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Echoes Starve Here

a multi-lingual song about someone in love with another and knows it's wrong but won't leave them.

I Should renounce you (multi lingual ver)

La Vaca Mariposa (Re-constructed)

La vaca Mariposa tuvo un terné
Un becerrito como un bebé 
¡Dámelo Papaito! dicen los niños, cuando lo ven nacer
Y ella lo esconde por los mogotes, por que ella sabe la suerte de él… 

La vaca Mariposa tuvo un terné
La sábana le ofrece el reverdecer 
Los arroyitos, todos le llevan flores, por el amanecer 

Y los pericos van, y el gavilán también 
Con frutas criollas, hasta el caney, para el! 
Y mariposa esta, que no sabe qué hacer 
Por qué ella sabe, la suerte de él… 
La suerte de él… 
Mariposa esta…
Que no, que no sabe que hacer…

Written by: Simón Díaz, UNK. 

Massive Shoutout to “Waves” for the beautiful production of this track.

La Vaca Mariposa (Re-constructed)

Can You See(Prod.hisohkah)

mini wheats are good when they turns into mush

Mini Wheats Are Pretty Good

recovered all my old tracks from 2012-2016 because my laptop broke last year. AND NOW WE BACK MOFUCKAS, we takin back to 2015 when i was in high school talking about coping with my grandfathers death, trying to finish school and dealing with a abusive relationship at the time. hope you guys enjoy

lyrics:

when i was a youngin i wanted to play baseball
just runnin those bases while my pawpaw was smilin
now my heart is divided cause right now he ain't here
he died last year, and i still ain't got over it.
yo my face filled with tears. when i heard the bad news
he said it's only the rain, it'll be over soon.
i learned alot from him right now he ain't right
under this mask that i wear, the only color is blue
and i'm a failure i know you see it

yo.. right now i'm not passing high school, graduation my be delayed, i can't get a diploma with a 1.8 GPA im sorry momma
i can see the dissapointment on your face
im sorry momma
i wish i was a better son but
hey, im gonna make it out, but am i gonna stay whole?
i'm trapped in these self doubts.
my teachers say Elijah, please be realistic this music shit is just a dream.
go graduate and go visit a fucking community college and be hopeless when finished, and then go live out your life blindfolded with no direction, but hey i get it
we work a part time job just to get a little money thinkin thats our future life we stubborn with the teen's perspective that you're supposed to swim in an ocean of failure and depression, you're envious of others askin all them niggas questions like


HOW YOU MAKE IT OUT?
YOU AIN'T GOT A CAR
HOW YOU GET AROUND?
YOU AIN'T GOT A JOB MY NIGGA
HOW YOU SAFE AND SOUND?

i never understand because im not optimistic
they told me to make a plan B but you know i never listen
tell em it's "build or destroy and it's my decision"
and i'll find a way to fix it, if i make a mistake
you should've seen the fucking look on my face.
when the white folks clapped their hands while i performed on the stage
but when i went home i stayed in my room until late, and i wonder if fame will be my fate and will tomorrow be the date that i pass away?

life is funny will i pass away tomorrow?

i'm dancin with the devil till im starin at the dirt
life is funny, i always laugh at her
she's really sensitive, i can't get too mad at her
cause you know afterwards, there ain't no after her.
if you know what i mean
i mean you live, you got your dreams, things aren't really there as you see
the depressing part it's so hard to achieve 
you start to burn your own jersey and start leaving your team
you gettin desperate like it's do or die
you're stationary like you crucified
friends ain't friends no more you're un-unified 
so you say fuck it, i might as well commit suicide 
but you don't love it

when i decide to sign off, and it's my turn to settle down, i won't return, promise that you will dream about me
promise that you will dream about me

(interlude with my granny)

i made some fucked up mistakes
i wish a time machine was real so i can rewind the tape
stress and depression got me
caught my soul, wiped the grin off my face
cause im a failure and a liar i get it
tell your friends that i said it,
that your boyfriend's pathetic, and he's ugly as fuck.
and cosmetics won't get him to a attractive nigga 
bashin my own damn genetics, but aye im grateful i said it.
my heart should be broken, like a mirror in shards, why don't you just OD and die nigga, it isn't that hard, take a pill and then snooze
drown the candy with booze, too bad i always stay sober, i never win i just lose, i never win i just lose.
bought a new necklace. the "noose"

im a good for nothing son a bitch and my life don't een matter
hurt me back, keep repeating that pattern, sometimes to get rid of pain i wanna load up on drugs, but im just kidding inside.. what i want is a hug.

why am i in my feelins why am i in my?

you shouldn't be without me

you a pussy nigga elijah

kill yourself

im sorry momma (feat. granny) prod. knxwledge (2015)

ImYoBitchTuxedoMask!
art by @itsbubblegum

Ali_Must_Die X Lil Polearm - TuxedoMa$k [Prod. By Skel]

hey guys i'm feeling much better lately <3 
artwork done by my homieee (i just added the orange square)
follow her IG: artsy.faartsy
&& Twitter: @DominicaDean1

lyrics:
would've never imagined you leavin me
i shouldn't have assumed you were mine 
when you werent
it felt just like magic
you next to me
i shouldn't have assumed we were one 
when you left it hurt.
oh it hurts babe

(it hurts so damn bad)

LEAVIN ME

I knew i wasn't able
took 20 years
but now my fuckin demons have a seat at the table
and i agree with their fables
i got ropes on my wrists
to the arms of a chair
plus some scissors to my hair
i got a- god damn nother rope diggin at the skin of my ankles
this shit ain't fair
i juggle between self conscious and self aware
i struggle to comprehend its impossible to compare
i guess this is growing pains at last
but i felt since 13 guess i was growing too fast
i started smoking weed when i was fucking 17
and then i got popular cause niggas found out i sing
but then i realized 
niggas ain't as real as they seem
my brain made out of glass that shit shattered my fucking dreams
so i took that feeling 
and hid it behind THC
but i was smoking way too heavy
life looking like DVDS
searching for some TLC thats all i fucking needed
tryna find some fucking family time up on my twitter feed
but i ain't succeed
thrash around my bed at 3am 
wonder why i can't sleep
asking where my smile?
guess the vileness done melted my teeth
hoping i don't fucking feel this way when i turn 23
hoping when my kids grow up they wont be like they DAD
idk what challenge face me next
i hate silence in a room that shit makes me deaf
awkward round my parents it's like we ain't even met

LALAH

@jikanpapa
@kyaruok
@mattyomusic
@akamaruxoxo

masked man (masked man & maru backing vocals):

if she wanna leave, if, baby i dont care
because i hit it right there. (uh huh) said i hit it right there (uh huh)
if she wanna leave, if, baby i dont care
because i hit it right there. (uh huh) said i hit it right there (uh huh)

jay squared (jay squared & maru backing vocals):

passion makes me concentrate when you move my way
you make my pain go from the highest highs way down to valleys
thats low
you know
how i'd show my love for you 'less you walk right out that door i
PRAY
that i wont go down to that place
PRAY
that you'd just
STAY right WHERE you ARE

masked man (masked man & maru backing vocals):

if she wanna leave, if, baby i dont care
because i hit it right there. (uh huh) said i hit it right there (uh huh)
if she wanna leave, if, baby i dont care
because i hit it right there. (uh huh) said i hit it right there (uh huh)

kyaru:

if you - if you - if you
wanna leave
then baby - run out fast
heart made of gold
don’t mind if I crash
out on your couch
yeah I fall, break like glass
mac said it last year
but last year seems forever in the past
on my dash written - are the XO’s
existential crisis in my garden, tryna tip toe
writing stupid letters to my exes
ain’t the memo
but If you wanna walk
ain’t no telling where my neck go
don’t let go

masked man (masked man & maru backing vocals):

if she wanna leave, if, baby i dont care
because i hit it right there. (uh huh) said i hit it right there (uh huh)
if she wanna leave, if, baby i dont care
because i hit it right there. (uh huh) said i hit it right there (uh huh)

matty owens:

hit it right there on a leather couch wit a comforter
muslin, thread count the number under a hundred sumn
hit it all night never sleep I’m a rubbish slumberer
finish this take a tired wiz sluggish dumbledore
said wanna humpty dump we can crumble skunk
we could kick it, just like brrrum pa pum
get into something dumb
if the moon and sun can come than maybe they ain’t the only ones
rip the tee, hit the green, mission get in the hole in one

matty owens (matty owens & jay squared backing vocals):

i'm cray
cray cray over you and the thangs that you do
like damn
i been buzzed cause its been a light year
bae don’t leave lemme hit it right there

masked man (masked man & matty owens backing vox):

if she wants, if she wants to, if she leave
because i hit it right there. (hit it) said i hit it right there (hit it)(uh huh)
if she wants, if she wants to, if she leave
because i hit it right there said i hit it right there. (uh huh)

composed & arranged by masked man. x

love poem w/ jay squared, kyaru, matty owens & maru

come talk to me:
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Track listing:
[一] 0:00 - flashback
[二] 1:56 - audi.
[三] 3:20 - stick
[四] 5:30 - ouhh 
[五] 7:33 - miss u
[六] 9:00 - breathin
[七] 11:04 - sippin wok
[八] 12:54 - 50K IN JAPAN
[九] 14:56 - embassy
[十] 16:56 - flex (w/ @ariosemusic)
[十一] 19:16 - magic
[十二] 21:08 - attention
[十三] 23:07 - SQUARE UP
[十四] 25:28 - chotto matte
[十五] 28:18 - drank
[十六] 30:58 - blue (w/ @eisubeats)
[十七] 32:40 - needed me (w/ @aimeansluvv)
[十八] 35:44 - 10 frky
[十九] 37:43 - lonely christmas
[二十] 38:57 - jiggy
[二十一] 41:31 - precious
[二十二] 43:27 - sardines
[二十三] 45:18 - snowfall
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I've been working on this for about a year, and I've decided it's finally ready to be put out there!

I hope you enjoy this tape <3
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Happy holidays!

~jodabeats

MERCH

prisma

bedroom waltz

it feels so simple
lovin' always
it feels just right
i can't explain it

sample from splice

can't explain it

stream

Masques III - Let It Go

keeping my guard up
wont help no one
steer away from close ones
in fear of judgement
wish i could fly away
go somewhere else
but no matter how far i go
i still land in myself
i see sunbeams from your eyes
gleaming down on me
in your absence i hope you're still proud of me
maybe im too young to worry what comes after me
i wonder where spirits go
i wonder if they flow there
casually

we're the same
you and i
the same blood
the same blood.

Go Somewhere Else

maru.

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