(all platforms)

packed up
smoke a blunt
and im leaving
i got addy in my cup
and im geeking
they don wan to turn up
they just tweaking
u don even wan to show up
get deleted

u said im mad
idrc tho
they run away from the halo
i just spend my fuckn racks on u
it rly ain shit to me i get my pay up

i hate myself
n i wudn even wan me to
im in hell
take a picture i wud crop me too
i been chillin w a mac
i been chillin w a 2
i aim it at my head
i just don know wat it do

im upset 
i resent u
pissed off, out the back door he get kicked out
down bad but i flip another brick now
don understand wat ur sayn giv me lip now
im w tera n we cause a #riott
ksubi jeans on me she wan ride itt
i was screamin 'fuk class' im defiant
im jus countin dum racks, sit in silence

im with kurse we start a riot
if he talkin down
kill that boy in silence
u not goin up yo shit is trash stop trying
i cant give my trust to nobody cause they lying
but i dont mind it
i keep shit to myself yea cuz i dont really care
cant keep on takin the blame yea i dont think its fair
its a never ending cycle its like going up the stairs
always hittin up my phone u need to get up out my hair
yaaa
she said im her hero
but i dont wanna save her
cant u see im busy i be runnin up the paper
now i cant see straight all i see is vapor
i dont wanna talk so just wait ima see u laterr

packed up
smoke a blunt
and im leaving
i got addy in my cup
and im geeking
they don wan to turn up
they just tweaking
u don even wan to show up
get deleted
im w tera n we cause a #riott
ksubi jeans on me she wan ride itt
i was screamin 'fuk class' im defiant
im jus countin dum racks, sit in silence

#riott w/ tera (oiwa, okmax, surgeon)

@kurse11
@breakupbreakdown

Lyrics : 
money down
its gon get up 
but do we do it better?
red dot look like henna
bullets gon take that boys head off- o- uhh

i knew it but i aint say shit 
if the plug a doc, im the patient 
since i took my words n i ate them
like i knew it but i aint say shit
ha
i dunno y ur hating 
is it too hard 2 move on when u couldnt find a replacement 

im a downer
i ikeep it pinned on my browser
stand on my money i tower 
still nothing for an hour
imma downer
n theres hella things i cant tell u
if i say it out loud then it sound worse 
but everything u said i doubted 
i dont trust u
they said she gon play u
n u take that shit 4 granted 
everything i never gave u 

n i still love the old u
but i cant love u now
n u can take the air from me, its ok ill drown
u been telling lies on me
whats that all abt?
keep on saying its my best interest 
thats sum shit i down

and u like 2 run ur mouth
well i can run it 2 
kiss n telling shit abt me 
but we dont talk bout u
i was tripping over hoes
i almost said that i do
i hope ill find someone better, thats anyone but u 



forget about it
ik that ur scared about it
no reason 2 be afraid
i try but i cant refrain
try to fix 2
cuz imy
wats the issue
n i wish that
was the last time
that i kissed u
bag that
give a fuck about
wats the price tag
my way
know i love it when u do it like that
i fell in love w tha fraud
i jus bin stackin my dough to the wall 
i start the car but i stall
everytime i come around her im a downer

Downer w/kurse11  (Breakupbreakdown)

@ihateukidu <33

oh oh (time cant fix this broken heart)
oh oh (why cant we just restart)

im getting tired of covering up my lies
they just dont know how i feel inside
and everyday its getting harder to try
and you know i just dont wanna let go
to what we had you know its getting hard to let go
it makes me sad but i guess i have to move on

and inside i just feel feel so hurt
time wont heal, time cannot fix my heart
nighttime wish upon a star
and inside i just feel feel so hurt
time wont heal, why cant i just restart
time cant fix this broken heart

oh oh (time cant fix this broken heart)
oh oh (why cant we just restart)

you knew what you mean to me
and when i close my eyes i swear its you i see, wait
w-w-who knew that you would leave
my heart is torn into pieces no i cant believe, it
cant trust no one
im done
done believing your lies
wont give my love
my love
keep my feelings all inside

and inside i just feel feel so hurt
time wont heal, time cannot fix my heart
nighttime wish upon a star
and inside i just feel feel so hurt
time wont heal, why cant i just restart
time cant fix this broken heart

oh oh (time cant fix this broken heart)
oh oh (why cant we just restart)

notice - karson + owtiss

mastered by me & we mixed our vocals
featuring da bro @terastic <3
produced by @y4ndere + @h1yori
[chorus]
as the leaves fall i look into your eyes
when you cry i die from the inside
you lie just to make me feel like i matter
when you break my heart it will shatter
its like i'm in a fantasy dream
i question if she really wants me
love pumping in my bloodstream
my heart beats too out loud it screams
[verse]
i wish i could go back home
sitting here in the dark alone
i wish our stars would align
but something doesn't seem right
you and i
i and you
can't be mixed
just like blue
it can't work
cause our love isn't true
[tera]
tears falling again n again
is it even worth it?
know ur not stayin till it ends
keep on hittin my phone i dont wna make amends
i cant focus on u cz im gettin to this bread
jus hit the bank ima cash out
im poppin way too many pills i might js blackout
i keep on tryna make it work im not gon back down
i try my best bby i try not to act out
i cant let u in my heart
i cant give u my trust
dont wanna talk to u cuz u doin too much
it was all pretend it was nvr true love
gave u everything i had i regret it so much
[chorus]
as the leaves fall i look into your eyes
when you cry i die from the inside
you lie just to make me feel like i matter
when you break my heart it will shatter
its like i'm in a fantasy dream
i question if she really wants me
love pumping in my bloodstream
my heart beats too out loud it screams

tears fall

on spotify >.<

tears fall + tera (yandere x hiyori)

20/01/24
haven't done a solo in a while so i had to drop dis :D
shoutout @starboyrob @aria1k dey too swaggy
hope yall enjoy

lyrics:
(too far, i cant see)
(im with my bros, my team)
(he cannot hang with me)
(headshot, no scope, killing spree)

too far, i cant see
he gotta pay a fee
im with my bros, my team
he cannot hang with me
and on the count of three
headshot, no scope, killing spree

too far, i cant see
he gotta pay a fee
im with my bros, my team
he cannot hang with me
and on the count of three
headshot, no scope, killing spree

yea we on a killing spree now
he talkin down but he do not mess with me now
keep on talkin shit now ur gonna get a beatdown
rockin with some swag, ive been feeling quite elite now

dat boy he a bot yea he built jus like a drone
yea he keep on talkin down he get hit up with the chrome
wake up in the mornin yea i jus wanna be left alone
yea she hit me up, all her texts are all up in my phone

i jus wanna let go
i be stackin dough the way u be stackin legos
ive been with my bros yea we've been here from the get go
posted in japan yea we posted in the metro

like idk what to tell u
big ass blade got me feelin like im youmu
yea im posted with the crew, yea we stay tru
yea we posted with that scope we aimin straight thru, yea yea

too far, i cant see
he gotta pay a fee
im with my bros, my team
he cannot hang with me
and on the count of three
headshot, no scope, killing spree

too far, i cant see
he gotta pay a fee
im with my bros, my team
he cannot hang with me
and on the count of three
headshot, no scope, killing spree

spree (starboyrob + aria1k)

produced by me
additional production by alt0 (@outfed)
featuring alt0 and crusafix (@1crusafix)

[@v2nthan]
you know i read all ur texts
(that's sumn u already know)
you know that i try my best
but i can't do this alone
and i could throw all my feelings away
but it's wont feel the same
(i'm weak i can't go on)
i feel grateful everyday
feel the sun up on my face
and u say u wanna try but u still end up bein late
i could have terrible days
but i'd still end up feeling great
if u wanna start a problem you can say it to my-
no i don't care bout ur ass
i'm movin on so imma leave it in the past now
and u can tell me that i'm trash
but i got some bigger problems then u and idk where to go

[@outfed]
n i can't sleep yet
watch the seconds reset
all the things that she left
i meant everything i said
only thing u did right 
took the time to think twice 
it defeats the purpose when u lying everytime
could never feed into ur bullshit
and u know this
it's gettin to the point i think she notice
i'm on my own shit
yeah, keep it a buck for me 
babe would u die for me
it ain't that important i don't want you in the first place

[@1crusafix]
smoke that blunt like a menthol
i don't wanna talk cuz i'm pissed off now 
skirtin off in a rental
flexin shit that u do not own
boy you a clone
im with the gang yeah we on go
i cannot think i'm movin slow 
i got a k takin his soul
i got some money and i need some more 
one of the greatest i'm one of the goats
he wanna play but he turned to a ghost
run up on him and i made his ass fold 
walkin wit me get with the drum
run up on us and im takin u down

@v2nthan
and i try so hard just to fail again
it tears apart, no i can't do this
and i tried my best just to figure this out 
but nothing will change unless i move on
no i can't move on
i'm way too far gone
why'd you take so long 
noticin something's wrong
i can't fix this ur my problem
too many thoughts in my head i'm goin insane

everyday

all plats (ᵔᴥᵔ)

everyday w/ alt0 & crusafix

https://open.spotify.com/track/6dT0a5McywD5bNFpJDaS0I?si=8ed7201a58324df5

@h3artch3rades prod me

lyrics:

[victxrw]

oh my god how have we got here?
i cnt sleep sound, when ur not near
so hold me tight like how u hold her
or every night feels a little colder...

cuz u can be my remedy with everything u say
nd maybe u can make me feel tht everythings okay
i did everything i could 2 make everything stay in place
then i think abt ur face nd then my stomach starts to ache
yea my stomach starts to turn and flip
yea my life is like a sinking ship
we align just like a full ecplise
nd ur words break my bones just like with stones and sticks

[h3artch3rades]

that's the perfect exit
trying not to exist
you still feel my presence
feel it with no pretense
you still want my essence
love for you is different
your love's not equivalent
so we should keep our distance

i cant stand the dissonance
inner thoughts keep listening
you're far away from innocent
that's not a good precedent
so i can feel it pressing in
cuff my hands and take me in
feel it like my loose lips
the same ones that can sink ships

[victxrw]

oh my god how have we got here?
i cnt sleep sound, when ur not near
so hold me tight like how u hold her
or every night feels a little colder...

cuz u can be my remedy with everything u say
nd maybe u can make me feel tht everythings okay
i did everything i could 2 make everything stay in place
then i think abt ur face nd then my stomach starts to ache
yea my stomach starts to turn and flip
yea my life is like a sinking ship
we align just like a full ecplise
nd ur words break my bones just like with stones and sticks

Stomach Ache ft h3artch3rades

featuring @remiliaxd 
prod. @attachxd x @m2monroe

𝔞𝔨𝔞𝔰𝔲𝔨𝔦:
love's a game it’s all digital 
and i can’t feel a thing at all 
and you know i’d sell my soul 
just to even see you at all 

crying in my pillow at night 
thinking about you and i 
and i don’t want us to fight 
id rather have you lie 

and idk how to act around u 
can u pls tell me what you’re thinking 
does it have any meaning ...?
do you still love me too </3

and i don’t wanna get too attached
and idk if you think of me like that 
i might just have a heart attack 
if u don’t text me back 

and i really don’t wanna fuck things up !!!
but that would be just my luck :(
to ruin everything ...
now it all means nothing

and idk how to act around uuu
yeah you need to tell me what you’re thinking !
i dont know what ur hinting
what if u love me too :/

𝔯𝔢𝔪𝔦𝔩𝔦𝔞:
i can't look back again
u we're the missing part of me
play pretend, and it really does break my soul
heart hurts </3
and i'm sorry but idk
but i can't change the fact the past is set in stone

i let it go, i let it go, i let it go !!!
heart hurts and it's cold like the snow >.<
it's not u
but i don't think that it's working now
promise that i tried, but i don't think that it's working out

i tried, but it never ever works
"stay alive," but i know it's gonna hurt, i know 
heart froze
i'd never do you like that, keep that stuff in the past 
moving on like oh

but it never ever works 
moving on, but our love is like a curse, i know
i know, lost feelings, let it go
yeah i was fine, but now i'm better on my own :(

said i was gone
said i was done but i'd do it all over
you were the one
you were the one who told me to get closer to u
i know
i know that we both are gonna go make it through
it's not u
but i'm so sorry to say that it's over for u

i let it go, i let it go, i let it go
but our love is like a curse, i know

𝔞𝔨𝔞𝔰𝔲𝔨𝔦:
and idk how to act around u 
can u pls tell me what you’re thinking 
does it have any meaning ...?
do you still love me too </3

and i don’t wanna get too attached !
and idk if you think of me like that >_<
i might just have a heart attack 
if u don’t text me back....

you and i

you and i w/remilia (attachxd x monroe)

@victxrw
@ogpichu
@bazington
@sensuku

[arid]
i dont even think that we were done
i dont wanna feel it in my lungs
u dont even care im like "so what"
every word every note that u sung

i know u do it all for me
i dont wanna look at u hear ur apology
yea every other time it was hard for me to know
i dont wanna see u on this road
i swear i seen u a thousand times
left me in the cold i wonder why
all of this decay inside our lives
i dont wanna push it to the side

[victxrw]
i think i jus fall in love 2 fast
i just wnna feel what we used 2 have
i dnt think i have what it takes 2 last
so maybe u can show me different

ill listen... (ill listen, listen, listen, listen...)
cuz the distance doesnt change a thing ill fix it
i still think that the love is existing
does that make me crazy for wishing

(i dont care if u think tht im crazy, i only long for u.
i hope u dont forget abt me as long i sing all of these songs for u.)

[pichu]
if we go on like this
i dont think i wanna be with u anymore
noway im gonna fight this
theyll come back to me when i score
i was on the floor bleeding my eyes out everybody watching me
i pray to a lord i dont believe in yes im pleading for my saviour

apology w/ victxrw + pichu [baz + sensuku]

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