bug bite

produced by jpjp
vocals + lyrics by heylog & i'm geist

lyrics:
your caught around my throat
i don't think you wanna know what i know
you remember we were close
now i don't call you a bro anymore
watch out i might contain hostility
you say u know but you don't know me
i guess i'm used to it
people that i know always abusing it

i'd kill the old me
a lot has changed so i'd do it in a heart beat
through the veins, through my skin
subtle scarring
what was left in the past
know it hardly
i had a job and i failed to kill the old me
a lot has changed so i'd do it in a heart beat
through the veins, through my skin
subtle scarring
what was left in the past
know it hardly
i had a job and i failed to kill the old me

so long, won’t accept my defeat
i know i’m running out of time
but i can’t even breathe

lost cause, threw me into the sea
it’s not what i wanted to be
they prayed i drowned in the deep

but i’m holding on
there’s so much left inside of my head that i’m fighting for
what went wrong?
cause i seem to have lost myself amongst the dying stars

what went wrong?
cause i seem to have lost myself amongst the dying stars
what went wrong?
i seem to have lost myself amongst the dying stars

i'd kill the old me
a lot has changed so i'd do it in a heart beat
through the veins, through my skin
subtle scarring
what was left in the past
know it hardly
i had a job and i failed to kill the old me
a lot has changed so i'd do it in a heart beat
through the veins, through my skin
subtle scarring
what was left in the past
know it hardly
i had a job and i failed to kill the old me

through my veins, through my skin

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heylog & i'm geist - through the veins, through my skin (jpjp)

prod/mix - fats'e

lyrics:
hundred on the dashboard
hundred different reasons why i left there
leave it up to me to regret more
leave it up to chance i have no control

i've got issues with the trust
why i didn't want to rush
now i'm gone, miss you so much
now i'm gone, miss you so much

u give me such a headhigh
fly in on the redeye
airtight
i'll keep my promise airtight
i won't lie 
hope u don't find love 'til i return
u give me such a headhigh

i just wanna dedicate the mood to the weather
dreary; stuck inside i watch the rain on the window
i just wanna travel back to when things were simple
nowadays i'm chasing highs one way or another
steady chasing highs the walls are moving on me
everyday i wonder just who's capping when they speak
fly in baby stay a couple weeks with me
everyday u know i'm missing how things used to be

i won't lie 
i hope u don't find love 'til i return
'til i return

headhigh

I been feeling fine
I'm just bored of life
Kick my ass out the door, thinking suicide
You should see my mind
Nothing's feeling right
I just hate everyone, so I'm staying high
I’ll just stay inside
Rip up on my pipe
Watch my soul disappear
From my fucking eyes
Tell me, what's the time?
Love is all a lie
I don't care where I go
Help me feel alive

In my room with my music
New phone, like who this?
All my boys got a circle
If you ain't in it, you stupid
Dumb bitch look clueless
My words stay lucid
I got dreams to be chasing
If you ain't with it, you booted
All my love excluded
Yeah my lungs are polluted
No emotion on my face
Doctors say I ain't human
What the fuck am I doing?
Yeah, this life is confusing
So while I wait for the answers
I’ll just smoke and keep moving

I been feeling fine
I'm just bored of life
Kick my ass out the door, thinking suicide
You should see my mind
Nothing's feeling right
I just hate everyone, so I'm staying high
I’ll just stay inside
Rip up on my pipe
Watch my soul disappear
From my fucking eyes
Tell me, what's the time?
Love is all a lie
I don't care where I go
Help me feel alive

imma go smoke

not home. - imma go smoke (why loner)

prod mix master @93feetofsmoke
feat. @thornskin

lyrics:
8ball outside the bar
baby i don't wanna 
do this again
she gotta mouth
just like a gun
boutta make 
my finger
fucking slip
huh..
and im fucking sick 
all the bullshit
im putting inside my head
huh
n ill fucking wait
all night
praying you don't 
wake up dead
huh
well whats the difference
between me and you?
it don't make sense
well whats the way
you want this world
to fucking end?
i met the devil last night
her name was heroin
and i see hell in your eyes
when you get dope sick

thornskin:

and im just running away from the pain, i
really like to drink til it all feels the same, i
blackout, migraine 
my head keeps spinning
everything is sideways
i hit flat ground, fall on my face
i wont go out, im too ashamed like

hiding pills in your purse
had a panic attack and you're making it worse
paranoid, shut down
don't believe in the earth
i arrive in a coup, and i leave in a hearse

93:
8ball outside the bar
baby i don't wanna 
do this again
she gotta mouth
just like a gun
boutta make 
my finger
fucking slip

i met the devil last night
her name was heroin
and i see hell in your eyes
when you get dope sick

i met the devil last night

i met the devil last night (ft. thornskin)

prod @93feetofsmoke x thornskin
mixed & mastered by @93feetofsmoke

lyrics:

thornskin:

man it feels like dying
man it feels like death
been locked in the room
no ambition
getting drunk all the time
smell it on my breath
yeah, you're fine
but to cuff imma need more depth
getting high all the time
you're just out with friends
but its fine, not my wife
she just drink my kids

man it feels alright when im high like this
when the moon comes out and the skyline dips
yeah you vibe alright, you dont vibe like this
tell me lies all the time, couldn't give a shit

93:
go to sleep with a gun beside my bed
paranoid ‘bout the bite that’s on my neck
meet me where the full moon turns blood red
don’t you want this for permanent?

thornskin & 93:
man it feels alright when im high like this
when the moon comes out and the skyline dips
yeah you vibe alright, you dont vibe like this
tell me lies all the time, couldn't give a shit

man!

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man! w/ thornskin

prod mix master @93feetofsmoke
ft. @sodistilled

Lyrics:
ALL THIS SHIT IT MAKES ME SICK 
ITS BEEN WEIGHING ON MY HEAD 
SOMETIMES LOVE DON’T MAKE NO SENSE 
LYING WHEN I SAID IT DID   

I CANT FIND A WAY TO QUIT 
FAKE ARGUMENTS INSIDE MY HEAD 
I FIGURED OUT HOW IMMA WIN 
DRIVE MY CAR RIGHT OFF THE BRIDGE 

THEY CLIPPED MY WINGS THAT HEAVEN SENT 
WELL LIFE BEEN BRUISING UP MY - RIBS 
ILL PATCH IT UP BUT IT WONT FIX 
ALL THESE BLACK TEARS FALL DOWN MY - WRIST
ALL THESE BLACK TEARS FALL DOWN MY WRIST

sodistilled:

i wish i could step out again
i got these skeletons on me
i paint my walls black so it’s dark
something to put me down to sleep
put me down to sleep 
something to put me down to sleep
put me down to sleep 

93:
I CANT FIND A WAY TO QUIT 
FAKE ARGUMENTS INSIDE MY HEAD 
I FIGURED OUT HOW IMMA WIN 
DRIVE MY CAR RIGHT OFF THE BRIDGE 

THEY CLIPPED MY WINGS THAT HEAVEN SENT 
WELL LIFE BEEN BRUISING UP MY - RIBS 
ILL PATCH IT UP BUT IT WONT FIX 
ALL THESE BLACK TEARS FALL DOWN MY - WRIST
ALL THESE BLACK TEARS FALL DOWN MY WRIST

ANGEL ft. sodistilled

prod fats'e 

lyrics: 

hit me with the combo then
grieving while it's burning and
madness piles up again
bracing for a triple up
hiding for another month
running from the mourning dove
your paintings hanging on my wall
remembering when i was young
wish i could've said farewell
bracing for a triple up
hiding for another month
running from the mourning dove

i've been searching for the remedy
stuck inside my memories 
stuck inside for weeks 
i'm in my room just pacing endlessly
thought that i'd get wiser but i still feel like i'm 23
my eyes have gotten drier 
now i think i'm numb to everything
colors bleed right off the tapestry
embrace another tragedy 
circling above there's hidden messages i'm yet to see
embrace the raven calling me and pull me close 'till i can't breathe
losing you is proof that maybe i'm not numb to everything

mourning dove

Aracnophobia (p. taymxru x 05alagen)

Lyrics:

everything changed in the blink of an eye now im lost in the crowd
wish it was quiet but thoughts are the loudest when no ones around
no im not proud of the way that i handled myself
wish things were different and i could start over
and wake up a new place be somebody else x2
cause
you told me that from the start, said that we cant get attached
said it would tear us apart, said that it would never last
now laying there in my bed
cant get you out of my head and im dreading the day that you decide to throw me away, o what a shame
maybe i should save myself, some inevitable pain

I need to know where your heads at cause lately i dont know
if i can keep up this act pretend that i dont care at all
weve been talking everyday but still i feel like somethings wrong
would you pls pick up yer phone i dont wanna be alone again (aye)
you could let me love you till the night ends~
then wake up in the morning say were just friends~
and if thats what you want ill make it happen~
i guess that it'd be better than nothing~
need to know where your heads at cause lately i dont know
if i can keep up this act pretend that i dont care at all
weve been talking everyday but still i feel like somethings wrong
would you pls pick up yer phone i dont wanna be alone again

you would let me love you till the night ends
wake up in the morning say were just friends
guess that it'd be better than nothing
it would be better than nothing

better than nothing ~ [p. discent]

guitar, production, mixing, mastering - fats'e

official music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l9Kipz6sxR8&t=1s

picking myself up again

fats'e