Ｍｅｓｓｙｈｅａｒｔｓ

F*ck Love

@dercept & @prodmichael
I wanna see ppl throw hands 2 this song live


Left behind for the vultures you know this hurts
Limb by limb i'll disappear it's over
Morality is lost the cost of closure
Throwing cheap blows i'll return them ten-fold

Hands up, broken jaw sucker punch
Bitch let's dance, don't get cut
Got glass shards up on my tongue, kiss of death she makes me numb
Broken promise oh my god
If I'm happy what's the cost?

Living in constant pain, watching you rot away
The quicker I start to cave, watching your flesh decay
Yea I really loved you, could you ever even say the same?

Pulling teeth everytime we speak
Scattered thoughts are frequent, never think
Lost a part of me, noose been on the tree
Leaves are falling green
Wonder if you'd still fall for me?
Fall for me

Yea you always said that it would all be me
Barbed wire around your neck hear the blood gurgle through the screams
Say you been down bitch i'll show you what true pain means

Hands up, broken jaw sucker punch
Bitch let's dance, don't get cut
Got glass shards up on my tongue, kiss of death she makes me numb
Broken promise oh my god
If I'm happy what's the cost?

Living in constant pain, watching you rot away
The quicker I start to cave, watching your flesh decay
Yea I really loved you, could you ever even say the same?
Say the same

spotify link<3

fleshh (dercept x michaelwarren)

@dylaanlotus
prod. michael harrison x ayoley beats
apologies for the hiatus, take this new song (─‿‿─)♡

(lyrics)
@byekento
i'm sorry i don't wanna fix it 
all these feelings i've been missing 
i've been fighting my addictions 
all alone for all this time
and i know you won't listen 
i can't say this any clearer 
but i'm done with all the visions 
that you put inside my mind
but i don't wanna lose you 
so i'll stumble back right to you
all the things that i did for you 
they were nothing in the end
and i wish i could fix it 
but these things aren't getting clearer
all the things that i hold dear all fall apart and turn to shreds

like wait how are we so opposite?
still don't know how it got like this
just leave it just the way it is
i know you don't care for shit
sorry i can't help it 
when i get so damn selfish
'cause i feel so damn helpless
i don't understand this now

@dylaanlotus
it’s like i’m stuck in prohibition
i been lost and so addicted
and i know that can’t fix it if i tried 
i been stuck in my position
i been fucked with my ambitions
and i lost all my nutrition, i’m deprived

no one can help it
i been so selfish
nobody knows my fucking life
words that i’m belting
i’m fucking melting
i’m in my pain and own demise
x2

shreds w/ dylan lotus

lyrics:

1942 she need it so strong
I could wait in bed and keep the lights on just so u know
The pour on her can burn right thru the telfon of ur soul
Memories retracted from the Nikon when getting home
Take me back to February baby I could feel the cold
June just breaks my spirit lately I guess im just getting old
Fuck these reinventions you keep pushing I would rather mold
Dirt seeps in my pores as April weather starts to melt the snow

This parking lot full of empty cans
Served the purpose of youthful ignorance
Still I crave that cradle of innocence 
As my problems drown me in a wet cement

1942 she need it so strong
I could wait in bed and keep the lights on just so u know
The pour on her can burn right thru the telfon of ur soul
Memories retracted from the Nikon when getting home
Take me back to February baby I could feel the cold
June just breaks my spirit lately I guess im just getting old
Fuck these reinventions you keep pushing I would rather mold
Dirt seeps in my pores as April weather starts to melt the snow

the mid year_interlude

lyrics:

Trace out my skull in the hospital bed
The key to survival is locked in my head
Plagued by the virus they wander the streets
The Antidote spews from my veins to the sheets
I thought id save us from specieal decay
Well I guess I will at the cost of my grave
Heroes are never subject to the lights
Im sucked of my life and im tossed to the night

Baby dont u worry I will make it back home safe
Things dont look the best but u know me ill find another way
Scalpels line the table by my bed next to the air tanks
I rip thru my cuffs and puncture both and take they’re life away
Struggling out the stretcher I rip feeders from my airways
U should call ur children now since Ur all gonna die today
Magma guards my heart
My steps explode
Theyre blown apart
This is nothing u could stop
My sight is gore
My voice is war
U should Learn to step aside
This poison pride just cost your life I
Locked u to my vision crumbling buildings where u hide
Watch I rip his skin from his face
Bare Witness the death of a race
The Human expiry date
The planet shall finally heal without you in way
And I shall remain

Trace out my skull in the hospital bed
The key to survival is locked in my head
Plagued by the virus they wander the streets
The Antidote spews from my veins to the sheets
I thought id save us from specieal decay
Well I guess I will at the cost of my grave
Heroes are never subject to the lights
Im sucked of my life and im tossed to the night

betrayal reserved for a hero

lyrics:

Cracks glow
Thru the wood floor
U had dropped ur halo
Here it’s cut throat
Maybe u should go home
To a safe zone
Where u can unwind
Cause here our worst shows
Why u think the rooms cold
Its from the guilty
The malice of the hungry
Just their stuttered speech
Will Hit u like a Gut bleed
Its pain they reminisce at night
Their time has been up
With just the anger left inside they fuck the earth up

This bitch is perced up fuck it tho she turnt up
I keep my shirt tucked
Im mobbin when we burn up
This Porsche need coffee colour seats we doing donuts
Its like the parties just for me whenever I show up
Ya and I keep one rolled up
In case I gotta smoke up
This shit is from Mother Earth I learned me how to grow drugs
Real life some shit u can’t escape I call it crop dust
Im tryna make waves I cant be giving no bowl cuts
Amends were proposed but fate keeps other plans
Of course i would’ve stayed but its late and I am spent
Ill wait until I cant
But I know ill see you again
Awake my brain enhanced
I think until it cramps
My scope inside of the sand
I just blow until it jams
Im feeling like son of sam
They gotta cut off both my hands
Just to keep my shit at bay
Just to feel like they are safe
If they tryna take my spot well
They gotta take me out of the way

Cracks glow
Thru the wood floor
U had dropped ur halo
Here it’s cut throat
Maybe u should go home
To a safe zone
Where u can unwind
Cause here our worst shows
Why u think the rooms cold
Its from the guilty
The malice of the hungry
Just their stuttered speech
Will Hit u like a Gut bleed
Its pain they reminisce at night
Their time has been up
With just the anger left inside they fuck the earth up

kidney shot

99th Floor ft. kennedyxoxo (sailor x jolst)

lyrics:

I might be wrong one but she like that
Watch out when u kiss me cause I bite back
Fly out to me baby ill cover the flight back
I know I did u wrong im tryna right that
Just another broken hearted drone now
I look out this plane and see a ghost town
This blunt got me clipped I just slowed down
Damn life is a bitch guess I know now

Im higher than a bitch in this four door
Crib got Polished wood floor this feel like a ball court
This bitch got the drop on me
She right at my front door
What the fuck u need from me
Damn she such a pretty whore
Ice gets cracked
This v8 sound like jets
I get t’d up like rex
My Kush is swished like nets
If u gon bet on me
U taking no bad bets
Cause if they spare with me
I will put this knife in they chest

I might be wrong one but she like that
Watch out when u kiss me cause I bite back
Fly out to me baby ill cover the flight back
I know I did u wrong im tryna right that
Just another broken hearted drone now
I look out this plane and see a ghost town
This blunt got me clipped I just slowed down
Damn life is a bitch guess I know now

nineteen eighty three (rawbone)

if u get bored

prod fats'e

emo rave tour II starts in 2 days buy tix now:
https://emoravetour.com/

tryingto4getU w/ smrtdeath

superstar (noahmadethiss+jolst)

Vocals & Production By Lund.
Art: @apelure_art on Instagram

Lyrics:

I can’t stay with you
don’t know who it is 
that I’m talking to
I tried
held it all together like glue
don’t know who this is 
but it just ain’t you

bye bye 

can’t hide the truth 
always play the victim
know its what you do 
I cried 
to many times it’s true
but you don’t ever hear 
what I say to you

look me In the eyes
tell me you don’t love me anymore
something missing girl its different 
every day we drift apart 
felt the distance tried to ask you 
all the questions of my heart
ain’t the same inside your arms 
now I’m walking through the 
darkest place I’ve been
was reaching out to you
heart shattered within 
nothing left to do

I can’t stay with you
don’t know who it is 
that I’m talking to
I tried
held it all together like glue
don’t know who this is 
but it just ain’t you

bye bye 

can’t hide the truth 
always play the victim
know its what you do 
I cried 
to many times it’s true
but you don’t ever hear 
what I say to you

box full of letters 
filled with promises broke
baby you’re the one that changed
no more x’s & o’s
hard to find a way
when your shoulders so cold
heart to fragile gotta let you go

I’m done 
playing all these games with you
It’s all lies same shit different day no use
I’m gone you were a piece of me 
something to lose so easily

I can’t stay with you
don’t know who it is 
that I’m talking to
I tried
held it all together like glue
don’t know who this is 
but it just ain’t you

bye bye 

can’t hide the truth 
always play the victim
know its what you do 
I cried 
to many times it’s true
but you don’t ever hear 
what I say to you

Torn

MUSIC VIDEO: https://youtu.be/oi7Zz4BQzjE?si=9OlulE9wfAJCfYvT
Website: https://www.anxietyattacksmusic.com/
prod: cig x Anxiety Attacks!
mix/master: Anxiety Attacks!

LYRICS:
I don't wanna talk no more
I don't wanna think about you
I hear everything you say
"Yeah I'd be better off without you"
Yeah I said I was missing you
But I just wanna let you know
That I see everything you do
Think I just need to let you go, let you
I don't wanna think no more
I don't wanna talk about you
And I don't wanna hear your name
And I don't wanna be around you
Yeah I said I was missing you
But I'm not really missing nothing
So I just need to let you know
That I'm just gonna let you go, let you go

There's nothing more that I can say to you
There's really only one thing left to do
This story just goes on and on
There's something wrong
I'm seeing all the things you felt but you would never say
I know I'm not everything you thought that I could be
I'd try to fix it all, but I know it's too late
It's time to cut it off, just end it all
We'll think about what could've been
And wait till all the stars align again
Fall into the sun when everything comes to an end
Starting over with someone else, I guess we'll play pretend
I did it all to myself, yeah maybe I need help
Maybe I need

I don't wanna talk no more
I don't wanna think about you
I hear everything you say
"Yeah I'd be better off without you"
Yeah I said I was missing you
But I just wanna let you know
That I see everything you do
Think I just need to let you go, let you
I don't wanna think no more
I don't wanna talk about you
And I don't wanna hear your name
And I don't wanna be around you
Yeah I said I was missing you
But I'm not really missing nothing
So I just need to let you know
That I'm just gonna let you go, let you go

Spotify

missing u

fine ok ok replaced w the original version here u go

POP A MOLLY I GET LOOSE
YOU NEED ME LIKE I NEED
YOU NEED ME LIKE I NEED YOU
AND THE PATIENCE THIN 
AND THE PAYMENTS COMING THRU
I GET WAT TF I WANT
WHEN I WANT
W’S
HADDA TAKE A COUPLE L’S
TURNED TO KNOTS
TURNED TO COUPE’S 

WHY HE FAKE PUMP WITH THE PRESS?
CHL IM NOT IMPRESED
I GOTTA SWOOSH ON ME LETS DO IT
COUPLE SECONDS UR LIFE RUINED
THIS SHIT CLIPPED LETS GO AND BAGG IT UP
I GOT ONIONS INVERSE DRACULA 
THINK SHIT SWEET OK LETS PACK IT UP
OK OK OK OK LETS DO IT

WHY HE FAKE PUMP WITH THE PRESS?
CHL IM NOT IMPRESED
I GOTTA SWOOSH ON ME LETS DO IT
COUPLE SECONDS UR LIFE RUINED
THIS SHIT CLIPPED LETS GO AND BAGG IT UP
I GOT ONIONS INVERSE DRACULA 
THINK SHIT SWEET OK LETS PACK IT UP
I GOT WHITE WINE INNA

I GOT WHITE WINE INNA CASTLE
REAL BAG DUNGEON MASTER
DONT FUCK WIT ME U LIL BASTERD
GOIN APE LIKE MONKEY MADNESS
CALL ME KRAY I KEEPA RATCHET
SEND THE WIRE
SEND THE PACKAGE
8 DIGITS FROM THE BACKEND
SMOKE MY BLUNT AND I GET TAPPED IN

IM SMOKING MY BLUNT AND IM
IM SMOKING MY BLUNT AND IM TAPPED IN

MADE SIX FIGURES OFFA THE FASHION
STILL SENDING ME CHECKS FROM THE BACKEND
WHEN IM IN THE COUPE I GO BATSHIT 
DONT GIVE A FUCK IMMA JUS CRASH IT

HADDA TAKE A COUPLE L’S
TURNED TO KNOTS
TURNED TO COUPE’S 

WHY HE FAKE PUMP WITH THE PRESS?
CHL IM NOT IMPRESED
I GOTTA SWOOSH ON ME LETS DO IT
COUPLE SECONDS UR LIFE RUINED
THIS SHIT CLIPPED LETS GO AND BAGG IT UP
I GOT ONIONS INVERSE DRACULA 
THINK SHIT SWEET OK LETS PACK IT UP
OK OK OK OK LETS DO IT

dracula freestyle

bite marks

with @solderis prod @heyzeph. mutt county out sep 27th luv

stray w/ solderis (zephyr + ghostsocial)

produced by sheepy

lyrics
--------
and you push and you pull and you follow
and you go to where i go
and you push and you pull and you follow
and you follow
and you push and you pull and you follow
you're engraved in the death of this bottle
and you push and you pull and you follow
you follow

creep through the night
when the chase does arrive
will you pretend that i'm
not alive not alive oh
and you push and you pull and you follow
you're engraved in the death of this bottle
and you push and you pull and you follow
you follow

baby
this is what my life's like lately
sit inside my room like maybe
hate me
suffocate me
whatchu do is
intoxicating

you're dancing on the moon like michael
dancing in my room like my girl
distancing the view from my world
and it goes and it goes and it goes
you push and you push and you pull
and it goes and it goes and it goes
you push and you pull and you pummel
your feelings inside til you're hollow
let it swim through your veins til it swallows
til it swallows

push, pull, follow (prod. sheepy)

prod. @ghostrage
mix/master @93feetofsmoke

oh hey, miss ur face
life been throwing fades
shadows on the lake 
oh hey, i'm not okay
sup like hows your day?
yeah i'm doin great
x2

In the back of your thoughts
like the ghost in your hall
I’m the first one to leave
You’re the first one to call 
Hope that table is gone
The initials moved on
you keep friends for a week
Guess a month was too long 

I bite down on my tongue 
u always temperamental 
Scratchin thru my schedule 
room never presidential 
Tell myself to move on 
Stop being sentimental 
back to dabs and liquor 
whipping tracks and rentals 

say its kool 
But its not 
Not the type
to stir the pot
Leave the past 
Dead to rot 
You’ve proven that it’s not worth it 

Ok kool 
Oh wait nah 
fisticuffs 
On the block
Quick to aim
Quick to jump 
Still the same 
you’re still not

oh hey, miss ur face
life been throwing fades
shadows on the lake 
oh hey, i'm not okay
sup like hows your day?
yeah i'm doin great
x2

I bite down on my tongue 
ur always temperamental 
Scratchin thru my. schedule 
room never presidential 
Tell myself to move on 
Stop being sentimental 
back to dabs and liquor 
back to whipping tracks and rentals 
 
say its kool 
But its not 
Not the type
to stir the pot
Leave the past 
Dead to rot 
You’ve proven that it’s not worth it 

ok kool 
Oh wait nah 
fisticuffs 
On the block
Quick to aim
Quick to jump 
Still the same 
you’re still not

oh hey, miss ur face (prod. Ghostrage)

Lyrics:

I see you walkin through my city with some fendi on your back
You rockin counterfeit could give a shit if you be lookin slack
Cuz I been runnin in some Mossy Oak with whiskey in my glass
I got my boots on and I'm ready finna take you to class

I'm runnin the trap, I'm smokin the gas, switch lanes and I'll pass, the first'll be last, and that's just a fact, I'll take you to mass, I'll charge you a tax, for a 30 and grass, you gotta keep your gaurd up in these times you really cant relax huh

So, I guess I'll hop on my Legion, guess I'll boot up into Linux and show yall what I'm seein
Guess I'll write a song about the end of days while I'm eatin
Trapped inside my room on rainy days a wonderful feeling

Know that yall reeling, got a couple hits that you keepin
Got anxiety that stack up from the floor to the ceiling
Guess I better take it slow I'm gettin dizzy I'm leanin
You can catch me spittin fire in a cold mausoleum

I wake the dead ya, speakin from my head ya
You be movin slow like yall popped another fentanyl
Writin from my bed yall, shawty in my den ya
Take another hit cause we tryna reach a cloud is all

Cause you be, you be, you be, you be, do it like that
Got the fluey uey uey uey uey right back
Know you knew it, knew it, knew it, knew it, for a fact
Got me hot you lookin fire when you do me like that

x2

I switch it up, one more cup
Got my dreams in mind, I wont give up
I grind all night, push my luck
Get some green, keep my love

Ｍｅｓｓｙｈｅａｒｔｓ

°~YOKiKO~°