the surface of your reality is a deep blue sea

VIDEO: https://youtu.be/VoQTvMHKhMs

written & performed by teddybear
produced by jcam
mixed and mastered by jcam, teddybear & Adam Hanney
art by teddybear

@tddybrr

lyrics:

wait for me
you're always saying
wait for me
always saying stay
I can't be alone
clay for me
becoming what you say to me
then you turn back
to what I need most
saying sorry
that's not what I meant
I'm just worried
about you so I stress
and it hurts me
like don't you want what's best for me?
I say yes
and really all I see is 
red from the brake lights
just caught me in a moment
that memory is loading
I've never been this close
I didn't know how
I didn't notice
this coming into focus
this doesn't feel like home to me
you're aiming for the throat I see
constantly
whisper something while you hold me
just underneath
the surface of your reality's a deep blue sea
I know that you'll hate me
Oh how I live so free
all through the misery of me
don't thank me
just don't hit me up
don't thank me
just don't hit me up
she said fine by me
I know that you'll need me
after you live so free
all through the misery
baby when you see
just don't hit me up 
baby when you see
I can't love you enough
I know you'll hate me 
Oh how I live so free
All through the misery
All through the misery of me

you can't kill me in a way that matters

VIDEO

you can't kill me in a way that matters (p. jcam)+VIDEO

these xans feel like death but you bring me back to life
you make me feel alive
you bring me back to
with this poison in my body i won’t let you out my sight
i need you every night
won’t let you out my
itching like a crackhead im going through withdrawals
think they finna wipe me out like some poo inside my draws
mixing pills with alcohol but we don’t get along
act like nothings wrong
hit the narcan like a bong

ah ha ha ha
???

these xans feel like death but you bring me back to life
you make me feel alive
you bring me back to
with this poison in my body i won’t let you out my sight
i need you every night
won’t let you out my
these xans feel like death but you bring me back to life
you make me feel alive
you bring me back to
with this poison in my body i won’t let you out my sight
i need you every night
won’t let you out my
itching like a crackhead im going through withdrawals
think they finna wipe me out like some poo inside my drawers
mixing pills with alcohol but we don’t get along
act like nothings wrong
hit the narcan like a bong

kiddamo - Narcann (prod. phxlxp)

sleep w a semi aint pinching a penny
wont let her post pics of the car we in
u play that petty shit like the olympics
ill bury a bitch where the garden is
hollowbody branded opulence
try it but u couldnt copy it
ride thru the city the girl im w pretty
she give me a lil more confidence

sleep w a semi aint pinching a-
aye, aye 
sleep w a semi aint pinching a penny wont-
aye, aye 
sleep w a semi aint pinching a penny
wont let her post pics of the car we in
ride thru the city the girl im w pretty
she give me a lil more confidence

wait, i got roses in the back
way im sliding in this porsche they think im frozen to the track
ill find a u, u fumbled tho
not too high till im comatose
gen 5 on me, always close
hollow like a flock of crows

im wearing bape but my bitch in celine
if u wanna talk better get a subpoena
i got a hundred rounds next to a beam
state of emergency better call FEMA

i know i got a limit, ill just make the most of it
she block my number but she still watch when im posting shit

sleep w a semi aint pinching a penny
wont let her post pics of the car we in
u play that petty shit like the olympics
ill bury a bitch where the garden is
hollowbody branded opulence
try it but u couldnt copy it
ride thru the city the girl im w pretty
she give me a lil more confidence

sleep w a semi aint pinching a-
aye, aye 
sleep w a semi aint pinching a penny wont-
aye, aye 
sleep w a semi aint pinching a penny
wont let her post pics of the car we in
ride thru the city the girl im w pretty
she give me a lil more confidence

uber black (bloodcryy)

Racks out, she got her ass out
It’s been a minute since last time I’ve crashed out
I don’t even know now where I’m at now?
Yea smoke clouds I can hear the smoke loud 


Frank in the back of whip smoking clips again 
Eyeing the bitch ima get when I have millions 
Why Oh why 
Tonight 
Ur not by my side?
Oh why 
I smoke
July 
My eyes bright red and sore 
You know I love you more 
You know 
You know 


Raindrops from my eyes
I told you that I’ll stay here 
By your side 
Everything is perfect 
When your mine 
Everything is worthless 
When we die 

Raindrops in your eyes 
Tell me if you’re hurting tonight 
And everything is worthless tonight 
But damn it sure feels perfect when ur alright 

I love you 
I said I love you 
I said I love you 
I said love you


#luvflorent #2025 #sad #emorap #sadchill #biteki #heartbreak

never really gaf about new years (Bøjet)

feat. @sewerperson & @riverstreaming
produced by riverrrr

backbone w/ sewerperson & riverrrr

there's something i couldn't tell you , i promise i'll tell you now. (Michael Harrison)

summer's gone. (Michael Harrison)

SubaruDream (jaechii)

Fresh outta hell, still ain't getting over you.
I'll fight these feelings if it's what I gotta do,
you should know me better girl, I'm getting over you.
I don't like attention, but there's nothing I can do.

for you,

she done lost control, girl pick up yourself now,
you need to be alone, you can live with yourself yeah.
you be too deceitful, think you need help yeah.

its all the time
you so pretty but you evil,
its all the time,
I think you need help yeah,
its all the time,

please don't let me fall, forgive me,
girl you knew you look so pretty,
I'm still moving on, so steady for her,
back in California,
she think she gonna be a model,
hope it never works out for ya,

you'll be working at Sephora,

you can fiend now, 
coz baby I ain't see what you see, yeah.
I hope you get the message in your dreams,
you could meet the man of your dreams, yeah.

All The Time

lyrics:

girl tell me where you wanna go
i promise i could take you there and more than you could know
the messages you send they never pop up on my phone
the atmosphere has changed since last time you entered my home 

i know that you never cared
i called your phone 6 times you were never there
sending you a text feels like saying prayer
if you really wanna fight we could take it there


live a long life
stay a long time
tried to see the vision but its just not clear
live a long life
80+ years
tried to see the vision but its just not clear

80+ years
thats a long time
i dont really know if i could stay here
live a long life
stay a long time
i dont wanna stay in my house all year

live a long life
stay a long time
tried to see the vision but its just not clear
live a long life
80+ years
tried to see the vision but its just not clear

girl tell me where you wanna go
i promise i could take you there and more than you could know
the messages you send they never pop up on my phone
the atmosphere has changed since last time you entered my home 

i know that you never cared
i called your phone 6 times you were never there
sending you a text feels like saying prayer
if you really wanna fight we could take it there




there's something i couldn't tell you , i promise i'll tell you now. (Michael Harrison)

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