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I wasn’t enough

Soft

gearing up to finish and/or start some projects once my cold passes, I hope you all enjoy this in the mean time. <3

visual artist-- www.instagram.com/maepetals/
producer-- www.youtube.com/c/tilakontape

Sweet Dreams [prod. Tilak]

Josh A - Used to

{part 1}
yeah we threw it all away at a record pace
years of building broken down in just a couple days
i’m zoning out and going numb up in the face
crying
begging me to change
but you know it goes both ways
losing everything is something i can’t take
smoking cookie tryna ease some of the pain
looking for an appetite i ain’t eaten in days
i’m fighting with my brain
you can see it in my face

codependent
self aware but i still hate myself til it’s embedded 
i sit alone i’m really cold
cause i don’t know where i should go
and it’s getting old

still i never hate you
if you need i’m here
the bond with someone else i don’t think it could compare
but i don’t think i can save you
i’m broken
it’s not fair
i could make you feel safe
running fingers through your hair
i know the way it feels to feel like nobody cares
and every time i think about it i feel guilty like it’s only me
i like to facetime when i fall asleep
so i know that you’re alive when you’re not next to me

i sit alone i’m really cold
cause i don’t know where i should go
and it’s getting old
leave a message at the tone
cause i’m all alone
soon as i walk out that door
i'm never coming home

{interlude}
you say that you hate me 
but i know you're lying
said you don't need me
but i see you crying
it happened so fast
throwing it all away
now that i've left
you don't know what to say

{part 2}
second chances aren’t the same when you bend the meaning
every chance another scar that formed with no bleeding
tensions always getting higher we both getting heated
if you love me better tell me cause i fucking need it
we hurt each other saw it coming from the start
i wish that it was easy but it’s really fucking hard
i feel your energy beside me when i’m looking at the stars
just two people living equal with another broken heart

codependent
self aware but i still hate myself til it’s embedded 
i sit alone i’m really cold
cause i don’t know where i should go
and it’s getting old

still i never hate you
if you need i’m here
the bond with someone else i don’t think it could compare
but i don’t think i can save you
i’m broken
it’s not fair
i could make you feel safe
running fingers through your hair
i know the way it feels to feel like nobody cares
and every time i think about it i feel guilty like it’s only me
i like to facetime when i fall asleep
so i know that you’re alive when you’re not next to me

i sit alone i’m really cold
cause i don’t know where i should go
and it’s getting old
leave a message at the tone
cause i’m all alone
soon as i walk out that door
i'm never coming home

nch

produced by 4lexf https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCiYzQlIUDoklHxtRC2Q6_OQ

written, performed, engineered by cavasoul

nch (prod. 4lexf)

just in case the world ends

in this world of mona lisa's, you’re my jackson pollock

not a home

to pieces we burn
to pieces we burn thats what she said
ivan you dont learn, no you never learn i wont forget

i feel so stupid
our communication is useless
im so confused cus everything u said was abusive
am i the problem cus i never ran away?
or is it just because you never felt the same

i never learn, i never learn
i never learn, i never learn
i never
LEARN
i never
LEARN
i never
LEARN
i never
LEARN
(i never)

to pieces we burn
to pieces we burn thats what she said
ivan you dont learn, no you never learn i wont forget

i swear its stupid, the way you act it got me clueless
its very stupid, the way you act i never
LEARN
i never
LEARN
i never
LEARN
i never
LEARN
(i never)

(to pieces to pieces we burn
to pieces to pieces we burn thats what she said)

(i never learn)

NEVER LEARN (demo)

I Really Want to Stay at Your House

LOST

DANCE

GODDESS OF VICTORY: NIKKE OST
© SHIFT UP CORP.

REDASH
Hold you tight
Composer - Cosmograph
Vocal - AKA @AKAraxy 
Lyrics - N.U.
Guitar - NieN
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FUTURISTIC 
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PRODUCED BY: TWIGG 
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MANAGEMENT: Ryan Matthews (The R Music Group)
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THE RISE

NO WAY

Futuristic - No Way

Str8 off Tha Streetz of Muthaphukkin Compton

Sorry Louie

Become The Warm Jets

9TAILS - winter nites + morning rain (prod. white shinobi)

original sample: https://soundcloud.com/kahlua-and-milk/cheap-wine-1
by kahlua and milk 

shattered:
your beauty is something to notice
unravel my mind like a lotus
got something to say you might know this
but everytime i see you i just lose focus 
lips on your thighs got the roses beside 
swear to god i think the stars have aligned
drunk out my mind like your pussy is wine
stuck on your lips like a grape to a vine 
words fall from petals like roses
loving you shawty you know this
cupid hit me at my lowest
missing you takes all my focus

9TAILS:
turning grey
youll be okay though
no halo
i am no angel
gotta worn down old face
cold gaze
how im spose to love you how u want it
with a full plate
every step i stumble i got no grace
its a trick maze
up inside my mind im on a tight rope
how i fix it up fuck if i know
fuck a high note
smoking blunts singing slow while my eyes low
thoughts attack me make the lyrics sappy
turn up the tune cause my voice scratchy like a vinyl
i hear another person bitching i might uninstall the game
eye strain back pain tooth aches weed shakes
took a break from the music for a week 
came back and it was all the same
new face with the same sound
damn
something like a "we already lost" game plan
fucking up they life to make a new song slam
u wont make a banger just because u kick cans
still it could be poppin if u got the right friends
no reason to sweat it tho u bringing in bands
you and me are gone eventually we all end
we should live the life we proud to live amen to that
amen to that

shattered:
your beauty is something to notice
unravel my mind like a lotus
got something to say you might know this
but everytime i see you i just lose focus 
i'm losing sleep over you
dreaming of colors that i never knew
painting the picture of you in my mind
wish i could somehow just stop all the time 
from the ashes of your love
we can go and fly above
leaving rainbows when we die
really hate it when you cry
feeling really slow
i got the flow
give her the ice now she colder than snow
i wanna know will she love me for long
or is it a feeling from ripping the bong

flowars:
babe i'm afraid
i'm just letting you know
i never loved someone like you before
hearts in my eyes
i been shot in the skull
mind in the sky
feeling gravity's pull
oh
words fall like petals from roses
your beauty is never unnoticed
shawty you're glitching my focus
oh shit
shawty you're glitching my focus
you're bringing hope to hopeless
i think you already know this
know this

lotus love w/ 9TAILS & flowars (prod. taurusmoon)

i be munchin on da nuts shout out ice spice

Here Comes The Cowboy

Heart To Heart

sing me anything that will cross your mind

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https://soundcloud.com/mishaal_tamer
https://www.instagram.com/papamisho/?hl=de

something simple

something simple (feat. mishaal)

1k follwers thx ^_^
hook:
she call me a bastard 
baby u dont know da half it
2 months ago
nobody knew my name now dey tapping in
every single thing i've ever
wanted fucking happening !_!
but i still could make dat boy
freeze like a mannequin x_x
verse:
i been tryin my best <3
"dont let it get to your head"
i still see things i shouldnt see 
at tha foot of my bed
n i don like dat
like dat 
i don really like dat
i don really feel shit anymr 
dats where my life at T_T
i don mind dat 
mind dat
i dont really mind dat 
n like i don really care at all
dats where my minds at
looking glass, looking glass
im not one for looking back 
looking back, looking back
don think i should look at that
wait
wait
show n tell!
i hope dat u go to hell
n i think we met b4
cuz ur name really rings a bell
n look at that
look at that
take a look inside my past
inside my past
inside my past 
cause dat shit lookin really bad !
mad cause im goin up
2 months ago u showin lov
all my freinds r fake 
i guess thats just a part
of
growing
up <3
hook

mannequin (p. taylor morgan + deliverthecrush)

HUBRIS FT RYEN - OUT EVERYWHERE
STREAM:
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/zivve/hubris-feat-ryen