(prod. Chill Sebs)

now you see I have a problem
but my mind tells me lies its so hard now, hate me
used to bake in the night, don't forget me
its so sad, but i cry and it breaks me

why is everything so blacked out
I cant even feel my heart, when you're gone now
soul partner, in the night, how did I allow
you to leave me all alone in my sorrows
I'm blinded baby

cant you see
that I love you
now its hard
to get by
without trusting you
(baby)
babe you're so special
now its hard to deny
I don't need you, with me

aches in my bones
cold in the night
heart all alone
you're not by my side

you're precious
sweet as diamonds and candy
I cant imagine you leaving

I'm drowning in our memories
echoes of your touch
sleeping here at night
while you're out having fun
connected like the stars and moon in the night
you're the only one who I love, that's right

baby you're my soul partner, everything
I see when I dream
phone calls, and videos, sent from you to me
every little text I get from you makes me think 
of the little things, you do and how much they mean to me

cant you see
that I love you
now its hard
to get by
without trusting you
(baby)
babe you're so special
now its hard to deny
I don't need you, with me

aches in my bones
cold in the night
heart all alone
you're not by my side

you're precious
sweet as diamonds and candy
I cant imagine you leaving

soul partner

lyrics

one look and i am petrified
if you could see directly into my mind
it would hold on to you too
im still holding on to everything that i dont want to
if your dreams arent waht they meant to be theyre nightmares come to haunt you
i could fight off all the demons only if im right beside you
we went rocking in the parlor La Gal right outside the highschool
feel like persian in the mirror then i shock em like im raichu

baby you light me up, wick
i seen hoes around the country you the only ten i seen
picture perfect baby you could be on a tv screen
im so pinsir baby youre so ribombee
amiro angels music in the afterlife
but while im here i promise ill stick by your side
and now that you see me in a whole new different light
baby im so petrified
2 gram blunt split with my guys

one look and i am petrified
if you could see directly into my mind
it would hold on to you too
im still holding on to everything that i dont want to
if your dreams arent waht they meant to be theyre nightmares come to haunt you
i could fight off all the demons only if im right beside you
we went rocking in the parlor La Gal right outside the highschool
feel like persian in the mirror then i shock em like im raichu

bigwappa x notahero - petra (p. legos)

Lyrics⬇️

its not a coincidence that i ruin everything in life
maybe if i just applied myself then they would think I tried 

i cant get myself to try if i dont think i have anything i should live for
why dont i just do more
cuz i spent way too many cold nights on the floorboards
i wish i could restore
i wish i could feel more

but i been stuck like this for longer than you know 
i dont feel like anybody even thinks that i could grow
cuz its been like this forever i dont see a place to go
i dont think that its been better but i swear that i can hope
i wish that you saw my life through my eyes and then you’d know 
that every single night since you been gone i felt broke
& i dont even tell you why i love myself, i dont
cuz i dont even tell you that i trust myself, i dont

i check my phone
its jus like a 100 messages to come home
i dont wanna do that anytime id rather be alone
 i been chillin on my own
im still happy what i chose

back then i swear i would do the most
and nowdays im not even close but you still think ill overdose

and it dont matter what i say if you dont think ill ever know
just how you really feel every time i touch the stove

all my cells have been straight burned from all the stuff inside my body
clearly i been stuck on every oerson who ever turned on me

please dont stab my back
i would rather do anything just to hear ur laugh
again 
i would do everything i never did up inside my head
i was stuck up in my bed everytime you time you said im next up
i dont wanna hear u tell me that im just the best of 3
bet those 2 other people had everything over me

best of 3 (mackk)

Shout out brecken and casperrr for working on this with me

heyyou w/ brecken & casperrr

the toolbox (s0ftskelet0ns + hollowprpl)

Thank you for listening ❤️


-Taylor 
Taylor you’re a bixch cause you watched her walk away and you say shxt

face it , I had to let her go and now I hate it 

cause now I’m bending, and I’m breaking, 

And I can’t dodge another feeling fuxk the matrix 

I’m so alone when I’m alone I feel evasive , erase it , every memory I gotta save it 

chains all on my wrist that girl kept putting me in cages , she’s the reason I get drunk asf and they tell me to face it 

 why do I keep  questioning myself I know I wasn’t wrong , why can’t I let go of you I talk about you every song

 it’s cause depression, gets mixed with a passive aggressive message

 i still smell your sweater it won’t move from where u left it

 why, idk why , I keep running back when I’m the only one that tried , and girl I woulda died for you, you shoulda kept me up in your mind , but I gotta get over it

Hook


-skele 
i can’t face it 
baby i can’t take this 
i don’t wanna be alone 
i fucking hate it
turn me up 
i pop this x and feel amazing 
u didn’t try to hold me down 
when i was breaking 
Oooh screaming out 
i really loved you
i just had to write it down 
like it’s a haiku
even though you never cared 
i had to try to
even though you’re never there 
i had to try to

oh i tried 
i tried to let go 
i just thought id write it down and let you know 🖤💔

Face it w/ skele (P. Cxrter, jolst)

lyrics

fall in love with me again
wait in my coat while i smoke cigarettes
and plan to watch the sunrise, but fall asleep instead
i want to hold you like i used to
i want to tell you that i love you
we killed the tree and ripped the roots

and for now im no one
for now im no one
for now im no one
for now im no one
now im no one
now im no one
(x2)

i miss those nights 
cuddled up during the winter we're soul tied
my brains succumb to the wither on both sides
like fuck tryna forget her
cuz now im packing my bags
im building the bags under my eyelids
and you're too attatched
and im way too sad for it to be august
and yesterday holds memories that im losing
i dont remember much nowadays
i dont remember much nowadays

fall in love with me again
wait in my coat while i smoke cigarettes
and plan to watch the sunrise, but fall asleep instead
i want to hold you like i used to
i want to tell you that i love you
we killed the tree and ripped the roots

and for now im no one
for now im no one
for now im no one
for now im no one
now im no one
now im no one
(x2)

for now, im no one (p. muzcean)

lyrics ⬇️ 

its been a lot to bottle up what ive become
ive came to terms with what id done a year ago
but i forgot how we had met and how it crashed and how it burned
you said it would all be worth it in the end maybe wed learn

what i wanted ended faster than i hoped for
its been exhausting my whole memory straight folklore
yea i see dreams along my hall
its been weeks since we last called
maybe i should write it off
i would rather lay than talk

i take anger out on everybody that dont deserve it
but when its wearing off i promise you ill feel like a burden
so when im hurting really bad ill make sure they know im alright 
i did everything i could with what i had i tried fight

but it aint go to plan whenever other thoughts arrived
it made me realize how i wasted all my time

In 2019 i was lost and then i packed my bags im gone
you can’t remind me how i felt unless you slash me with sword
hold tight yea hold tight yea hold tight to me tonight
i have an awful feeling this will be the last time i cry

so if it is please don’t remind me i wont be there tomorrow 
and i regretted when you caught my only shot my only arrow

its only fair tho
i was at my lowest point and i was acting like a scarecrow 
i dont care no

act like you know me like you know how it goes
on the daily
just a microdose 
i think im coming close
please save me


you hate me, i know I been wrong 
im sorry im sorry
full sprint i been on the wrong road
ill hurry ill hurry
hardly what you know you deserve
i wish i had all of that
car crash it hit the curb 
it could be worse-that family okay




yea, way way too quick its a blur
i can’t conjugate i slur
i told my parents im at work- work
think i need a clerk- clerk
before its gets way worse
cuz i can foresee what im talkin bout im jus waitin my turn

my stomach burns -burns
i flip and turn -turn
in my sheets
i cant sleep

hold tight (under the maple tree)

How the fuck Im at the top still I told em I ain’t even try yet
I got yo bitch so wet yea she tryna ride me like a Kayak
She tryna pop a lil X pill she don’t even wanna fight back 
Hey roll the blunt up where the light at hey 
Said she love me I ain’t like that hey 
I been feeling like Im Sosa up in a Rari with some louie loafers 
I got a Latina from the Costa 
Said she a fan put me on a poster
See em in public act like I don’t know em 
We ain’t the same nigga I ain’t normal 
Don’t wanna hang but I keep it cordial 
You want that nigga but he cant afford you yea
 
Money so big like a giant 
Money so big like a giant 
Money so big like a giant 
Money so big like a giant
I got that shit and I ain’t even buy it 
Everything free yea bitch Im a pirate 
Ring the alarm lil bitch Im a siren 
Im feeling filthy Im working on dying 

Bad bitch in my sights 
She tryna come over ruin my life 
I think lately I been to nice 
I think its time to put my heart on ice 
I would never put that bitch on a flight 
I got money now that bitch tryna bite
Im pulling up just to see what its like 
She tryna hop on ride that dick like a bike yea 
I do what I want you do what you can they don’t understand but maybe I might 
They know Im the man the man of the year I don’t even care Im living that life 
I know how to swim I was just under the water and now Im on top of the ice 
Under the sun heard Im a vamp now she wanna come and bite 

How the fuck Im at the top still I told em I ain’t even try yet
I got yo bitch so wet yea she tryna ride me like a Kayak
She tryna pop a lil X pill she don’t even wanna fight back 
Hey roll the blunt up where the light at hey 
Said she love me I ain’t like that hey 
I been feeling like Im Sosa up in a rari with some louie loafers 
I got a Latina from the Costa 
Said she a fan put me on a poster
See em in public act like I don’t know em 
We ain’t the same nigga I ain’t normal 
Don’t wanna hang but I keep it cordial 
You want that nigga but he cant afford you yea
 
Money so big like a giant 
Money so big like a giant 
Money so big like a giant 
Money so big like a giant 

Money so big like a giant 
Money so big like a giant 
Money so big like a giant 
Money so big like a giant

Giant

INNA TELLY

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