call out pale flesh
creeping under my skin
dying wish that i could forget about
the smell of you
it bled into my clothes and my skin
i chase it away with smoke and saltwater
endless forms pass before my eyes
i wanna feel warm
i dont wanna die
breathe in the light
i dont wanna die
breathe out new life
hearing yr cries
take me to a place 
where the sun doesnt meet the sky
what do you want from me my love
what do you want from me my love
the smell of you
it bled into my skin
what do you want from me my love
what do you want from me my love
it bled into my skin
it bled into my skin
what do you want from me my love


lifesblood

bloodsekai x deathwish i'm thankful for you (reup)

lyrics:

shitty gpa, i dont wanna be seen
so please stay away
failing my essay, im not passing anytime
so i better runaway

falling for mistakes
might aswell fail
cause i never listened yesterday
watch me runaway, so fucking dumb
cause my room is dissarayed

grades are falling
my mom is sobbing
my teachers are watching
my dad is yelling

i cant help myself
i think i have lost it
all these fucking excels
they're nothing but bullshit

watch me die inside my room
my grades are fucked
and its too soon
smoking in the afternoon
watch me lay inside my tomb

shitty gpa, i dont wanna be seen
so please stay away
failing my essay, im not passing anytime
so i better runaway (2x)

falling for mistakes
might aswell fail
cause i never listened yesterday
watch me runaway, so fucking dumb
cause my room is dissarayed

skipping my whole class
took one hit 
and now im about to fucking crash
didn't have a fucking pass
where the fuck im going
i dont even know where im at

shitty gpa, i dont wanna be seen
so please stay away
failing my essay, im not passing anytime
so i better runaway

falling for mistakes
might aswell fail
cause i never listened yesterday

shitty gpa, i dont wanna be seen
so please stay away
failing my essay, im not passing anytime
so i better runaway

falling for mistakes
might aswell fail
cause i never listened yesterday

shitty gpa, i dont wanna be seen
so please stay away
failing my essay, im not passing anytime
so i better runaway

free download

1. My GPA is fucked

s/o amigheist 
https://soundcloud.com/amigheist
s/o 50blessings
https://www.instagram.com/50blessingsym/

Twilight thorn yeah 
fade away my memory
the hex has been setupon
dawn days eternal grey
everything i dreamt and more
i still woulda pissed away
i dont like u anymore yeah i said it
bitch im straight
too drugged out bby
i cant pull my pantz up
back of the black truck
wiping off that makeup
too far gone yeah u caught me 
w my hands up 
Saturns reign bitch
n im taking this shit wayyy upp


**cvtmylosses** - solitude w/ Amigheist (@50blessings)

single 2 for sweet tooth and the cavities that follow

--

u sank ur teeth in
my sanguine queen
consume me
misconstrue things
and hold me
by the heart strings

my veins pop
from ur red teeth
needa clean up my blood
from the floorboards
console me
control me
remove the guts from my body

my sanguine queen
do u love me
or just my body?

sanguine queen

bloodsekai - new year, not so new me

She wants me dead
I told that girl to shut her mouth 

Just keep it quiet
Youll find release soon 
And youll never be found 

Shes all i had 
And now i am 
the last
Face that she’ll see 

I am the face she will remember 
Please remember me

They found her body in the river
Near her boyfriends house
They think it’s him

I cant believe
I got away with this
Another time 

My heart is racing
Hands are shaking
I just need to shake this off

And lately ive been thinkin
I should leave this
To Professionals 

She wants me dead
I told that girl to shut her mouth 

Just keep it quiet
Youll find release soon 
And youll never be found 

Shes all i had 
And now i am 
the last
Face that she’ll see 

I am the face she will remember

the face she will remember |prod owleeng

instrumental: @bloodsekai
featuring: @deathwish38

--- lyrics: ---
i've seen some people like me
but i know they won't like me
i'm scared of what will i be
if i keep up this act
ur so deranged
and i'm so behaved
but that's only okay
if i knew how to help you
i'm going insane
i'm running out of space

i'm scared of things i used to love
and i cant stop throwing up
this world wasn't made for us
we're just empty matter
ur so insane and
im not okay but
someday we'll change
just stay in ur place for now
i wish i had the nerve
i'll forever be unheard

we can't keep acting

we can't keep acting (ft. deathwish38)

baby i got time today (prod. offsen1)

Why Don't You Want Me?

broooooooooo 

found who i need
cant let her leave
dont want to bleed
just want to breath
get close to me

theres all the reason to stay
get rid of all my pain
so low u make me feel okay
make me feel okay
8x

found who i need
(make me feel okay)
cant let her leave
(make me feel okay)
dont want to bleed
(make me feel o)
just want to breath
(make me feel okay)
get close to me
(make me feel okay)

make me feel okay prod sickboi

any inquiries contact management at: cxltgod@gmail.com

the face she will remember |prod owleeng

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