@saiwai
@1spoder
@rywrrd
@redhxrse

@1spoder:
i don't want to fight so put your hands down
i just hit a cab, did the dash, like where i'm at now
way above the surface so i cant drown
if you got me then i got you there's no need to frown
i've been running round
i think i've got to bounce
you've been talkin out your neck
but i cant hear a sound
never thought the silence would be so loud
you live up in my mind and i can't get you out

@rywrrd:
we just walked in
yea pulled up to the party and we sparkin
i got no options
i told that bitch i'm pullin up but that is not it
bitch i'm posted up w roah and spoder
when i'm down feel like sosa cuz i hate bein sober
fucked it up when we talked like over and over 
bet u wanna talk now cause i skrt in tha rover
got me fucked up 
tried to hmu last week
but idgaf i'm not ur bestie
left me
in the dirt like last year
but idgaf cause this is my year!

@redhxrse:
ooh
yea i'm going thru the works
can’t believe it's getting worse
when i'm with u it's like a curse
ooh
problems that u need to fix
and u keep venting about shit
like i'm a fucking therapist
all them fucking parties where i'm standing in the corner
minding my own business but u couldn't be more forward
yuh this broken man is tryna give out all these hints
but u give no shits with u there ain't no subtlety
subtlety subtlety like look at all these bands on me
money ain't a problem when ur clinginess is all i see
put another k on the dash but ur still here
try n make it make sense cos i don't want u anywhere near

@1spoder:
i don't want to fight so put your hands down
i just hit a cab, did the dash, like where i'm at now
way above the surface so i can't drown
if you got me then i got you theres no need to frown
i've been running round
i think i've got to bounce
you've been talkin out your neck
but i cant hear a sound
never thought the silence would be so loud
you live up in my mind and i can't get you out

fight

fed up

fed up [p. sai]

tired of dealing w myself before you *p. sai*

@redhxrse (producer)
@oroahh
@lizablaise
@1spoder

@redhxrse
i feel the snowdrops touch
see them glisten in the sky
feeling cosy w a hot mug of coffee, 
oh, what a life!
n the nice warm glow of the fireplace
god, it could put me to sleep
i wish this season would never change
feel like I'm living the dream

hear the bells start ringing
and the snowman says hi
while the children in the distance
have their little snowball fights

@oroahh
it's 6pm now and the sun isn't out
the breeze is so cold when we were walking about
she was calling your name from like outta the crowd
don't leave her side yet
is it real bad that i doubt you?
don't get me wrong i feel like shit too
i feel the same
you fucked up this shit in like every which wayyy

@lizablaise
babe, it's getting so late
walk up to the door, you're driving me home
the glow on your face like lights that adorn
all the streets leading back to you
made my mind up, you're all i choose
last winter broke your heart in two
spin the record and watch our blues fade away
the mistletoe's waiting, the angels are pacing
impatiently i sway, then your hand's on my cheek
and the sleigh bells start ringing, my winter gloom's at bay

@1spoder
were you satisfied?
i lost my head in the snow, you found it
i wish i made it all up, i've fallen in love
there's no point to dance around it
i wanna watch all the snow pile up
frostbites cover my arms
up to my heart
there's no point in lying, it causes more harm
oh my dear you look frigid
the snow falls the same whether which way you put it
can you promise me one thing?
to let it down slowly

snowdrops

Prod me😜🔥🔥 holy mother of Moses🔥🔥🔥

yoku verse:
Maybe you should figure it out
I think I’m done giving fucks now
And maybe I just wanna give up
And maybe I just don’t wanna show it
Say I want nothing with you
But I know for a fact I was lying
Should’ve left you in the past 
(No idea what I’m saying here at all tbh)
Maybe I should figure it out 
Maybe I should stop trying but idk how
Tell me what am I supposed to say
Idk cause these words just never come out 
And then I think about it maybe I’m just better alone
And maybe it’s because the fact that no one hitting my phone

It’s so conflicting, these thoughts in my head now
I just really wanna be in your bed now
It’s been so long
Haven’t thought bout you in months
Idk why I’m doing it now
Fuck it, maybe we should work it out
Idk why I changed my mind you don’t deserve me now
Idk why I said that I know I’m not perfect now

Yonker chorus:
I don’t know why 
Bae no please don’t lie
Say what’s on your mind 
(Yonk auto tune moaning)




@riensu
my thoughts, wont let em out
cus if i did, u wouldnt like me anymore
but thats alright because i think that ill fine
without you
i think that ill fine
without you



@josiahsvlone
I thought I’d be fine without it
But I don’t know what to do anymore
I don’t wanna lose anymore
Please don’t make me choose anymore
And I can’t stand the silence
Now I can’t get off the floor
You’re the only one I adore
And to lose you I can’t afford 
I said to lose you I can’t afford
And I try my best but it just isn’t enough for you
But I really gotta know, do you hate me?
The way you roll your eyes when you’re angry uh
And I just can’t get enough
Are you over me or what?
I didn’t wanna fall
I swear it’s not my fault

blossom w/ riensu & kise

max: https://soundcloud.com/maxrrss
bugs: @bugs
//Lyrics

(Scruff)
Obvious you tryna do this by yourself 
Stick up in the background keep it on the shelf
You got this sh*t passed down, i dont need your help
You dont need to back down, i could get this dealt
With
I cant be alive with the selfish
Puttin me on trial, but i felt it
All the gas wont help it
Im tryna say somethin

(Max)
So tell me, whats wrong
I dont wanna see you, too long
Be gone (gone)
(gon-gone)

(Scruff)
See your eyes you been cryin
Thats on me
You try to be biased
I cant breathe
I know my ex is proud of me
Get it out
Shoulda said sumn, but your missing out
See this out, whatchu on about
said im sorry
Thats on me
I dont need a possy
Set me free
Oh oh you dont know my pain
F*ck F*ck imma break these chains
I dont hear you, say my name
Say my name

Obvious you tryna do this by yourself 
Stick up in the background keep it on the shelf
You got this sh*t passed down, i dont need your help
You dont need to back down, i could get this dealt
With
I cant be alive with the selfish
Puttin me on trial, but i felt it
All the gas wont help it
Im tryna say somethin

(Max)
So tell me, whats wrong
I dont wanna see you, too long
Be gone(gone)
(gon-gone)

(Scruff)
You dont need to back down, i could get this dealt
With
I cant be alive with the selfish
Puttin me on trial, but i felt it
All the gas wont help it
Im tryna say somethin

(Max)
So tell me, whats wrong
I dont wanna see you, too long
Be gone (gone)
(gon-gone)

selfish w/max [p. bugs]

all this time is wasted

prod yoku

idk why i miss you, thoughts come back n i just wanna kiss you

idk why i miss you

//produced by sai, irusu, and meeee

art on cover drawn by irusu

Featuring nicopatty

Lyrics

(scruff) (me)
im so, in
dont know my name anymore
im going
pour my pain in a four
no its not snowin, the rain wont pour (like its cold enough for the rain to turn into snow but it wont come down, referring to opportunities we dont take) (poetic)
imma never stop growing till pain runs course
awooh, lookin for an answer
awooh, trippin over damn words
awooh, I just wanna run away, run away
the same sh*t, the same sh*t is underway n you dont even care
lookin for an answer
awooh, trippin over damn words
awooh, I just wanna run away, run away
the same sh*t, the same sh*t is underway n you dont even care
butterflies when you look around me
no more lies, it surrounds me
this is not how I want it
im so scared, scared of these assumptions

(nicopatty)
assumptions
it's never gonna stop
what's the point in it, fuck it
just tell me what u want
i know u want it, want it
ur breaking ur own heart
i don't give a shi, anymore anymore

awooh, always wanna talk like ur special
ooh, i don't need a lot
dont need much, no
ooh, always wanna talk like ur special
ooh, like ur special
ya im fckn mental 
(x2)

(scruff)
awooh, lookin for an answer
awooh, trippin over damn words
awooh, I just wanna run away, run away
the same sh*t, the same sh*t is underway n you dont even care
lookin for an answer
awooh, trippin over damn words
awooh, I just wanna run away, run away
the same sh*t, the same sh*t is underway n you dont even care
dont know my name anymore
pour my pain in a 4
no its not snowin the rain wont pour
imma.. stop trippin over words
imma
imma..... stop trippin over words...

you don't care w/ nicopatty [p. sai, adrien, & me]

ILY speed up

turn the other way 🦇
I don't wana talk!

EP THIS UPCOMING SATURDAY

I love u 🖤

prod. cabernett + seye

https://linktr.ee/scareseezenz

just stop

i love all you guys @ZephyrCove

i like moss, plants belong everywhere