sep 2020

drive by

slumpt over like a range rover

😔😴😪

best playlist ever made, ever, this is the best playlist ever this one right here is the best the one ur looking at rn is th

Shallow Bay: The Best Of Breaking Benjamin

So Cold

Mixed by They Say and Lil Lotus
Written and recorded by Yung Lazarus & Lil Lotus
Fool For You EP coming soon

Spotify

Street Lights (ft.Lil Lotus)(prod.killedmyself)

'Bitter Blue '
coming soon...

Prod:
@93feetofsmoke

MERCH: http://lilxlotus.storenvy.com/products/18507607-lil-lotus-noose-longsleeve

And i still remember 
Your hands in my hair
And the fireplace in December
And time's forever changing
But i still feel the same for you
I just wish you felt the same way too

I don't wanna waste you time 
And i know you have a better life
But it's stuck inside my head 
And i don't wanna leave my bed

So just tell me you want me 
Tell me you need me
Tell me you'll come back
And you're never leaving

I was eighteen when you loved me
And now i know I'm twenty-something
But I'm still hoping that you'd come home
And tell me everywhere that you've gone

eighteen (prod. 93FEETOFSMOKE)

Bruce Brookins's Album

Last touch prod deadalive

**official vid**

https://youtu.be/CwDBNYZpbos

ion think i got that much time left

spotify

everything (prod. ka$ey) *video in description*

he'll never know

'Bread & Butterflies' Continues

Produced By Cian P 
Performed By teddybear
Written By teddybear
Mixed & Mastered By Hudson Alexander 
Additional Mixing By Cian P
Art By Vanessa Ariganello (IG: @h0lyness)

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0BxGeQfnrBxgX4vRv67wEc?si=Uq3bdhZWQ6aFJY6mq0MVzA

Apple Music: https://itunes.apple.com/ca/album/cheshire-single/1367531226

@tddybrr
@1cianp
@hudsonalexander

Cheshire

Lyrics

Cheshire (Prod. Cian P)

please press ignore

Bread & Butterflies Continues...

Written & Performed By teddybear 
Produced By Hudson Alexander
Recorded/Mixed/Mastered By Hudson Alexander
Art By Janice Frolich (ig: farojewelry)

@hudsonalexander
@tddybrr

Nevermind

Nevermind (Prod. Hudson Alexander)

love you guys <3
HIT 200 ON THE DASHBOARD: prod. https://soundcloud.com/93feetofsmoke x Anxiety Attacks!

IG: www.instagram.com/ANXIETYxATTACKS/
Twitter: twitter.com/ANXIETYxATTACKS

LYRICS:

93:
Hit 200 on the dashboard
Oh no
Dummy lines like imma crash course 
Fosho 
They been scheming on my net worth
Of course
Keep my cards under the table 
Fuck off 
X2

AA!:
when there's nothing left
I'll save my breath
my one regret
is thinkin that I never needed anyone
all my problems they've been weighing on my brain now
wouldn't trade a million dollars for the pain, no
I been waiting for somebody I could talk to
but never found an open door that they could walk thru 

93:
I’ve been up 24 seven 
Gettin bands up
Why u actin so damn friendly
U should back up 
Ya they know the dome 
In scope they don’t act tough
Goofies out here showing teeth
Rely on backup 

Spend 600 on some diamonds
Like an asshole
Hope they use my chains 
To hang me like a damn rope 
I’ve been out here planting seeds
And watching roots grow
I’ve been living in the past
Watching the trees blow

Oh no
Dummy lines like imma crash course 
Fosho 
They been scheming on my net worth
Of course
Keep my cards under the table 
Fuck off 
X2

Spend 600 on some diamonds
Like an asshole
Hope they use my chains 
To hang me like a damn rope 
I’ve been out here planting seeds
And watching roots grow
I’ve been living in the past
Watching the trees blow

Spotify <3

HIT 200 ON THE DASHBOARD - Anxiety Attacks! x 93feetofsmoke

you should just ignore it

Bread & Butterflies Continues...

Written & Performed By teddybear (ig: tddybrr)
Featuring Teddy
Recorded By Ricky Anthony In 2016 & By Hudson Alexander In 2018
Production By Ricky Anthony, Hudson Alexander, Tülpa & Convenience
Executive Production By teddybear, Hudson Alexander & IOF
Mixed & Mastered By Hudson Alexander
Addition Vocals Sampled From Andy Kaufman’s Album “Andy And His Grandmother”

@tddybrr
@rickyanthony
@chilltulpa
@hudsonalexander
@user-323857486 (Convenience)
@iofmusic

Bread & Butterflies

i hate myself more than you ever could

i hate myself more than you ever could (Prod. Ricky Anthony, Hudson Alexander, Tülpa & Adam Hanney)

disappear (prod. dead spyro)

featuring @hammy

Produced by me

hammy:
i wanna tell you how i feel i jus can't get the words out
every time i speak its just another let down
living in a world where no one understands me
wake up in the morning damn i feel so empty

no one hits my phone cause they not fw me 
im over this shit yeah im going back to sleep
get out of my head id rather fucking rest in peace
buried in the ground like im buried in these sheets
i had love for you but now theres static in between 
you got my head fucked up i see you in my dreams
youre everywhere i go 
im frozen and alone
stay stagnant in my home cause im better on my own i feel like a ghost when i dissapear and smoke
i don't need no rope
silver chains around my throat
german crystals round my waist
evil thoughts get in my way
like every single day
this constant fucking pain

gg:
i feel so empty
i feel so broken 
i feel so hopeless
i can't control this
i feel like scarface 
bitch im reloaded
homes where the heart is
fuck it im homeless
i wanna tell you how i feel 
tell me if its real
cause i can't deal with my mind no
she gone pop another seal 
do it for the thrill
tell me baby are you down to die hoe
blood on the sheets in my bedroom 
she said boy if you crash imma crash too
hate it when i wake up in a bad mood
girl im faded n it aint even passed 2

hammy:
pacing back n forth i know somethings wrong w me
i can't go to sleep memories keep haunting me
burn me into ash throw me in the fucking sea
down 100 feet where no one can bother me

gg:
i think i lost it paralyzed i can't feel shit
im moving cautious i know that there are leaches 
im nearly off it my life slowly decreasing
i wake up in the morning barely feeling like breathing

hammy:
pass out in the morning
waking up in the evening 
open up my eyes 
i wish i was still dreaming
every single day
still im searching for reason
leave me on the floor bones crushed back bleeding

gg:
leave me on the floor 
leave me feening for more of you
my minds at war hit the dope then i thought of you
knife up in my drawer thats the same one in my spine
and they love that im dead i just wanted to feel alive

LETDOWN FT. HAMMY

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https://instagram.com/lilkami02
https://soundcloud.com/lilkami02
https://twitter.com/lilkami02
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC5BdOr7HBoOqw-p-nKzGOzw

LYRICS:

if u don’t wanna talk
can u please jus say so
u got me on lock
straight countin up my pesos
ima die young
i aint worried bout a cash flow
fuck around and die
u feel alive and i don’t
oh
i got lost in the stars
found my self in ur eyes
i’ve been feelin so dark
but u bring me back to life
and i knew it from the start
i just didn’t wanna cry
ima fuckin fall apart
while u look me in my eyes
if u don’t wanna talk
can u please jus say so
u got me on lock
straight countin up my pesos
ima die young
i aint worried bout a cash flow
fuck around and die
u feel alive and i don’t
oh
tip 
me over
and watch me fall my
tricky
lover
has no missed calls
yea
if u don’t wanna talk
can u please jus say so
u got me on lock
straight countin up my pesos
ima die young
i aint worried bout a cash flow
fuck around and die
u feel alive and i don’t
oh
i got lost in the stars
found my self in ur eyes
i’ve been feelin so dark
but u bring me back to life
and i knew it from the start
i just didn’t wanna cry
ima fuckin fall apart
while u look me in my eyes
tip 
me over
and watch me fall my
tricky
lover
has no missed calls
yea
if u don’t wanna talk
can u please jus say so
u got me on lock
straight countin up my pesos
ima die young
i aint worried bout a cash flow
fuck around and die
u feel alive and i don’t
oh
if u don’t wanna talk
can u please jus say so
u got me on lock
straight countin up my pesos
ima die young
i aint worried bout a cash flow
fuck around and die
u feel alive and i don’t
oh
i got lost in the stars
found my self in ur eyes
i’ve been feelin so dark
but u bring me back to life
and i knew it from the start
i just didn’t wanna cry
ima fuckin fall apart
while u look me in my eyes
tip 
me over
and watch me fall my
tricky
lover
has no missed calls
yea

bearsworld111

say so *p. dageer*

produced by me

official video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_RX7bF8kLBo

in the morning

brevik - @ungothafucka
IG - @brevikclark
TWITTER - @brevikc10

far from over it <///3
.
.
.
(brevik)

get it poppin like new years bitch
i been thumbin thru the money at my crib
get it poppin like new years bitch
i been thumbin thru the money at my crib
i was playin wit my life like i always do
bad bitch asked me what im gunna do
i said im gunna end it
she said fuckin send it
i was at the counter waitin for u
all black nails with the red shoes
all black nails and the cigarettes
pressed on me against the bed
there i lay until the end
until the end
but i think i need a new bitch
and i think i need a new script
cuz this addy got me restless
and im far from over it

(emo fruits)

far from over it 
im far from over it
im far from over it
im far from over it
far from over it
im far from over it
im far from over it
im far from over it

baby wanna fuck so i get her rich
fuck gettin rich
i wanna end my shit
bitch on my dick cuz i look like this
gettin so numb 
now i look like this 
baby wanna fuck so i get her rich
fuck gettin rich
i wanna end my shit
bitch on my dick cuz i look like this
gettin so numb 
now i look like this

lookin so right yeah
gettin so high yeah
needa get higher
i needa feel the fire
baby it hurts too much to see ur face right now
baby it hurts too much with all this space right now
.
.

far from over it w/ brevik (prod. kcaaz x christian)

New song with Roiael, hope you like it :)

Stream On Spotify

yaeow - one more time /w Roiael

hook is alek olsen :) 

hook:
I know you moved on
And I get that yeah I do 
I never thought it would be this
This hard to lose someone like you 

verse:
My heart is like a kid with a vase
It’s bound to break 
I know you’re still alive 
But it really feels like you passed away 
I’m praying every day like Dear Lord 
Please just keep her safe 
Even if we part forever 
No one here can take her place 
I’m deeply anxious impatient 
And I can taste all the places that 
We would go and I hate it 
Because it feels like I’m losing you ever slowly 
If you’re gone then I’ll be lonely 
And I’ll never be the same 
Only pain will be here to hold me 

hook:
I know you moved on
And I get that yeah I do 
I never thought it would be this
This hard to lose someone like you 

verse:
I know life’s supposed to be hard 
But not like this 
Once I had you in my arms 
But now you’re gone just like a mist 
All I wanted was simple bliss 
But my gift was an empty kiss 
Now I’m stuck with a broken heart 
And a part that’s completely ripped 
I understand that everything has a reason
God heal this internal bleeding 
And strengthen me where I’m weakened 
How can life be taken so fast 
I wish we would have both passed
We’d hold our hands forever 
And this wouldn’t hurt me so bad 

hook:
I know you moved on
And I get that yeah I do 
I never thought it would be this
This hard to lose someone like you 
I know you moved on
And I get that yeah I do 
I never thought it would be this
This hard to lose someone like you

listen on spotify!!

lose someone like you (prod. ocean)

lyrics
—————————
i break down, my knees hit the floor
i cant feel a thing anymore
i hate ur guts & u hate my drug use
fuckin wit my head, u hate me
i love u

more
(i love u)
u hate me i love u more
(i love u)
i wake up & ache, i'm sore
(i'm sore)
u hate me i love u more
(i love u)
i love u more
i love u

OH MY GOD 
i cant, figure it out again
what a suprise
first, u want me stay then u tell me to go
make up ur mind

and i know im a
loser
never thought i’d lose her
i been so confused, ur
always bringin me down
stop bringin me down

ur always bringin me down
so im getting high
& no ur lies won’t work this time

i was
a fool for ur act
-
i was 
a fool for ur ways
for ur ways

i love u

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loser pt. 2 [prod. Luciid]

Feel So Blue (feat. Powfu & Beowulf)

STREAM/SPOTIFY

Snøw & Skinny Atlas - Feel So Blue (feat. Powfu, Jomie & Beowulf)

Floor Seats II

Marilyn Manson

stream + download

Poppin'! (prod. thislandis)

Friends Become Strangers

guitar, production, mixing, mastering - fats'e

official music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l9Kipz6sxR8&t=1s

picking myself up again

fats'e