“coping”

Vibes XIX

Toska

Fine Youth Hiphop Indie

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Sadboiclique ERA - Sadderday Vibe's

ｎｏ　ａｉｒ，　ｂｕｔ　ｓｏｍｅｈｏｗ　ｉ　ｂｒｅａｔｈｅ　ｔｈｒｏｕｇｈ

prod by my guy @solofttt
fucking love you all.
more on the way
stay strong
take care; drink water
try to get some rest.
thank you for being here

too much
i don't wanna feel too much
(like what?)
beat up; feet are clamped in the mud
no one
fuck this damper wood i'm hunching over every day
you shouldn't feed me love 'cause i'll regurgitate it anyways

that's the price that i'll pay
not to be overcome by my emotions
a hallow frame, left to be hung on it's own
where nobody'll noticed it's changed
feel that pain of your confusion
and just turn it into music
orchestrations of my patience
retrospective-made illusions

just be cautious not to lose it
'cause some bitch said something stupid
trust me, god i know it hurts
but know your worth and keep on moving
somewhere in the sky
just go outside and raise your head
there's reclusive ways to cleanse yourself
without this constant dread
but this toxin's running deeper
i don't know how long i'll last
i misplaced my faith with hatred
as i'm staring down the glass
i ain't hitting you up like i know you (but i do)
but i'm up a few notches, i'll understand
'cause the past, it haunts you (it does)
i try to reach out, but i got ghost hands

felt too much
now i don't feel enough
felt too much
i may have dove a little deep in the ocean
for my lungs,
couldn't handle the pressure that they had been holding
y'all folding, but i'm focused
honestly i feel omnipotent
only when i get my hands on the potion
or i'm broken, i'm not joking
but maybe if i break daylight, then i'll get shit done
and i'll feel alright
with a tone so stale there was no real cry
on a blood-stained trail, we still bleed overnight
fuck, i bet that you feel it again
incisions embellish your skin
and now you're all alone again
deprived of the people you thought were your friends
i made a couple calls, did they go through?
it ain't fair, i really don't wanna miss you
take care, i'll be blowing on tissues
no air, but, somehow i breathe through
it's 4 in the morning, my guardian's snoring
i'm sorry i lied, i've been sippin away
i'd make me some porridge, but puke it by morning
the cycle is horrid, but i ain't complain

indefinite pain ain't just part of my day
it's been shrouding my brain
like a vulturous gate
this shit's an escape
i'm always afraid
of being locked out of my own mental state
try not to run away just yet, i feel you
breaching my skin, for the meantime

too much 
i don't wanna feel too much
(like what?)
beat up; feet are clamped in the mud
no one
fuck this damper wood i'm hunching over every day
you shouldn't feed me love 'cause i'll regurgitate it anyways
(anyways)

woodworks [prod. soloft]

produced by @kingtheta

[@lottaheart]
used to think you were the best damn part of me
now i see who you are and its so hard for me
to believe you could do me so horribly
after everything, you saw the heart in me

but i guess that wasn't true
now i don't know what to do
i was falling hard for you,
you were out with someone new
while i working away
to get you out that place
the place that you hate
you were hiding your faces
its outrageous
the way you faked this
and left me vacant

[@xobroken]
where are you?
i need to see you one last time before you go
i just need to let you know im vulnerable
because you fake all the emotions you show

but i cant do it the same
run away from the other pain that we face
be yourself, lately im too blame
is it really me or is it you that you hate?
baby what you saying?
telling me she loves me, i know that she's faking
lying to my face and i just cant take it
feeling out of place, got too many things changing

[@lottaheart]
used to think you were the best damn part of me
now i see who you are and its so hard for me
to believe you could do me so horribly
after everything, you saw the heart in me

bestpartofme w/ xobroken [king theta]

bb girl my plug ft. deadbroke & yung axstn

bb girls my plug! (ft. dead broke + yung axstn)

lyrics

every piece of me is saying
word on the streets is you’re not staying
beg on my knees for you to say it
x2
but pleasant grove is all you know and fractured homes with broken family
i can’t tell you where to go
but every road led back to folly

yeah every time that we touch base, water works right out my face
just how you found me
four years but i guess who’s counting 
every time that you embrace me
you’re saying “stop it grayson”
wish i had the heart to say
iv been numb for days waiting on the pavement 

iv been throwing up, iv been throwing up all on the pavement 
she’s said it’s so frustrating 
she said i wish you were happier
so now every smile feel like a facelift
now you got tears running down your face 
but you took it all and i gave it
i know it’s not good for my brain 
but i have more fun when im wasted
now i been drinking every night but safely
six months ago this looked so much different 
but word on the street and my mind says you hate me 
that would rip my heart in an instant
last time we had a fight 
i remember what it felt like to cry 
got smoke in my mouth and got tears in my eyes
cuz i don’t want the last time
to be the last time we say goodbye 

yeah every time that we touch base, water works right out my face
just how you found me
four years but i guess who’s counting 
every time that you embrace me
you’re saying “stop it grayson”
wish i had the heart to say
iv been numb for days waiting on the pavement 

sticks and stones tend to break me down
try to grab the wheel but im crashing out
mom and dad don’t like me know
it hurts because they used to be proud
why you never around 
when i’m calling your phone,you’re just putting it down
iv been falling apart on the burial grounds
iv been screaming for help but can’t open my mouth.

folly w/ notahero [king theta]

i'm sorry

berlin

Heart Attack (Prod.Metlast)

I had a little trouble with editing but ya'll have no idea how much I fucking love this song oh my godddddddd new favorite for sure. 

The Perfect Man [Beat Prod. lethalneedle]

DESPERATE

MUSIC ADDICT

prod @s0ftskelet0ns

LYRICS
Shifting gears down twisting roads
Life status critical
Without love i'm miserable
Envy me and my life honestly im still pitiful
Even if i take it to the top, will i make it home

Clutch in, shift gear, gas out
Get home, smoke up, pass out
Face a mighty foe wont back down
Baby do you want this all, do you really want this all?
Pedal to the floor blast down that hall, clutch in clutch out i still stall
Clutch in, shift gear, hear me call

Brake up, neutral revvin at the light
Nova scotia winter turbo sliding ice
6k in my pocket name that price
Baby this is how i wanna live my life

Clutch in, shift gear, gas out
Get home, smoke up, pass out

Saving up money from work, buy an srt all while having tuition to spend on
Life aint great but it could be worse, i might hold a key but am i the one to depend on
I might be me, but im just background for a ten thousand piece puzzle
So dont you see? We might build up, but for all that work were still ground floor ruble


clutch in [prod. s0ftskelet0ns]

the odds are good that no one would notice i was gone...
no... one... would... care...
in fact, some - if they noticed my absence - might feel an odd, indefinable, sense of relief...

she show me her wrist, yeah, princess is slit </3
yeah, she show me her tongue, so i drop her a hit
yeah, i drop her a strip, she the prettiest bitch (:
yeah, princess, she gliss, and i'm buying her rick
she don't love me foreal, she just use me for dope
but, i'm a sucker for love, so i let that shit go...
yeah, she let that shit go... now she fucking for coke...
baby-girl is a hoe... in the dark, i'm alone... /:

knife in the club, i'm ice-man on the drugs
she dipping the bag til' her face, it go numb
she tell me she hate me, but she wanna fuck me
shawty like a slut, on the drugs, she's so dumb...
knife in the club, i'm ice-man on the drugs
she dipping the bag til' her face, it go numb
she tell me she hate me, but she wanna fuck me
shawty like a slut, on the drugs, she's so dumb...

she show me her wrist, yeah, princess is slit </3
yeah, she show me her tongue, so i drop her a hit
yeah, i drop her a strip, she the prettiest bitch (:
yeah, princess, she gliss, and i'm buying her rick
she don't love me foreal, she just use me for dope
but, i'm a sucker for love, so i let that shit go...
yeah, she let that shit go... now she fucking for coke...
baby-girl is a hoe... in the dark, i'm alone... /:

written and edited by lightning logan
prod by culmanii
sample from american psycho by bret easton ellis

slit wrist prince$$

mental - angel number (jolst)

lyrics - " 

Amazing song 🎶 w/ my bro! On ALL Plats! Ft. @TStewie on YouTube! Almost 1k let’s go! Luv yall</3 💔🤞🏽💯shoutout my gng xoxo- sadboiera/sadboiclique rep forvr! #sbec #sadboieraclique #sadboiera #sadboiera #2025

all is u

All Is u 🥀

instagram.com/xsrvnge

lyrics:

(Yeah, yeah, talking ‘bout, what… what… huh, huh)
Yo, yo, blick, blick…
(Yuh, yuh, perc, perc, lean, lean)

Yeah, she broken just like me (Like me)
Walk in with scars on me (Scars)
She geeked-geeked just like me (Like me)
Damn girl, you barely can see
Cause you cried all night this week (This week)
Slide through life with no peace (Peace)
Hop out, pain on my sleeve (Sleeve)
This .40 can’t heal me (Nah)
My gang won’t ride for free (Free)
Bad days, everything feel bleak (Bleak)
Sad bitch dressed CC (CC)
Put her heart in some Number (N)ine
2-door coupe, we sliding (Skrrt)
Come here, where you going? (Where you going?)
.556 in my head, keep blowing (Boom)
I can’t run from the voices (Voices)

Rain fall heavy in the morning (Morning)
I wake up numb, keep pouring (Pouring)
Told my momma I’m sorry (Sorry)
I live fast, might not see forty (Forty)
Back to back, pills keep storming (Storming)
Life get dark, no warning (Warning)
Tell all my demons they important (Important)
They the only ones I can’t ignore (Can’t ignore it)
She love me, but I can’t afford her (Nope)
I gave my soul, then I tore it (Tore it)
Dead friends, yeah I still adore them (Damn)
Graveyard rides, roller coaster (Roller coaster)
Lean hit fast, I’m floating (Floating)
Gun in my lap, I’m hopeless (Hopeless)
If I crash out, keep it loaded (Loaded)
Tears in the rain, I’m soaking (Soaking)

Yeah, she broken just like me (Like me)
Walk in with scars on me (Scars)
She geeked-geeked just like me (Like me)
Damn girl, you barely can see
Cause you cried all night this week (This week)
Slide through life with no peace (Peace)
Hop out, pain on my sleeve (Sleeve)
This .40 can’t heal me (Nah)
My gang won’t ride for free (Free)
Bad days, everything feel bleak (Bleak)
Sad bitch dressed CC (CC)
Put her heart in some Number (N)ine
2-door coupe, we sliding (Skrrt)
Come here, where you going? (Where you going?)
.556 in my head, keep blowing (Boom)
I can’t run from the voices (Voices)

hellgirl* (prod. yxngxs)

produced & engineered by: @divasoulja

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Always off the snow
What the fuck yea
Off that alprazolam
No I dont give a damn
I pop with the left hand
And everyday I dont mind
Left behind
Why we always left behind
Fuck it
I could never mind
Just in my mind
In my head, In my prime
Demoness she in my bed
Banished her but she never left
Never slept, Im up all night
Effortless, this is my life

Ask my why, well I dont know
This is just my life
Livin my life
Tomorrow I may die

Had no luck
But bitch I still wonder
These fuckboys steal thunder
Keep my heel on they throat []
Real? I dunno
I cant heal, I dunno
In my mind, feels off I know
But I still gotta cope

Thats when she gave me throat
This aint no joke, bitch
I am no joke, I just come thru
& I slit yo throat
Its time to go, bitch
I got no foes, I stay ten-toes bitch
You outta mine, you outta sync, bitch
I throw up blood into sink, bitch
I cannot think, not anymore no
Just keep my focus on that goal-post
My speech is platinum, got that gold soul
Get ya speakers blastin, I cant go broke
LB OP & everlastin on the low, tho
I'll push a P & put some acid in the envolope

Then hit a fuckin high note & push the envolope
I'm gettin high now
I'm never sober, no
Fuck around and find out I'll never overdose
This my overtone
Molly got me on the roll
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

[stay blessed, i love you sm.]
<3 Lo$tBoy

Good Luck

instagram.com/xsrvnge

lyrics:
Yeah… I don’t wanna feel this way
Why you gotta leave me today?
Got my boots black, and my hoodie gray
I don’t wanna go outside, I’on like that

Everybody think I’m fine, I’on like that
Sippin’ on some lean while I write raps
Spend my money fast, I’ma make it back
I don’t wanna lose you, I don’t wanna hate you

I just wanna feel alive, I don’t wanna cry
Why you gotta ghost me, leave me high and dry?
Got my tattoos, yeah, they match my scars
Tryna hide the pain inside my heart

Shawty said she miss me even when I’m gone
Counting all my nights where I just write songs
I’ll have a couple mil’ by the time I’m grown
But I feel so alone, yeah, I feel so alone
Yeah, I don’t wanna lose you
I don’t wanna hate you
I don’t wanna feel like that
Why you gotta leave me like that?

All my nights I’m faded, staring at the sky
Broken dreams surround me, baby, don’t ask why
All these pills and drugs just to feel alive
Shawty love me still, even when I dive

I ain’t smokin’ on a dub, got my own stash
All these people fall in love, but it never lasts
Riding in my car, windows foggy glass
Tryna chase the pain, tryna dodge the past

Shawty said she miss me even when I’m gone
Counting all my nights where I just write songs
I’ll have a couple mil’ by the time I’m grown
But I feel so alone, yeah, I feel so alone
Yeah, I don’t wanna lose you
I don’t wanna hate you
I don’t wanna feel like that
Why you gotta leave me like that?

i feel so alone (prod. yxngxs)

you fell and stained the ground beneath us 


prod/master: https://soundcloud.com/vito2300

feeling my body going numb
waiting but morning never come
i hope that god will forgive me 
oh the things that i've done
hurt somebody i needed
and somebody i loved
blood loss
my vision is starred,
hold on
i'm slowly reaching my fingers over top 
don't think there's ever been something 
that i feel like i want 

it's just the way that it goes
i know you feel like i don't 
like i don't love you at all 
i know it kills you the most
i never wanted to go 
i never wanted to stop 

i called your name a thousand times
and in my dreams i saw you die 
i saw the light fade out your eyes
and i woke alone,
and cried in case you
could hear me there
could hear me 
i screamed your name 
believe me 

(baby i wanted to stop 
got me praying to god 
love i'd do anything, i've
i've got my hand round the cross) 

i can feel the warmth 
drain out of your skin 
my shirt stole red from the cracks of your lips
i held you close and you felt so thin
i held you close like the way that you did 

i held you close
i held you close

you fell and stained the ground beneath us





i held you close

i'll scream
your name
so loud
it echos away

i can't breathe
oh ur not right here with me
oh such a shame
shame

i've got your blood
all on my hands
oh what a mess
that i have made
i froze im stuck
tell me what the next step is
cause i don't know
how to control
myself

i want this
im watching
like tell me
how do you want love?
im nauseuos
i lost it
right before us
cant help it
im obsessed
with the way you touch
i need you
i cant help 
but feel im not enough


its all okay
maybe that was a lie
you wont ever know
i wont see your face
i do this for nothing
i wake up 
just to find out
its all the same

i've got your blood
all on my hands
oh what a mess
that i have made
i froze im stuck
tell me what the next step is
cause i don't know
how to control
myself

oh what a mess that i have made [muzcean]

lyrics

soon ill find out this shit taste like water when its late
i hope you satisfied my face stuck gray
youre gold, but i wear silver chains
yall make sure my funeral dont happen in the rain
they counted forty arrows when they made the case
i swear these crows dont do nothing for you except get you stuck
baby my cart is low so when we chill can you bring the blunt
cause im tryna smoke
im tryna smoke so much
im not the same man that you thought you knew
how better i was

i been pouring up some purple potions gotta better my flaws
youre right that i aint get the notion but still i called you
i think you think i have it easy baby what would you do if you were me
but who is me
swear im better off writing my eulogy
im so full of me
at the same time felt a decline in the way that im viewing me
im scraping up rust off my armor maybe that way i could get clean
i feel the atoms that make my being whole just fold and rot and die
she pour out red wine but she rolling brown eyes
i cant fight this battle baby theres a thorn in my side
it feels like too much energy just to try to survivie
i got none left im giving out pieces of my soul for this shit but the songs dropping right?
the songs drop on time
i fought a hard battle but the sword has dulled through time
i put this lighter to the blunt and watch it shine
it look just like a shooting star when im passing by

soon ill find out this shit taste like water when its late
i hope you satisfied my face stuck gray
youre gold, but i wear silver chains
yall make sure my funeral dont happen in the rain
they counted forty arrows when they made the case
i swear these crows dont do nothing for you except get you stuck
baby my cart is low so when we chill can you bring the blunt
cause im tryna smoke
im tryna smoke so much
im not the same man that you thought you knew
how better i was

better i was

thought u knew how better i was

scraping off the rust (p. kaydo)

gravel road 
driving home
every pothole in wisconsin
people grow
i dont know
if we have much in common, anymore

iv been one with the silence
only you can fill my void
promise that im trying
promise this was not my choice

cuz all that i know is defeat
white flags, running back to places iv seen
i know this damn movie by scene and Frame
and characters names
turn it off

its been hard to be honest
i hate whay iv done
left at the bottom
im one with the mud
was never the fondest 
of showing you love
but ill still deposit
your rent every month

half of these problems 
i did it just to make you mad
if im not an option
dont say you will take me back

phone screen just faded black
i couodnt call
board up my windows im sick of your cold
youre passive aggresivly gaining control
remember that halloween
i made you my home

babe its not you it was me
self inflicted wound where i bleed
you had all that i need
if these walls could feel tension theyd scream

a movie i’ve memorized [jacob vallen]

prod @s0ftskelet0ns
i just added violins :)

lately ive been cold inside my skin
hard to warm up when nothings within
cant contemplate too much about it
hard to my live my steady doubting

I don't wanna die yet
living life got no regrets
im lucky im still breathing
stay in I aint leaving
anxiety's my life
overthink too much try fight
its hard but its alright
im coping im coping

citalopram

@youngburial
@93feetofsmoke
@ihateshinigami

oh what a mess that i have made [muzcean]

yungcray