bug bite

alone again

Feathers N Glue

It Must Be A Pain

far away from you w/ vislyn [prod. rick hardy]

@ihateshinigami

it never rains anymore
i've been laying on the floor
so disgusted with myself
cant fucking take this anymore

i'm the thorn in the roses
body decomposing
leave me in the past
I bet no one will even notice

hands shaky like my life
its fucking hard just to type
none of my friends are alright
just hiding tears in our eyes

trust me i wish i could stop caring
i swear to god i'm fucking trying
my heads just fucked up from the lying
honest i wish you never met me

my heads just fucked up from the lying
honest i wish you never met me

it never rains anymore
i've been laying on the floor
so disgusted with myself
cant fucking take this anymore

i'm the thorn in the roses
body decomposing
leave me in the past
I bet no one will even notice

i have this this hole in my chest
it hurts so bad i can't rest
waking up from all this stress
i'm fucking trying my best
to live a life on my own
i always stare at my phone
waiting for you to hit me back
because i always feel alone

im the thorn in the roses
body decomposing
leave me in the past
I bet no one will even notice

leave me in the past
i bet no one will even notice

shinigami x 93feetofsmoke - it never rains anymore

didn't feel right to do w/o the boy @guardinmusic , hope y'all get this stuck in your heads.

s/o to @ _ikiryo_art on insta for the pretty visual

lyrics:

[flowars]
Everything you do is so damn perfect
Even when you're killing me
I love the way you look with bloodstained lips, so sexy
You can suck me dry until I'm dead or dying I'm okay with either,
Only for the monster with my heart in hand will I ever suffer

I'll protect you fallen angel, and your demons too
I don't hate you for your nature, I'm a monster too
Tear my heart to pieces and I'll piece it back together
Just to keep the peace I'll suffer with you for forever

Happy will never matter as long as you get your way,
I'm happy just to have you but it's suicide to stay
Who am I today, who are you but sorrow?
Sometimes I dread tomorrow, I feel my life is borrowed
Sometimes my chest feels hollow, and that's just because she swallowed

My sweet temptress, evil empress, poison princess don't lose interest
I might distress, I get so depressed when you leave me; cold and bleeding

Everything you do is so damn perfect
Even when you're killing me
I love the way you look with bloodstained lips, so sexy
You can suck me dry until I'm dead or dying I'm okay with either,
Only for the monster with my heart in hand will I ever suffer

[guardin]
she likes the way my hands glide
up her hipbones in the moonlight
kiss my chest and 
leave an imprint
lost my mind again
girl don't trip it's
like whatever
my heart isn't together
my mind is in the sky with chance of cloudy weather
it's okay if i let her down she'll find someone better
if lying to myself is what it takes then imma let her drown
and i can drown too
these bottles in my bedroom
they comfort me in silence sippin' violently like you do
the corner of my lip is split from smoking like a damn fool
if words don't have a meaning why the fuck i got these tattoos?

[flowars]
I'm just food for you my love
Break my rib and suck my blood
I'm just food for you my love
Drink till you're drunk
Or I'm ash and dust

Don't gaze too deep in her eyes
There's a pain that she could never hide
You wear such a pretty disguise
Lure me and I'm so mesmerized

you're a blood sucking pest and I know
love is a test and I'll pass another go

bloodsucker (feat. guardin)

bloodsucker ft. guardin (prod. 8milotb)

Lyrics: 
Is it the start of the end or the start of beginning no
Cuz I don't know where to go when everyone starts leaving home
And the rest feels so unknown
You can be my killer if you wanted, you can be my killer if you tried
I wouldn't move a muscle if you came through 
And just shot me with your lies

Just tie me to the tracks and let me, I'm the killer on the drive home
Blindfolded like a fool in the night in the night
Like a deer in your headlights
And I don't wanna do this on my own
Be the killer on the drive home
Backstabbers play the part in the dark 
Always me on my own when i'm fallin a part

This is your last saving point
You can turn around now or face the fact that 
What you want's not what you'll get
But you'll get something close it
Stop your crying it's not the end of the world
But no one listens to a quiet little girl
I wanna talk about, don't wanna shout about it
Left me alone made me the killer on the drive hom

Okay, here I go again I apologize for the way 
I've been acting since the beginning
I know that you still love me so, Say that you will hold me close
But I know that it'd be better for the whole world if you just

Tie me to the tracks and let me, I'm the killer on the drive home
Blindfolded like a fool in the night in the night
Like a deer in your headlights
And I don't wanna do this on my own
Be the killer on the drive home
Backstabbers play the part in the dark 
Always me on my own when i'm fallin a part

tie me to the tracks and let me, I'm the killer on the drive home
Blindfolded like a fool in the night in the night
Like a deer in your headlights
And I don't wanna do this on my own
Be the killer on the drive
Backstabbers play the part in the dark 
Always me on my own when i'm fallin a part

So tie me to the tracks and let me, I'm the killer on the drive home
Blindfolded like a fool in the night in the night
Like a deer in your headlights

KILLER ON THE DRIVE HOME (PROD. 6SIGMA)

1st track off of "halloween, but all year" dropping 10/31

lyrics:
hold you close like a doll, i'm a kid at heart
super late out, but i like it in the dark
there's monsters in the street, baby stick to me
you can hold my hand while we trick or treat
and the night sky gets lit on fire
when i look in your eyes it just makes me higher, 
not a jackass, i'm a jack-o-lantern
and if i knocked baby would you even answer

i feel like a ghost 'cause you see right through me
second that we might it's like you already knew me
i was like "oh shit, am i in too deep?"
nah, i think i'm cool i'm just foolin'
around and around again
you walk around in side my head
when i'm with you i don't feel fear
feels like halloween, but it's all year

Listen on Spotify♥

halloween, but all year

this is my 1st album... thanks for listening <3
prod/mix/master: Anxiety Attacks!
IG: www.instagram.com/alecneversad/
Twitter: twitter.com/alecneversad

LYRICS:

I've seen it all before
Daydreams & Open Doors
This feeling always ends so quickly you're just like everyone else
Pondering my fate like, "I don't wanna face mine" I don't wanna waste your time
No sign of life, I'm not dead inside, but I'm close enough
I can't bear this burden on my own

Fuck being alone
Pondering my fate like, "I don't wanna face mine" I don't wanna waste your time
Standing at the crossroads, wondering where I went wrong, yeah yeah
Fuck being alone
Pondering my fate like, "I don't wanna face mine" I don't wanna waste your time
Standing at the crossroads, wondering where I went wrong

Am I close enough, it feels so empty
Why?
Why do we pretend that we're so satisfied?
It's not enough till I find my way
I can't bear this burden on my own

Fuck being alone
Pondering my fate like, "I don't wanna face mine" I don't wanna waste your time
Standing at the crossroads, wondering where I went wrong, yeah yeah
Fuck being alone
Pondering my fate like, "I don't wanna face mine" I don't wanna waste your time
Standing at the crossroads, wondering where I went wrong

stream on Spotify <3

Fuck Being Alone

expectations

guitar, production, mixing, mastering - fats'e

official music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l9Kipz6sxR8&t=1s

picking myself up again

fats'e