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additional piano @gr0lth
additional vox @trustt
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[sometimes its okay to not be okay]

[@qlein]
dance till i fall down
never been one to talk out
out of sight out of mind
never been one to cry never been one to cry never cry
but you know its been 
been one to cry,,

bring it back now back now
not attached now
stg you're complacent to run it back now
back back
wanna tell me how to act?
wanna tell me what im fucking up and tell me what i lack
bring it back now back now
not attached now
stg you're complacent to run it back now
back now back now
not attached now
swear to swear to, now

[@trustt]
think i spent too much time worrying bout myself
thought you only cared about your own health
now i spent too much time worrying bout myself
i can tell coz the way you act with me now
is there something that i can believe in?
tell me is there not? is there not?
is there something i can believe in?
tell me is there not? is there not?

[@qlein]

dance till i fall down
never been one to talk out
out of sight out of mind
never been one to cry never been one to cry never cry
but you know its been 
been one to cry,,

never been one to cry ft. trustt

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lyrics:
when the bands all back together i wanna see them 1 more time
i got problems with attention always reading past the signs
i keep telling myself everythings alright but its a lie
if u hate urself so much why dont u end it all tonight
fucking up my body cause im never satisfied
im a psychopath when i walk in im carrying a knife
dont get influenced they told me but i never even tried
if u hate urself so much why dont u end it all tonight

u kept ur friends and stayed the same i wonder what its like
i been holding onto nothing i just wanna feel alive
screaming at myself he wont answer when i cry
if u hate urself so much why dont u end ur fucking life

i know what u want, i know what u 
i know what u want, i know what u 
i know what u want, i know what u 
i know what u want, i know what u 
fucking up my body cause im never satisfied
im a psychopath when i walk in im carrying a knife
dont get influenced they told me but i never even tried
if u hate urself so much why dont u end ur fucking life

i dont need a reason bitch i been moving reckless
everyday i wake up with a target on my chest
they tell me its just a phase they tell me that ill regret this
i dont need a reason move like i got a deathwish
i look in the mirror i see a stranger
if i lost control of myself would it even change ya
eyes blacked out i got too used to the danger
if i tap out would they just write off my anger

when the bands all back together i wanna see them 1 more time
i got problems with attention always reading past the signs
i keep telling myself everythings alright but its a lie
if u hate urself so much why dont u end it all tonight
fucking up my body cause im never satisfied
im a psychopath when i walk in im carrying a knife
dont get influenced they told me but i never even tried
if u hate urself so much why dont u end ur fucking life

deathwish >c

ft @trustt 
prod @xaev

lyrics/
@14106lyn
lost my fucking mind 
get to the point stop wasting time
im getting so tired i feel like im going blind
that boy aint gon catch up he so far behind
think i lost my fucking mind 
get to the point stop wasting time
im getting so tired i feel like im going blind
that boy aint gon catch up he so far behind

what more do u want from me
every step i take theyre still haunting me
i been screaming in the dark i let it swallow me
i ran so far away from my past its still part of me
im carrying this weight on my back
if theres a way out baby tell me where its at yea
im carrying this weight on my back
i take 1 more step and its fading to black

@trustt
tell me what you want, i got 4 of it
girl don't tell me lies, i'm so full of it
bitch i see the goal, ya i'm scoring it
when i see your name, im ignoring it
cuz fuck that, i can't stand most people
when i'm mad im lethal
im sorry im just fearful
talking to myself in the mirror, i lost me
tell me what you see, i dont feel like me

@14106lyn
think i lost my fucking mind
get to the point stop wasting time
im getting so tired i feel like im going blind
that boy aint gon catch up he so far behind
think i lost my fucking mind
get to the point stop wasting time
im getting so tired i feel like im going blind
that boy aint gon catch up he so far behind

catch up^ w/ trustt

@qlein
@oneshotniko
@1dxn did the acoustic kinda sounding drums
sample - https://soundcloud.com/qlein/sun_dance?si=9de490786de2484494d001bb0748a065&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

me:
tryna get u out my mind
tellin em that ill be fine
think I need to step outside
don't even know what I want remind me

so don't hang on when I let go
cause I wont listen when u say it all
and don't tell me that I hate ya
when I don't answer every time you call


@qlein:
yeah im never satisfied
tell me should i go
i aint good to be alone
dont get it twisted im not attached to u
im not falling in love but its hard to prove
do you hate when i talk 
you dont wanna fucking tell me say its untrue
wanna tell me whats wrong
all the shit ive done wish that i could undo


me:
where do I go 
what do I know?
I just feel so dumb

its what you wanted
you were honest
why'm I acting stunned

I just keep telling you my eyes sore
I end up ignoring u whats that for
couldn't keep up I just wanted more
im just tryna talk and you closed the door

tryna get u out my mind
tellin em that ill be fine
think I need to step outside
don't even know what I want remind me

so don't hang on when I let go
cause I wont listen when u say it all
and don't tell me that I hate ya
when I don't answer every time you call


@oneshotniko:
yah
your voice in my head
i dont know you enough to confess
im forgetting what comes first
do i love or am i just lonely

dont let me down slowly
would it hit softer if you hate me
maybe im just lazy
youre still clear while my eyes 've gone hazy

remind me + qlein + scrambl

shut down

prod @zeromandia30414 + @idks3lfish

lyrics:
@me
u know i dont fw ur team 
got louis vuitton and margelia on me 
the silence is swallowing me 
its getting too loud i dont want it to be 
u told me that u had to leave 
its getting annoying ur playing w me 
n its getting harder to breathe 
cant tell left from right cuz i cant even see
i been going down u cant leave me hurting now
even if were falling out its way too loud in this crowd
im not going now u cant leave me falling down 
everything is burning now its way too loud in this crowd

@trustt
im the hero of a story that never happened
im a court jester in a mansion 
ima laugh when im passing
they wanna be me so bad
just tell me what u want
im hiding behind my mask
so dont take it serious
youre my drug music for fun
lifes a joke are you having fun?
youre my drug music for fun
life is a joke thats why i dont take it serious

serious ft trustt (zeromandia + idks3lfish)

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theres some snakes up in that grass
go and test ur luck promise u wont last
yea they always tryna bite me - stalk my past
tryna fight me like id let u walk that path
talk behind my back but i hear it back
came a long way from crying in my drafts
came a long way i had to detach
yea u prob think u know me its a fucking mask

im where its at but they dont know
wish i could tell them but i stay low
bitch u never knew me u knew my fucking clones
i went offline i got in my zone
they all say they fw me but i still feel alone
wish i could tell them but i stay low
bitch u never knew me u knew my fucking clones
i went offline i got in my zone

i dont believe shit
my idols arent real they only tweet shit
dont talk to me sweet it dont mean shit
get up off yo ass Stop subtweeting 🖕
whine about somebody then delete it by the evening
would u rather live or die for ur demons ?
u want a reaction ok. heres a reason
i dont owe a damn thing to u boy u leechin
i said my piece i go on ghost mode 

but they dont know
wish i could tell them but i stay low
bitch u never knew me u knew my fucking clones
i went offline i got in my zone
they all say they fw me but i still feel alone
wish i could tell them but i stay low
bitch u never knew me u knew my fucking clones
i went offline i got in my zone
they all say they fw me but i still feel alone

Test.Ur.Luck

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/65gWW5syaM2h3Zb1LfYoYP?si=YIWNap8uSDiuc4yx0F49dg

artwork by me, @camdenn and @aellzis
s//o @trustt and @hiisero for big inspo

lyrics:
i sacrificed every moment to be, just like you
and ive been way too dishonest to seem, just like you
i know i wont last long but i want to change
watch how the meaning gets lost, when i say ''okay''

(pre-drop)
oh, but i know, its true
i could never be like you
well i fell for you
biting more than i can chew
but i know, its true
i can never be like you
what a shattered view
tell me we wont split in 2

its been far too long
and fat too late
i like to stay alone
its okay, its okay
if more hours pass
imma go insane
just wanna fade away, its okay, its okay

cuz ive been acting too toxic
ive been way too annoying
tell me now its the time i say goodbye
ive been begging for something
in the end i got nothing
walk away with the fact i couldve died

how to become somebody else

When I'm Alone

formerly known as "lead"
punched in like months ago and got too lazy to finish so it sounds old lol

prod https://soundcloud.com/kadichii

‧₊˚❀༉‧₊˚. 𝒍𝒖𝒏𝒂𝒄𝒚 ‧₊˚❀༉‧₊˚.

lyrics>>>>

i cant wake up
i got parasites inside my eyelid
i cant get it off!!
bullet shots in my way
i dont wanna apologize
i cant get it back again!!
messin' with my way
its too late im already dead
u already kno, my head is full of fucking lead
i cant die again!!
i dont rlly need ur love, i still got my friends!!

oh whats that?
i dont wanna start again
i dont really understand?!
if u hate me, okay
better hope that its too late
watch me rot away, is that what uve been wanting??

ive been thinkin alot
i put my heart in
putting myself first i think that i deserve it!!
woaaah
yeah, here we go again
yeah ive had enough, ima make her understand

stuck here, ive been wanting out yeaa
wake up, hit the fucking bong then i make a fucking song
i dont get no breaks
im gonna bleed out!!
ill see u later
ima pop off right on the spot
2 years, and im still on top
lets be fuckin honest
i cant really give a fuck
bout fags inside my comments!! (jk ur cute and ily, yes, YOU are cute)
still wanna hang, my lungs in the bag

((knife to my neck!!!!))

wont you sever my head??

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Art basically all by @1dxn
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