w the broo @noblebxck

tyy for 1k 

(intro) 
blade up in my 
in myyy
blade up in my

[hook]

blade up in my trues like im noble
always startn stuff wut u on bru
ur fit is pretty trash like a hobo
say she want the world i wont show her

yeaaa 50 racks up in my pockeettttt
if u got a problem we can solve itttt
who u thought u were? ur jst an option
say ur gnna end up killin me ur speaking nonsense
uhhh wussup 
talk2much just shut the fuck up
skeleton belt buckle up
only in God i trust
u cant flex on me i swear ur fits r trash aff

*hook plays*

how she think ima be there for her??
bitch think she control me i cant go nowhere
yea she broke my heart & it ain fair 
tie it up with money now make that a pair <3 yeaaa

@noblebxck

(intro)
 an i been ballin
 an them boys talkin shit but i kno that they stalkin
 stack them bandz in my closet
 u make sick girl im gonna vomit
 an i been ballin
 an them boys talkin shit but i kno that they stalkin
 stack them bandz in my closet
 u make sick girl im gonna vomit
 u make me nauseous this fucking mission bitch im onnit
 yea u better watch ur mouth an walk wit caution
 if we see a opp, we drop em where we spot em(x2)
 an i feel so fly in deez robins
 he flex that pack we gon rob em (x2)

*hook plays*

blade up in my trues w/ nobleb3ck (p. @srdbeatz)

ft @ddayso (go listen to his music pls hes so fkn goated)
prod @tuaaandx still best prod out there 😳👍

1 year anniversary since i dropped my first song, i got rlly good
songs otw W

im better ^.- ft. ddayso (prod. @tuaaandx)

ft. @jonsve & @prodjerry, prod @chriad ^_^

@zixdown

yea up at nite sippin piss
& these pussies talkn down i dnt rlly giv a shit
think the way u look at it
livin like a savage
they can’t stand it i’m above average
send him to the top he think bout playin me
blood up on his face i got blood up on my tee
takin me out won’t be easy
he keep on talkn dirty bro just leave him in the street
he tryna be like me i can peep it
ima tell u smth long as u keep it a secret
heard she wanna fw a demon
i am off the green swear to god that i need it
(need it)

@jonsve

i cant do shit bout it im always better
twin 42s and they shoot in the center
talking a lot but ur not when im steppin
i keep a glock on me, off the suppressor
mk 21 to the casket
cold case on me pop him like xanax
two face cause he fake, a pretender
too lame he be dead like he edgar
talk talk talk
put a bullet in him pop pop pop
rahrahrah
smokin pack like its zazaza

@prodjerry

got no stylist 223 packin
im not kidding lil boy you average
dont know what they talk about
i better stay out their damn mouth
you might think im lying your kind is not lavish
i dont understand what they think of me
im tryna get fucked off the hennesy
tryna talk shit but i cant even see
your shits so fucked up what you tryna be
why you strugglin like a big fat dork
just like my dad imma hit you with the door
ill just go and take my leave
youre gonna bring me to my knees

spotify

above average ft. jons & jerry (prod. @chriad)

happy valentines day <3
cover art by @/66kayyla 😿.

& s/o @chriad for awesome mastering  

produced by @hhheiho & @arwieien

@zixdown

*emotional moaning* (real)

u tell me u need me
& then u leave me ب_ب
not sure wht i was thinking,
feel like im sinking
for you, i am bleeding
u cant save me
wish u would let me explain
but u cant hear me

u got wht u want
are you happy?
you're happy ◉︵◉
wonder wht u do now tht i left
its a sad thing
cryn in my room at 5am
like its nothing
i wish i was something,

at least jst something to you. ☹


u tell me u need meee
& then u leave meeee
not sure wht i was thinkinggg,
feel like im sinkingggg
for you, i am bleedinggg
u cant save meeee
wish u would let me explainnn
but u cant hear meee

wish i was something to you (heiho + arwien)

now on all plats :D

gonna try droppin way more now sorry for the lag been goin thru it but

such a pretty song thx to every1 on it :) 

prod @prodsecretsss + @1wasterr

lyrics

@zixdown
cause im stressed out
i feel left out
i got 2much on my mind 2 forget now
what is left now?
put my head down
don't think that i got what it takes now
& i keep feening & feening 
am i awake ? or im dreaming?
your love i dont need it 
we just keep hiding secrets

i cant go on
i cant go on now
its been so long 
of you just doing me wrong
& i cant hold on 
write another song 
about how i cant move on str8 frm you

@nthnlastsforever
ure usin me2 makeurself so clever
w howitis udnt makeit anybttr :|
n ihateu 4ignoring all my letters
but w u around its ez2get severed
its2hrd 2kp a ground whrweare lvld :p
i thnk its settled,, wecant b 2gthr ((nonono notaftrthat))
if udnt meddle,, we'll staylikethis 4evr ((nonono we wntgobck))
u lft me alonfromtha start
so tl me howdu get so far ?.?
cuz now ureshining likeastar
i think our luv jusgon tearusaprt

@ddayso
i dont rlly need that 
maybe it was wrong timing
it feels like u never really listen 
when im talking
fall into my arms 
know how it feels to b broken 
& i know it gets hard
feel like takaki, ur akari
& im sorry 
know u hate it when the drugs up in my body
but i cant fucking take it 
when i feel like this so often 
it gets better when u talk to me

@whyhaze
walk of shame walking with a head down eyes closed
try so hard to get up just to slip up on the ice road 
u can tell me abt how ur disappointed ik 
barefoot on some thin glass hanging off a tight rope
ill just look at the sky from below for the last time
i wld say it was a good time but tbh i had a bad time
sad time my life just been a satire
feels like ive been driving on a lonely road with a flat tire

falling apart w/ yuna, ddayso & whyhaze (secretsss + wasterr)

w/ my favs @ev333 & @chriad :D (on all plats)

last song abt her ( cus im graduating soon)

mix & master by @chriad :))

*beautiful lyrics*

@ev333
i need u close 
u make me feel complete
i bleed for u
u bleed for me
bruises on my arms
i do it all for u
take my heart 
i wish i could give u more
pls tell me we can make it
up for days cant take it
this night is nver ending
the pills wont make me happy
designer n i blend in
cant shake off my bad habits 
im tired of pretending
but the pain is never ending

@zixdown
&i told her  that i got her, i wish she would know
but i had to leave her, she leaves me all alone 
told her where you wanna go? bby i can take you there
im chillin w/my bros, im no longer scared
i kno what  i did was wrong & i been tryna fix it
but i cant evr talk2u cus u dont ever listen :(
now im tearing apart, u can break me into pieces
you told me you would always be w/ me, you didnt  mean it..

@chriad
I don't know what do think when I am without you
I just want you to be there
But I know you don't care about me
That's just what I'm used to
Just tell me that we're through
There's nothing I can do
I don't know what to feel when you are not around
Nothing feels the same ever since you left town
That's okay
Don't know why you went away though
I wish you'd tell me
I wish that you would say so

@zixdown
i cant knock it off, i cant play it off
evr since u left, ive jst felt so lost
i did what i could, but whats the cost?
cus now your gone & im  giving upp

i write another song for you & he wouldn't :(
you left with no words, u left me all clueless
had me feelin stupid, i wish that you'd know
i wish i was something, u treat me like your bro ://

pretending w/ ev333 & chriad (prod. ev333)

18th birthday dropp & alsoo thxx 4 the support <33
been havn fun w music

1st prod
@ayykidtaylor
@meesuu

2nd prod
@1ello5k
@prodmichael

lyricss

i’m tryin my best give it all tht i got
when will it evr be enough? ://
i’m losing my head, all these thoughts i 4got
i’m tryin but yk it gets tough… (｡•́︿•̀｡)

to tell u the truth, i’ve been lookin 4you&
everything tht u do is hurtn me more than u
i tried to tell you, i’m not the one to run to
dnt wanna hear ur excuse
it’s hurting me more than u x3
dnt wanna hear ur excuse

i’m tryin my best give it all tht i got
when will it evr be enough? ://
i’m losing my head, all these thoughts i 4got
i’m tryin but yk it gets tough… (｡•́︿•̀｡)

to tell you the truth, i never needed u
& idc wht u do, it hurt you, well me2
if only u knew,
put any1 b4 you, you were my only go-to ),:
uhh, uhh, now i dnt even kno youuu..

4fun -
yea they wanna see me down but im always goin upp
i been w my bros, double 0, throwing up
why they wishing they was me, when i rlly am just none
ask me why i do it, i do it all 4fun
i cant talk gotta run, i been on my ownn
yea i dnt got no1, its jst you & @00clique (spira me reference LOL)
told her u wanna go? she said anywhere but home
she cant leave me alone, always spammin on my phone

now i feel painless, ill stay less
yea everything has changed since
ill make it, dont fake kick
im no longer changing

now i feel painless, ill stay less
yea everything has changed since
ill make it, dont fake kick
gave u my heart dont break it
dont fake itt

truth hurts (taylor meesuu) / 4fun (ello michaelwarren)

thxx 4 all the love <33 (on all plats) [:

ft. @darkestnet , mastered by @chriad
prod. @yashio20k & mee <33

lyrics

@zixdown
what if i never make it?
i start to think when faded
i see the chance i take it
told you i’m nvr changing
all these drugs no prescriptions
ik tht u dnt listen
be gone without a question
i just wish u would listen again!!

but u can’t comprehend
i told u it’s the end
so don’t come back again,
yet you come back again
i cannot play pretend..
not another second
yet you come back again
i thought u learned ur lesson.. <3

@darkestnet

yk that i don’t need u
all of ur words are see thru
i think im fading out
i don’t think that i’ll ever make it
why would i wanna be u?
we’d never work out as 2
yk i love u
but i don’t think i could ever say it
you said i could do it easy
dk how u could see me
i feel like haze they beneath me
why would u wanna keep me ever tho
this is the end of our story
im sick of all ur ignoring 
yeah u call me annoying
but in the end ull be back

faded w/ uxie [prod. yashio + zixdown]

thxx again for all the lovee, rlly like this song  out on all plats :)
w/ @greeva-134 prod @kiryano the goat
mixed & mastered by mee

*lyrics*

@zixdown

i cnt seem2Lose
i cnt pick n choose
shes pickin me, not u
cus ur not in my creww
put em on the newss
cant fw u huhh
i tie the noose yuh
im gonna lose yaa

lifes been movin slower
tried going sober
its like a cycle ovr n ovr..
colder, hld on my shoulder <3
i rip my folder, the ends gettn closer

@greeva-134

Walk in the snow till i find 
A castle above the sky
My magic is beyond your mind 
I cast a spell on you dont cry

I cast a veil over your eyes
In the rain i will shelter
Your pretty face from the weather
Vectors on my yeah im tethered

@zixdown

whats in it 4me?
whats in it 4u?
& everytime u leave
u leave straight out the blue
its feels like nthn new
weve been stuck like gluee
cant seperate frm u <3
i dnt wanna lose u
girl tell me wht to do

losing you w/ anna [prod. kiryano]

thanks 4 500 <33 fun song abt my gf :D hope yall like also on all plats 

prod by @kyoakyo
mastered by @chriad

lyrics

she wanna see me go up till i reach it
smoke blunts, make songs on the weekend
falling way 2deep till the deep ends
& she wanna be like me, i can teach it

ask me wht i want
want u 2tag along <3
& nthing will go wrong
long as i feel ur touch beside me <#3
unlucky, you got me
it gets ugly, so dont trust me x2

im tryna to keep my distance
i tlk but u dnt listen 2me :(
assuming something else..
remove me, blame some1 else!!

beside me [kyoa]

rlly sad song abt how ive been feeling [on all plats go stream plss ]
i think this is my best

prod @ayykidtaylor

@zixdown

you, you, you..
i got no1 left 2 call, i cnt get a response
i got no1 left at all, i txt them more than once :(
i watch my dreams fall apart.. i burn it all
ig its my time..u can see me fall </3

i got no1 left yea evry1 has left
i give it all i can, they cant take me srs
take me as a joke... hilarious
u left me w the pain, i carry it

rlly got no1 left nah :((
kno im losing all my friends bruh..
& u leave once again oh my god
point & laugh yea at me haha

@whyhaze

i got no one left
gotta keep my head up
girl ik u want me dead
i swear ts got me fed up
i js need some rest yuh
when u tlk ab me i feel it in my xchest
gotta keep going we cant let up
what we got is special
thought u was the best oh, now i gota let go
now my hrt is so cold
i js gotta find home, ik that its far from ur soul
so i'll leave u behind now

@iinno11

i cant get a text or a call
hear ur voice where ur not
baby idc at all
i could take u up to the top
where evrything so small
or baby i could let u fall
u say u wanna leave then im waiting
im saying rest in peace
all the dreams that u breaking
i cant fall asleep
got some things i should face and
all of my friends leave
im alone suffocating
oh no

@bloodfear

gtta carry on yea i cant go back
nothing last 4vr ya i swear nothing last
and my mind moves slow but ur moving so fast
and my mind scrambld evrything in the past <//3
im srry my apoligies
u can take evrrything tke a part of me
im trynna to figure out wht u r 2 me
and u say u luv me guess its hard 2 believe

@theockyway

Left the pain to carry it, it’s getting lifted to the top
And you don’t think I’m scary yet, I’m boutta show you how I rot
Over death defying heights, I will stand my ground
I am safe and sound, in the lost and found
Of all your hopes and dreams, you don’t know what you mean to me
And you lie about the dreams you see
Say goodbye to all the make believe

no1 left w/ whyhaze, ddayso, myrie & oxxy [taylor]

@whyhaze prod. @y4ndere (on all plats pls stream)


happynewyears <33 very special song 
abt how she doesnt support me no matter how many times i ask

 thnks4thelove 

@zixdown
u can see me at the frontline 
im havin fun, missing all the funtimes
i got no1 & u told me u would be there
but now you're gone..
i cant do nun bout it,
but write a song

yea im lost i told u 2wice im wrong,
until im gone ill move on
dnt wanna wait its 2long
right from wrongs
i write my right from wrongs
& i cnt say to much
im a missing person, im gone

"ill illtry but i dnt think tht ima be there"
die, ill die cus i dnt evr wanna beware
lie&lie, ive heard it many times, ive been there
fun times, cheer 4me on the frontline <33

new time arrived, i lose my sight
cant feelmyface when i see ur eyes<3
cutting ties, cut myself w knives
ur on my mind, funtimes rewind ):

nvr see u at the frontline [nah] /: 
i wish to see u at the frontline [yea]
im with my bros that my bloodlines <#3 #00decayed

u waste time some1 else at the frontline
on the frontline, on the frontline
i try my best then not see u at the frontline
all the funtimes on the frontline
when ur not there breaks my heart everytime </3

fun times, online

@whyhaze
i left, i fooled u twice im back
u say im wrong for that
but yet u stabbed my back and it hurts
i made one mistake
and now u wish me the worst 
left me in the diiirt
i never look back ig im starting over
n girl u got me feeling dead 
like wet leaves in october
popped a pill n now my throat burns
my body’s falling over
i see the end 
i see the final line it’s getting closer
to uss
i feel the love in the air
the rush.. im scared but not when im with u

frontline w/ whyhaze [prod. yandere]

w/ the bro @222quiet on all plats
prod @fozo2 + @fum1ko

(dropping more often got 
2much good unreleased)

@zixdown

you’re gone
waiting4u to come back
can’t wait long //:
leave it all just fade to black
am i wrong?

cause if u say so
& how everyday goes
you’ve been on the lookout,
i’m jst tryna lay low

um yea hello
& don’t let go now
i feel alone
so sad i broke down :(
ugh lmk 😠
if u stay or go
i feel like ghost..
looking for myselffff

@222quiet

and i cant feel myself im a phantom
i can only feel my money and my denim
all these n**** jus be cap they be pretending
all these relationship i hav they jus be ending
i cant een sleep no more gah dam
i cant even reach my peak no more
dont call i dont even wanna speak no more
last fall i cant even feel my feet no moreee

@zixdown

i cnt feel myself
like am i rlly here?
i looked down &fell
then i disappeared
i’m gone..
took so long to find one (her)
i’m gone
won’t come bck i lied2ya 😝

stay or go? w/ 222quiet [prod. fozo + fumiko]

w/ my bros @ddayso + @myriexoxo
on all plats

thnksfor600 appreciate thelove as always <3

@zixdown

push me away feel like an exit
when u ghost me, i dnt exist,, </3
i’m burning memories, my exes,
i can go now off the checklistttt ahhh

go for the escape im tryna reach it ugh
i can’t go you tell me a secret
i’ll tell you mine,
lately i’ve been talking to my demons
say they need me, i’m not leaving..

uh uh let me go uh uh yea i know
uh uh frozen cold, so cold, i’m gold
uh huh let ‘em kno uhuh we want smoke
uhuhh we on go, my bro fs

i smoke good i dnt feel shit
ride around the town like a field trip xp
& u wanna talk.. i dnt feel it
i can’t feel nun
ur in ur feelings

uh uh let me go uh uh yea i know
uh uh frozen cold, so cold, i’m gold
uh huh let ‘em kno uhuh we want smoke
uhuhh we on go, my bro fs

@ddayso

decayed lead the race
bitch u in last
pullin off in that v8 
got my neck feelin whiplash
paper plane w the high grade
got my throat feelin smokestack
u lost me once i walk away 
i wont ever look back 
i was grinding teeth down off the x
u were on my lips
now i dont wanna deal w this 
i might lose my shit 
me n zix jus locked it in 
like we on a mission
6 inch blade up on my hip 
dont make it come to dis

@myriexoxo

ugh we ongo like bro les do dis
laughin thru tha snow 
i can see thru it 
u can try u cnt hide all ur movements
seein thru both sides 
i see thru it 
i swer im not alright when u wimme
angel wings take flight im so tricky
ugh im so tricky
ugh when u not wimme 
ugh im a demon ya im sinnin 
ya im stuck to ur biddin

exit w/ ddayso & myrie

thank u for this amazing beat @tuaaandx

mv: https://youtu.be/11FjX_DA3ts?si=Tcmh_fIjHELfJsUg

venting again& again,thanks for all the love

@zixdown

fix myself up 4u
i dnt try to ignore u
but it gets hard 4me think abt it
i cnt go out i feel like everybody’s watching
i pour my heart out, my words mean nothing

it means nothing2u but something2her
u get removed, i kno that it hurt
& now i’m lost… for words
i told u 2give up on me, move forward

feel it in my veins it’s hurting it’s hurting ahh
i cnt complain i deserve it, i deserve it all
it’s ur call, i’m waiting on :(
i’m done.. i’m not tht strong 🤕

it means nothing2u but something2her
u get removed, i kno that it hurt
& now i’m lost… for words
i told u 2give up on me, move forward

ahhhh uhh aughhh ahhhh

i’m not myself, in case u wonder /:
i’m by myself, ur with another <\3
i seek for help, why even bother?
my words mean nthn frm one ear 🧏🏻‍♀️
out the other 👂

my words mean nothing [prod. tuaaandx] *mv in bio*

prod @m2monroe + @prodsecretsss

mv link : https://youtu.be/F9Xl0CWtBvo

my fav song so far..

@zixdown

tell me 1thing then another
i’ll be gone by tomorrow girl
tell me that i am a bother
i am jst a boy livin in her world
tell them how u rlly wann hurt me
& how u dnt deserve me
if i go, u won’t worry (no u wont, ik u wont)
i get sad at times i feel so lonely //:
nobody 2holdme
like the end of a storyyy

lie, i can’t forgive you
so hard to get u off my mind
i can’t forget u
guess u wasted all my time,,
time is gone..
im gone, it’s ur fault,,

i scream n shout girl,
like can u hear me?
u rock my world girl
so come get near me <3
i get so high girl
bet u can’t feel me
my ride or die girl <33
dnt evr leave me

jst tell me how u feel
i’ll tell u how i feel <3
feels like it can’t be real,
to be nxt2u
jst tell me how to deal
with all the pain i feel
i don’t think i can heal
all thanksss2u

can’t stop it
this feeling >,<
i’m trapped in,
ur leaving
i’m running & reaching
i hate this
don’t leave me //:

i scream n shout girl,
like can u hear me?
u rock my world girl
so come get near me <3
i get so high girl
bet u can’t feel me
my ride or die girl <33
dnt evr leave me x2

lie, i can’t forgive you
so hard to get u off my mind
i can’t forget u
guess u wasted all my time,,
time is gone..
im gone, it’s ur fault..

scream n shout [prod. monroe + secretsss] *mv in description*

hope yall like,, w/ @user-912411347 & @kidarjuna
prod. @azami37 .. all plats pls stream plssss

@zixdown
blame me & hate me..
its crazy,,
i yell to save me
save me !!
cus ineed help
i try to talk
but always end up tlkn to myself /:
cus u dnt wnt to hear it
thats alright, i wish u well
i wish u the best.
say im ok, i cry layin in bed
cus i cant,, cant take this
i try hard, cant make it.. ugh

tried to run away
i went the wrong way
"im not here 2stay"
thats okay <3

ill find you..
ill b there
behind u
on the pierre

i cant seem2go
hold me close now <3
tell me u wnt go
theres no way out :p

theres no way out
were 4ever, no end evr
tried to stay down
only do it 4the better
read ur letters </3 ugh
were 4evr... aghhh

@user-912411347

When I tell you I’ll be there
We’ll find a way jus to disappear
Throw my life away jus to see you here
Feel lik I’m okay everytime your near
As you see there’s jus never a moment I can ever jus be fine
I jus feel so alone ts tearing me aside
I jus need you I jus need you in my life
Jus to see thru jus to see thru

@kidarjuna

i'll float too high
i touched the sun and cried
will you be mine
i havent see you write back in a thousand years
its not right
dont forget about the times i held it down
teach me how to walk again
splinter for my crutches
i dont wanna have to fall again
the monster's laying in my bed again
fuck the pain away, i think i need some harder medicine

ill find you w/ invain & arjuna [prod. azami37]

w/ @emotionals + prod @1ello5k on all plats

@zixdown

call me up 
askin where im at
i cant answer tht
dnt want2 make u mad
come say wassup
i kno youve had enough
i know uve had it rough
iknow that its my fault
ik im not the one

i know i know
im dying slow
oh i know i know
im the worst & it shows..
i smoke&smoke 
so the pain it could go
far away, left me all on my own

nthn feels right 
smoke until i feel right
wait 4u tnite
waitin at the blue lights
say u love me then u hate me
guess thats 2right?
i dnt wann2 to hear it again
u say it 2times

i know ft. emotionals [prod. 1ello5k]

single frm ep :p thnks @ddayso prod. @fozo2 + @recyclexbin

@zixdown
when i said goodbye, jst kno i meant it
think abt u all the time u wear my necklace
i cant lie,, been livin reckless
i been chill w my bros thaats my bsf

i bought u flowers so u could feel right
we talked for hours,, stay up till midnight
i cant take this pain, u cant take it too
we could runaway jst me n u

when im w u, feels liike the 1st time
when im w you, the time flies by
i still remember, those were the fun times
u get the message? although its online

we could runaway jst hold my hand
girl u drive me insane got me changin up my plans
we culd take the train & go away
go until the last stop, r u ready?
lets go no1 can catch us

tried to tell u how i feel
now u coming back after u had disappeared,
like go away
ill see u, not another year
i was drowning in my tear & u come back like go away

@ddayso
b baby we could runaway
different city, different state
w a different name
we could smoke all day
we could talk all night
whatevr u got in mind
cause u been stuck in mine, lately
life a dream, now its feeling 4k hd
front seat w ur hand in mind, its too sweet
heart beat going crazy like im still 16
baby if u say its feeling right then its right to me

bought you flowers w/ ddayso [prod. fozo + recycleBin]

hope u like :p prod @prodmelik on all plats 

@zixdown

i keep fightin all these problems
n i cant take it
led me on & took my heart
aint have to break it
n i thought u were the 1
ill have to face it
rlly hurt me when
i had seen my replacement :d

cryin... its like 4am
its late at nite
u hear a knock at ur door
im here to tell u
what i couldnt before..
how im sorry, i wont do it no more

hook

(i got no1 left, i got no1 left 2 call
its gets late at night & i wann end it all)
just wanna see u there girl,
if ur not there its the end of my world ugh..

hook

all the time we had n all the fun we had
now its gone & its memories its making me sad </3
i try to relax but it jst keeps gettn bad
left me alone im in misery, missin what we had..

misery [prod. melik]

all decayed @222quiet prod @ouniiixd n @pw4prez 

@zixdown

i know i fucked up
n it’s my fault
i’ve been giving up,
on waiting for ur call
wake up jst to talk to u
n tell u good morning
but i can’t get a txt bck
i’m not important

girl yk it hurts 🤕
left me on the street
i wish tht u knew,
the pain u caused to me,,
ive been so dam lost 😞
ivbeen so confused /:
remember all our talks..,
can’t function the same ,,
without you

go on n push me aside
tell me u hate me
tell me u want me
u drive me crazy 😵‍💫
iv been off 2much drugs
it makes me lazy
i said "im fine now"
i’m just pretending

take these drugs
i take way more drugs
i’m losing ya
i can’t feel ur touch
“how do u feel?”
no i can’t feel nthn, /x
i kno it’s dumb <.<
but i’m going numb’

bridge

@222quiet

when you say that u want me
i cant breathe
i cant breathe
dont say you're not enough
cause i cant leave
i cant leave
like wet leaves i decay,
if i cant have you around me all day
tell me you're gonna stay,
im going numb overthinking all day

going numb, with my gang going dumb
why'd u say you're not enough,
when you're everything i want ya
i can never front i never take it back,
everything i am yea you made me that

and i wanna know yea where you are yea in your heart
and everything i do is to keep us from apart
i dont wanna give up wanna go back to the start
i just wanna be right next to you under the stars

numb w/ 222quiet [prod. ouni + sochi]

all decayed again @pw4prez + @tuaaandx , love yall
**nxt song will have mv**

@zixdown

tell me when is it
going to end,
u could wake me up by then
cause i don’t like this stress >.
i cnt take another day like this..
cn’t trust no1, no one’s my friend
they jst all pretend
no one’s there to check on me
would you check on me? <3
spent a check on me
will u talk to me when i feel lonely
yk u can count on me..
yk u can call on me,,<3

i can’t take it i feel empty,
since u left me, hate my self more
why’d u change me
they tell me that i got problems,
yeah i know, think that i’m the problem
i always end up alone //:

im the problem,
do i make u feel bad?
i’m ur main problem
do i make u feel sad?
i said im sorry
it gets hard 4 me to cope :(
i know i’m lost
but i’ll find my way home
oh,, i’m so alone /:

bridge

i keep talkn abt my problems
like if this will evr solve it
i bet ur already fed up,,
got my blade in my pocket 

got me fed up
got u fed up
i jst wanna b the reason
why u get up </3
u can trick me
like a setup,,
idk how much longer
till i give up..

it gets hard, after dark :(
i keep falling apart u_u
wrote ur name
on my scars :,(
on my arm
can’t go on, ur always in my way

falling down… (live another day)
i feel proud (always in my way)
ending now (i think you should stay)
won’t come back around,,
leave it how it is.

im the problem [sochi + tuaaandx]

prod @tuaaandx

music video : https://youtu.be/5hPPPIfiRwc

its like evr since u left
i been tryn hard 2find
told em i got no1 left
& im runnin out of time

i did everythin i could
so hard 2let u go
if i could've, then i would
losing myself slow

& we keep goin on for nights
cant keep goin on for life
i cant take another fight
i cant spend another night like this :<
i cant lie i still feel ur kiss
& i dnt lie when i say i miss...u

tryin hard to get 2u
i wont forget u
hope u wont forget me2 <3

& we keep goin on for nights
cant keep goin on for life
i cant take another fight
i cant spend another night like this :<
i cant lie i still feel ur kiss
& i dnt lie when i say i miss...u

ur words they hurt
worse than worst
cut me deep
like the blade on me
ill leave 4weeks
maybe months
would u search 4me?
like ur on a hunt

mayb u ca nhelp me solve my problems
cus i cant solve em
sad talk, & all these drugs is my problem
i shoulda stayed in
goin out doenst help me
i keep on crying
&& ur not helpin :(

u keep on lyin & i swear that im trying
we keep on fightin u tell me i need guidance
& i keep runnin until i run away
n u can go girl im not begging u to stay..

& we keep goin on for nights
cant keep goin on for life
i cant take another fight
i cant spend another night like this :<
i cant lie i still feel ur kiss
& i dnt lie when i say i miss...u xx

eversince you left [prod. tuaaandx] *mv in desc*

all @decayedd // <3
 @yyuskee prod @pw4prez + @zixdown

thank u for all the support <3
cnt thank yall enough ^.^

@zixdown
u could tell me
wht u want n i’ll get it
pls don’t go i still feel u
goin distant
&& what’s the purpose??
like a mission
u could go on for days
& i’ll listen
miss it

go with me, u make it feel
like an adventure, come &
shop with me, we could go wherevr
u want, u just got 2 tell me…
tell me it’s real,
i breakdown sometimes
cause idk how to feel

scars (scars)
i got scars, i got scars all on my arm
but they each tell a story of me
falling apart
i know you feel it in my heart </3
i been waitin4u
ur the only 1 i’m waiting on <3

i know u won’t leave 🤞🏼
u can stay with me <3
we could smoke some green
& arrive late to the scene
girl you’re all i need
u make me feel like u care abt me
where were u all this time 😢
i been scouting

i know i was in the wrong,,
now i’m feeling bad
i made u a song
i know it won’t change a thing
jst tell u how i think,
i can’t tell u how i feel…


@yyuskee
i been feeling nauseaous
im spiraling away
tell me if u wanna go or if u wanna stay
smokin on that gas just to take the pain away
baby ur my drug and i never wanna change
Wish that I could make it well
All the things i never said
i cant get u out my head
im addicted i wont quit

@zixdown
jst tell me truth 
ik ur fallen..
i said its not me,, its u
& i done called it
i was waiting for ur call
u nvr called in
i cant be stallin...
w/ some1 new 
i kno shes all in <3

someone new w/ yuske [prod. sochi + zixdown]

all @decayedd <3 @pw4prez & @tuaaandx thank u

@zixdown

girl u keep me goin,
evn on my last try
dnt kno where i’m goin,
it feels like my last ride
walkin n it’s snowing
i can’t feel my eyes cry (ㄒoㄒ)
i got 1 try
for the last time..

i tried to fix myself up ://
i swear i do it 4u <3
& evry time i give up,,
ur telling me not to 
im goin down pick me up
if i die ima haunt u
these problems makin it tough..
& i just feel i just feel so awful ><

i got matters in my hands…
i wish u would understand 
i tld u what i can !!
i swear we can go thru this,,
u just hold my hand <3
i can feel the bliss 🌬️ 
i can feel u kiss on my end </3 [neck]

help, all i evr wanted was ur help /:
hell, i swear u were draggin me thru hell //
well, ig that i fkn played myself 
(huh) always leave me all up by myself…

by myself who i got? i got no1 left at all
by myself ohmygod i feel like im fallin off
go ahead call it off, i wont make it anymore,,
tonights the night tht i been waiting for...

im wasted, im fried, ill try not to lie
im watchin u cry, not ur fault, its all mine
im wasted of 9 *** ex hit my line
im out of town, these drugs losing my mind...


hook

i knew this would come 2 an end
tried 2tell myself it wouldnt but i cnt pretend!
if i had a choice i would do it all again
i feel so alone n i’m losing all my friends
told u they would test meee
now they always wanna txt meee
haven’t been myself lately
if i lost myself, would you hate me?

fix myself up 4u [prod. sochi + tuaaandx]

thank u @sumther + @pw4prez <33

dnt think this a comeback
jst needed to cope

@zixdown

i tried to help u out,
u said that we'd be good :(
i tried to take u out
but u misunderstood
ur tellin evry1 lies
cant look u in the eye
i dnt wanna talk again 
until the day that i die...

i guess its my fault
i shouldn't have tried helpin u out </3
what i fall?
then whose gnna come n help me out :(
gave it all up 
all so u can hear me scream n shout
your name
i dnt wnt u to come back
youve been goin insane

insane,, put a bullet in my brain
to stop the pain i gain...
are u gnna keep tellin me
how u hate me again? :(
then blame me again
i did it for u
didnt want it to end <3

i guess its my fault
i shouldn't have tried helpin u out </3
what i fall?
then whose gnna come n help me out :(
gave it all up 
all so u can hear me scream n shout
your name
i dnt wnt u to come back
youve been goin insane

i cant even dream,,
i cant even think
cus u been on my mind
i had way 2many drinks //:

it went exactly how i thought
ughh
i knw u would leave
but i forgot
uhh
i cannot believe that ur gone

n i lost what i had
i lost you, my behalf,,
my arms cut in halves
n i cnt leave u in the past
ur gone now im sad :((
its ur fault,, not my bad
my eyes goin black,,
my hearts cut in halff

i dnt wnn hear frm u 
or hear frm anythin i do
u dnt wanna hear the truth,,
everything im tellin u
i dnt wanna talk 2u
for everything u put me thru
i cant evn dream at night
all i see is me & you

@sumther

always end up in a fight but i cant let you go
ive been searching for my meaning been trying to grow
i want to be by your side
dont care if it isnt right
risk it just to see you smile
youve gotten cold now, tell me why
i feel useless i cant even recognize the signs
im doing everything i could but u dont even try
got no one else ure my only pride
i need you here please dont leave my side

@zixdown

pls jst stay close
i been waiting on ur text
like “how’d your day go?” :(
if u dnt wanna hear from me
u could jst say so…
i think tht ur too good 4me
i feel like @ddayso
to much regrets in my head
i gotta lay low

i regret :( 
& everything u said 
is just spinning in my head //:
it happens once again 
i’m alone once again,,
& i can’t be surprise
this is always how it ends.

help me out ft. sumther [prod. sochi]

@222quiet prod. @pw4prez @d5rko

@zixdown

i told myself i would
when i kno i cant
bt i dnt feel too good
i wish you'd understand </3
i wish you'd hold my hand <3
well make it 2the end
i tried to tell u that
but u cant comprehend!!

i get it, im wasting your time...
yea u tell me day n nite
forget it, at least that i tried
but u been stuck on my mind
i cnt evn close my eyes
cus i mght jst start to cry )'
im missin u girl
but ill make u mine

do this 4you
no1 else nooo
got a cold heart
like im elsa
u dnt want me,,
u want some1 else, huh?
i dnt blame u,,
wish u well uuuh

@222quiet

ion blame you
no i cannot lose you
cannot
can i have you and hold you adore you too,
i jus wanna live in my own bubble
omg i feel so unlovable
floating in my bed with surround sound on,
floating while im dead guess i drowned oh no
i just wanna rewind time
i just wanna be back in my prime
baby can u gimme one more chance 
can i try again one more time

@zixdown

imy girl, r u comin back?
im missin your voice
u wont regret calling back
ur a gift to me girl,
without you then im sad
im sorry girll ain mean to make u upset...

missin you w/ 222quiet [sochi + d5rko]

@pw4prez & @d1a6lo 


trust me i kno it’s over
jst wanted 2feel closure
i feel it getting closer 😣
i feel u getting further ),:
i was tryna tell u something
forget my words mean nothing
i always feel like no1 //:
u make me feel like something

i’m gone & writing all these songs
i’m jst tryna get to ya <3
admit it, i can’t lie,
it’s the worst feeling yuh //:
& i can’t take this feeling
i feel like i’m beated up
i got no1 to talk 2 every1s
been leaving us

@pw4prez

its been hard for me to show emotion
i keep going, im going
i feel like im chosen
but they dont get it...
they wont understand

even angels cryy
you've been stuck inside my mind
i cant get out, it feels like i'm on my final breath
cant even rest now, you've been lurking, might be one of them...

i cant act like i dont feel pain
it hasnt hit me yet im waiting for that day
im going insane, reminising, memories we made
it's the worst feeling....
when you've been tryna express yourself but they dont get it

@zixdown

i’m gone & writing all these songs
i’m jst tryna get to ya <3
admit it, i can’t lie,
it’s the worst feeling yuh //:
& i can’t take this feeling
i feel like i’m beated up
i got no1 to talk 2 every1s
been leaving ugh

i try my best//
u told me you’d be there
when i got nobody left,,
(now i got nobody left)
i haven’t slept 😢
i been up all night
jst think abt wht u said
ughhh
we can’t be friends,,
i dnt wanna go thru all of that
all again,, nooo

worst feeling w/ sochi [sochi + dia6lo]

@pw4prez + @makemeapromise 🍂🍂

@zixdown

i feel myself im goin downhill
all cus u left me on my own
my whole lifes jst been goin downhill
smiling,, ur text us in my phoneee
tell me u h8 me, tell me whts the matter?
i cnt feel my heart,, my hearts always shattered
scars all onmy arm, why dnt u ask me "whats the matter?"
ill tel u wrong but i might get sadder

i keep tryin all i can, im an **** thts wut u said that i am..
feel invisible when im reachin out my hand,,
anything 4you, im ur biggest fan

go ahead take it out on me, take it outttt
im tryna take u out, ur mad at me
u scream n shout,, askin me what is wrong w/ me
its nothing new, i wish u knew.. i do it all for you

(go ahead take it out on me, take it out,
why r u alwaays mad at me? scream n shout
idk wht is wrong w me,, or whts it abt
all eyes on me, i cnt go out)

i got these scars they're all my arm ykk it!!
ur on my mind,, im walkin in snow, its snowin
& i thought i was the one i thought i was chosen
now im all up on my own now my heart is frzzen,,
n everytime tht i see you, you're shining, golden <33
u might catch me in ICU, you'l still think im jkin..
n im not tryna be tht guy cus my heart is frozen 
n i done told u many times,, im over it...

im over it [sochi + surgeon]

thank u guys for the support while i was gone <33

on all plats 

@zixdown 

i’m tryna help but i can’t 
off as much as drugs as i can 
ik tht u want me to stop 
u can’t stop me now
i’m taking all of these pills
i feel i’m falling down
yk tht i needed ur help
but u weren’t around

i can’t beg for a text back
yk i want ur text back,,
i think i’m in love w you
i gotta take some steps back
i smoke 1 n forget tht
i smoke 1 now i’m living
& u cnt hang w us nah
so stay up out my business

u said u would leave 
i’m wonder for how long?
i’m scared if u leave,,
u come back n now i’m gone
all those memories r goin to be long gone

dnt wnna be long gone 
i wnt u all 2myself
u hear me crying 4help
uleft me all by myself 
tell me u would stay w/me 
& itll be 4evr
swear i’ll keep u safe 
jst hold on to my sweater 

feel more alive ,,
when i’m w you i feel fine <3
ur in my head 
u keep spinning like a vinyyyl
come hold my hand 
i swear there will be no final 
you’ll be fine i dnt wan see u cryin noo

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