lilac

who needs therapy right?? T-T

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/intl-de/track/5p7PxyfUy6wdJ9ifc3zieu?si=13e1ec407de247f9

hiii u guysss last song of the year whatt?? its been a rough one but as yall can tell by this song maybe im delusional enough to get by 

lyrics:
i cant with this indecision i had to get closure 
bypassing my intuition might be fcking me over
miles way from the pit i miss the dried leaves of ur clover
high speed will increase the friction i said it i told ya 
it might be too hard to handle but i knew that 
when the thread i hold starta loosen
u keep ur hands close way to prove that 
when i helped u most u just used that
had to bottle it up 
weed smoke in my lungs
tried to keep u afloat
while i was under the raft 
so down on my luck 
double checked all my cards 
u said i was gold 
but that just wasnt enough 

dont u think that its fcked?
i knew it couldnt be right 
to be so high on a pedestal that my flaws couldnt show signs 
i tried to be who u needed but who u needed couldnt be kind 
told me to cut ya out of my life 
at that point id rather have died 
not now idc
i cant be harmed if im not there 
im not even me no more i cant feel at all 
im redeemed if im unaware
so i just block out whats inside 
and forget outside when im high 
i just dont see what for i should be ignored 
but be seated right by this shitty door like goddamn 

i cant with this indecision i had to get closure 
bypassing my intuition might be fcking me over
miles way from the pit i miss the dried leaves of ur clover
high speed will increase the friction i said it i told ya 
it might be too hard to handle but i knew that 
when the thread i hold starta loosen
u keep ur hands close way to prove that 
when i helped u most u just used that
had to bottle it up 
weed smoke in my lungs
tried to keep u afloat
while i was under the raft 
so down on my luck 
double checked all my cards 
u said i was gold 
but that just wasnt enough

defense mechanism | prod. uguwap

The Curse Of Glaslough Ft Flesh (tiedforsilver)

i was sad now i’m up i was paid right
started messing w the right ones now i’m alright
got to paving my own way 
went from darkness to the light
went from staying up late
to sleeping at night 

had my heart strings to having them break
fuck that
is it too late?
i think i need a break
so i got one today
i’m on my way
got my money up
so i say what i say 
had people hate on me for anything
for being me but i still sing
i stopped caring bout what u think
i’m doing me fuck what you think 

i’m better than your average chart singer
got bored of holding in the truth so i had to switch up
the whole scene is gonna take over
we out casts to the normies
but that makes us better than you all
we gotta stand tall
making hits in my bedroom
while your in the studio
do this by myself making my own beats
using some producers 
showing love to the scene

alrightalright (bended)

i just say that it's fine, to get it off of your mind 
@scor_pio 
-

gave it all to you
i cant remember why 
you said you loved me 
was that just another lie? 
how are you so fine, 
when i don't feel alright?
i know that you lied, you lied 

over and over again 
waiting for you to say you're over it
what has this come to? 
watching us fall through 
can't belive i trusted you 

you broke me in half
spilled my blood on the grass 
as im falling through the cracks
of all those things that ill never get back 

i don't think i deserved it
im constantly hurting 
tell me was it worth it
cause underneath the surface 
nobody is perfect

 [scorpio:]
i told you that once
it's not your fault 
its hard to admit baby, you dont
want to be wrong

its hard to look in your eyes
when you think that you're right
i just say that it's fine
to get it off of your mind

(to get it off of your mind
i didnt mean to make you cry
i apologise
like a thousand times)

dont wanna get the last word
ill just make this worse
dont want to let this disperse
i try my best to divert

deluded + scorpio (kmkz)

lead synth @veilsonme
prod by me

i tried to keep it inside
looked at you in your eyes
knew you were holding back your tears
i held on so tight
why oh why
did it have to end like this

couldnt see how far i would lie
is this how u love?
oh how did i survive
i didnt wanna see ya
dont wanna fall inlove again with you oh
dont wanna through the pain you put me thru

(interlude)
couldnt see how far i would lie
is this how u love?

i tried to keep it inside
looked at you in your eyes
knew you were holding back your tears
i held on so tight
why oh why
did it have to end like this

oh couldnt even tell me you're wrong
couldnt even hold on
i tried to stay strong
strong
i knew all along
that this wouldnt last long
that this wouldnt last long
(outro)

is this how you love?

Lyrics:

Bitches wanna be me or be with me it's confusing
Swear that you don't like me but you stalk and its amusing
All my lyrics got you invested 
You wonder what i do next and

Hold my breath let me feel like i am falling
Heart beat racing, got me dropping to the floor and
I dont wanna talk about my problems, please just stop, its
Giving me a rush to be this fucked, forget resolving
Tell me it's too late to change but im already on it
Getting what i want without a thought without involving
People who dont fuck with me they sit back steady watching
Hoping that i fuck up once or twice without evolving
Bitches wanna be me or be with me it's confusing
Swear that you don't like me but you stalk and its amusing
All my lyrics got you invested 
You wonder what i do next and 
These lyrics stuck in your head they
Could say that you were infected 

Call my phone up once or twice
I dont wanna talk, i don't want your advice
Make me feel all special, tell me that i do it right
Then yell up in my face about how i'm too uptight

Jealous of my accomplishments until the very end
I'll keep on accomplishing this until i lose my head
Writing shit, liking it but really not releasing things
Releasing this, curious of all the shit that this one brings


Hold my breath let me feel like i am falling
Heart beat racing, got me dropping to the floor and
I dont wanna talk about my problems, please just stop, its
Giving me a rush to be this fucked, forget resolving
Tell me it's too late to change but im already on it
Getting what i want without a thought without involving
People who dont fuck with me they sit back steady watching
Hoping that i fuck up once or twice without evolving

<3

Hold my Breath (p. TREETIME)

🤟🏻🫶🏻REACH - VAIL X ETAI X CLOWN🫶🏻🤟🏻

hear me out
reach out to me now


(Vails)
Reach out for my hand 
Come on baby won’t ya 
(X4)

Reach out further why you holding back
You need saving from yourself,
This a heart attack
See pain consuming, this battle is losing
If you have fight left baby reach my hand 

(Etai s0)
reach out to me
but wouldn't care if i was lost at sea
talk down to me
when you're mad but im your everything
said that you would be there with me through it all
when it get bad i know you're the only one to call
but nowadays i know we both no longer feel the same
anyway i know i im the only one to blame


(Vails)
Reach out for my hand 
Come on baby won’t ya 
(X4)

Reach out further why you holding back
You need saving from yourself,
This a heart attack
See pain consuming, this battle is losing
If you have fight left baby reach my hand 

Cus I’m losing this war 
And it’s making my eyes sore
Seeing you fading away
Into pale skin ur grey
I’m afraid of this truth
That I’m losing you soon
It’s been harder and harder for me to pull through
come on reach my hand, I’ll show you the way
I’ll take those demons away from your brain 
As long as u promise me you’ll stay

(Etai s0)
Reach out for my hand 
Come on baby won’t ya 
(X8)

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Reach w/ etai s0 (prod. The Sound Clown)

production by @vito2300

lyrics:Tell me how it all went bad again
Tell me how you wish I hadn't left
Tell me everything I missed
I fell asleep watching our movie
Tell me what you see when I'm away
Tell me I'm the only one who stayed
Tell me I'm the only one
Who keeps this house from burning down

(Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh)

Make me ugly, make me weak
I spent this summer washing sheets
And still, the blood remains
What's left of me will slowly fade at least
Keep me underneath your bed
So afraid of what comes next
I'm slowly shattering
A mirror for the ones who left you here

shattering

came a long way, thank u all for being here <3

lyrics

whats wrong baby
well you dont seem to love my lies
well i’d love to 
i'd love to just take your side

blind spot, she hit the blind spot
coulnt, couldnt dodge couldnt watch out
i been covering my room in sage
remiscing all these days

when you’d make my heart stop baby
now just heavy heart drops
its ok, its ok baby

drugs learn ya lessons
but they aren’t always tied to things that aren’t right
yeah we like to live, always friction
but im not tryna burn the forest every night

if she dont see the love, we wont be friends
baby, taking off the top like this is the end
but thats just not the point yeah thats just the thing
maybe its the sum, maybe its the sun 
maybe we just run

can you see the doves can you see them flying away
i’ve seen past this dark i’m not tryna hide away
not today, im just tryna find a way
but i hope u 
i hope u can too

i really want you but i cant say the same
i care about u but its not the fucking same
baby i know its been lonely at night
baby i know its lonely at night

thru my eyes

open up ur eyes girl
we cant stay the same our whole life
but i don't wanna lie girl
i can't always be by your side

wish upon forever 
forevers to vast
i cant look at life the same after all my past
i mean we could live forever 
but it probably won't last
use too much
use too much logic ima pass

plenty signs 
do i really need to give u a timeline
i'm heading out to sea 
coz i've been rejected and dissected 
but i don't mind, i don't mind
ima find a way

jetlag 
i got a jet lagged mind 
its just another setback 
could u just see thru my eyes 
just sometimes

thru my eyes

thru my eyes (ivn)

i been feelin' like killing myself...
after way too long here stuck in this hell
and i dont remember what its like
to want something more out of life...

i been feelin' like i dont really belong here
askin for help but that shit just fall on deaf ears
and i dont really know where tf i should go from here
like goddamn i been feeling this way for years...

thats why i abuse the pills now
how many more till im under the ground?
and im so fucking tired of all this shit
i wanna make like my wrists and fucking split...

i wanna...
fall off this fucking earth
cuz where im going i wont need a hearse
i wanna blow my brains over the stars
you can read my obituary on fuckin mars

if i take my mind off this shit
ill just go through it again in the morning...
i cant restart my life
nothings ever gonna be okay 
thats just a lie
now im giving up
yeah, its time to spill this blood......

deluded + scorpio (kmkz)

neverless

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