well this is a reuploud since the last was INAUDIBLE ASF
and also again me producer and song writer yeyeye
(sorry for my accent btw)

https://open.spotify.com/track/07jM4yhpH5YM17Qd46XV7h?si=UVNfhnLZS6SOAfVwBz4cYA&utm_source=copy-link

lyrics:
its fine ig
don't turn again
he kills us
he kills us
avoid me
avoid him
i keep him sealed
the pain he made
memories
don't feel a thing
nothing to feel
so i keep 
us sealed

(sealed)

keep him sealed
i keep him all safe
keep him sealed
i keep him all safe

(us)
i don't eat much
cause i do it for you
tearing apart
like a string thats loose
act like this
there is no point in you
act brand new
there is no point of view

and fuck
i don't wanna see you have fun
i don't wanna see you in love
that means i have to throw away the past
but can't forget what you've done
it's kinda fuxked up ik
cutting friends off cause 
i didn't know
that i have feelings or not
thought i'm
gonna make it worse

its fine ig
don't turn again
he kills us
he kills us
memories
don't feel a thing
nothing to feel
so i keep 
us sealed

its you again
my biggest fear
losing all my friends 
cause you disappeared
fuck my life
it's pointless
fuxk you too
we could avoid this
and now im shaking like a bitch
always feeling anxious
three steps away 
bitch i don't want attention
fuck my life 
i hate me
don't express
bad feelings
(no)

keep him sealed

@rouri404 - vocals
@vaeo-music - vocals
@samthraxx - guitar
https://www.instagram.com/polboii_otto - art
<3 <3 <3
(rouri404)
 Notice every time i called you were never there (ever there)
If there are broken promises still know i was not prepared
Dreamed the world burned I'm flipping in my bed
Holding back the same tears years I've been fighting
Just want a place of comfort yeah you know I've been trying
Still I know that it all means nothing in the end
(vaeo)
Cat had my tongue so I can't speak your name
Every time that i hear it the blood in my veins
Turns to acid and burns all the ashes away
Turn away from my gaze ‘for i finally disintegrate 
(rouri404)
Know that I've been locked in a tool shed
Mind is empty always and my body is feeling useless 
Sick of cycles and moving just drained my body of fluid
Don't think its ever improving 
though either way I'm gonna lose it can't pretend
(vaeo)
Showing love no reciprocation 
I can't sleep here while you are lying in the bed adjacent
I've been waiting for a lifetime running out of patience 
Now i see your last breath before you take it
(rouri 404)
Knife in the back I've been falling watching me stumble down
In this empty room crawling been screaming don't think they hear a sound
And I know there's not a difference when I'm not around
Lately just been feeling lost and found
(vaeo)
Still lost, still hurts
It always costs more than what its worth
Wrong directions and broken spines
Crooked edges intertwine
Still lost, still hurts
It always costs more than what it's worth
I thought I told you I'm doing fine
But its all torture by design
(rouri404)
???
???
Haven't slept in weeks and you know I'm shedding pounds
Wont see the sun up I'm hoping that you wont come around
Jumping from the top of a bridge I'll just watch my body drown

Lost And Found (feat rouri404 + vaeo)

music vid out now on my twitter
out on all plats
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/vaeo/road-rash

Road Rash prod. arey

produced by @bhertuy
LISTEN EVERYWHERE - https://ffm.to/lumina

dissolve my existence 
fade me away with the wind
so sick of your bullshit I will not let you win
I don't give a shit what you want
and I'm done with your games 
I don't have a hand to lend
and the weathers been so fucking shit lately
but it's only in my head
it's only in my head
but it's only in my head
FUCK..

its the way I always think 
I get stuck all up in these trends
as I pace back and forth and I wonder when it will fix it self
I wonder when I will feel in good health
my perspective feels so fucked up
wonder is it something I've done
the pressure sure just weighs a fuck ton
and if I give up now its all wrong
don't fucking cross me now
it'll all come back to bite you
treat me so wrong all I did was try to help you
but you keep on telling me that its only in my head

how do you know where I'll go from here
how do you know that it's not severe
you don't know me like that
so I'll keep on telling myself it's okay
but it's not, and I know it's not only in my head

dissolve my existence 
fade me away with the wind
so sick of your bullshit I will not let you win
I don't give a shit what you want
and I'm done with your games 
I don't have a hand to lend
and the weathers been so fucking shit lately
but it's only in my head
it's only in my head
but it's only in my head
FUCK..

lumina

dissolve

Stream

dissolve (bhertuy)

six in the morning (01kon)

(it never gets better)
/
they stole my glow
feeling dark like everyone i know
i can't see where i go
i've been dizzy, yeah i been feeling vertigo

i can't be perfect
but can you tell me that i'm worth it
lately, i've been feeling worthless
i've been feeling dead, i can not help it

down six feet, where my gram lay
knowing that i'll probably be there one day
no friends and no family
nobody help me here

baby i'll lay here
so shut up
and i'll lay here

i can't be perfect
but can you tell me that i'm worth
lately, i've been feeling worthless
i've been feeling dead, i can not help it

they stole my glow
feeling dark like everyone i know
i can't see where i go
i've been dizzy, yeah i been feeling vertigo

i can't be perfect
but can you tell me that i'm worth it
lately, i've been feeling worthless
i've been feeling dead, i can not help it

down six feet, where my gram lay
knowing that i'll probably be there one day
no friends and no family
nobody help me here

baby i'll lay here
so shut up
and i'll lay here

i can't be perfect
but can you tell me that i'm worth
lately, i've been feeling worthless
i've been feeling dead, i can not help it

they stole my glow
feeling dark like everyone i know
i can't see where i go
i've been dizzy, yeah i been feeling vertigo

pre save

vertigo

tell me what i can give to lose again
a chip off of my shoulder
tell me what i can lose again
just waiting til i get older
one step now im running back to your arms
one leap now im higher than i'd go far
take it all back take it all back take  it all back again

what

now I wait for the harvest moon
solemn nights and I wait to doom myself again
my face is ripping down
my skin is ripping out
now I scream just to help me through
slicing flesh in the bathroom I'm so tense again
I cant just cut it out
my psyches breaking down again

I lose I lose I lose my mind
I lose lose I lose my time again

tell me what i can give to lose again
a chip off of my shoulder
take it all back take it all back take  it all back again

now I wait for the harvest moon
solemn nights and I wait to doom myself again
my face is ripping down
my skin is ripping out
now I scream just to help me through
slicing flesh in the bathroom I'm so tense again
I cant just cut it out
my psyches breaking down again

Harvest Moon (yungspoiler)

@55depths
@pooryoku
prod. me

damn, shawty.
that kinda hurt.

lyrics:
(dth)
falling right through your emotions
i'm exhausted
buried at sea
in the ocean
or a casket
cause you gotta give to me
what i give to you
(what i gave to you i won't get back)
but it's not enough
what ever will we do
what will we do

run it back in my head
how you hurt me
wishing i were dead
can never save me
take it back
what you said to me that night
"how could something so wrong
feel so right?"
run it back in my head
how you hurt me
wishing i were dead
can never save me
take it back
what you said to me that night
"how could something so wrong
feel so right?"

(yoku)
if only you had saw me
you should regret it
all of those lies you said then
you use me like a weapon
it took some time to replenish
i still cry i'm not finished
i say i'm fine but i'm kiddin
it took a while to just fit in
and i'm still carrying burdens
and you don't care if i'm hurtin
you tell me that i'm uncertain
but i don't think there's a way i'm wrong


(dth)
go on and look back
at your best performance
(were you acting?)
and erase all of this
like a time to before it
go on and look back
at your best performance
and erase all of this
like a time to before it

run it back in my head
how you hurt me
wishing i were dead
can never save me
take it back
what you said to me that night
"how could something so wrong
feel so right?"
run it back in my head
how you hurt me
wishing i were dead
can never save me
take it back
what you said to me that night
"how could something so wrong
feel so right?"

take it back w/ yoku

art by phixel

i am such an asshole
all alone in the middle of a castle
trying hard to redirect my mental
i am just an asshole yea

i am such an asshole yea thats what u told me
fade into the background rip 2 the old me
now im in the foreground, lights flashing on me
love me for a night, get an uber in the morning
i cant move i dont wanna keep living
only way 2 go is drugged up, wrist dripping
 and i wanna call u back but my phone keeps tripping
hope she not mad when she find me in the kitchen

find me in the kitchen and i'm doing something bad 
hope they leave me here cause i don’t wanna make nobody mad
really can’t control things im doing when im sad
they don’t know the whole story, how you stabbed me in the back
its such a hassle
try to crawl out, but i think i'm trapped though 
wake up early, fix my problems with a capsule 
medication turning me into an asshole 
build walls but i'm still not fortified 
smoke all day can't even enjoy the high
these withdrawals and the pain has got mortified 
your absence made itself immortalized 
hate looking through these tired eyes 
cant keep up this disguise 
took too long to realize 
it's no one's fault but mine

i am such an asshole
all alone in the middle of a castle
trying hard to redirect my mental
i am just an asshole yea

asshole w/ dylan longworth (anem0s)

@55depths
@knights-ofren

track from the EP:
"what i asked for"

lyrics:
and joy is slipping from my grasp
i'm sleeping less and less
running from myself
i can feel it in my chest
i know it's for the best
but i hate to think about it
about it
so what's it like to be the talk of the town now?
every avenue is talking bout you
i'd try and get you out
if only i knew how
guess i'm stuck with it
guess i'm stuck with you

and it's hard to let things pass ahead
(i let them slip on through)
and it's hard to let things pass ahead
(to make my way to you)

oh, where are you going?
oh, your feelings showing

you can't hurt me
even though you tried your best
you can't hurt me
you can't hurt me
you can't hurt me
even though you tried your best
you can't hurt me
you can't hurt me

oh, where are you going?
your feelings showing

dissolve (bhertuy)

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