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lyrics:

can we just breathe?
i'm underground
i'm underwater in my doubt
i'm lost at sea and there's no way out
i grit my teeth and i scream out loud
hurt me deeply forevermore
our love encased within the metaphor
and i can't wrap my head around
the fact that i've been kept as a last resort

cuz baby there's nothing inside me
at least that i am comfortable with sharing
the wind has blown her hair and i'm staring
she causing tidal waves i better change my bearing
baby you do something to me
that i couldn't explain if i wanted
i keep a photograph of you in my wallet
and i stay up at night with thoughts of you in my head
cuz i can sleep when i'm dead

When I'm Dead

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 ✨🖤✨ “Home is Where The Hurt is” ✨🥀✨

I’ve got a girl, but it’s super so platonic
I’ve got a friend, but it’s really not convincing

Tell me I'm a time you'll miss
Feelings always change like this
But you are all the words I need
To explain myself
It seems
So I'm changing all my days
To make your nights
It's just not right
And you tell me I'm a child
And take my light
To smoke your mind
But I don't smile like before

Too familiar with the fire, burning my burning myself with a lighter oh spirit real tired I want more for the world

Call me on my phone, I ain’t picking up 
I feel like a burden, the presence I have destroys
I don’t even know, if I give a fuck about anything

My type of vacation is isolation
I wanna be left alone, gonna see how long I hold
Until I end up fighting off temptations of self-annihilation (Self-annihilation)
I'm holdin' myself hostage by all of this emotional blockage

I still know how to treat you like no other ever has

when im gone just another teen suicide

Inactive aside from listening to music 

(None of my uploads are mine unless they are altered like daycore or something)

i'm stuck in the past but you don't have to be

@ninenineteencollective

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Email: yokaidreams30@gmail.com

I make music using my earbuds and GarageBand on my phone. Give me a break.

When I'm Dead

Yokai Dreams