GRAFFITI

Be more original be better than everyone else in the game
Though i'd say fuck the game music ain't the same
Ready to give up on humanity, though maybe it's my insanity
Maybe I ask for too much, general morals and conversation 
Fuck formalities but mindless hate's a continuation
Segregated, separated, people try to justify the situation
Strikes, feminism, racism, terrorism
What do you do when you don't know how to swim
Will you be prepared for when you fall in, when you're
falling off the deep end 3x
Maybe my ideals aren't shared?
Then maybe your ideals are impaired? maybe you're scared?
Why don't you think for yourself? you are a blind follower
Content with an unstable society and life, and you give god all your effort
I'm not saying you a bad person for the contribution
But it's seems you giving credit to a god who is cruel and confusing
What kind of knowledge are you using? is it too taboo to be choosing?
Right from wrong isn't hard, as long as you aren't hurting or abusing
You think ima pussy? you think your self indulgent life is amusing?
Ever done something for someone else? shit for yourself i'm assuming
(chorus)
You wanna hate me? you should thank me, the illusion you are living is shady
I know you're feeling shaky, that's the guilt of your selfless personality
I know God is good for a lot of you, God has saved you, God is enlightenment
I just don't see things the same way you do, life is cruel, lifes been harsh
No light at the end of the tunnel, following the life of a scunner
Honestly life's a bummer, we could do better
We could stop dividing and come together
(chorus)

SHALLOW (prod. ???)

[Special thanks to Mysticall Eddie who made this track possible]

Hoping to find more than what lies 
On the surface of the ocean floor
On the surface it lies, broken inside
Lost to the tide, far from the shore
From the depths found it rose to the clouds
Shining bright illuminating the sky
But to it's surprise, divine enterprise
Shattered it pieces, sentenced it's demise
Taking the life, it never had a chance
Faking it's high, it followed deaths dance
Yet it seems existence was always a lie
One can only ask why
Bury it bury it bury it in the dirt
They don't remember anything
They don't remember any pain
Relinquish suffering, relinquish negative
Relinquish everything, buried in the pit

GRADUAL ARISE (prod. Mysticall Eddie & Axi)

If your gonna run from
Everyone you love and trust
Do you want to see the phantom of you
If you're gonna love
Look above all the dust
And abroad all the blurry visions
You'll find everything
I always find solace when there's tears in my eyes
I don't know how to compromise
I always get shaken up I don't want to be like this
No one wants to be disliked
I know we all want to die
Sometimes it seems easier
Why do we only acknowledge our mistakes when it's too late
Maybe you didn't understand how much I loved you
Maybe I didn't explain what you meant to me 
I was so ungrateful, I deserve every misfortune
You left then I found myself falling
There's nothing I can do 6x
Maybe in another life we could try again
It's pathetic but i'll never forget
You will never know what you meant to me
What we could've done what we could've seen
You had a baby, with a different teen
I wanted to give you, everything you dream
But I know it's never now, never now
Just know i'm happy for you, truth
I'm not the one, but you found him
The one to spend life with
And that's better than if you were suffering
If you were suffering I couldn't live
I would bury myself in the ground
As long as your happy
There's no reason to fret, cause without this pain
I wouldn't have grown to realise what needed to change
Things can be tough, I know i'll never be the same
Wandering place to place, in a nursing home again
I won't let it break me, enough has been broken
Won't let the darkness take me even through the agony
Even when it hurts so much that I wish I were dead
Got to make the best of it, for the remainder of my years
It's crippling
If your gonna run from
Everyone you love and trust
Do you want to see the phantom of you
If you're gonna love
Look above all the dust
And abroad all the blurry visions
You'll find all the things you seek
We will find the light
I will find the light
I'll never close my eyes
I know that I can try
Fall into euphoria, dissolving into time
I'll never fall again
Your flower blooms in warm sunlight

TRY AGAIN TOMORROW (prod. Overhead The Albatross)

I COULD SEE THE ANGER IN WHAT'S SEVERED
IT'S HARD TO SPEAK ON THIS LEVEL
CAUSE HARDLY THE PAIN IS REMEMBERED
EVEN THOUGH WERE ALL VICTIMS OF SEVERAL
IT'S SAD WE STOOPED TO THIS LEVEL
THIS AGONY, THIS SECOND GUESSING
THE CASKET WE TRIED TO LEAVE THE PAST IN
CONVINCE ME TO ABIDE; BY THE LAWS THAT RESIDE
BUT ABIDE TO THE REALITY THAT KEEPS US ALIVE
AT THE END OF THE DAY ONLY WE WILL DECIDE
WHY IS IT NEVER ENOUGH?
WHY IS IT NEVER ENOUGH?
CAUGHT IN A CAPSULE, FEEL LIKE AN ASSHOLE
BREATHE IN THE ASPHALT, WISH YOU A CASTLE
DEAL WITH THE ACTUAL, LIFES JUST A BLACKHOLE
WE CREEP WITH THE ANIMALS, HOPE THAT IT DOESN'T GO

DEFEAT (prod. Prov Set)

(Kalis)
Sometimes there's nothing left
Every once in a while you remember
Remember never forget
Don't let darkness suck you in
Don't stay stuck to the daze
The days of the sacrifice left you amazed
Move on, the attempts
Left you sick to your stomach
On the ground, bitch you on the ground
Bitch you dead
I know they wanna set us up
Set up for the Nexus
But I won't let em test us
Never let them best us
And I won't attend the lecture
Even if it's your conjecture
I'd rather never let them


(Frigid)
I climb the summit while you just plummit
You falling off yah in soon time I'll run it
You say you a problem yet ive done solved it
Do what your loved one has told you and stop it
Quit while you're ahead
Or get this mark upon your head
Take you down all one by one
Dont make a sound or you'll see red
I know you heard we're reckless
So its best if you dont test us
Forcifully ingested yea my team is grade a tested
Say you on the scene
Up in the attic coughing like asbestos
But our team be smoking mean
Spreading flame like the forest infested

NEXUS feat. frigid (prod. DyS)

I used to flow with the waves
On the right path never astray
Now I drink in the ice cold
Wishing that I had it made
Walks in the snow
With the umbrella and phones
Never questioning the future
But that's just the way it goes
I dug my grave slow
Under branches that had broke
But didn't know, that all
The circuits I had were blown
Woke up a week later
To Boston marathon bombs
Hallucinations from dilauded
I seen the dead mans bones
Now i'm barely breathing
And my pulse is at it's low
And i'm barely seeing 
Where am I? I barely know
Sucked back in by reality
And then began the show
If i'd only known, what the 
Next few years would have in store
You a piece of shit and it makes me sick
I wanna think people like you could change 
But its probably too late
See me
Feel me
I just want you to believe in me
I used to flow with the waves...

STRAIN (prod. ILOSTEVERYTHING)

(Axi)
Ok, imma start it here. 
Back when my parents told me not to fear, never shed a tear. 
When you grow older, life will seem to pass you slower. 
If I knew that then I would've built an ark, they'd call me Noah. 
Over flow of emotions, serotonin going through the motions, 
I'm the fuckin deepest when it comes to an ocean. 
If I had a potion to stop the commotion, 
It'd be a liqour cabinet with loathing. 

(Axi x Kalis)
Barely on my phone, 24/7 you would catch me alone, 
Don't wanna stay but don't wanna go home, 
Where do it go? Don't wanna go home


(Kalis)
today was a better day of my life
there could always be better days in this world
but gives no reasons to complain
moments in your life where theres no reason to disdain
If I feel any reason it's to sustain and maintain
any reasonable doubt the point of life is to refrain
from any benevolence that brings hatred and suffering
fuck evil fuck the devil fuck a god with evil levels
i'm not buying you's a killer but not a rat you the issue
in the moonlight the freaks sometimes they glisten
and there is no equal living
for anyone not even your children
neglect that left no emotion a dark empty soul no chance of hoping
we are left so broken and lonesome we are left with no chance of moving on
so we hold on of things we need to let go of
when they tell me there's someone whos a piece of shit I believe it
but we're all a piece of shit, not trying to judge or deny it
i'd never say i'd deny that i'm not shitty too, though I try to defy it
getting tired of riots getting sick of the violence
I don't need your advice or your guidance
the world is garbage, we're stuck in the mid-dle of it
like we don't all have skeletons no ones perfect it's no secret
no excuse to be embracing the selfish acts we all witness
we years ago today, when you lost it all
no reason not to try to get up when you fall
we've lost it all

NO PLACE LIKE HOME feat. Axi (prod. MESIØ メソ)

there's nothing good about this life
no one is worth it, a bunch of fucking mistakes
this life makes me so sick i'd do whatever it takes
extinguish humans from the world
tired of waking up everyday
pretending this is all okay
shame on the society
shame on you pieces of shit
looked everywhere for a sign of life but these humans are toxic
people can't change
people won't change
and now you'll drag the entire planet down with your selfish rage
peoples primitive beliefs
and ass-backwards morals thinking they justify their evil
but who will believe you, you under-educated fucks it's unbelievable
rape jokes became funny, racism became the norm
then pedophilia became okay long as it's a woman's doing
then raping and murdering civilians in foreign countries
meant giving medals to Americas "heroes"
call the victims terrorists
not acknowledge the terrorists might be the american bankers influence
everyday I wake up, try to justify things
humanity could get better, don't give up yet
but then comes the neglect, are we better than this?
is everyone numb to the things we see?
it's as good as it gets in our society?
maybe i'm in the minority, cause it seems the majority
would rather devour, throw everyone under the table
and you think this society is stable, I think you're disabled
you have people like you labeled, and hate any other establishment
is this all a fucking joke
sorry i'm not popping xans, sorry i'm not downing lean
sorry i'm the only one who can't ignore the things I've seen
call the victims terrorists
praise all of the dead
they are only left
not making poor impacts on a world already destroyed
praise the man in the grave
who already spread the plague
brought down by generations, is it too late to be saved?

LIVING STATUE (prod. IDSTAYAWAYTOO)

I hear you bitch, shut the fuck up
I hear your shit, shut the fuck up
We gon pull up pull up
We gon pull up in the front
When I was born I scorned the masses,  in fact shit never was good enough
The society the community, never was much too good for me
Never felt shit was satisfactory, through the looking glass is seen a tragedy
Didn't need no prison to bastard me, didn't need misfortune to disaster me
In my own head I put myself on a pedastal cause the people was just sheep to me
Following the herd like a muthafucking travesty it was blasphemy 
Your formal life is trash to me,  throw your memories in the ashes lose gravity
The basic mindset has got you set, to the things you waste your life on yet content
An empty job at an empty desk, you already clocked in, your life is a preset
Accept a measly check, might as well you put yourself above this crippled deliquent
I never thought my whole life i'd be a reject, rejected by my peers wish I could reset
The demon bastard the hated figure, mixed colors, not accepted by the honkeys nor the niggers
Told me college I said fuck that,  told me highschool I said fuck that
Told me GED I said fuck it, told me I was too smart then you dunked me
Over some fucking income my dad was making and he couldn't even profit
(chorus)

GRIME (prod. muppy)

The feeling of the ancient land
Forbidden art sent the patient man
Poineers of the sacred clan
Called the rebels of the natures land
Subconscious restrains 
The ones considered mentally deranged
The ones who would shake and spray the can
Creating a canvas more beautiful than painted sand

GRAFFITI (prod. Axi)

(Rukis note)
A weak self. This is, once again, based on a certain incident. 
When something cruel keeps happening, 
it can so happen that both the person who causes it, 
and the person injured by it, 
get stuck in that never-ending cycle because of their weaknesses. 
It is about the powerlessness of it. 
And in the end, people can be driven to death by that.”

Everything will work itself out in the end
No longer cry my darling, I think we'll be okay

FADED (prod. Prov Set)

The Bells (lyrics written3-21-2007)-(edited 7-10-2017)
The vocals here have been horribly mixed obviously i'll redo it one day hopefully.

Beneath the creaky floorboards of your home
Laid vermin that could no longer escape
At an empty park bench we used to sit
The tree of life; images i've tried to forget
There's nothing left here
I can't bring you back all that remains are your initials
Was it all pretend, did we ever understand
I wonder if I had ever asked you
Or did anything but say those silly words at the end of everything
The ending still haunts me
Did it ever mean anything
There's nothing left here
I can't bring you back all that remains are your initials
Was it all pretend, did we ever understand
It's easy to say i've no regrets
I'm living in a world I don't understand
I still regret ashamed of myself
Although I lost you, lost everything
Can we try once again
There's nothing left here
I can't bring you back all that remains are your initials
Was it all pretend, did we ever understand

THE BELLS (prod. frigid)

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GRAFFITI

Chris Kalis