SKINWALKER (prod. heffy)

8. I Was Once

Lyrics

pain pain pain I'm just dying again
wait wait wait don't desert me again
laying down right next to you is something i just fucking need
down down down where I'm gonna belong
hell hell hell I'ma fucking die
you don't know me anymore 
and i don't give a fuck if you go

and yeah I don't give a fuck what's going on
and I never wanted to give up our bonds
and I ain't talking Barry and I ain't getting married
and life is not scary when it's temporary
but life just buries in my mind it's repairing

trust trust trust doesn't fucking exist
one last look and he fuck on your bitch
I don't know you anymore
forget about you pour a four

why doesn't this shit fucking hit?
I'm about to call it quits
put you in solar eclipse 
so I can blind memories in

pain pain pain I'm just dying again
wait wait wait don't desert me again
laying down right next to you is something i just fucking need
down down down where I'm gonna belong
hell hell hell Ima fucking die
you don't know me anymore 
and i don't give a fucking if you go

pain pain pain I'm just dying again
wait wait wait don't desert me again
laying down right next to you is something i just fucking need
down down down where I'm gonna belong
hell hell hell Ima fucking die
you don't know me anymore 
and i don't give a fucking if you go

hell w/ joshiguess (grayskies)

nightstand w/ thornskin [prod. kinsei x nextime]

tell me how to feel

you were made to die alone

I think I might die alone, my head full of Styrofoam
I'm so empty, don't tempt me, might put a bullet right
Between my eyes, grasp for hope, in this broken home
Need a antidote, for my rotting, rotting soul

I see disgust in my mother's eyes
is this the child she raised, trying my best, oh lord, how It aches

Grasp for hope, in this broken home
Need a antidote for this rotting soul
Your heart's made out of stone
The wind oh its freezing cold
I'm scared there is no were to go
I sink deeper, oh, in this hole

Oh, you're happy on your own
That's why I can't leave you alone

I'll haunt you when you're dead, I'm haunt you, dreaming in your bed
I'm a rotting soul, losing all control, I can't let you go
Ran out of my love, never enough, I blame the drugs
I'm an empty shell, you know

Grasp for hope, in this broken home
Need a antidote for this rotting soul
Your heart's made out of stone
The wind oh its freezing cold
I'm scared there is no were to go
I sink deeper, oh, in this hole

I'm an empty shell
Couldn't see how far I fell
Put me in a comatose
Leave me there to sleep in an endless dream
As I walk this lonely road
Still read every word she wrote
Burn every photograph
Think about the past, my head running laps

Grasp for hope, in this broken home
Need a antidote, for this rotting soul  

Grasp for hope, in this broken home
Need a antidote for this rotting soul
Your heart's made out of stone
The wind oh its freezing cold
I'm scared there is no were to go
I sink deeper, oh, in this hole

Grasp for hope, in this broken home
Need a antidote for my rotting soul

GRASP FOR HOPE prod. @lostangel @jaysset

this EP is mainly about the darkest thought someone can have in the back of their head and how much of a desperate attempt they'll do to feel "love" / it depicts how someone's thoughts can get if they don't get what they want / in this case it's some sort of affection or love that they wanna feel.

soul bound

you lied w/ b murph [prod. sence x betterluckmason]

spotify

disease

As I d1e slowly

•ᴥ• 2000
Oakland Show: https://app.fanfly.live/ticket-claim?showId=40&ticketTierId=39

hell w/ joshiguess (grayskies)

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