music vid - https://www.instagram.com/p/CRNcydosjQ1/

new beat ima fckin spazz on tht
new tree
always got the g@s like tht
no deets
all yall mad at who i wanna b
who i wanna b like

like who i wanna be? forgot thought u told me?
i cant fwu id rather be lonely
she can do what she want
but she can not do it 4 me
tryna fck on bros?
bicth u cant fck with the team
im like oooooo ooooo ooooooo

smoke a ciggy in the rain
i cannot feel shit
im like ahahah
keep a glizzy by my side
i could nevr trust u im like
ahahah
said ull forget me
b4 im gone
said ull forget me
b4 im gone

but when im gone i wonder what there will b left 4 me
cant live a life of chasing pills n poppin ectasy
im tryna make it with the dps cuz thats my squad
i keep a golf club on me like my fckn name is rod
wait whos the fckn prod? this shit go hard asf
and when heard that bass was banging i was finna duck
no u cant fck wit us
im diff on this track
oh thts ur girl she with the clique so u cant have her back :p

now she with the clique bro time to say goodbye
kiss her on the lips tho im just being polite
how tf u post tht pic bro tht fit super lame
got tht eu blood flowing ya right dwn to my veins

how tf am i supposed to trust nybody
when i cant even trust myself n0

eu_bludzz (pr. shinju + garasu)

im back!happy halloween lol
cool things to come this is just a filler!
and yes for all those who keep asking me i did prod the beat (i prod all ma songs)
damn wtf yall really like this song lol

weakness!

prod by enoah

got too much going on, i think i'm growin old
you wanted me to go, girl you're so cold
it was so hard but i moved on
just like you told me (like you told me)
time passed, seasons changed
and i still can't forget about the day i asked u out
and u answered yes

but please dont think i forgot abt u
you're still in my mind n u still in my heart
i do not want u back dont wanna hurt you no more
and  you dont want me back n dont wanna hurt me no more 2x

[chorus]
seasons changed n i rly rly miss ya
can we go back? cause i rly rly need u
we can't go back but i rly rly wish we could
just one more night thats all i ask of u 2x

where am i right now?
lost my mind a while ago
oh bby its so cold out there

[chorus]
seasons changed n i rly rly miss ya
can we go back? cause i rly rly need u
we can't go back but i rly rly wish we could
just one more night thats all i ask of u 2x

i haven't forgotten about you [+ enoah]

from the person formally known as meister.

3:49 w/ @prodsoma
6:16 w/ @litothedon
8:48 w/ @remghost
7:13 & 10:08 w/ @mistmurk

every beat except the soma one for sale. message me to buy.

restart: all over again [2k22 clips] +soma, litothedon, mistmurk, remghost

@ilymay
@venusiann


tysm ve for helping w mixing / mastering bc i had no idea wtf i was doing TT

everytime +may & venusiann

no transitions cause im lazy

0:00 + @jichuuu
0:43 + @nihil2free
1:33 + @awwy2k
2:20 + @faketalency
2:59 +@1wasterr
3:44 + @northeastlight
4:36 solo
5:11 + @awwy2k
5:58 + @faketalency
6:42 + carterr
7:20 + @jichuuu
8:07 + @prod_death
8:52 + @yashio20k
9:40 + @012207
10:38 + @1wasterr + @012207
11:15 solo

september 2k22 (jichu yashio death kidu faketalency northeastlights carterr baz nihil)

prod me

lyrics:
i wont forget...
the day u walked from me
i wont forget...
everything u said to me
i hope u wont forget...
i hope u wont forget...
i hope u dont forget...
i hope u dont forget...

that im not enough for u
or anyone else
you told me that...
it hurt a little bit

the things i regretted
i never got to say it
i dont wanna leave it
it all lingers inside...
the things i regretted
i never got to say it
i dont wanna leave it
it all lingers inside of me

this path i walked alone
i dont need u anymore
thats the lie i tell myself
to keep my life going on
cause i hate being alone
and regret what ive done
and this feeling wont just go
it just wont go...

that im not enough for u
or anyone else
you told me that...
it hurt a little bit


the things i regretted
i never got to say it
i dont wanna leave it
it all lingers inside...
the things i regretted
i never got to say it
i dont wanna leave it
it all lingers inside of me

the things i regret

@domerrz
me when its been a few months and i still dont know how to prod

school days @domerrz

:)) 
prod @okmax
///
@haunted_sad

lately im thinking i wanna die 
i wanna wake up for the final time 
u left me thinking after all 
n i cant see straight is it all my faultt 
x2

I dnt wanna talk it out 
u made me feel useless feeling down
and i dnt wanna get attacched 
i find myself crawling back 2 u

u dnt rly love me like u used to :/
u just liked me cause it was brand new
i dnt wanna talk it out its not the issue 
u left me feeling so abuseddd 
got a feeling in my gut that its not u 
all the words u said were lies i see it through 
u broke up with me so easilyyy 
i cnt seem 2 fall asleep

iwannadieandneverwakeup (okmax)

thx for listening :D
prod. @shatter3d and @jichuuu 

//

Memories tucked in a locket
I just wish I could stop these
All these false promises
Can you give me a second
I cant deal with this stress and
I just really need a rest man
I’m feeling less
It’s effecting me

Got this pressure in my head
I’m walking around like I’m half dead
I’m leading myself closer to my death
And I’m pleading with myself but I can’t get through my head
It’s no one’s fault but mine
This chill runs down my spine
I’m walking such a fine line
I just want to leave it all behind
Leave it all behind :/

false promises

false promises (shatter3d + jichu)

@prodkirian @makemeapromise i love this beat so much <3
- this a new era for me I cant wait to show what I got in store :D
// TYSM FOR LISTENING \\

when we talk i just want to leave
what you say I can't believe
and I cant live on like this
its not how all this should be
I'm done now you wont sway me
I'm finished I'm not waiting
all you do is just degrade me
now there's nothing remaining

if you want to try me you'll see
I guess ill show the real me
Im gonna let it all free
i guess we couldn't agree
ill leave this all behind
i see it chasing after me
i just hope it doesnt find
i hope it doesn't find me

I hope it doesn't find me
I'm so done with all this fighting
ill leave it behind me
I think I'm done trying

thinking too hard and I might just lose it
feelings so scarred and I cant improve it
I cant put down my guard cause I know you'll abuse it
lost all regard for you, ill lose it

I've been walking so blind
and I don't know why
I cant look in your eyes
and I think we might die
you can cut me in two
now I'm looking see-through
I wish I never knew
what I'd be put through

sitting here I cant no
longer here I don't owe
nothing now let me go
was it worth it now I don't know
too much in my head it'll overflow
you want me dead I already know
can we look ahead it was long ago

it was long ago

if you want to try me you'll see
I guess ill show the real me
Im gonna let it all free
i guess we couldn't agree
ill leave this all behind
i see it chasing after me
i just hope it doesnt find
i hope it doesn't find me

I hope it doesn't find me
I'm so done with all this fighting
ill leave it behind me
I think I'm done trying

i'm done trying

i'm done trying (kirian + surgeon)

This "kinji" chapter of my life is officially over. Thanks everyone for sticking around! <3

i haven't forgotten about you [+ enoah]

kinji

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