crushed by unfounded anxiety 
10 toes deep earth is fading 
teleported to a different reality 
where fear is god and hate is fear and fear of hate 
generates the energy to feed 
the demon god 

cut him off i say 

if fear feeds then laughter is medicine for my stolen energy, cackling in the face of uncertainty, implanting clowns in the trauma soup, laughing laughing never doubting that even if i die today i will die full of bubbles and the sound 
of honking 

i hope to live, to spread thin the fear that permeates our every waking moment, to dispel the shared terror of the world we reside in, to build anew the structures to keep us safe and supported and free of fear  

fear is a curse 
starve the fear 
fear is a curse
starve the fear 
fear is a curse 
starve the fear 

free from fear free from hate free from fear free from hate free from fear free from hate free from fear 

i will laugh out a single tear 
drip it on the demon to banish him, nothing is stronger than a determined clown, fools will save us, clowns all the way down, fools for fun climbing the uncertain ladder looking for something that we cant yet perceive 

safety safety 
catch me in your net 
hold me close with all your arms
catch us all hold us while we thrash, tell us its safe in the net 
tell me im safe today 
youre safe today 
tell me ill be safe tomorrow 
you are safe always 
tell me safety is real 
safety is real 
safety is here 
safety is real
safety is here

SAFE HAVEN

9/22/2021

U.T.I.C.A - Undeniable  Poetry/ CLB remix

A dank laid back Hauswave track for chillin in the clouds

Image made with Artbreeder

Crashing VVaves

No Gta

U.T.I.C.A - NO GTA

Night Fishing

I don't know how to be happy 
I don't know how to be honest
I don't know how to be me
I don't know how to feel free
hurt is too comfortable
hurt is too familiar
so please don't get near me
I might rub on you
I mean I might run off on you
stay away from meeee
please stay away from me
just stay away from me
I don't wanna hurt anybody
I don't want you near me
I don't wanna feel a thing 
I fear too many things
It's hurting me
it's wear'n me down
it's wearing me down
down down down
it's wearing me down
it's wearing me down 

Slayed

hostility

This is my remix of Britney Spears's ☣Toxic☣!!

TOXIC

Free Download

Wave Container

Forest Rave-Riot Grrl Remix <3 

Premiered via @Thump https://thump.vice.com/en_us/track/nire-princess-nokia-tomboy
Remix of @princessnokia 's TOMBOY https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AH-LyInSNYw off her EP 1992

SAFE HAVEN

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