spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5tAXiV5Ty4zKs0Bjd45qXr?si=075203ff1f204884

p. joshwa (@prodbyjoshwa)
mix n master by me
sc compressor is a pain
my best song, hope you enjoy

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making up some stupid shit that doesnt matter at all
i fucking hate it here, wish i was never involved
i swear i'll move across the country fucking hate it all
i swear if you were in my shoes you would just take them off
and it's not like i'm trying,
to be what you want
i cannot put up with lying,
or tell me it's my fault
so don't you dare look in my eyes and act like you're so appalled
i get hurt so many times, i guess it's all just my fault

breathe
why cant you,
see
that it's all a little too much for me
it's getting hard to breathe
can't do this constantly
oh you've been bothering me so,
breathe
why cant you,
see
that it's all a little too much for me
it's getting hard to breathe
can't do this constantly
oh you've been bothering me so,

don't give a fuck bout what the cost is
i've been feeling nauseous
laying in my bed and you would be the one to start shit
don't know where i fuckin' lost it
"what's with you and being honest?"
yea you told me it'd get better, and you motherfuckin' promised
yea i got this dream
that you were nowhere near me
that you would fucking fear me
look in my eyes so clearly,
fed up with you
yea you watch and reuse
how i fall apart,
and i don't know what to do so,

breathe
why cant you,
see
that it's all a little too much for me
it's getting hard to breathe
can't do this constantly
oh you've been bothering me so,
breathe
why cant you,
see
that it's all a little too much for me
it's getting hard to breathe
can't do this constantly
oh you've been bothering me so

breathe

https://open.spotify.com/album/3RSb91NSjdPRzSQPLhoTMR
prod: @prodbyjoshwa <3 
mixed by: @oroahh <3 + myself 
lyrics: 
 (dpf)
we dont talk no more 
but she told me that i could be a star
ive been working hard
she would be proud if i make it far 
ive been findin it crazy
seem like everyone hate me
wish i could pay to be happy
i kinda hate that im lazy
people think that im stupid
i always feel like im doubted
i kinda hate when its crowded
i wanna be alone
now my vision is blurry
i need you in a hurry
tell me when your back 
please dont call my phone
no, oh, tell me when ur back
please dont call my phone

(4cf) 
stop calling my  phone up
and especially don’t be texting me
I-
got
21 questions for you
all them why you repping me now?
playing games not meant for me
you said I won’t never be
half of like what I am now
but you rock with the POPSTAR
killing my energy
ok
this shit expected
i peeped your story you mentioned
but it was radio silence back then
i see yo intentions
talk to the wall like it listens
and take yo pride to the fishes
let it swim in
you got yourself to blame
if I’m being distant
ok you know why-

 (dpf)
we dont talk no more 
but she told me that i could be a star
ive been working hard
she would be proud if i make it far 
ive been findin it crazy
seem like everyone hate me
wish i could pay to be happy
i kinda hate that im lazy
people think that im stupid
i always feel like im doubted
i kinda hate when its crowded
i wanna be alone
now my vision is blurry
i need you in a hurry
tell me when your back 
please dont call my phone

(tsuyunoshi)
puff smoke inhale i cant see shit
fuck the ppl who said i wont ever be shit
time and time again, i been losing friends
and i don’t feel like making amends
all you bitches acting like u toxic
i dont want your love anymore, i wanna talk shit
dissing on my name, dgaf bitch
u steady thinking bout me, chase a bag 
time and time again, bitches acting like they fans
and i’m tired of seeing it, sippin too slow on arsenic
and i been feelin
i got my problems nowhere to go
everythings been feeling slow
i got my problems nowhere to go
everythings been feeling slow

stream everywhere!

addict (prod. joshwa)

@prodbyjoshwa

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sorry for the inconsistency lately I been traveling and it's been hard for me to put out music since I'm not at home, hope yall enjoy this one tho <3


Lyrics:

Its like your stuck in denial
2,063 miles
The cost of love aint a smile
The shit u do always vile 
2x

I put my back on the burner
I stuck my neck out for you
I had you above myself
But that dont mean nun to you
Ive been okay
Its like you always want change
Cant even look at your face
Its like a never ending race
Waste of time 
I gave you my life
You said we’d be fine
Its too late to try 
ur wasting my time its true
I dont want anything to do with you
So dont hit my phone when you say that we thru
Im so sick of the bullshit that you used to spew
Sleep dont fix this tired
You keep me so wired
I know that you trying but baby ive been trying harder
Can i have a minute 
Need someone to fix this 
Slept thru my alarms but i dont care about my image
I want something then i get it 
It took me years to admit it 
I dont want this to finish
Its fine 
Its re-ocurring in my head but its fine


Its like your stuck in denial
2,063 miles
The cost of love aint a smile
The shit u do always vile 
4x

denial (joshwa)

prod by @saiwai
mix/master by @lyrahhs
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lyrics: 
@lyrahhs
we've been fighting and fucking like every weekend
maybe im the problem im honest i got no feelings
im running out of time and the time is one of the reasons
so i am not the one for you
i may be stupid to let it go
but baby i cannot take no more
im just not ready for love

@dpf617
im not ready for love, but its okay
time move slow but we can make it faster
ur ex man still want you back
but we gone leave em in the past tense
and i know 
that you know
this is never what we wanted
and i know
that you know
this shit was gone happen

@lyrahhs
you walked out
i hope now that your missing me
cause i just want you to know
i moved down, too now, to the city 
and i am ditching my phone

we've been fighting and fucking like every weekend
maybe im the problem im honest i got no feelings
im running out of time and the time is one of the reasons
so i am not the one for you
i may be stupid to let it go
but baby i cannot take no more
im just not ready for love

@dpf617
i find it funny you gone call me on the late night
side piece now but this coulda been a date night
lemme know does ur man got his cake right?
big bag on me, i aint flexin for no reason
DOA i think im heading off the deep end
my trust is all gone, i got nothing to believe in
you gone party like every damn weekend
went behind my back i fell in love with a demon

@dpf617 & @lyrahhs
we've been fighting and fucking like every weekend
maybe im the problem im honest i got no feelings
im running out of time and the time is one of the reasons
so i am not the one for you
i may be stupid to let it go
but baby i cannot take no more
im just not ready for love

ready for love w/ lyrah (sai)

known you so long i wont fall for your tricks
i thought i was done now im all in the mix
you want to come along im not falling for this
at least not this time, cus i know better
but it's hard when youre so damn close to her
left a mark and i think i need to sober up 
already told you i dont want to open up

and i think i know why i cant sleep at night
trying to forget her but shes on my mind
know its for the better but its still not right

so you can say what you want
i know its all talk
i dont give a fuck im not answering your calls
want to take it back, youre so upset
i dont give a fuck you deserve what you get

did you think i wouldnt notice?
ive been here the whole time and you know this 
as of late ive been losing my focus
and now it's over, tell me what your motive was
i know it hurts and it's so damn tough
i dont want to talk cus youre so damn drunk
i know you think you can call my bluff, but baby im done

deserved (prod. pieper)

prod aftrr and maxwell4k
all plats: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/aftrr/sorry-not-sorry

lyrics: 
what u need
tell me its just me n u
maybe we could rendezvous
take u out then back ur room
ill see u soon
get a table just for two
i kno im not here for a long time
so tell me whats ur mood

im out in town like where u at?
dont get too close dont get attached
i spend my money make it back
my heart been runnin, livin fast
i whip it, dip in the mazi
shawty she tweak off the molly
in the club she thought she saw me
hate me, im sorry not sorry

money like manny but i aint no fighter
u still rockin Pandas, im rockin desiigner
bitch im a playa like word to luh tyler
i keep that beam on me, shoot like tie fighter
i keep that fye like a bic no lighter
dripped in all black let my chain shine brighter
aint no surprise, on my  grind, all nighter
did it by myself, need no help
im still self made
they said that im toxic
idgaf im well paid
she so bad 4 me but out of spite
i'll love her anyway
yo pockets falling apart
im sippin chardonnay 

bitch im the man of my city im finna hold it down
bp born and raised, for my fam ill turn they life around
gotta keep goin i dont think ill ever settle down
pretty hoe like how i do it she likin how i sound

im out in town like where u at?
dont get too close dont get attached
i spend my money make it back
my heart been runnin, livin fast
i whip it, dip in the mazi
shawty she tweak off the molly
in the club she thought she saw me
hate me, im sorry not sorry

drank, molly water
whole fit top dolla
oh all these lil boy they my son
im the shot caller
spend a bag, make it flip
double that, dont give a shit
spend a bag, make it flip
double that then take a flick

baby do u really need me?
when i talk to u, u dont listen, u only see me
idk, lmk if u really moved on
where to go, yeah u know, wya just reach me

(this last section is inspired by tyler the creator's pillowtalk remix :D)

im out in town like where u at?
dont get too close dont get attached
i spend my money make it back
my heart been runnin, livin fast
i whip it, dip in the mazi
shawty she tweak off the molly
in the club she thought she saw me
hate me, im sorry not sorry

SPOTIFY !

sorry not sorry

lately (prod. pieper)

yungspoiler beat

https://open.spotify.com/track/6etCzRbJ1l9hMi1X0OQSuD?si=609b87a56b0a42e7

broke down my door(all plats)

lyrics-

That's my bad,  oh my god 
you saved me from my thoughts
I wake up and now you're gone
I've never felt so lost
That's my bad,  oh my god 
you saved me from my thoughts
I wake up and now you're gone
I've never felt so lost

I guess that I'm lost without you 
but I don't want to go die young
I guess I'm growing older 
but I don't want to live that long
I, I don't
even know if you care about a thing
I guess that I've been so fucked up 
you told me its all up in my head

That's my bad,  oh my god 
you saved me from my thoughts
I wake up and now you're gone
I've never felt so lost
That's my bad,  oh my god 
you saved me from my thoughts
I wake up and now you're gone
I've never felt so lost

I think that I'm gon lose my mind
I just wasted all my time
I think that I'm gon lose my life
ill be dead damn, suicide
and ill be dead damn, not alright
and ill be dead damn say I'm fine

That's my bad,  oh my god 
you saved me from my thoughts
I wake up and now you're gone
I've never felt so lost
That's my bad,  oh my god 
you saved me from my thoughts
I wake up and now you're gone
I've never felt so lost(x2)

breathe

spoder