produced by @chillsebs
mixed/mastered by me 

lyrics: 

life burning down into ashes
they hate on me for reactions
if they never liked me anyway
then why they asking me why i’m stagnant?

to me 
hands on my neck cant breathe 
don’t say a word when they want me to leave 
want me to grieve 
yes i’m here if you need 

im playing the part while i fall of the edge 
but to me death isn’t final

these hardships to deal with, i went self destructive and i fell in love with the spiral

i try to say my hopes and dreams
then i get hit with an eye roll

they don’t take me serious, i’m just curious, how i’m still going viral

i hate everything except for what i’ve become 
unique in a way, like im one of one
no more back and forth now that im done
you can say those words to my gun

its dark in my eyes and i can’t see the sun
dealing with everything that i have done 
what would you take me for, thinking id run?
i think i was born to overcome

most people dealing with this would be the type to quit.
i grew up myself, and i aint raise a bitch
i don’t like to blink cus the time moves quick 
and they can’t feature me cus the rhyme too sick

now i’m stuck on my own, and im too independent 
yeah aint nun really changed but the weather 

far from a clone, prolly why he want a segment 
but the acapella sounds better

i’m just doing me, and i say what i feel
and i won’t sell my soul but the devil wanna deal
and i don’t want the money, yeah i just wanna feel
and i erase the lyrics if it gets too real

and they still got the nerve to say i won’t make it 
i never heard hate from a winner
i once had a heart, but i love how she breaks it
shorty turned me to a sinner

i hate everything except for what i’ve become 
unique in a way, like im one of one
no more back and forth now that im done
you can say those words to my gun

dark in my eyes and i can’t see the sun
dealing with everything that i have done 
what you take me for, thinking that id run?
i think i was born to overcome

Overcome (Prod. Chill Sebs)

if i die tonight (prod. boyfifty)

I wrote this song about when you have nothing left and still give everything for someone else 

Lyrics

i give it my all 
get up then i fall 
when i wanna ill call 
but i won’t stand tall

and it ain’t hurt me 
ain’t no worries at all
ain’t in a hurry 
if you wanna i’ll stall 

now i’m lying through penmanship 
thinking your heaven sent 
and now it’s a wrap like the way that the presents get
and i hope that it ain’t true man 
ain’t talking bout a president
thinking that it’s prevalent, the precedent, everytime im messing with

the thoughts in my mind 
turn up on a dime 
like water to wine 
when i’m hitting rewind 
i’m wasting my time (beat cut)
you don’t wanna call, cus now i decline
you made it feel like sharing love was a crime 
now im nothing but a criminal, feelings too subliminal, my injuries are minimal 
you know you broke my heart i just hope it isn’t visible (hope it isn’t visible)

now it’s time for the second verse
thinking that i made it worse 
i’m living in a fantasy ain’t talking bout a metaverse 
i never said it never hurt 
i’m tryna find a better word 
you know i couldn’t do it now you’re onto better terms

i’m thinking that it’s it worth when it’s perfect 
when im living in a circus and im hurting 
if its time to pull the curtains then im certain 
if my living is a burden then im burning 
i don’t wanna build the bridges just to burn em 
but i burn em 
issa habit that i can’t help 
i’ll do you wrong but yk i mean well
issa sad story no this ain’t a fairytale
it’s like you don’t need heaven till you see hell

now i’m living in a story that i didn’t write
now i’m a bachelor what’s a wife 
i don’t need help i just want advice 
want it once or want twice 
fucking right 
i just want love cus this music it won’t suffice

Your Everything (Prod. Chill Sebs)

i just want to sleep forever please dont wake me up 
every night getting colder when i miss your touch 
only wish we couldve been forever only us 
now i only wish that u be happier 
even tho u broke my heart still wishing for the best of you 
i dont wanna move on i still got open arms for you 
even when im sad always gotta put a smile on me 
cuz you the one who let me know what love is like 
but some times i just wanna end it all 
i don’t wanna be here anymore 
im counting down my days as time flies by 
and im so sorry for the things that hurt you

reminiscing bout the times we were holding hands
watching movies all day cuddles on ur bed 
remember all the times we used to say that 
we never leaving each others back no matter what

Yeah
Who told me that loving was easy
Thought you were mine but now you just leaving
Saying I’m lying when I’m giving you reason
Did we waste our time with the fighting and scheming

Don’t wanna see me, you walked out that door
Can’t take it don’t wanna love more
Spent all these checks but what was it for
Tried to love you but left ignored

I’ve been so tired
Lose sleep over promises
I like to think
maybe this not the end of it
I’ve been so stupid 
Thinking you’d come back to me
I need to realize
That letting go is what I need

It’s too late for sorry, I hate goodbyes
That look when you saw me felt like I died
It hurts me to love you why do I try
I don’t want nobody else in this life

It’s too late for sorry, I hate goodbyes
That look when you saw me felt like I died
It hurts me to love you why do I try
I don’t want nobody else in this life

Happier FT. R1ch_  (prod. Chill Sebs x Daniel Saint)

produced by Late Night Tones & nate2timez

-lyrics-
Yeah, we met on Moonlight Avenue
She was five foot two with an attitude
I never knew she only planned on passing through
That's my fault
I gave my all through the summer days
I was long past falling when she looked my way
I could see she felt bad when she met my gaze

And she said
I don't wanna be the one that got away
But I'm just not one to settle down
That's my mistake
I'm really sorry that you fell in love
I can't reciprocate
I'm just your half-alive poltergeist
Not here to stay
Oh

Guess I was naive, I got caught up
You were all I talked about to my mama
I don't wanna fall in love, no
I don't wanna fall in love again
Falling apart, I'm sorry
I know it's hard to watch me bleed
Oh, can't you see
And she said
I know you wanted to hold me
But this ain't one of those movies, please
Oh, can't you see

And she said
I don't wanna be the one that got away
But I'm just not one to settle down
That's my mistake
I'm really sorry that you fell in love
I can't reciprocate
I'm just your half-alive poltergeist
Not here to stay, oh
And she said
I don't wanna be the one that got away
But I'm just not one to settle down
That's my mistake
I'm really sorry that you fell in love
I can't reciprocate
I'm just your half-alive poltergeist
Not here to stay
Oh

Moonlight Avenue

produced by nate2timez & Late Night Tones

-lyrics-
Touch my skin and dont let go
Where does my heart stay if it doesnt have a home?
Reach into my chest and feel my soul
I'm falling apart to the pieces you hold

I feel it all tonight
Soak in the fireflies
They dance in your eyes
I'm so hypnotized

Darling, I must say
I don't deserve it this way
I'm messing up all the time
But still you say you'll stay

Touch my skin and dont let go
Where does my heart stay if it doesnt have a home?
Reach into my chest and feel my soul
I'm falling apart to the pieces you hold

And if you wanted to run away
I'd take your hand, find a brand new place
my love
(ooh)
And if wanted to call me yours
I'd build you a home with a big front porch
It's done
(ooh)

When our hearts collide
I see them light up the sky
The Northern Lights
Dance where we reside
All of our memories I hold to my chest
Come inside quickly 
Girl, I know you need rest

So touch my skin and dont let go
Where does my heart stay if it doesnt have a home?
Reach into my chest and feel my soul
I'm falling apart to the pieces you hold

Skin

pass it along

pass it along (neverforever)

oh shit 
I spilled my drink
I pour another cuz I just don’t think 
I get so messed up I walk with a limp 
im playing these memories that’s saved on this disc

oh shit
imma snap it 
Remind me of times I thought that was gone 
I seem unhappy im making these songs 
I spill my guts everytime that im wrong 

I pour my heart out for them was it right?
i was a kid i was so scared of knifes 
playing with blades when im up in the night
this is my downfall my downfall alright 

I wanna save myself
I cannot save myself
I need some help
in a box I yell 
in a box I yell 
come get me out 

oh shit 
I spilled my drink
I pour another cuz I just don’t think 
I get so messed up I walk with a limp 
im playing these memories that’s saved on this disc

oh shit
imma snap it 
Remind me of times I thought that was gone 
I seem unhappy im making these songs 
I spill my guts everytime that im wrong 

-

is it worth getting away just for a day 
and then I’ll just come back worse
what did I say, i missing the rain 
Cuz the sun just hurts 

oh my god yea this life’s a blur 
yea 
I won’t lie I don’t like world but 
some of you 
I will keep with me 
But some of you
you will walk with me

disc [michael harrison]

(prod. cxrter x mackk)
everything else me any mixing advice lmk

1 year + old slow burner still want it out :)

Let it go (prod. cxrter x mackk)

"one day we gon be okay baby just stay"
i can hear just how you told me like its yesterday
ill be sure to send my love from the cosmos
i guess lately its just been harder hitting high notes
i guess lately its just been easier to let my mind go
i guess lately im feeling bad bout dragging you along

cuz i dont want to see you at the bottom
and baby you can tell me if its too much
i know i can be a lot so you just say som
and i dont like myself if we need something to agree on
im up making songs fell asleep with my jeans on
i can tell you love me from the way you take my jeans off
id love if youd stick with me ill look better when i wean off
the same songs just in different styles
you wonder when i been this happy girl its been a while

but i cant make you smile
havent seen those pearly whites girl whats got you down
we can live another life if we leave this town
one day i can make it right one day youll be proud
in the passenger seat found my reason in the stars
i got holes in my jeans you got anger in your heart
its not as easy as it seems so i try to play my part
control alt then you deleted me im back here at the start
i got bad lungs one more cigarette
another sad song posted on the internet
i guess its not fun tell myself im not upset
when the days done find a place to lay my head
from the day we met swore to be my best
we both know the fire started when you call my friends
now im only feeling sorry for the shit i said
one day imma be a star im just not shining yet

and baby you can tell me if its too much
i know i can be a lot so you just say som
and i dont like myself if we need something to agree on
im up making songs fell asleep with my jeans on
i can tell you love me from the way you take my jeans off
id love if youd stick with me ill look better when i wean off
the same songs just in different styles
you wonder when i been this happy girl its been a while

denim w/ halfhearted (p. under the maple tree)

A song about feeling haunted by the past. Haunted by what you once had with someone who you used to love. The thought of them haunts you. Their voice, their smile, their everything. Gone, but never forgotten.

It's the first song of many that was fully self composed and produced, which I'm super proud of :). It's more of a sad, lofi, indie song, I'd say. It features my homie BigSus. Go check him out.

produced and everything else by me

ghost of the past (feat. BigSus)

"ghost of the past" OUT NOW!

"of what remains" August 1st

ghost of the past (feat. BigSus)

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