tired of dealing w myself before you *p. sai*

ayee its my bday :D

Song On Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/2W5OEYvBagbOE3vjuWAICM?si=9dc84b69804142f3

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Lyrics:
Is it wrong just to say that you hate me?
Am I right to still wanna say baby?
All the times that you wanted to save me
All the things that I thought about lately
Am I going fast?
Going slow?
What do I know?
Where'd you go?
I don't think I wanna die no more

I don't wanna talk about how all the things you do
Make me wanna be close to you
Is it fine to just say the truth?
(That I)
I can't be with you
I don't know what to do
Tryna make a move

Is it wrong just to say that you hate me?
Am I right to still wanna say baby?
All the times that you wanted to save me
All the things that I thought about lately
Am I going fast?
Going slow?
What do I know?
Where'd you go?
I don't think I wanna die no more

I don't wanna talk about how all the things you do
Make me wanna be close to you
Is it fine to just say the truth?
(That I)
I can't be with you
I don't know what to do
Tryna make a move

I don't know what to do
Can we change the mood? 
Is what you said the truth?
Is it Me or you?
Can we just go find the things that are complicated
Tryna find the options that are waiting
Is it wrong just to say that you hate me?
Am I right to still wanna say baby?
All the times that you wanted to save me
All the things that I thought about lately

Me or U

Me or U (prod. ok mallii)

@riensu @saiwai
here is the video on my youtube channel
https://youtu.be/He5wOAB98YA


Yonk: 

Rather waste my time, I don’t really wanna take my time with you

All this time is wasted 

You don’t ever wanna see my pov

Ah unless it benefits you

You won’t ever wanna talk to me again

And no that’s just fine

Yeah I’m so fed up, get all my bread up

I’ll do this shit at my own pace so get the flip up out my face 
 


Riensu:

Just wanna be alone

Don’t know what I could say now

Cause everything just fades out

We’re standing face to face now, I can’t hear what you say now 

Everything went right over my head

Again and again

No I don’t want this to end 

Again and again 
 
Im hanging just by a thread 

Again and again

Im looking up at the stars tonight 

Wonderin if I’m wastin my time

beneficial w/ riensu p. sai *video in desc

Prod me😜🔥🔥 holy mother of Moses🔥🔥🔥

yoku verse:
Maybe you should figure it out
I think I’m done giving fucks now
And maybe I just wanna give up
And maybe I just don’t wanna show it
Say I want nothing with you
But I know for a fact I was lying
Should’ve left you in the past 
(No idea what I’m saying here at all tbh)
Maybe I should figure it out 
Maybe I should stop trying but idk how
Tell me what am I supposed to say
Idk cause these words just never come out 
And then I think about it maybe I’m just better alone
And maybe it’s because the fact that no one hitting my phone

It’s so conflicting, these thoughts in my head now
I just really wanna be in your bed now
It’s been so long
Haven’t thought bout you in months
Idk why I’m doing it now
Fuck it, maybe we should work it out
Idk why I changed my mind you don’t deserve me now
Idk why I said that I know I’m not perfect now

Yonker chorus:
I don’t know why 
Bae no please don’t lie
Say what’s on your mind 
(Yonk auto tune moaning)




@riensu
my thoughts, wont let em out
cus if i did, u wouldnt like me anymore
but thats alright because i think that ill fine
without you
i think that ill fine
without you



@josiahsvlone
I thought I’d be fine without it
But I don’t know what to do anymore
I don’t wanna lose anymore
Please don’t make me choose anymore
And I can’t stand the silence
Now I can’t get off the floor
You’re the only one I adore
And to lose you I can’t afford 
I said to lose you I can’t afford
And I try my best but it just isn’t enough for you
But I really gotta know, do you hate me?
The way you roll your eyes when you’re angry uh
And I just can’t get enough
Are you over me or what?
I didn’t wanna fall
I swear it’s not my fault

blossom w/ riensu & kise

@yokulol @t1gerstar @zephyrcove 

yoku : 
you're just a wreck when around me
i can see it in your eyes 
and if theres one thing you should know
you make it so obvious !!!

me :
love you now and i loved you then 
idk why i’m playing pretend 
all these thoughts going through my head 
can’t see them when you’re in my bed 
like that when you talk like that 
come back no not like that 
and you wonder why it’s left unsaid 
now i’m going left 

runaway when you see me now 
i don’t wanna leave cus how ? 
and i’ll change how i’m breathing 
don’t wanna lose this feeling 

tiger : 
talked about this talked about that 
you always seem to know the minute i get sad :( 
and at first i always try to lie about it 
but you know when i feel out of it 
so now i got your picture on my desk 
(ngl idk this part) 
i don’t say it enough 

yoku :
you're just a wreck when around me
i can see it in your eyes 
and if theres one thing you should know
you make it so obvious !!!

obvious w/ yoku & tigerstar

prod @saiwai

https://open.spotify.com/track/6kQiBRzpYZ1q0YqZjrIpwG?si=688ce319ed154eb9

ITS A YONK TONK SONK CLASSIC

@zephyrcove

@1toge
@yokulol

healing w/ yoku +sai

produced by irusu, sai, and chromecue

//LYRICS

im holdin onto you
and we know, (f*ck it) we, know
i wanna be near you ill take on any role
you wanna know the truth well let me take control
like what is there to do to make you see me more
we know, (f*ck it) we ee kno ow
i've been under stress, i been under drought
i feel under-dressed in these hand-me-downs
if we both know im depressed baby

show me how to live, show me how to love
show me how to give, show me how to trust
show me how the shit i always do is not enough
been up, just thinkin bout us
driving in the wrong lane (i know)
i tried to kiss you in the wrong stage (i loathe)
eyes prettier than all shades (yea im done)
i tried listening its all hate
we on the wrong page
x2

i never lost my time and patience, i cant take it
spend my time with you if we gonna die (young)
imma tell the truth, if you're gonna lie (dumb)
imma let it loose if you think that i 
run, what i gotta prove
you're the only one, what i gotta do oo
love's, something we can choose
you're the only one, there's nothing i can loo oose

We got something nobody know
When you play hard to get imma go
Baby i watch your every move
I’ll carry your heart to the moon
Uh, where do i start with you
The sun is down and i can’t move (can’t lose)
Its getting harder and harder to stay cool
Being with you
Show me how to try
Show me how and where our stories intertwine
When we die
We got what we paid for baby don’t cry
I know what you stayed for, I don’t mind
Ooooh, im not an option
Oooh, you’ve been up to something
Oooh no, all the assumptions the fussin the love that i trust you with, stop it

show me how to live, show me how to love
show me how to give, show me how to trust
show me how the shit i always do is not enough
been up, just thinkin bout us
driving in the wrong lane (i know)
i tried to kiss you in the wrong stage (i loathe)
eyes prettier than all shades (yea im done)
i tried listening its all hate
we on the wrong page

i never lost my time and patience, i cant take it
spend my time with you if we gonna die (young)
imma tell the truth, if you're gonna lie (dumb)
imma let it loose if you think that i 
run, what i gotta prove
you're the only one, what i gotta do oo
love's, something we can choose
you're the only one, there's nothing i can loo oose

how2live

how2live [p. adrien, sai, & chromecue]

@9blare
https://open.spotify.com/album/5Xc17PORdWAnbEfeTKDjzE?si=6G4uWeffSa66Sgqs-bX16w

drugs and pop w/blare

wainwright 2 (prod. bulletproof x rayoffkey)

Zatic - See a Angel(Official Audio)

i love all you guys @ZephyrCove

i like moss, plants belong everywhere