Featuring @luvlxckdown <3
https://www.instagram.com/luvlxckdown/
https://www.twitter.com/luvlxckdown
Produced by @shatter3d
www.instagram.com/prod.shatter3d/
www.youtube.com/c/Shatter3d
Produced by @prod_death
https://www.instagram.com/prod.death_/
https://www.youtube.com/@death0

on spotify >.<

taste death w/ just a kiss + luvlxckdown (shatter3d x death)

first song with my bestie @valberrie ^_^
prod by twizzy @jichuuu <3
prod by @default1player aswell
we wrote our own lyrics
we mixed our own vocals
mastered by me ofc
[hook]
who knew one mistake could ruin something
you took my heart then started running
you always trynna make everything less blunting
took a pain killer and theres still no numbing

i think the cupids trynna trick me
i don’t got much time the clocks ticking
your hearts way too toxic its sickening
you and the devil is way too fitting

[valberrie]
all these signs and I cannot even read them 
all the talks and conversations why don’t u just keep them 
I don’t even know if u really like me like that 
I should stop wasting my time or im just gna be all upset 

who knew that id 
do this for u 
I can’t believe that what they said would turn out to be trueeeee
I cant stop the way I feel it makes me feel nauseous 
all i can do is hope that u even love me back 

all I do 
right now 
im waiting for u 
ur the only one I want and u know they all can’t compare 
right now I can’t feel a thing my whole mind is empty 
all i can do is hope u even love me back
[hook]
who knew one mistake could ruin something
you took my heart then started running
you always trynna make everything less blunting
took a pain killer and theres still no numbing

i think the cupids trynna trick me
i don’t got much time the clocks ticking
your hearts way too toxic its sickening
you and the devil is way too fitting

no time left

no time left + valberrie (jichu x 10shi)

pray 4 for my best friend </3
mastered & mixed by me
produced by @recyclexbin & @jolst
[hook]
i don't wanna go back and feel like i'm always falling
i'm under attack just waiting for the angels calling
i need a savor
i forgave her
cut me with a razer
you ripped me up like paper

i'll see you later
fix your behavior
i don't hate ya
i want you to do better
[verse]
oh fuck this i’m off it :/
took a pill flying like a rocket ;-;
all this drama just stop it!
(i know you want my attention)
but you won't get it even in another dimension (i know you want my attention)
i'd hate to distance myself
but i gotta work on my health
(and u r not gonna help)
you're always wishing for my death
can i just take a breath!? (and u r not gonna help)
[hook]
i don't wanna go back and feel like i'm always falling
i'm under attack just waiting for the angels calling
i need a savor
i forgave her
cut me with a razer
you ripped me up like paper

i'll see you later
fix your behavior
i don't hate ya
i want you to do better

angels calling

angels calling (recyclebin x jolst)

mastered by me ^_^
we mixed our own vocals hehe
featuring ma friend @yuzue c;
produced by my homie @shatter3d & @1tcyxo
[hook]
she said she wants me gone by tomorrow
so many people left not many left will follow
took too many drugs oh well already swallowed
toxic bitch toxic shit made my heart hollow 
can’t close my eyes without drowning
too many days since i started frowning
when i pass away you'll get what you wanted
every other day my heart starts pounding
[yuzue]
i can finally see it
so don’t u lie to me
and all the problems 
i don’t need 
why don’t u see
from the start 
yeah 
i hate to fall in love
from the start 
yeah 
i hate to love
with you
so let me go 
cause I don’t need u anymore
u broke my heart 
when I’ve had it for so long
[hook]
she said she wants me gone by tomorrow
so many people left not many left will follow
took too many drugs oh well already swallowed
toxic bitch toxic shit made my heart hollow 
can’t close my eyes without drowning
too many days since i started frowning
when i pass away you'll get what you wanted
every other day my heart starts pounding

heart pounding

heart pounding + yuzue (shatter3d x tracyxo)

first normal pluggnb song >.<
shoutout the bros @ilysean & @prodjayysoul for the beat <3
follow @user-241106459 and support bro when he drops <3
mastered by me (ofc)
we mixed our own vocals
[akayai]
chilling with the wolf pack feel like @angelino1k
chilling with @souls0ciety at a casino
bad bitch in my dms i think shes filipino
choppa too hot for you like a jalapeno

chilling with @breakupbreakdown from afflicted
hid the crimes that we commited
everything we do can not be scripted
i’m not who you think i am so don’t get it twisted 

(incoming @valberrie calling me a haze clone jk ily bestie)

me and @yureiclub yee we gonna show up
everywhere we go they scream @7inheaven7 yeah they know us 
pull out the scope yeah
we going around the globe yeah
only thing i know that there is all hope for us
[mika]
no, i’ve been here before 
but last time i didnt know 
no, i cant let this go
i’m going in with all my bros 

what can i say? wasn’t ready for this last year
but that was then, never knew that i could get here
heaven sent, though i swear the devil lived here
but i got i hope, you could see the stars from down here

ya ive been in the backseat waiting for the last 3 years 
no, no one’s gonna stop me, i don’t wanna stop me, dear

i promise i’ll be there, i promise that we’ll be 
everything we wanted, yeah i swear it’s not a dream 
it’s not 1 for 1, there’s too much just for me
i’m not eating good unless i’m eating with my team  <<<3333333333

around the globe + mikas (ilysean x jayysoul)

mastered + mixed by me
produced by @kuriyai443
[hook]
yeah i want you but i can not have you
it hurts me you believe that i would stab you in the back
theres another world with a future we could of had
theres blood on my carpet my skin has been slashed

i apologize that i got you in this mess
its ok girl everyone is full of regrets
theres a lot i wish that i could confess
but i can't which is why there is so much stress
[verse]
i don't think you understand it (oh)
i gave you my advice and you wouldn't take it (oh)
i been up all night you gave me some real damage (no)
this is a hard fight but i think you needa manage (oh)
to let go
you're one of the few i let my feelings show
i can't function from head to toe
you ignored someone that went down that road
but if u want u can go

but thats if u wanna yeah
not solving your problems ye x2

its like everytime atashi wa konnichiwa ^_^
like why the fuck you watashi o nikumu?
yeah i lost some feelings
but i'ma regain them
just stay around
so i don't refrain em
[hook]
yeah i want you but i can not have you
it hurts me you believe that i would stab you in the back
theres another world with a future we could of had
theres blood on my carpet my skin has been slashed

i apologize that i got you in this mess
its ok girl everyone is full of regrets
theres a lot i wish that i could confess
but i can't which is why there is so much stress

you went the other way

you went the other way (kuriyai)

mastered by me :3
we mixed our own vocals
hope yall enjoy this song with my twin @ri4h <3
produced by @kuriyai443
[hook]
you been taking shots at my mental
i thought love was suppose to be gentle
now i just feel stuck in the middle
your words do more then just tickle

i hate to move on
there must be something i must improve on
i always had to check what you approved on
you always at my neck like you're a noose ugh
just please just move on
[ri4h]
i can’t do it no more
what do you want from me?
you’re leaving me sore
i can’t help it
i can’t take it
my heart is breaking
our love is fading away
i got nothing to say
when you run her way
but I need you to stay
but I know things won’t change
unless I find a way
to you to you
oh what do I do?
when I can’t have you?
when I can’t have you?
[hook]
you been taking shots at my mental
i thought love was suppose to be gentle
now i just feel stuck in the middle
your words do more then just tickle

i hate to move on
there must be something i must improve on
i always had to check what you approved on
you always at my neck like you're a noose ugh
just please just move on

stuck in the middle

stuck in the middle + ri4h (kuriyai)

mastered by me <3
we mixed our own vocals
featuring my homie @rans0m <3
produced by @shatter3d + @prod_dxvi + @bazington
[hook]
i like being alone because of my social anxiety
all the lyrics in my songs is my personal diary
i think i'm starting to get love sick
you're a wizard not falling for your tricks
you took my heart and crushed it into a ditch
my brains malfunctioning i think you made it glitch
[rans0m]
i don't like your company
we are finished why you keep on dragging it?
took too many pills don't know what is happening
i always do it wrong you're always getting mad at me
wake up i don't wanna go on
they hate us but they're gonna grow on me
i won't take it back now
i won't take it back now
[hook]
i like being alone because of my social anxiety
all the lyrics in my songs is my personal diary
i think i'm starting to get love sick
you're a wizard not falling for your tricks
you took my heart and crushed it into a ditch
my brains malfunctioning i think you made it glitch

lovesick

lovesick + rans0m (shatter3d x dxvi x baz)

big cypher with some of my frIends ^_^ (tysm for the support recently)
thank you guys for being apart of this ily <3
@rewind214 @222bino @valberrie @law16lie @29cengi @1kidsora @lifegiverr @lukebike @breakupbreakdown @mis4ortune @sawlvy @ilyexotic @nvrfallen @noahsuri @bloodl3ak @alrunaxo @xternalz @sshiro @user-241106459 @i6neiru @gloomed
mastered by me ofc c;
s/o @gaugemountedthisone for mixing lukes vocals <3
s/o @tzunahmie for helping out aswell <3
s/o @yureiclub + @souls0ciety <3
prod @metisxx + @ton_bo0 <3
timestamps:
0:17 - 0:51 (me)
0:52 - 1:08 (rewind)
1:09 - 1:25 (vin0)
1:26 - 1:43 (valberrie)
1:43 - 2:00 (lawlie)
2:01 - 2:17 (cengi)
2:18 - 2:34 (kid sora)
2:35 - 2:52 (etterna/life)
2:53 - 3:09 (lukebike)
3:10 - 3:26 (breakupbreakdown)
3:26 - 3:43 (mis4ortune)
3:44 - 4:00 (sawlvy)
4:01 - 4:18 (eczotic)
4:19 - 4:35 (nvrfallen)
4:36 - 4:50 (noahsuri)
4:51 - 5:26 (bloodl3ak)
5:26 - 5:43 (alruna)
5:44 - 6:01 (xternalz)
6:01 - 6:18 (shiro)
6:18 - 6:35 (mika)
6:36 - 6:52 (i6neiru)
6:53 - 7:09 (gloomed)
7:10 - 7:44 (me again)
lyrics will be on genius or sum too much text smh

talk about it cypher

talk about it cypher + rewind, vin0, valberrie, lawlie, cengi, kid sora & more (metis x tonari)

i tried something different 
mastered by me <3
we mixed our own vocals
featuring one of the ogs @noahsuri <3
produced by @whereisnomu ^_^
[hook]
yeah, you always complained i was never enough.
you turned me down everytime i tried showing you love.
you never pulled me through you would always shove.
what will you do when i decide to give up?

i swear everytime you call my phone i get anxiety.
leave me alone, writing thoughts in my diary.
it's too dark can someone shine their light on me?
i bet you never once even thought of me.
[noahsuri]
i think you never once even thought of me
quit playing baby what you want from me
pick up the phone yeah im falling to me knees
when im reminded of you i feel so weak

i really hate seeing old memories 
cuz everytime i do my mind cant compete
yeah all i wanna do is get back on my feet
but its so hard if you push away from me

i really like u but u push away, u dont feel the same at all
you were the part of me i wish that never left
you were the part of me that i never had

and thats why its so hard to let go of you
but i know the right thing for me to do
i feel weak without you
i dont wanna be without you
[hook]
yeah, you always complained i was never enough.
you turned me down everytime i tried showing you love.
you never pulled me through you would always shove.
what will you do when i decide to give up?

i swear everytime you call my phone i get anxiety.
leave me alone, writing thoughts in my diary.
it's too dark can someone shine their light on me?
i bet you never once even thought of me.

the wounds you left

on spotify  >.<

the wounds you left + noahsuri (nomu)

mastered by me & we mixed our vocals :)
featuring one of da ogs @jichuuu
happy early birthday gift for jichu <3
produced by @recyclexbin & @lewisgoing
[jichu]
swear wid all dis emotions
I could keep on going
I feel nervous, when u smile
i just bout 2 show it
n I b sweatin ur so fine
got me overflowing
just thinking bout da both of us
make me think Im floating
yeah, wish I could talk 2 u normally
yeah, wish I could show u the best of me
yeah, wish I could tell u that I like u
den u gon ask me why
its cuz ur just u
[akayai]
theres so much love in my heart
but its overflowing
i feel nervous when u smile
it has me floating
theres heart on my eyes
but u just don't know it
i get jealous cause of u
but i just don't show it
yeah, your love and affection it gets me going
yeah, the way your hair moves when the wind is blowing
can't stop staring at your eyes i need to focus
me and jichu really care but we just ain't show it
[jichu]
swear wid all dis emotions
I could keep on going
I feel nervous, when u smile
i just bout 2 show it
n I b sweatin ur so fine
got me overflowing
just thinking bout da both of us
make me think Im floating
wish I could talk 2 u normally
wish I could show u the best of me
wish I could tell u that I like u
den u gon ask me why
its cuz ur just u

overflowing

overflowing + jichu (recyclebin x lewisgoing)

(more solos soon <3)
mastered by me & we mixed our vocals :)
featuring my twin @prodjayysoul <3
produced by @soxxinger + voiceluvv :D
[hook]
she wanna facetime oh yeah
singing all my lines oh yeah
she be on my mind
but a waste of time
seen it in the first sight oh yeah
going on a flight
fuck all her night
turn off the light
not trynna fight
shes so excited
baby don't be frightened
sometimes i think we should get back together
but i’m still griefing so what i say it don't matter
you're still in my head so don't be flattered
our love don't match you're so confused your mind is scattered
[jayysoul]
yea i been so confused cuz girl you did me wrong
i couldnt believe you, 'cept calls all in my phone
now that youre here stay for a while
im poppin pink im poppin blue girl im so high
i cannot stop thinkin about you 
why cant you just enjoy the view
got purple im sippin on blue
yea i got them bands they aint new
i really just wish i knew
(jayy moaning into my ear)
[hook]
she wanna facetime oh yeah
singing all my lines oh yeah
she be on my mind
but a waste of time
seen it in the first sight oh yeah
going on a flight
fuck all her night
turn off the light
not trynna fight
shes so excited
baby don't be frightened
sometimes i think we should get back together
but i’m still griefing so what i say it don't matter
you're still in my head so don't be flattered
our love don't match you're so confused your mind is scattered

facetime

facetime + jayysoul (wintfye x voiceluvv)

tysm for the support recently and ty for 700 <3
mastered & mixed by me
produced by @voiceluvv <3
a song about what happened a few weeks ago lol
[hook]
you say that you hate it you asked why i did that
when you left the door i started getting the bag
i bet when you hear this song you gonna regret that
i had already moved just like a html tag

i gave you so much love but i ran out of the mag
its not my fault that you became this downbad
my heart is drowning but you wouldn't understand that
you got a new man can't watch or else i'll get dragged
[verse]
yeah i admit it i fucked it all up (oh yuh)
and i would do it again
i'm sick and tired of you
and your friends
cause yall think yall so much better
posting your new man but you know i made you wetter
somethings holding me back i don't wanna upset her
this pain clinging on so much pressure

talking to the devil and the angel on my shoulder
this headache hurts so much it weighs the same as a boulder
i waited long enough just to have to push her away
push her away
for my heart to decay-
[hook]
you say that you hate it you asked why i did that
when you left the door i started getting the bag
i bet when you hear this song you gonna regret that
i had already moved just like a html tag

i gave you so much love but i ran out of the mag
its not my fault that you became this downbad
my heart is drowning but you wouldn't understand that
you got a new man can't watch or else i'll get dragged

regret that

regret that (voiceluv)

mastered by me & mixed by me & datealyfe
produced by @kuriyai443 + @n4zzz :3
[hook]
do you want some flowers?
i can get that for you
i can get us a table 4 2
i don't wanna move onto something new
but it seems like you moved on too soon
I can't keep acting like i'm not needing
if you don't want me back i'll make sure you believe it
if you still got my number can you delete it
just because i got ur text don't mean that i seen it
[datealyfe]
I saw your text I didn’t wanna reply
I just gotta know If I’m your only guy
left me stranded here, you want my heart to die
you may think me dead but I’m very alive
you’re dishonest and I can see that
whatever you want me to be I can be that
taking trips to you but no you’re never free yeah
If I ever sent a love song, then you can delete it
I’m defeated got me feeling stupid
my hearts for you got me feeling cupid
what we have baby I don’t wanna lose it
tend my broken heart cause I don’t think I can use it
[hook]
do you want some flowers?
i can get that for you
i can get us a table 4 2
i don't wanna move onto something new
but it seems like you moved on too soon
I can't keep acting like i'm not needing
if you don't want me back i'll make sure you believe it
if you still got my number can you delete it
just because i got ur text don't mean that i seen it

flowers

flowers + datealyfe (kuriyai x zan)

the first single off my ep "love war"
more solos soon i promise
mastered & mixed by me
produced by @d1a6lo & @1-vtmns <3
[hook]
you never check if i’m alright
swimming in my own blood late at night
open the door if you're prepared what you'll find
cut my neck open with the sharpest knife
splattered blood all over the wall
shattered glass on the floor full of alcohol
i'm just someone you can't get back
thats what happens when the emotions attack
[pre~verse]
my memorys fading its fading away
can't remember the times when we would run and play
don't reminisce the past and wish you stayed
these are the consequences you have to pay
[verse]
i know i'm the one that you mainly hate
i know i'm the one that you didn't dream of today
物乞いをするのが嫌い
もっと上手くできたはず
even if you don't love me i'll always want you
and since you killed me i'll also haunt you
this is the love war i couldn't win
you look like the devil with that fucking grin
they only ask me what i'm gonna do next
i don't know i ran back to my little hole when i got her text (oh yeah..)
何をすればいいのか分かりません
i don't think the love war would of started if i knew
[hook]
you never check if i’m alright
swimming in my own blood late at night
open the door if you're prepared what you'll find
cut my neck open with the sharpest knife
splattered blood all over the wall
shattered glass on the floor full of alcohol
i'm just someone you can't get back
thats what happens when the emotions attack

my own blood

my own blood (dia6lo x vtmns)

the second single from my ep "love war"
mastered by me & mixed by us
featuring my twins @222bino & @v4nity <3
produced by @voiceluvv + @nova1k + @rexiroh + @cloudbxy1
[hook]
waiting at the door for your heart
please just let me in
i'm sorry for last time it won't happen again
i know my words won't make the amends
but i'm trynna let you know we should be more than friends
i'm not trynna let you go
your hair dye hitting the floor
your pills falling out the drawer
don't know why you won't let me save you
you're turning this into a love war
if i act out it's gonna turn into gore
you are the reason my heart is still tore
how you with him and you give him way more
you would crumble up my feelings 
and send me straight to the mourge
you'll find me dead from drowning in the gorge
[vin0]
kiero q seamos algo mas
no kiero a nadie mas
mi corazo t pertenece a ti nomas 
mirame q estoy para ti
i dnt want any other girl
so bby lemme pls stay wit u
bby i dnt want to lose ur love
cus uk that i need u
i cant live witout u 
kedate no m dejes
sabes t voi amar
[v4nity]
girl i know that you dont really care about me
but you should know that i would still die for you gladly
up late at night thinkin bout girl you and i
i know things they aint been right
but you know that im not movin on
you know we're goin to war again
fightin bout love again
needing you til the end
im not giving up again
know that you're my best friend
know that you're mine 
and im not givin up until i win the war
[hook]
waiting at the door for your heart
please just let me in
i'm sorry for last time it won't happen again
i know my words won't make the amends
but i'm trynna let you know we should be more than friends
i'm not trynna let you go
your hair dye hitting the floor
your pills falling out the drawer
don't know why you won't let me save you
you're turning this into a love war
if i act out it's gonna turn into gore
you are the reason my heart is still tore
how you with him and you give him way more
you would crumble up my feelings 
and send me straight to the mourge
you'll find me dead from drowning in the gorge

love war

love war + vin0, v4nity (voiceluv x nova1k x rexiroh x cloudbxy)

the third single from my ep "love war"
i turn 19 sunday ^_^
mastered by me & mixed by us
featuring my bro @pw4prez :3
produced by my brother @jichuuu ily <3 
[hook]
i look into your beautiful eyes
and think i’m in a fantasy dream
i look into the wonderful sky like
damn you are so beautiful to me
do you love me? i need to hear you say it
my hearts tied up by a rope so its not decaying
the entire time it was supposed to be us 2
i lay in my bed all day thinking of you
[sochi]
i told my broo we gon be okay
gotta move forward to them better days
said ima luv u, evenifitsfake
i gotta make it gotta find a way
wit my bros
i stay where i belong
(yea yea ima make it to the top)
yeah i dont really wanna go alone
stop hittin my phone
stop talkin to me, u should jus let it go
all these voices, in my head
i cant get em out wish u could be here with me instead
yea theres no point in trying, i cant get out of my bed
manipulated me, said u were there before them...🤦‍♂️
[hook]
i look into your beautiful eyes
and think i’m in a fantasy dream
i look into the wonderful sky like
damn you are so beautiful to me
do you love me? i need to hear you say it
my hearts tied up by a rope so its not decaying
the entire time it was supposed to be us 2
i lay in my bed all day thinking of you

beautiful

beautiful + sochi (jichu)

we just been having fun ;p
we made another hard song
mastered by me & mixed by us
featuring my bras @luvlxckdown + @ilyexotic <33
produced by @prodelxnce + @viinssoo

redemption

redemption + luvlxckdown, eczotic (elxnce x vinso)

the final song on my ep "love war"
tysm for all the support
mastered & mixed by me
produced by @kashik05 & @n4zzz <3
check out the new collective me and my friends made @bitchimwasted :o
tag by @2adore
[chorus]
thats the one book that you wrote me in
you hate me so now the walls are very thin
you hate me so now you wrote him in
i’m bleeding out from what you did
how could you look straight into my eyes
and tell me you prefer the other guy
well i prefer the other girl
shes bright as a pearl
i just wanna give someone my world
[hook]
i got her out of my head
it feels like we won the love war
now that you seem to be dead
my body no longer feels torn
[verse]
rip out the pages of our memories
her voice ruins my mentality
feels like i'm running in and out of reality
the impossibility to be part of sociality
just let me breathe out
i just wanna sleep now
it will take awhile for us to get our love on lockdown
its just so beautiful to see
as my own blood falls down the ceiling
and thats the end of the story
[chorus]
thats the one book that you wrote me in
you hate me so now the walls are very thin
you hate me so now you wrote him in
i’m bleeding out from what you did
how could you look straight into my eyes
and tell me you prefer the other guy
well i prefer the other girl
shes bright as a pearl
i just wanna give someone my world
[hook]
i got her out of my head
it feels like we won the love war
now that you seem to be dead
my body no longer feels torn

closing in

closing in (kashik x zan)

we back happy late new years
something different, kinda a bipolar song
mastered & mixed by me
(some no lifes decided to take 2 of my songs down)
produced by @violetxx9 + @1800-youhaveaproblem
[chorus]
if i was to be honest 
i seen way better than this
remember the time when
we had our first kiss
took down my songs
thinking that it would hit
all i care about is me 
and my bitch
you said you gang but
you ain't prove that
took a drink to replace
all the bad
i'm a rockstar u can't replace
what i have
2024 full time on 
i'm gonna be back
[verse]
heres one thing you didn't know
half of my friends turned fake so i turned into a ghost
so many switched up at once so i turned off my phone
i've been titled as the one guy whos prone
"gotta kick em off his throne"
"never did what he was told"
"better leave that nigga alone"
shoutout my day 1 @prodjayysoul
shoutout my og @222bino
its so fucked up to live like this
but i can't go so i'll just live in a abyss
oh, oh
[verse 2]
i been living the better days
need her reassurance that i'll be okay
can you explain how i digged my own grave
i would never dip em just to feel safe
so keep my name out your mouth
shut up you're being too damn loud
i'm on stage and ur in the crowd
you're a fan so i'ma laugh at you now
i had to make my circle smaller
less distractions so i can work harder
[chorus]
if i was to be honest 
i seen way better than this
remember the time when
we had our first kiss
took down my songs
thinking that it would hit
all i care about is me 
and my bitch
you said you gang but
you ain't prove that
took a drink to replace
all the bad
i'm a rockstar u can't replace
what i have
2024 full time on 
i'm gonna be back

honest

honest (violet x diordown)

mastered by me & we mixed our vocals
featuring da bro @terastic <3
produced by @y4ndere + @h1yori
[chorus]
as the leaves fall i look into your eyes
when you cry i die from the inside
you lie just to make me feel like i matter
when you break my heart it will shatter
its like i'm in a fantasy dream
i question if she really wants me
love pumping in my bloodstream
my heart beats too out loud it screams
[verse]
i wish i could go back home
sitting here in the dark alone
i wish our stars would align
but something doesn't seem right
you and i
i and you
can't be mixed
just like blue
it can't work
cause our love isn't true
[tera]
tears falling again n again
is it even worth it?
know ur not stayin till it ends
keep on hittin my phone i dont wna make amends
i cant focus on u cz im gettin to this bread
jus hit the bank ima cash out
im poppin way too many pills i might js blackout
i keep on tryna make it work im not gon back down
i try my best bby i try not to act out
i cant let u in my heart
i cant give u my trust
dont wanna talk to u cuz u doin too much
it was all pretend it was nvr true love
gave u everything i had i regret it so much
[chorus]
as the leaves fall i look into your eyes
when you cry i die from the inside
you lie just to make me feel like i matter
when you break my heart it will shatter
its like i'm in a fantasy dream
i question if she really wants me
love pumping in my bloodstream
my heart beats too out loud it screams

tears fall

tears fall + tera (yandere x hiyori)

mastered by me & we mixed our vocals
featuring da brodie @xxomm <3
produced by @5is + @user-733302066
[hook]
i’m so done
you can rip out my vocal cords
pull the trigger to your gun
my bloods all on the floor
i'm so done
you can burn up my corpse
i don't want it all to catch up to me
my nails dig in the ground desperately
[xxomm]
no i dont wanna fall again
i know i cant take it
all that shit it feels so #wasted
i feel so misled
but i cant face it
no, no
rain on me bitch no i cant take it no more
cant believe that all i ever wanted was your love
gave you all i had and you still went back on my trust
gave you all i had but it still wasnt enough
no ill never be enough
sick and tired of your love
i really thought that i fucked up
but i just had to look above
[hook]
i’m so done
you can rip out my vocal cords
pull the trigger to your gun
my bloods all on the floor
i'm so done
you can burn up my corpse
i don't want it all to catch up to me
my nails dig in the ground desperately

vocal cords

vocal cords + xxomm (pk1mp x backxster)

we was bored asf and made this awhile ago lol
mastered by me & we mixed our vocals
featuring da bros @kuriyai443 + @222bino <3
also produced by @kuriyai443 <3<3
[kuriyai]
baby whatchu want from me
tell me what do u see in me
ion wna take it back ion wna take n wreck
bby u know where im at
i just wanna kiss ya neck
bae tell me where u been
what should i look for?
other things u said
they mean so much more
listen to ur heart
yea u cant ignore
listen to ur heart
u make my throat sore
[akayai]
tell me what you thought
what you thought of us
you moved on from me
and you departed me
burn the flowers
and we can't fix it
our lifes was altered
but we still live it
it matters the path that you take
you make up your own story
so i guess its my fault you're feeling this way
i'm going up with the bros until i'm on that stage
[vin0]
listen to ur heart
i was lost in the dark
but u gave me light
desde entonces no t kiero soltar
d tu lado no m voi alejar
pq tu eres la unica con kien kiero estar
1 2 3
i will do anythin for ya
4 5 6
mi corazon no le pertenece a nadie mas
7 8
plz dnt broke my heart
9 y 10
nuestro amor no acabara
[kuriyai]
baby whatchu want from me
tell me what do u see in me
ion wna take it back ion wna take n wreck
bby u know where im at
i just wanna kiss ya neck
bae tell me where u been
what should i look for?
other things u said
they mean so much more
listen to ur heart
yea u cant ignore
listen to ur heart
u make my throat sore

tell me

tell me + kuriyai, vin0 (kuriyai)

this ones been in the vault for a minute ;pp
featuring @rewind214 + @1kise + @heroz2299 + @valberrie <3
@valberrie also does the @souls0ciety tag :3
produced by @prodjayysoul + @7sabrr7 ^_^
[chorus]
and you said i'm hated
you're scared cause i'm famous
what about the love that you painted
makes me sad that you hate it
please come n let me show you
show you what we can do
fly you to malibu
i'm scared to make a move
[verse]
you said that you hate me did you really mean it
you say you was selfish you hurt me, you didn't see it?
locked me in a cage threw the key away i need freeing
i need a wizard to help me with this needed healing
you'll never get me back
you'll never get a text
i'll no longer be sad
while you're still perplexed
[chorus again]
[rewind]
i know that you hold me back
left you in the past
know we'll never last
no point digging up whats passed
i was wrong though, ill admit that
you were wrong too, shouldnt have did that
but im still getting to that big bag
i was hitting opens now i hit saks
i wish i could forget
just want you out my head
thoughts of you in my bed
but done wishing that im dead
say that i hate you but i hate me the most
i dont want you to go
so ill hold you close
[kise]
just tell me what you want, make this easier on me
i know i lie a lot, it makes it hard for you to see
i’m in love with you, but you’re not with me
now i’m, i’m turning blue, like i forgot to breath
yeah
i swear i need everything
she fell in love with me
and i don’t want nobody else
i swear you’re all i need
said i don’t want nobody else cuz you’re all i need
[heroz]
percys fucking up my guts i dont care tho
i fill that boy up with lead just like rambo
like why u let me go
two more years my heart broke
pills in my system overwhelming all my sorrow
[valberrie]
guess u can’t move on cuz why u act like u so hated
keep on going back and forth i swear that ur just wasted
it’s complicated, and u act like u hate it said you’d give me all ur love i swear that ur faking
but i got attached
all your words are in my mind and now i can’t forget
all these pills i drown my sorrow fuck a relapse (i do not take pills please i was lyricless)
u did me wrong but i still don’t wanna ever see u sad
my heart’s in pieces and i hate whatever that we had
[chorus]
and you said i'm hated
you're scared cause i'm famous
what about the love that you painted
makes me sad that you hate it
please come n let me show you
show you what we can do
fly you to malibu
i'm scared to make a move

let me show you

let me show you + rewind, kise, heroz, valberrie (jayysoul x sabrr)

i been deeply in love since november
mastered & mixed by me
produced by @violetxx9
[chorus]
haven't heard from her its always been so long
but its always seemed to end up like this
man i'm so pissed
your hearts frozen its a cold kiss
i need something to cool it down
its so hard for my words to come out
as the singing comes from my mouth
i hope you hear them and come back around
[verse]
i feel as you don't actually love me like you say you do
even with all of these thoughts in my head i still think about you
even with all the dark nights in my bed i still want to be with you
even then whenever we argue i don't want to start something new
just know that we will be okay
i wish for the better days
to feel warm rest under my shoulder
must make sure our love don't get colder... days...
[chorus]
haven't heard from her its always been so long
but its always seemed to end up like this
man i'm so pissed
your hearts frozen its a cold kiss
i need something to cool it down
its so hard for my words to come out
as the singing comes from my mouth
i hope you hear them and come back around
[verse:2]
you're unfrozen it was chosen
our trust それを破壊することはできません。
watch me bleed out
pull my heart out
our trust それを破壊することはできません。
[outro]
i need something to cool it down
its so hard for my words to come out
as the singing comes from my mouth
i hope you hear them and come back around

cold kiss

cold kiss (violet)

sequel to "lovesick"
mastered by me
we mixed our own vocals
featuring my homie @rans0m <3
produced by @shatter3d ^_^
[hook]
if you leave i'm coming after you
when you bleed i bleed right after you
if you need me i'll be right there for you
and i'm so homesick i can't go without you
and it don't matter
how we fix it
my hearts your shelter
when you need it
i'm too lovesick
its a virus
i wish there was someway
we could hide it
[rans0m]
if u were to leave tell me who would take your place
i cant get it right always make the same mistakes
you were always duckin why u gotta be so fake?
wont accept apologies sorry its too late
oh now you wanna act brand new
we all kno that you ran thru
we lost the spark to our candle
every single thing that we had it was dismantled
[hook]
if you leave i'm coming after you
when you bleed i bleed right after you
if you need me i'll be right there for you
and i'm so homesick i can't go without you
and it don't matter
how we fix it
my hearts your shelter
when you need it
i'm too lovesick
its a virus
i wish there was someway
we could hide it

homesick

homesick + rans0m (shatter3d)

mastered by me & mixed by us, ep soon
featuring my day 1 homie @luvlxckdown <3
produced by @violetxx9
we brought back the @yureiclub discord server
discord.gg/wA9G32Rpaf
[chorus]
theres so much in my head
theres so much that i regret
i don't wanna do the same to you
i would never put the blame on you, you
i get upset when you say i don't love you
it makes me feel like i'm not enough (i'm not enough)
i don't want you to go find other love (don't want you to go find other love)
i'm pretty weak i'm just acting tough
[verse]
we'll find a way to make it through
theres nothing more i want than you
i'd hurt myself before i hurt you
i'll carve your name in my arm for you
[luvlxckdown]
crawlin in the mud
lookin 4 redemption
i can never stop
keep it in my head still
i sit back and watch
watch jus how i fuck it up
i did wat i thought best
i fcked it up subconsciusly
i see it fall apart everytiem i sleep
its breakin my heart honestly
i fucked it up unconsciously
unconsciously
im sorry i ain wat u thought i'd b
aint nothin nothin nothin else
can come between us i can feel
i need u
need u by my side cunt
i ju need u right cunt
i jus need ur love cunt
i jus need ur heart
i jus need ur trust
learnin from my past cunt
its cuz i luv ya
(its cuz i luv ya)
ain no 1 else cunt
its cuz i luv yaaa
(its cuz i luarvv yaaaa)
learnin from my past yaa
yeaa
[chorus]
theres so much in my head
theres so much that i regret
i don't wanna do the same to you
i would never put the blame on you, you
i get upset when you say i don't love you
it makes me feel like i'm not enough (i'm not enough)
i don't want you to go find other love (don't want you to go find other love)
i'm pretty weak i'm just acting tough

learning from my past

learning from my past + luvlxckdown (violet)

the first single off my ep "melancholy memories"
mastered by me & mixed by me
produced by @recyclexbin <3
[chorus]
over and over again
the echoes of your voice enters my head
so many words i wish i could of said
i had to go place your coffin instead
i had to wish my pain would go away
but it was getting worse day by day
my friends would watch and just pray
that i would hopefully be healed fully some day
[verse]
i wish we could meet in the middle of the gates
so i can tell you everything
my heart is full of so much hate and so much rage
i don't know who to blame
i don't like to think about it
i don't like to think about love
i can't wait i know you won't show up
you got me so fucked up
i have to act like you don't exist
to regain what i once had
they like to call me a egoist
but i never had what yall have
[bridge]
just because i don't cry
doesn't mean anything
i hope that i will die
so i won't feel a thing
but for her i will try
to obtain a wedding ring
and for you i will try
to
try to
get the voices out of my head
[verse:2]
when you text me my heart jumps around
when i hear you crying my smile turns to a frown
i got you violets to make you feel better
lets travel across the world together
i can't help but overthink
about you finding someone else
it puts my brain in the portal of hell
but i can't tell no i can't tell
i cannot listen to their bullshit
something tells me its not worth it
i know that you're the one
but the voices keep on pushing
with all that we have been through
i can only hope you don't do it
if you have evil intentions
its hard to see right through it
[chorus]
over and over again
the echoes of your voice enters my head
so many words i wish i could of said
i had to go place your coffin instead
i had to wish my pain would go away
but it was getting worse day by day
my friends would watch and just pray
that i would hopefully be healed fully some day

voices

voices (recyclebin)

19 v <3
mgmt; @jichuuu
@yureiclub
@souls0ciety

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