produced by sai
some guitar done by me
cover art edited by ilxrrr (the goat)

//Lyrics
stars just aligned, bae
why you wont call in the night, I
couldnt fall in your light
but you're leaving no one by my side
see you crystal clear
throw away your fears
just make another story up
then give me some euphoria
your just too worried
i just cant focus (give me something in the night)
with your worries
my only hope is (i can get something right)
oh my god
oh my god
im so sorry
dont get me-

these stone walls just wont break down
only artist in my town, oh please
move on, move on, bae
move on, move on or i'll
walk off, anyways
wont fall, for anything, I
move hearts with a pen and page
i've thought through every maze
baby when you're around me it hurts
but when you're not its much worse
coast to coast love just wont work
now thinking bout what I
learned about honesty, you
said your done calling me but
we'll just see how we end up
only in intervals

oh, my, god
you just cant wake this up
you just cant wait for sum
you just done waiting in line
feel it around me i lost when you thought to doubt me it hurts
if you allow me ill erase everything about me from your head girl
wait not that part
what we said girl
wow we went that far
maybe my visions off but im not ready to let go
you gave us up, like wait one second we were so close
stars just aligned, bae
why you wont call in the night, I
couldnt fall in your light
but you're leaving no one by my side
see you crystal clear
throw away your fears
just make another story up
then give me some euphoria
your just too worried
i just cant focus (give me something in the night)
with your worries
my only hope is (i can get something right)
oh my god
oh my god
im so sorry
dont get me-

you're in a hurry
i just dont know yet (i just need a little time)
you allure me
i wonder whats next

crystal clear [p. sai]

NINETEEN w imnotvrycreative + zxtr (prod. TYRAZ + cat fight)

prod me

it's 30 degrees and
her shirt is see-through
her skirt's red from bleeding
her eyelids are blue
she burnt on your sneakers
her dirtiest secrets
reverted her features 
to try to be new

but is it what she wants
or is it all she's got
it isn't what she wants
that makes her body rot

linoleum floors kiss cold on your thighs
youll sit there and hold her close
wondering why oh why
is it so hard closing your eyes
youll wash them with soap but it wont turn time
dont try

they heard all her screaming
alerted the news
they'll turn all her sequens
convert it to views
dont care if shes real they
just care shes appealing
theyll swear it's convenient
she wont get to choose

linoleum floors kiss cold on your thighs
youll sit there and hold her close
wondering why oh why
is it so hard closing your eyes
youll wash them with soap but it wont turn time
dont try

linoleum floors

ascending (self prod)

had to start this year off with something different than usual, im hoping to drop every month :] i love you thank you for pressing play

crazy

Vocals by https://soundcloud.com/lizablaise
From the album "Portfolio", soundcloud.com/poisonedcheeto/sets/portfolio

please [with liza blaise]

prod @xodazed 
i produced the drop >:#

lyrics

girl cant you see
(why does this happen to me?)
girl- cant you see?
(and everyone just looks at me and they'd be laughing and whispering)
everyone's laughing
(its just)
oh why is this ha-
(i cant catch a break)
ppening
girl ur distracting me
i'm calling up tiffany
cuz i know that shell listen
and i'm feeling vindictive
gotta run dat shit back 
hey!
why cant i stay sober
i don't know
yeah gotta keep my composure
before im- 
far too gone-
and yeah i pray to god-
that you’ll never know,
yeah, yeah, yeah, 
never know-

know me girl
i don't need it
if u want
show me girl
how u feeling
(feeling)
we can run away
u don't want me to stay
o e e e 
eeeeee
hold me till i'm breathing
(mm, ah)
tell me you can see it
(AHHHH)
people think i'm crazy
(and yeah girl lately)
i don't believe it

ah , everybody lookin at me and i'm done
if i die girl then what
(cant do this again!)
ah , and i know girl u look better in the sun
but i cant get out of my bed
without something to do
tell me girl what i gotta prove to you
we can go right back
but its overdue
overdue
tell me the truth
no its overdue
overdue due 
i'm so lost and terrified 
girl u know that i might cry
one more tab ill feel alright
blackmagic until i die

i cant lie i swear i've tried to
speak my mind 
oh a hundred times
you don't ever want to listen
does anyone care what i think?
oh my god
does anyone see what i see?
oh my god
does anyone get the feeling?
oh my god
people say im crazy
so tell me baby
yeah yeah do you

know me g-girl
i don't need it
if u want
show me girl
how u feeling
(feeling)
we can run away
u don't want me to stay
o e e e-e
eeeeee
hold me till i'm breathing
(mm, ah)
tell me you can see it
(ARE YOU WATCHING)
people think i'm crazy
(and yeah girl lately)
i don't believe it

say im crazy
tell me baby
why can't i stay sober
i don't know
do you hate me?
yeah that makes sense
so maybe
i don't believe it

call me crazy

https://open.spotify.com/track/1ojLoF60ncEvTGQ62FJNeM?si=89a3e21f9ce84500

premiered live in los angeles on 7/5/25
original track produced by me and fortuneswan

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the less i know (VIP) 2025

thank you again, be ready for a lot to hear this year.

empty

produced by nvrmindreid
everything else by me
love ya

lyrics:

i've barely broke in my boots
the ones i got when you were aloof
have you took a look at the news?
i've hardly kept it together
hide both my arms in my sweater
i told my brothers i wan do something new
but i just end up doing shit like before
i broke my hands off just to build a new roof
and for a moment i thought i saw shore

i place my cards down face up
scour my room for a quick buck
spend all that dollars that i had
on something that gon make me feel sum
say you're bothered by the past
so won't you go ahead and do something
say you're bothered by the past
so won't you go ahead and do some-
i wrap my arms round my waist
how many days will it take
i look at you in the face
and tell a lie what a waste
i feel the weight of my body
i'm too ashamed to look up
exhale the smoke in my lungs
and forget where i came from

have you took a look at the news baby
you're even prettier now baby
spinning in my head all around baby
and i can't seem to get you out baby

i've barely broke in my boots
the ones i got when you were aloof
have you took a look at the news?
i've hardly kept it together
hide both my arms in my sweater
i told my brothers i wan do something new
but i just end up doing shit like before
i broke my hands off just to build a new roof
and for a moment i thought i saw shore

breaking in

prod simon m, patrick o'neill, and me

cold sweat
cold heat
hot hands
my bed
you in your dress
hot death
white teeth
hot mess
hold your breath
i wanna be near you (oh!) 
where you are
who you’re with
where you’ll go 
i don’t know (oh!)
you let me in
i’m along 
aperol (oh!)
I can see you for all
Hit the wall (oh!)
empathy is critical 

I’ll be where you are x3
and baby you can have whatever you like 
Where you are 
I’ll be where you are x2
and baby you can have whatever you like
You sent

get along
you look at me 
look like you know 
so pardon me now, if we don’t
I’m in the side room
in the back of the club for a breather till we get back on
gimme a light
I’ll get you something to roll 
you can’t interfere where you’re broke
hit with the fire
I’ll get you in for the low
And maybe we see how it goes
And I guess, that you’re doing it wrong baby
You’re giving it up like you’re dumb
But that isn’t fun baby 
You’re holding a whip, with your tongue
No pulling a punch baby 
They say that a girl is a gun
You could be the one,maybe 
you could have whatever you like 

anything you like 
just me and you with no delusions
and there, you’re right 
it’s just enough to over hear
in the air tonight 
you feel the crush
you feel the moving
it’s rare tonight 
and baby you can have whatever you like 

I’ll be where you are x3
and baby you can have whatever you like 
Where you are 
I’ll be where you are x2
and baby you can have whatever you like

hot death
cold feet
hot fuss
interest 
don’t act like it’s ridiculous 
it’s just 
the way that you move
and the way that you are
you know I really can’t describe 

I’ll be where you are x3
and baby you can have whatever you like 
Where you are 
I’ll be where you are x2
and baby you can have whatever you like

breaking in

spoder