Lost & Cold Lyrics

What am I fighting for?
A spot at the table I can't afford
A blanket and body to keep me warm
Alone on those cold nights
Thinking bout it give me frostbite
Missing the taste of your tongue
I was so drunken in love
Now when I think about you I feel numb
Right back to what I am used to
Sitting alone, nobody calling my phone
Mental cyclone, you couldn't fix me I know
I got too lost in the snow
No more excuses
Done being useless
I had to pick myself up
No one else gives a fuck
And I must accept all my bruises
~
Lost in the night hope the cold don't get you
Accept my flaws in return I find refuge
I felt all alone at the time I had left you
Left with no home pack a cone to forget you
It pains me just to talk about it
How I longed for that  touch; all the days I counted
But you don't feel the same
I'm fucked in the brain
At least that's what you told me, make me think I'm insane

Written by Weepings
Produced by Weepings
Mixed by Weepings
Mastered by Weepings
Cover art by Jack Cox & Weepings

Lost & Cold

prod. acey

[casperrr]
i've come to realize
that i'm dumb and i despise 
myself for all those lies 
im sorry for the fight

(chorus) [casperrr] 
i really am worthless
i can't change and im trying my best
my life is nothing more than a mess
i just can't seem to get well 


[autumn]
how do i focus when locusts are biting my neck
she cut me open and tore out my chest
"i swear to god that was not my intention"
fentanyl, over her innocent jaw
now it don't matter at all
time just isn't a road
it's all that i've ever known
so when i say goodbye
there better not be tears in your eyes
cause i warned you from the start
how we'd end before we even fell apart
before we fell apart (2x)

(chorus) [casperrr & autumn]
i really am worthless
i can't change and im trying my best
my life is nothing more than a mess
i just can't seem to get well 

[casperrr]
feeling alone
turn into ash all of these bones
my demons awoke

(a crash; the scent of metal)
(strewn across the air)
steal every moment
(strewn across the air)
but what is grief?
(if one isn't wrong)

casperrr x autumndropsdead - locusts (acey ii)

i'll move out and move on
sitting silent and all alone
but underneath the thunderstorm
there's always hope to move along

i'll move out and move on
all over my hands the scars are shown
but i believe that if i stay strong
this emptiness won't stay for long 

i'd give my life to see you smile 
and if i could i'd do it now 
just promise me that somehow
everything will workout 
do u remember our first date
we hid near a shop under rain 
i held you close u felt my pain
i loved u ever since dat day

i'll move out and move on
sitting silent and all alone
but underneath the thunderstorm
there's always hope to move along

i'll move out and move on
all over my hands the scars are shown
but i believe that if i stay strong
this emptiness won't stay for long 


this left me with a wreck inside my head
this left me with a wreck inside my head

i'll move out and move on (acey)

subside. (snippet)

prod me :)

lyrics:

can we just breathe?
i'm underground
i'm underwater in my doubt
i'm lost at sea and there's no way out
i grit my teeth and i scream out loud
hurt me deeply forevermore
our love encased within the metaphor
and i can't wrap my head around
the fact that i've been kept as a last resort

cuz baby there's nothing inside me
at least that i am comfortable with sharing
the wind has blown her hair and i'm staring
she causing tidal waves i better change my bearing
baby you do something to me
that i couldn't explain if i wanted
i keep a photograph of you in my wallet
and i stay up at night with thoughts of you in my head
cuz i can sleep when i'm dead

When I'm Dead

sewerperson - i love you.. (NAVYXOWER cover)

you say that you missed me i cant even get a second of ur time
were you even listening when i told you half a million times

that ive been flying
floating
falling fast for you
wait for me i cant let go
when did
every   
second 
with you
feel like minutes
we died so slow 

dont look down take my hand
ill keep u safe give me a chance
i dont want you to wake up alone

please step back from the ledge
youre everything that i regret
but i still wanna be your home

got a lotta pain in me
i can feel the end coming
every days the same old thing
every single song i sing

doesnt have a meaning i
think im running out of time
i can see the stars align
i can see the stars align

everything that i regret

everything that i regret (king theta)

2X
Don’t try to track me down 
I don’t wanna be found 
You can follow on behind me 
My impression on the ground 
I don’t even mean to show it 
But it ends up right there 
Better moments on ahead 
Why should I care 

Inclined to what I say I ain’t done with the meaning
And get the selling point this currency defeated 
I’ll make a trade it’s only fair I hope that’s fine 
Sick of everything this steadily decline 
I say take a break for a minute now 
Reserve a little bit of patience alright 
And we made a mistake letting this allowed 
Uncertainty always finds the wrong time 

Finds the wrong time 
And what is uncertain 
I think I need a purpose 

2X
Don’t try to track me down 
I don’t wanna be found 
You can follow on behind me 
My impression on the ground 
I don’t even mean to show it 
But it ends up right there 
Better moments on ahead 
Why should I care

better moments (dead spyro)

Between The World

New Track for Upcoming album “Nehii” yes there is a lot of auto tune in this one.

Sirens

Prod by @sorrow_bringer
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Lyrics -
Nobody told me life would be lonely
The ones i love don't know me              x2
It's been sometime thought i'd be fine
But i'm not

Aren't you sick of feeling hopeless
Tied to the ones who caused this
I'm all out of love
Been used long enough, forget it

I'm only soundin like a broken record
Cause you play and play on repeat
The sweet sound of my agony

Woah oh
If your living this way
Woah oh
Well don't give up don't give in like me

I know i have a lot of breakdowns
Just a ton of things i know i need to work out
So no you don't know
Enough of me

Nobody told me life would be lonely
The ones i love don't know me              x2
It's been sometime thought i'd be fine
But i'm not

I know it's easier to run away
Try to hold another day
Sing this song from night till the dawn
You got this

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I'm not okay, but I hope you are (Prod. Sorrow Bringer)

i'm stuck in the past but you don't have to be

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When I'm Dead

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