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it's 30 degrees and
her shirt is see-through
her skirt's red from bleeding
her eyelids are blue
she burnt on your sneakers
her dirtiest secrets
reverted her features 
to try to be new

but is it what she wants
or is it all she's got
it isn't what she wants
that makes her body rot

linoleum floors kiss cold on your thighs
youll sit there and hold her close
wondering why oh why
is it so hard closing your eyes
youll wash them with soap but it wont turn time
dont try

they heard all her screaming
alerted the news
they'll turn all her sequens
convert it to views
dont care if shes real they
just care shes appealing
theyll swear it's convenient
she wont get to choose

linoleum floors kiss cold on your thighs
youll sit there and hold her close
wondering why oh why
is it so hard closing your eyes
youll wash them with soap but it wont turn time
dont try

linoleum floors

forest

video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6jNK1DuyExU

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lyrics:

couldn’t mind my business, fidgeting the patience of love
still can’t point to what i thought was missing but something just ain’t sitting with us

caught that glimpse of ya
when the guilt spilt from ur eyes
denial missed the invite
cuz i burnt the receipt twice in a month
sike, i kept it tucked

if i turn the music down
would the quiet be too loud
if the thought of loving me ain’t cross ur mind why you around
say that i was in ur shoes
maybe i would keep me too
to the sidelines where i archive things i once had passion to

i’m jus tryna keep u alive
in a world where we’re told to love who’s beside
this love ain’t convenient
but it shouldn’t be
so come to the side where you feel alive

think about that time where i was in my room
framed a picture in my head displayed the things id say to u
didn’t think about the hoops
that i needed to jump through
all i thought was m o m e n t, left the m and t

then the omen showed its “t”
took a bite of empathy
that little ounce that’s left in me
when i say me i don’t mean eve
now im left to sober up
from the limerence or love?
never thought i needed to know
never thought i needed to know

so if i turn the music down
would the quiet be too loud
if the thought of loving me ain’t cross ur mind why you around
say that i was in ur shoes
maybe i would keep me too
to the sidelines where i archive things i once had passion to

i’m jus tryna keep u alive
in a world where we’re told to love who’s beside
this love ain’t convenient
but it shouldn’t be
so come to the side where you feel alive

stream c:

turn the music down

Lyrics:

[VERSE 1]
Won't lie to you bae
Hard words that I'm trying to say
Lets try this again
Find reason to say you in my grace
Love when she right in my face
Feel lost gotta find my way (way)
Lately tryna find our place
Lets run it up, but my heart my break (no, no)

Want it bad but you don't know
Look back at all these photos
Wishing that time would change
Find out at the end of the day
My minds runnin round for you bae
We can't argue all day
Times running out, too late
Can we do this shit my way

[CHORUS]
Tell me you ain't fall too fast
All these secrets I want you confiding
Say you love me and that's a fact
Thinkin bout it when I'm inside it
That's no lie, I was out my head
So high but these clouds feel red
You try love me left when I bled
Had to hold my breath

[VERSE 2]
You're moving too fast
Open up when I'm faded
I don't want you that bad, no
She want love, she unstable
But she do the things that I say
Can we do this shit my way
Held it down on my own, I did
I did

Had to, hold my breath cause you won't step back
Hunnids on me, imma break that bank
She tryna lie about it, taint that fact
All these snakes I gotta watch my back

[PRE-CHORUS]
(Back)
Oh I gotta watch my back
Oh I gotta watch my back
Oh I gotta watch my (back)

[CHORUS]
Tell me you ain't fall too fast
All these secrets I want you confiding
Say you love me and that's a fact
Thinkin bout it when I'm inside it
That's no lie, I was out my head
So high but these clouds feel red
You try love me left when I bled
Had to hold my breath

hold my breath

idk where ur going<___<

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reach for a glass
the first of november (it hurts me to say)
caught in a gap
it hurts to remember (that nothing has changed)

what can i ask
that you won’t assume is in artifice
what can i have
what can i have

there she goes swaying low and caving on me
meanwhile i’m taken over
craving something

pissed off i’ve been really pissed off lately
pissed off i’ve been really pissed off lately
ground teeth
found an outlet but the cord won’t reach
i’m burdened with proof

shattered my hand
while dialing the number
it cost you your land
from sunrise to sunder (i’ll break it off)

so take it all, your skates, your cards
we’re way too far, the pavement’s gone
my frames that broke, your laces choke
my ankles roll, i’m out of control

pissed off i’ve been really pissed off lately
pissed off i’ve been really pissed off lately
ground teeth
found an outlet but the cord won’t reach
i’m burdened with proof

pissed off i’ve been really pissed off lately
pissed off i’ve been really pissed off lately
ground teeth
found an outlet but the cord won’t reach
i’m burdened with proof

shattered my hand

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i produced the drop >:#

lyrics

girl cant you see
(why does this happen to me?)
girl- cant you see?
(and everyone just looks at me and they'd be laughing and whispering)
everyone's laughing
(its just)
oh why is this ha-
(i cant catch a break)
ppening
girl ur distracting me
i'm calling up tiffany
cuz i know that shell listen
and i'm feeling vindictive
gotta run dat shit back 
hey!
why cant i stay sober
i don't know
yeah gotta keep my composure
before im- 
far too gone-
and yeah i pray to god-
that you’ll never know,
yeah, yeah, yeah, 
never know-

know me girl
i don't need it
if u want
show me girl
how u feeling
(feeling)
we can run away
u don't want me to stay
o e e e 
eeeeee
hold me till i'm breathing
(mm, ah)
tell me you can see it
(AHHHH)
people think i'm crazy
(and yeah girl lately)
i don't believe it

ah , everybody lookin at me and i'm done
if i die girl then what
(cant do this again!)
ah , and i know girl u look better in the sun
but i cant get out of my bed
without something to do
tell me girl what i gotta prove to you
we can go right back
but its overdue
overdue
tell me the truth
no its overdue
overdue due 
i'm so lost and terrified 
girl u know that i might cry
one more tab ill feel alright
blackmagic until i die

i cant lie i swear i've tried to
speak my mind 
oh a hundred times
you don't ever want to listen
does anyone care what i think?
oh my god
does anyone see what i see?
oh my god
does anyone get the feeling?
oh my god
people say im crazy
so tell me baby
yeah yeah do you

know me g-girl
i don't need it
if u want
show me girl
how u feeling
(feeling)
we can run away
u don't want me to stay
o e e e-e
eeeeee
hold me till i'm breathing
(mm, ah)
tell me you can see it
(ARE YOU WATCHING)
people think i'm crazy
(and yeah girl lately)
i don't believe it

say im crazy
tell me baby
why can't i stay sober
i don't know
do you hate me?
yeah that makes sense
so maybe
i don't believe it

call me crazy

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made for curbside discord server, skullish sample flip competition
I flipped the "toss 178 Dmaj" - sample by @skullish

shoutout balatro
https://open.spotify.com/track/3PUt4jZJXUBOq729TDUTAI?si=a36ca452adf549c8
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LYRICS:

Got impulses on my mind, oh
I've been tryna fight em
Tell me what I did wrong
I'm walking on that tight rope

You set the bar so high though
And I been tryna lay low
You more the devil than an angel
You threw away your halo
Not doing what you say, so

Think I opened my eyes oh
Don't think I'm wasting my time.
Do I really need you in my life?
And I don't know
(Just tell me babe what you want, I'll
Never see you in my life, again)

Say you just wanna catch up
I, think we're way too gone for that now

You used to look this way
You needed someone to fill the space
I can feel your strings they're getting loose not
knowing what you been up to, I
Don't wanna feel this way
And one day I'll forget your face
And then I'll take you off that pedestal
Stop feeling out of place

pedestal

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lyrics:

we both know that we don’t belong in the same world
i highly doubt the fact that we believe in the same girl
cuz whatever i’m lookin through the feed ain’t the real world
and whatever ur hoping to believe ain’t your real worth

do you stop to see
where your heart could lead
baby don’t impede
where your heart could beat

but i barley breathe
the air you need

impede

produced by nvrmindreid
everything else by me
love ya

lyrics:

i've barely broke in my boots
the ones i got when you were aloof
have you took a look at the news?
i've hardly kept it together
hide both my arms in my sweater
i told my brothers i wan do something new
but i just end up doing shit like before
i broke my hands off just to build a new roof
and for a moment i thought i saw shore

i place my cards down face up
scour my room for a quick buck
spend all that dollars that i had
on something that gon make me feel sum
say you're bothered by the past
so won't you go ahead and do something
say you're bothered by the past
so won't you go ahead and do some-
i wrap my arms round my waist
how many days will it take
i look at you in the face
and tell a lie what a waste
i feel the weight of my body
i'm too ashamed to look up
exhale the smoke in my lungs
and forget where i came from

have you took a look at the news baby
you're even prettier now baby
spinning in my head all around baby
and i can't seem to get you out baby

i've barely broke in my boots
the ones i got when you were aloof
have you took a look at the news?
i've hardly kept it together
hide both my arms in my sweater
i told my brothers i wan do something new
but i just end up doing shit like before
i broke my hands off just to build a new roof
and for a moment i thought i saw shore

breaking in

wait for you to try
go and read my mind
lately ive been kind
holding onto signs

is it too late to rewind
can we just go back in time
and i need you on my mind
can it stain until i die
let me stay with you tonight
and ill leave right when we fight
and i know that we cant hide 
til the morning after noon

wait for you to try
go and read my mind
lately ive been kind
holding onto signs

we can just sit around
its not like we talk much
and i know it's peaceful sound
but what are we bored of 
am i talking way too loud
even though we're nothing joyous
all the songs that we can play 
just to fill in empty voices

breaking in

spoder