dysphoria

do you love that? when im out on the floor...

@kryst3n u went crazy twin ily 

lyrics:
countin' down on all the days i dream
prayin' on the times that i will stay 18 again
but here i am
im rotting away, im buried in my head
(im buried in my head)

do i hold back? do you want any more?
do you love that? when im out on the floor?
making contact? got a life to restore?
i dont want that, i dont really want that
do i hold back? do you want any more?
do you love that? when im out on the floor?
making contact? got a life to restore?
i dont want that, i dont really want that

do you want that? 'cause I don't feel right
looking at the stars and our fates intertwined
I want you all the time you pay no piece of mind
you sit back seat reclined you leave me with crossed eyes
I'm losing you'd be better off without me
you were 2 faced and our waters still cloudy
you make it seem like its easier without me
why am I holding onto somebody who never cared

i dont want that, nothing feels right
i feel the time is ticking down, i wanna rewind
you cut me off and make it hard for me to be fine
you got me questioning if I've been in the real life

do i hold back? do you want any more?
do you love that? when im out on the floor?
making contact? got a life to restore?
i dont want that, i dont really want that
do i hold back? do you want any more?
do you love that? when im out on the floor?
making contact? got a life to restore?
i dont want that, i dont really want that

all plats

contact w/ kryst3n [prod. jolst]

Lyrics

pain pain pain I'm just dying again
wait wait wait don't desert me again
laying down right next to you is something i just fucking need
down down down where I'm gonna belong
hell hell hell I'ma fucking die
you don't know me anymore 
and i don't give a fuck if you go

and yeah I don't give a fuck what's going on
and I never wanted to give up our bonds
and I ain't talking Barry and I ain't getting married
and life is not scary when it's temporary
but life just buries in my mind it's repairing

trust trust trust doesn't fucking exist
one last look and he fuck on your bitch
I don't know you anymore
forget about you pour a four

why doesn't this shit fucking hit?
I'm about to call it quits
put you in solar eclipse 
so I can blind memories in

pain pain pain I'm just dying again
wait wait wait don't desert me again
laying down right next to you is something i just fucking need
down down down where I'm gonna belong
hell hell hell Ima fucking die
you don't know me anymore 
and i don't give a fucking if you go

pain pain pain I'm just dying again
wait wait wait don't desert me again
laying down right next to you is something i just fucking need
down down down where I'm gonna belong
hell hell hell Ima fucking die
you don't know me anymore 
and i don't give a fucking if you go

hell w/ joshiguess (grayskies)

@thornskin
lyrics: 
i don't wanna lie to you 
i never did
i don't wanna act cool 
when i'm not with you

my head is up in heaven
my heart is down in your hell
when will i learn that i'm all for you
all for you

i don't feel like talking to anybody
i'm alone in my room feeling lonely
but it's okay i don't need them
i'm drinking late take me away
take me away

take me away w/thornskin

prod by me

lyrics:
i know its hard
to wake up in your bed
it gets so dark
waking up in this flesh
i know sometimes
you just wish you were dead
but it's alright
i'll sing you to bed

i'll sing you to bed

everything made by me
lyrics:

she
dont wanna see
me anymore
i
i tried to fight
tried to fix everything 
i got ignored

she dont like me anymore
i tried my worst
thought i was right
i can't restore

theres
so many things that i
regret
kept pushing you aside
as my love
deepened
im so fucking dumb

she dont like me anymore
i tried my worst
thought i was right
i cant restore

she don't like me anymore

spotify

clinical depression

Lyrics:

You
Kept me in the queue I'm the second dude
I'm
In a different mood I might break a thing or two
Why
Did you stab me in the back I wish it wasn't true
But if our
Love wasn't a heart attack I'd leave it all to you
You kept me in the queue I'm the second dude
I'm
In a different mood I might break a thing or two
Why
Did you stab me in the back I wish it wasn't true
But if our
Love wasn't a heart attack I'd leave it all to you

I'd leave it all to you
I'd leave it all to you
I'd leave it all to you
I'd leave it all

You
Kept me in the queue I'm the second dude
I'm
In a different mood I might break a thing or two
Why
Did you stab me in the back I wish it wasn't true
But if our
Love wasn't a heart attack I'd leave it all to you
You kept me in the queue I'm the second dude
I'm
In a different mood I might break a thing or two
Why
Did you stab me in the back I wish it wasn't true
But if our
Love wasn't a heart attack I'd leave it all to you

I killed my old self, can't have him back
Quit saving me a spot, whatever you got planned
Been in this line I can hardly stand
I don't understand how you could be such a high demand

You
Kept me in the queue I'm the second dude
I'm
In a different mood I might break a thing or two
Why
Did you stab me in the back I wish it wasn't true
But if our
Love wasn't a heart attack I'd leave it all to you
You kept me in the queue I'm the second dude
I'm
In a different mood I might break a thing or two
Why
Did you stab me in the back I wish it wasn't true
But if our
Love wasn't a heart attack I'd leave it all to you

I'd leave it all to you
I'd leave it all to you
I'd leave it all to you
I'd leave it all

queue

Full Moon

heather

•ᴥ• 2000
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hell w/ joshiguess (grayskies)

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