and i wanted to say this. im sorry for being such a terrible person all those years ago. ivent done anhthing to deserve your forgiveness, but not a day goes by when music itself isnt painful for me being as how awful i was to my favorite musician. 

The most beautiful day of the last ten years I fell for you, I fell into you, around a place somewhere real.  In any case, I'm running blue. Tongue-tied and strangled by what happened this month. A sweet martini moment, slapping me out of the bellows

of time. So many, too many questions and my throat constricts at a certain time of day when I am done running and the phone goes cold. I'm damn sorry and clueless about what I've done and what we might be missing.

give us a meaning that we cry out for and fight for so that we can compulsively explain ourselves, no matter how confused and dismantled we may become.

i havent heard this song in years and i still love it so much

Night time

virgin suicides

woke up now it's time for school
wash my face and brush my hair
put on clothes and tie my shoes
grab your lunch there's lots to do
another day another life
another place another time
last night had a funny dream
this boy i loved was next to me
we kissed until the night went blue
he kissed my lips and said we're through
another day another life
another place another time
but what am i to do
it's obvious superfluous 
it's what we'll do
i was counting on the two
but the lines run slow
you ask me why 
i just don't know
i used to know this girl from school
a pretty face and yellow curls
she smiled one day and said im done
then next day was a funeral
another day another life
another place another time
so maybe this is all a plan
you do what you've been given
but i've done everything they've said
still feel like i haven't lived
another day another life
another place another time

analytical doll face

mix and master @itsmegamega
prod @tobias

saw you on the first day of school
hi honey tell me what's your name
and the day was so blue
and the sky was so blue
darling why you always acting so shy
i never know the right loving words to say
he said, just stay
one more kiss and i think i could die
your heaven you were my perfect paradise
he said, you're mine
look in the camera
look in the green eyes
what can i do
i still see you even though you didn't stay
you're in my head you're running through my fucking veins
in all the places
in all these faces
and i'm still hoping i could find you in the stars
or on some stranger's lips or underneath these scars
i still love you
i'll always love you
and i hope you're happy up there in that faded sky
i hope i see you when i close my eyes tonight, oh i
i think i'm breaking
i think i'm breaking

shiver (prod tobias)

i'm lost at sea
don't bother looking for me
i'm lost inside
don't bother shouting
i'm dressed in blue
and heaven has never felt so close
i'm all dressed up in blue
and darling you've never felt so far
because i'm stateless
i'm nothing
i'm stateless
is that something
i'll wait here for you
i wait for no one

stateless

Beach Baby // Bon Iver

Were you ever listening?
Did you even care that I was stood by your side?
You seemed so preoccupied.
And are you really leaving?
Am I all the reasons that you want to go?
Am I overthrown?

But your bloodline
shows the warning signs.

Oh but woman
I’m afraid that I loved you
But I’m so glad
I fought
To be an afterthought
Just a stain on your memory

Did you really mean it
When you said that something had to change
I’ll abide
By the law you provide
Am I obsolete dear?
Am I just another notch on your frail heart?
Are we worlds apart?

But your bloodline
shows the warning signs.

Oh but woman
I’m afraid that I loved you
But I’m so glad
I fought
To be an afterthought
Just a stain on your memory

Oh and woman
I’m afraid that I’m falling
Back into your arms
But you’ve lost the charm
You’re asleep while I’m screaming
Screaming out.


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Night time

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