Collabs // Features

Teenage horror story

❄️

stockton set

Рандом момент

shoegaze, alternative indie & rock

pizdes

Down, Down, Down!

Italics

тринадцать карат feat. Три дня дождя - больше не буду

Unlived

CAROLINE

hell

kenopsia

life imitates life

Легенда о Богине Мечеи

Легенда о Богине Мечей

Best/Worst

SABOTAGE//

music vid https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cdMxIrKfnmo
prod tykun

And i'm searching for the one inside a flower field 
Looking into her eyes would make a coward yield
And I don't know if this life will ever make me feel
I feel confused every day don't feel like it's real

and I just wanna leave it all in the past tense
No one used to hit my phone now it's all mass texts
They try to tell me Josh you can hook up with a bad bitch
and I'm like no she can just stick to using her lovense, fuck sex

And I got nothing to lose and I got nothing to gain
And all this boredom & cluelessness driving me insane
Feel like absolutely nothing when I'm not using my brain 
And I wanna go outside but no one hanging out today

Tired of being lonely no matter where I go
And I wanna move out then I'm like hell no
One little thing will turn me off and it's no longer a goal
I just hope that I will keep on getting stronger I suppose

And i'm searching for the one inside a flower field 
Looking into her eyes would make a coward yield
And I don't know if this life will ever make me feel
I feel confused every day don't feel like it's real

Don't feel like it's real get me out this illusion
How could I find love in my life if i never had a cupid?
And i'm falling to cement so I intentionally get bruises
Nah I'm playing showing pain will make me look too fucking stupid

And i'm searching for the one inside a flower field 
Looking into her eyes would make a coward yield
And I don't know if this life will ever make me feel
I feel confused every day don't feel like it's real

And all these artists around me they tryna make an image
Sorry I'm not with y'all I don't do this all for business
I respect my boundaries and push myself to the limits
After performance I celebrate with a shake, like I'm grimace

And i'm searching for the one inside a flower field 
Looking into her eyes would make a coward yield
And I don't know if this life will ever make me feel
I feel confused every day don't feel like it's real
Don't feel like it's real get me out this illusion
How could I find love in my life if i never had a cupid?
And i'm falling to cement so I intentionally get bruises
Nah I'm playing showing pain will make me look too fucking stupid

flower field (tykun)

cold

Waste My Mind

6. To Death

BLOODLINE – Come As You Are (ft. RXTARR, Sora's Eden & ROSEY LYNX)

lyrics:

you said I did too much sometimes
now I'm running it back nowhere to hide
i lock myself in the room i feel disgusted
everything is the same without attention
tensions the same when you're out love again
love won't be the same

I sacrifice myself again
I know you push me to the edge
all ends end up the same

putting words inside my mouth
you disgust me by the way that you look at me
and I just smoke in the dark
I can't feel a thing anymore

god i know what you did
and i guess you are the same 
i guess you into the ones who fuck up hearts
all ends end up the same

you said I did too much sometimes
now I'm running it back nowhere to hide
i lock myself in the room i feel disgusted
everything is the same without attention x2

spotify

disgusted (grayskies)

ФРИК ПАТИ — Напоследок

@cl4dddmusic

Три дня дождя - Кристаллические лярвы

lyrics:

feel the cold air 
I watch you die infront of my eyes
bloodstain in the ground 
she don't know how much amount

you left me again
she told me to let go
I feel you closer to me
I don't know what to say 

hates my guts again
she doesn't want to try 

feel the cold air 
I watch you die infront of my eyes
bloodstain in the ground 
she don't know how much amount x2

died infront of my eyes (jxzzytrip x whymillyy)

Pandora

Your face

Lyrics

pain pain pain I'm just dying again
wait wait wait don't desert me again
laying down right next to you is something i just fucking need
down down down where I'm gonna belong
hell hell hell I'ma fucking die
you don't know me anymore 
and i don't give a fuck if you go

and yeah I don't give a fuck what's going on
and I never wanted to give up our bonds
and I ain't talking Barry and I ain't getting married
and life is not scary when it's temporary
but life just buries in my mind it's repairing

trust trust trust doesn't fucking exist
one last look and he fuck on your bitch
I don't know you anymore
forget about you pour a four

why doesn't this shit fucking hit?
I'm about to call it quits
put you in solar eclipse 
so I can blind memories in

pain pain pain I'm just dying again
wait wait wait don't desert me again
laying down right next to you is something i just fucking need
down down down where I'm gonna belong
hell hell hell Ima fucking die
you don't know me anymore 
and i don't give a fucking if you go

pain pain pain I'm just dying again
wait wait wait don't desert me again
laying down right next to you is something i just fucking need
down down down where I'm gonna belong
hell hell hell Ima fucking die
you don't know me anymore 
and i don't give a fucking if you go

hell w/ joshiguess (grayskies)

i'll roam your head forever 
girl we're forever tethered did you know?
how many times i wrote you in my notes 
my manifesto girl we did it both 
don't make me cast a spell on ya 
don't make me do something to make me go to hell on ya
my wrist a bloody mess i cut em both 
do you still think of me when you're alone 
them college parties don't look well on ya 
you not the same girl that used to wanna bail on em
i guess a lot has changed since you've been gone
sometimes i really wish that you'd come home 

and be back with me i swear you'd feel better 
girl this is blasphemy you know i kill better 
than any nigga you call god 
cause i'm the only one for you don't tell me you forgot

so i'll open my grimoire
girl we should stay away from magic 
i know you feel the static 
in my head
in my head 
in my head 
in my head 
in my head (why you always wanna go and fuck it up) 
in my head (why you always wanna go and fuck it up)

i'll roam your head forever 
girl we're forever tethered did you know?
how many times i wrote you in my notes 
my manifesto girl we did it both 
don't make me cast a spell on ya 
don't make me do something to make me go to hell on ya
my wrist a bloody mess i cut em both 
do you still think of me when you're alone

and i'll open my grimoire
girl we should stay away from magic 
i know you feel the static 
in my head
in my head 
in my head 
in my head 
in my head (why you always wanna go and fuck it up) 
in my head (why you always wanna go and fuck it up)

grimoire

Я УБИВАЮ ЛЮДЕЙ

GOD SYSTEM

DOLLARS OUT ON TOP ON GOD

PROD MOUTHGUARD
GUITAR BY MOUTHGUARD
MIXED BY MOUTHGUARD + NINA EXE
MASTERED BY NINA EXE

Mouthguard - FREAKS (ft. 6arelyhuman, JoshIGuess, D34D)

Written by: Reapers Shadow & JoshIGuess
Produced by: Papapedro Beats
Mixed & Mastered by: JoshIGuess
Artwork by: PixAi
Artwork edited by: Reapers Shadow

Lyrics:
[Chorus: Reapers Shadow]
Holidays
Are passing like street signs
It feels so sublime 
Now you're standing in line

[Verse 1: Reapers Shadow]
Yeah it's Christmas morning 
Fuck up on the fucking rain pouring 
Just wanna get my presents fuck yo presence 
Don't want no one but myself bitch 
It's Christmas so do your best 
To give instead of take 
Like it's thanksgiving 
Nobody wanna be themselves nowadays 
Just wanna get paid then steal from the weak

[Chorus: Reapers Shadow]
Holidays
Are passing like street signs
It feels so sublime 
Now you're standing in line
But just know you'll find your way

[Bridge: JoshIGuess]
You'll find your way, you'll find your way
I pull up in Santa's sleigh 
The way you gon treat me today
Better watch my fucking weight

[Verse 2: JoshIGuess]
Sweetie making sweets that's so sweet
Then the sweet in the sheets i'm complete
Hehe, eat the pussy
Sitting through the night like it's milk and cookies
Binging all of these christmas movies once again

The laptop i'm making this with 
It's getting more fucked up by the day
Got it for Christmas 9 years ago ayy
I'm lucky that it's actually working 
Song in process for a year you fans are deserving this

[Chorus: Reapers Shadow]
Holidays
Are passing like street signs
It feels so sublime 
Now you're standing in line

Holidays W/ JoshIGuess  (Prod. Papapedro Beats)

Featuring: @joshiguess & @akiradoves
Written by: Phantom Eclipse, JoshIGuess, AkiraDoves 
Produced by: Grayskies 
Mixed by: JoshIGuess & AkiraDoves
Mastered by: JoshIGuess
Artwork by: Mengo Yokoyari
Artwork edited by: Phantom Eclipse 
 
[Intro: Phantom Eclipse]
Putting my emotions on display
I survey the coming storm
To the vultures I'm just prey 
Wish this regret would go away 

[Bridge: Phantom Eclipse]
But somehow
I will find my way

[Verse 1: JoshIGuess]
I've been lost and I've been trapped
And I've been gone it's on your behalf
And all of your friends try to follow your steps
But that couldn't be any more incorrect
I feel like I'm on a time lapse
You act too cold and I get sidetracked

[Chorus: Phantom Eclipse]
Life passes in slow motion 
Losing focus on my goals 
This shits getting real old 
I know I've become cold 
But at least I never sold my soul 
So many things I still don't know 
About myself 
But I'm still walking through the snow 
(I know you miss me but I'm gone)

[Verse 2: AkiraDoves]
But i'm gone wasting your time
It's always gotta be you
& now you're always coming back
When will you
Just let me go

[Chorus: Phantom Eclipse]
Life passes in slow motion 
Losing focus on my goals 
This shits getting real old 
I know I've become cold 
But at least I never sold my soul 
So many things I still don't know 
About myself 
But I'm still walking through the snow 
(SNOW!!!!)

I've Become Cold W/ JoshIGuess & AkiraDoves (Prod. Grayskies)

Snowstorm JoshIguess Ft HoosWrld

mixed and mastered by @JoshIGuess
cover by me (D34D)
produced by Artixan

Lyrics:
D34D:
beauty in the chaos that surrounds me
i see the flames even when im sleeping soundly
when we all die i know it would not astound me
ill destroy the world, not a care for those around me

Josh:
I'm destroying the whole universe
Cus I already rule this world
Matter fact I am out of it
Just like yo girl, she dance and twirl
And she always getting turnt
But I'm always feeling burnt
Cus she always want things the same
But who am I to blame?
When all of my verses always turn into flames
Bitch I'm insane
Bitch this is a rave not a dance ball
Bitch this a fireball no alcohol
Let's get fucked up to the sounds hitting off the walls
Pin you against the wall I know you like that
Call from your homegirls I'll hit em right back
Stay on hold cus I got you on the irl ima be hitting it like

D34D:
beauty in the chaos that surrounds me
i see the flames even when im sleeping soundly
when we all die i know it would not astound me
ill destroy the world, not a care for those around me

D34D x JoshIGuess - BEAUTY!

https://soundcloud.com/kuroimetsuyu

LYRICS:

I've been waking upto voices calling out to me
its plain and simple I can't avoid it girl its meant to be

so call me on your cellphone when you get off
I've been trying so hard yet its not enough
Ima blow my brains out turn me into dust
written on my gravestone slit wrist syndicut 

then I said goodbye x 2

meet me on the otherside 
bby its gon be alright 
might have gave you butterflies
you were scared but so was I

took my time and learnt my lines
bleeding hearts and empty eyes
ripped apart and made to cry
then came march I said goodbye
 
meet me on the otherside 
bby its gon be alright 
I know you had gave you butterflies
you were scared but so was I

took my time, learnt my lines
bleeding hearts, empty eyes
ripped apart, made to cry
then came march I said goodbye

I said goodbye x 2

goodbye (prod. kuroime)

follow my bros @supachefm @guardinmusic <3
art by https://twitter.com/joeonexz
thank you all for any support, love u family

beatstars.com/tothegood - beats
spoti.fi/2Bpo07A
apple.co/2Ab3U3e
https://tothegood.bandcamp.com/track/tothegood-little-bit-of-psycho-feat-supachefm-guardin

lyrics:

supachefm

i keep fighting i keep hiding all the pressure
hide behind a mask to coincide with all the extras!
cut my ties
lye me on the stretcher
finding my own time always fighting for an extra bit

im heaven sent
goes up my nose now im hella bent
i show my ass cause my pants dont fit
i lost my shit never making sense

why try
when my heart is where my head is
blindsides
the emotions and the feelings
i find
never had a different angle
i tried

to break the cycle
and shake the surface
i told my parents why they never earned it
you need a little bit of psycho to be perfect
i spend my earnings
you never earned it
______________________________________________

guardin

and i think that i
have got one too many things inside my mind
i'm alone but you're here like all the time
all the memories we shared never die 
this room is a chamber of sin
swallowing terror my nightmares will win
i'm falling asleep with a bottle of gin
my heart beat is steady but my skin is thin
______________________________________________

the only way you can make me crazy is by doing something crazy yourself
[Silver Linings Playbook]

little bit of psycho (feat. supachefm & guardin)

vocal mix - https://soundcloud.com/iofmusic

Reset 
All the thoughts that she left 
I can’t even care less
Or maybe I do 
But you don’t see it 

Pretend
Like I’m moving on and 
I just seem so distant 
I don’t wanna go 
But you don’t know
Yeah you don’t 

I just wanna die 
I just wanna die in your arms 
You don’t wanna fight 
You don’t wanna fight anymore 
I just wanna die 
I just wanna die in your arms 

Wasting all my time 
I hear your voice still in my mind
And it gets worse at night 
You don’t wanna see it 

How I can move on when I still see you when I’m sleeping 
And I try to block it out like 
Is it real or am I dreaming at all
And I swear it all gets worse
And it’s just what I deserve 
I deserve