dearkerri

Lyrics:
[INTRO]
All right all right 
You lie you lie (x4)

[VERSE 1]
Still getting up
Not getting better yet
Still look at the sky
Feel larger than lifelike
You got a taste of living the highlife 
Those days fade
Reminisce on the highlights

[HOOK]
I’ll stay the night
Tell a whole lot of lies 
Hang me to dry
Like my clothes on the line 
Cut my insides
I’ve got nothing to hide 
Plot my demise
Self destruct by your side

[VERSE 2}
Still not a mention of me
Can’t pick up your phone when it rings 
Don’t tell me it’s not what it seems 
Like it or not you got what you wanted 
Playing a role you’re just being honest

[HOOK]
I’ll stay the night
Tell a whole lot of lies 
Hang me to dry
Like my clothes on the line 
Cut my insides
I’ve got nothing to hide 
Plot my demise
Self destruct by your side

Highlight

music video
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https://youtu.be/w9Jfkvx8xbY
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prod. beamerboy
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lyrics_
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hates the only way to get through
yeah i say this quite a lot, but i cant even make a move
take a second, wait to breathe
hold, on patient 23
my anxiety was never this bad, it only seems
when i sit, and think about my future, always running free

death was creeping on to me
in my mind,, i could never say what's right
i keep pushing on the knife, let me be, let me breath
disassociate with me
climbing high, cause i cant see
where am i suppose  , to be
hate just keeps waiting, on me

hates the only way to get through
yeah i say this quite a lot, but i cant even make a move
take a second, wait to breathe
hold on patient 23
my anxiety was never this bad, it only seems
when I sit, and think about my future, always running free

you were pushing on to me
always sexualizing me
always mess a making me
just come decimate me please

patient 23

Mixed/Mastered By Me
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Produced By https://soundcloud.com/youngburial
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(Lyrics)
stuck in this room once again
feeling alone again 
can we just keep playing pretend 
I’m tired of all of this 

she just wanna see me when I’m down 
questioning what are we I just frown 
getting messages from other people
can I ask are you evil?
and I just wanna set the mood to winter 

stuck in this room once again
feeling alone again 
can we just keep playing pretend 
I’m tired of all of this 

and every time we hanging out you don’t speak 
you question all the love you have for me I can see
I can see through this facade protecting me 
Hurting me give me more 

she was out too much 
she would stab me in my back
I know you didn’t care about me 
and I just wish you could love me 
the way I want you to 
and it’s been aching me

stuck in this room once again
feeling alone again 
can we just keep playing pretend 
I’m tired of all of this 

on your way your back that is not true 
you said that you care but that’s all lies
girl I miss you 
you know that I’m selfish girl 
I just wanna settle down 
I just wanna stay around 

and I just need a second to breathe 
I just wanna live here in peace 
no one fucking bothering me 
and I just need a second to breathe 
so please don’t go 

stuck in this room once again
feeling alone again 
can we just keep playing pretend 
I’m tired of all of this

what are we (fats'e)

i try to be someone im not and
it feels wrong but im locked in
im just noxious on the rocks and
ill keep saying im doing fine

i cant even think
lights are on, i cant sleep
hiding under my sheets
to get away from my dreams
x2

dont get overwhelmed
dont feel what you felt
your faculties are breaking down
and you dont know how to help
yourself, yourself get out 
youre old, youre stuck in the route you made
i play games that no ones heard about
cant invite me to a public lobby 
cause i get scared and i dont talk for hours
i dont know how you talk so easily
fuck
thats all i can say
ive ran out of pain
i guess thats good for me
(pain)

i was the most popular ive ever been
when i was sad as fuck 
and i didnt know how to fucking vent
but now ive learned how to live 
and i grew up a little bit
so get out of my mind if youre not gonna profit it
yh.

i (prod. caves x wisssery)

somewhere you’ve abandoned

Wanna whip a foreign
Only whipped a focus
That was just my brody’s tho like I ain’t even own it
I ain’t even have to cause he had paid it forward
Imma pay it back if I ever get it sorted

In my body in my blood
I was down to give it up
Hold you closer when you come
Wonder what you’re thinking of
Wanna ask you when it’s done
Was it ever good enough?
Think of when our legs would touch
And I miss it so much

Would you call it off if I can’t feel at all?
You never said it back
So only time was lost
And it’s just different now
Cause we don’t even talk
But if you’re happy there
You know it’s all I want 

Quick one turning into three months closer 
Clearing out some space for your stuff when you’re over
Said I did enough but I’m just doing what I’m supposed to
Everything I thought cause I don’t got that much exposure 
To broke hearts living in a broke mind
I’ll be in a box in the ground in like no time
You don’t gotta worry tho it’s bigger than you playing me
Wonder why it took like half a year for you to say to me
like anything about the way you give it up

The way I cope with shit myself it’s pretty hard to judge
But I don’t put it on a soul I keep it to myself
Or maybe turn into a ghost when nothing seems to help
It’s pretty shitty yeah but listen thats just instinct
And we get into it like every time the phone rings
And I’ve been bleeding through the pages in a red mist
Stepping up onto the bridge and then it kicks in

if I can’t feel at all
You never said it back
So only time was lost
And it’s just different now
Cause we don’t even talk
But if you’re happy there
You know it’s all I want

Underfoot

i'll make this my own if it kills me

credits:
@jolst
@toobears
@punkworldthreat
@x1fern
@fantasycamp
@ejcarrmusic

lyrics:
I can't win 'em all
I'm on fuck 'em all
I won't take the fall
If i did no wrong
I don't know what to say
People want me gone
I can't live my life this way
I had to change up

I can't spell it out
Where I'm from, where I'll go
I know I've been trying hard
Getting out of my home
It's a cycle that repeats
I ain't getting any sleep
I'm so tired of the cold
Wear the willow when it weeps

I could cry, but the tears all dried up
Baby what's your sign? I got trouble keeping up
And I'll always take the drive, I don't wanna fly up
Monaco my thighs and the chain is grape tucked

I want it all on me
Winter, fall on me
In the sky, turning blind
Keep it tall on me
I'm alright, no I'm fine
You can call on me
My disguise, in your eyes
Nothing altering

Nothing altering
Catch me when I'm faltering
I wanna be something so badly you know that I'm trying, you know that I'm offering
But you see through me
Purple with the bruising
Keep it in my cup
'Cause it's the only thing that's soothing

I've been like done, I've been like fuck 'em all
I'm never having much luck with y'all
I was just trying to show some love
But I'm left here in the dust
Cold like the winter
And I don't want to hinder
So I've been fading slowly
Wonder why I'm so bitter

I can't win 'em all
I'm on fuck 'em all
I won't take the fall
If i did no wrong
I don't know what to say
People want me gone
I can't live my life this way
I had to change up

I can't spell it out
Where I'm from, where I'll go
I know I've been trying hard
Getting out of my home
It's a cycle that repeats
I ain't getting any sleep
I'm so tired of the cold
Wear the willow when it weeps

spotify & apple

tearduct (ft. 1fern) [jolst x punk]

soooo this actually dropped like a week ago everywhere else and i space uploading it here LMFAO so enjoy<3

prod me

lyrics:

take my hand
i'll only catch you if you let me
holding on to hope as we both drown
in rivers of doubt as we grow worlds apart
hold tight to my arm
as i try to mend this
hold me back
from a choice that i might regret
keep another secret we both better
stop and restart
get a grip on our hearts
look up to the stars
when our world is ending

there must be something in the water
that seeks to push us ever farther
and i can only stay so damn strong
you look at me like i'm a monster
there must be something in the air, love
that has me acting fucking careless
and you can only stick around so long
you wipe a tear and put your hair up

help me open up to you
i swear it never feels right
sick of staying over
wanna see you in the sunlight
help me see the part of you
you love to push away and hide
i just wanna be the only place that you reside
gave it all i had and some
have you had enough yet, or have we finally run our course?
breathing in through ravaged lungs
she's a contaminant 
i swear that we've been through this all before...

There must be Something In The Water
That seeks to push us ever farther
And I can only stay so damn strong
You look at me like I'm a monster
There must be Something In The Air, Love
That has me acting fucking careless
And you can only stick around so long
You wipe a tear and put your hair up

Something In The Water

she does what you never did
you don't know how hard it is
to wake up alone
if it's over it's funny it still makes you cold
when you know

that you couldn't step away
in hopes that a memory
of something you need, would ignite from the first thing
that i thought was real but it's not

and i said i'd wait for you
in silence and in solitude
if it can't get better
there's darkness ahead
but it's safer together
i'm gone

shake at the thought of you
i still think a lot of you
of things that you said
feel at home with the worst things i keep for myself

and the life you were dealt's not a thing that you wanted
and i wasn't either and you made it obvious
so i don't trust a fucking thing
the nicest face could do the same
i think about it everyday
i wish i never let you in

make it quick i'm still here waiting
lost my mind way back in Salem 
all at once you've only been all i want

and the life you were dealt's not a thing that you wanted
and i wasn't either and you made it obvious
wait for the day that your body decays
just to hear that they love you
cause they never will

Snow Cabin

produced: tiedforsilver
feat: greenwood 
artwork: my amazing gf <3

lyrics:

( i would give anything to walk by your side again, alone my hands are trembling and i would make the sun drown)

i would give anything
to walk by your side again
the loneliness is dragging me 
further in the dark and now i cannot pretend 
that i can take the suffering
when your not around i’d rather be dust in the wind
alone my hands are trembling
i would make the sun drown to bring you back my friend

(greenwood)

keep you safe, i don't know if i can manage
i whip it fast, sip it slow, its fucking static
guess you were right, never more than just an addict
i compensate, i overdo it fucking manic

all of that in my life though
i just really wanna go home
call you drunk from your friends phone
straight passing out at the dial tone
i don't what this life's worth
guess i don't see what you see (don't know what you mean)
nothing ever came easy when i'm face down in the deep

compensate i never get it right
run it different in my head like just the other night
see the mist and all the people on the other side
i know you're there and i don't even have to wonder

(epitome)

i do not have the time, nor a good alibi 
to explain why, how nothings been going right
i could roll the dice, but that would waste the time
of you and i, no need to try to chance it now

this loneliness as left a frown
on my face, it’s dragging me down
to the ground, now underneath where i can’t even hear a sound

i would give anything
to walk by your side again
the loneliness is dragging me 
further in the dark and now i cannot pretend 
that i can take the suffering
when your not around i’d rather be dust in the wind
alone my hands are trembling
i would make the sun drown to bring you back my friend

i would make the sun drown w/ greenwood (tiedforsilver)

i'm stuck in the past but you don't have to be

@bitekivibes

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