this so crazy bro I love this keep it up <3

produced by zoltar

guitars are from splice :3

lyrics:

there’s nothing more important than yourself
your tongue is slick and saying something else
i can’t say that i even wish you well
i hope the stones you left unturned are hell

i fed your appetite
i ran out of time
i can’t wait for this
headache to rewind
strung out on your bed
you’ve got nothing left
i bore witness to
things you never said

i’m never safe
but you wanna relate
trust me, you don’t want this
itch inside your brain
you think that i’m a fuck up
but i can’t retaliate
we both know you’re right so
why do you wanna stay?

i really hate
the way you try to berate
everyone who tries to get inside your brain
guarding yourself off will only punish ones who stay

forget all the rest
i’ll go back to sleep when i’m dead
you wanted me open and honest 
but now i’m stuck lying with every breath
i’m sick of this world that i’m in
indulging in cardinal sin
waiting for another window 
so i can insert myself in

but let it be known
i’m doing this under duress
i vacated all of the premises
you can be certain that it’s in your head
you said i’m not going nowhere
do you even realize i’m there?
i’m ready for whatever comes next
my blue eyes are catching your stare

i got that envy and it’s building tall
search for a pill just to kill the withdrawal
make up your mind, please, once and for all
i hope that i don’t come off too banal

there’s nothing more important than yourself
your tongue is slick and saying something else
i can’t say that i even wish you well
i hope the stones you left unturned are hell

banal

feat. @claudesdiary
prod. dercept x jkei
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.
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.
.
(lyrics)

im runnin fast in my forces
i said something but i dont think that its important yeah
i felt some things but i just think that i ignored it
i couldnt smell a thing cuz of the white that i just snorted

im runnin fast in my forces
filled with cracks like some porcelain
i made some racks and i just balled em up and torched them
lookin at my past there was a couple of misfortunes

-claude-

im finna get me a bag
why they gon tell me its bad
i needa get them racks fast
no we ain’t gon make it back
im finna put that on my life
someone come get me high
roll it up touch the sky

i was always on my fuckin knees being treated less
do u understand a single thing? has it been making sense?
don’t tell me that it’s over
don’t tell me that it won’t hurt

i was always on my fuckin knees being treated less
do u understand a single thing? has it been making sense?
don’t tell me that it’s over
don’t tell me that it won’t hurt


:')

porcelain feat. claude

[LYRICS]
this is the end of the nightmare it’s the end of the curse
you’ll understand when i’m dead

i’ll close both my eyes
with the ghost of you
go from park to drive
i lived a wonderful life
and as i’m kissing the stars
just like i did with your scars
they taste much better than you
she’s so much better than you

yeah she’s the ghost of you
she’s glowing off the moon
darling can’t you see
that it’s meant to be
oh i’ve been getting fucking wasted under the moon light
it’s like the harder i try
the fucking deeper you bite
oh i’ve been praying to god
to get you out of my mind
call me crazy could you end me?
call me crazy could you end me?
cause life without you is no life at all

i’ll close both my eyes
with the ghost of you
go from park to drive
i lived a wonderful life
and as i’m kissing the stars
just like i did with your scars
they taste much better than you
she’s so much better than you
yeah shes the ghost of you.

thank you to everyone who has supported me this year. u guys mean the whole fucking world to me. I had many ups and downs this year. I made and lost friends, but still music is what drives me even when im at my worst. <3

WONDERFUL LIFE

WONDERFUL LIFE [dollatega]

produced by mix

https://open.spotify.com/album/63yzdAg14jbopbCC1xCnSi?si=UbgFj3qxSgCvR-MNVJG2GQ

enjoy <3

lyrics-
but why? why is it we have to be so afraid of 
𝚍𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚑?
are we only alive because we dont wanna die?
i wonder.. does something good ever come from 
𝚕𝚒𝚟𝚒𝚗𝚐?

throwin words out there who do you think you are?
send another text bitch betchu get a new scar
talk alot of shit for someone as small as you
leavin me behind and now your actin brand new

he dont even know, i put on a show
watch his ego grow, now he lyin on the floor

the more that you try the more that youll die
turn around slowly and look me in the eye, yea
talkin all this shit boy you aint tough you should quit
ill burn you to the ground man you wont make it out of here

he don't even know, you're repulsive and it shows
hes bleedin out slow, i watch his life go

𝚍𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚑-

i watch his life go-
go
go a-a-a-a-a-a

oh oh oh a-a-a oh
ah-ah oh a-a-a oh
bleedin out slow
𝐆𝐎-

the more that you try the more that youll die 
𝖒𝖎𝖝
turn around slowly and look me in the eye, ye
talkin all this shit boy you aint tough you should qu-
ill burn you to the ground man you wont make it out of here 

i wont fall, not so soon
i wont fall, not so soon
im past it all, through the universe
im past it all, through the universe

ONCE AGAIN IM AT THE TOP
I LOOK TO MYSELF WHEN ALL GOES WRONG
AND I TRY TO COPE WHEN I WRITE THESE SONGS
I KEPT TO MYSELF FOR OH SO LONG

ASCENDING NOW LIKE I SHOULD
TRY TO STAY CLOSE TO THE EARTH
FIGHTING ALL WAS IN THE PAST
REPULSIVE SOUL, WENT THROUGH ALL AND NOW IM LAST

repulsive

prod. flesh x chris6lair x taurs

lyrics:
i don't like to stand out
i don't understand how
i keep moving on
running circles in the madhouse
treading when it's shallow
scared of my shadow
roam into the fog
no i don't know where 

i've been going
and i know i get lost a lot
but i'm on my way home
if it all goes wrong
would you wanna be safe from harm?
would you lock up
give it all up?

i know i'm not what you thought i'd
be at this point i've become
more myself than i had ever dreamed
so why don't you fuck off
i remember everything you said
i've been screaming at myself to give it up and let it rest
i've been at it so long
when i redirect it won't last long
i reflect what i couldn't get
what i'll pass on

so much on my plate
gotta finish what i started up
throw it all away
if what i made ain't what i wanted to
think i need a break
then i'm lying wide awake
i don't wait, i won't hesitate
i can't pull the brakes

yea i'm stuck
i'm in go mode
i do not know what to do
should i slow down?
not my tempo, let go
but i hold on when it's ice cold
i can't wait to warm up
what a nice goal

redirect (flesh x chris6lair x taurs)

yona x @grasior prod @xona

"yona"
spiral through
past the bend
cant see anything with the glare in my lens
to for close
ill make amends
so ill set you aside and take my chance to ascend

step onto the field
WATCH THE GROUND SPLIT IN HALF
twitching in my eye,
HAVENT SLEPT IN DAYS MAN
force myself out of bed,
EVEN WHEN I CANT
muster up the courage,
GHAUL OR STRENGTH

"grasior"
i would lie to cross away with you
how many losses for a blood moon
weeks spent in a lonely hue
wake up i hear your fate is soon

heard you whispers now i cant let go
keep on climbing oh your a coward no?
fall apart the only thing is hope
you keep on talking with nobody home

who do you think you are
talk behind their back like they never go far
seasons change in your head
when you keep talking about
how cold the air is how cold the air is

keep on talking hard like you'd never go far
i've been wondering if you know who you are
you keep on living life in your fantasy world
how true (x2)

ice breaker w/ grasior

prod me (dawsin) :o


lyrics :

(i love you)
(im just calling to say i, its me)
(do you really think you can handle this?)

@dawsin :
oh gosh it seems that i have fall again
she just looks so cute with her black cardigan
and i told her that we both should be celibate
but she don't listen she's a whore and that's the end of it

it's been years since i left my home, yea its complicated
my friends all left me behind, it all seems correlated
HUMILATED, THATS HOW I FEEL ON A DAILY BASIS
IM TRYNA GRASP MY LIFE BACK BUT IT ALL SEEMED TO FADED

(if i stay quiet, it'll be okay)

@pneuma :
why am i still stuck on every little single thing u do?
girl you’re such a narcissist that everybody sees thru
everybody sees thru
you, you
no i do not wanna talk im done with all ur petty lies
ounce of stress out of my way it travels down her neck and spine

@dawsin :
if u wouldve text me back then maybe u could be mine
but ill let u decide whether to fuck off or stay in line

im locked in, ready to knock this bitch out
try to put the blame on me with that dirty mouth
you dont know what ive been thru
it shows u have an issue

(your gd right, i am the one who knocks)
(go)

take away my pain, cause i dont wanna live no more 
(hush)
take away, every single thing i ever owned

@pneuma :
gotta isolate swear im getting sick of it
lookin in ur eyes all i see’s a petty bitch
huh
never thought that it would have to come to this
just reflect and look at all the wrongs u did

@dawsin :
try to put the blame on me with that dirty mouth
you dont know what ive been thru
it shows u have an issue

reflect w/ pneuma

thank you to @seenyona for helping me write.
produced by grasior
<33

lyrics -
talk to me
make me bleed
silence keeps
holding me
falling apart is just another day
remines of the stupid shit we'd say
who do you keep when no one ever stays
battling life yet not a single gaze

but maybe life would disappoint
cause no one ever sees your joy
pilling up with emotions
does the fact you sit alone bring you omens

cause no one ever sees your joy
does the fact you sit alone bring you omens

talking to loud
feeling so found
girl your dead to me
piercing their skin
hearing them scream
so emotionally
flowers to frown
I'm so over it
messing shit up
so you cant come home from this
you keep on talking like its 
never been before yah
paralyzed in those white lies
wonder if this is this end for me
guess common sense is nothing
but fallacies to you

but maybe life would disappoint
cause no one ever sees your joy
pilling up with emotions
does the fact you sit alone bring you omens

cause no one ever sees your joy
does the fact you sit alone bring you omens
-----------------------------------------

flower petals ✾

omen

produced by zoltar

lyrics:

i know i'll find another way
to feel like a whole person
i need a thousand extra days
to conjure some encouragement
size me up for now
i think i'm fiending for some sentiment
could you show me how
to make good impressions so no one forgets?

you don't wanna see me when i can't get the words out
i push away the people that i care the most about
i don't even mean the shit that comes out of my mouth
i can't help but feel like everyone is out to get me
wreck me
people love to test me
acting like i'm not worth the dog shit that they stepped in
i really hate all the people who never listen
the ones that talk a lot of shit then just act like a victim
you think i'm flirting, i'm not
i got a head full of thoughts
i'm sweating bullets and i'm starting to develop a cough
i waste away in my room
bite at my skin 'cause of you
i'm better now, but honestly, that shit was just fucking rude
how could you leave it like that?
no care for who you attract
you oughta thank your false god that these teeth can retract
i'll sink them into your knee
destroy support underneath
because i'm going for the jugular, i'm never at ease

i'm never at ease...

stop
wait 'til i'm gone
i know you're aching for something you've lost
preaching to some
get through to none
what is the point of explaining myself
when everyone listens to somebody else?
wasting my breath on the anger you held
it's all my fault and i reap what i sow
you fooled me once now that's twice in a row

knee

[LYRICS]
i been tryna get on
headlines headlines 
but im frozen like a deer in front of headlights 
and i wanna make it clear that nothings alright 
seems like everything i feared is right by my side 
oh i swear to god it’s like they’ll never notice 
talk to me like i’m some sort of bonus 
im nobody you’re nobody important 
all the vices that i carry make me dormant 

i’m feeling a rush going right through my blood 
then it disappears and it makes my body numb 
i’ve been feeling so vacant and i’m still patiently waiting  
i’ve been fucking up my life for no reason drugs and pretty faces my weakness 
praying night and day oh jesus 
ill accept the last resort when hell freezes 
oh i cant simply forget it 
i’m just a low life a peasant 
and i would kill just to get it
a life that i’d never step in
thats why im tryna get on

headlines headlines
but im frozen like a deer in front of headlights 
and i wanna make it clear that nothings alright 
seems like everything i feared is right by my side 
oh i swear to god it’s like they’ll never notice 
talk to me like i’m some sort of bonus 
im nobody you’re nobody important 
all the vices that i carry make me dormant

HEADLINES

HEADLINES [happytears x fxckyeahako]

prod by me

lyrics - 
switch round
dread to another feels home now
holding your life by line drown
the shit that you do got my ears frown 
slow down
why so panicked your heart skips a beat
thinking your one whos in need
hush
dreaming what it could've been
but the name considered a sin

saying how I'm worthless
sit and look around
you put me trough the dirt
with not a single sound
maybe I should
talk it out
all your friends would listen
look at where it got you now

post some shit you should delete it
everyone is silent hold your secret
what's the point no one believes it
what's the point you need a reason

you got me on the floor
fuck around you see the war
these locks are intertwined
look at me you should resign

what's the point of it
oh so independent see what you just did
another level your just killing me
I just want to see inside your head this is blasphemy
-----------------------------------------

flower petals ✾

Worthless

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HEADLINES [happytears x fxckyeahako]

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