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spotify link: https://open.spotify.com/track/2agaa6xdAztB2nZaoR9Mvw?si=f576015d49484d4c

(p. gonondatrack)

~lyrics~

(intro)
im so pissed off wish..
im so mad like, you dont even understa-

(hook)
name 1 time i gave a fuck 
hm?..
all i hear is silence
i keep my blicky tucked n if i up it u hear sirens
shh
please shut up with all the whinin 
i was broke but now i drop a hunnid when im dinin

(verse 1)
call me money mitch 
racks is blue like lilo - stitch
i dont luv that bitch, i luv the thought of bein rich
im like ritchi, snappin
gang gon make it happin
no applause but wen we in the street yea shit start clappin
yea i came up off that sad shit, now they angry when i smile 
u want the old me back? huh, u gon wait a while 
cuz he dead bitch, get that thru yo head bitch 
ur fuckin trash, why u judging like u dredd bitch?

(bridge)
why u judging like u dredd?
talkin shit, get that shit thru ur head
ugh. thru ur head 
yea, why u judging like u dredd? -__-

i been on the block for a minute 
she been on my ____ for a minute
u been actin hot for a minute 
we gon get ur ass dropped in a minute >:)

(hook)
name 1 time i gave a fuck 
hm?..
all i hear is silence
i keep my blicky tucked n if i u-up it u hear sirens
shh
please shut up with all the whinin 
i was broke but now i drop a hunnid when im dinin

(verse 2)
please dont talk, just be quiet 
talkin hot until they see me.. then they change the climate
5 ppl blicked up, bitch issa riot 
i be droppin bombs on the beat im like a pilot >:] 

(hook)
name 1 time i gave a fuck 
hm?..
all i hear is silence
i keep my blicky tucked n if i u-u-p-p it u hear sirens
shh
please shut up with all the whinin 
i was broke but now i drop a hunnid when im dinin

spotify

name 1 time.

now i know i'm never going back 💗

lyrics:

now i know i'm never going back
part of me wants to, but i know i can't
wanna cut myself a little slack
all of me wants to but i know i can't
yeah, i know the motherfucking drill
wake up i'm in pain, just another day
but they're getting better as they come
reconciling with the things i'll never say

god damn it took a long time to see the sunshine
and i'll hold it close for as long as i can
(2x)

i got my head above the water now
yeah they went and got me started now
and if you know me then you know 
there's never any way that you could stop me now
the only place i'm going's farther now
the only thing i'm going's harder now
sent a letter to myself, it said
you're the one i know i won't let down

god damn it took a long time to see the sunshine
and i'll hold it close for as long as i can
(2x)

long as i can

something i made with @autumndropsdead <3

lyrics:
sinking into my sea
i let the gentle breeze control me
fleeing from memories
im counting my defeats
they hold me

songwriter. (ft. autumndropsdead)

and its the end, i guess ill see you elsewhere.
-+- mix & master, lyrics by me
prod.pekarot  -+-
(lyrics)
take me away from here
save me from this place,
im falling
its so hard

so far away from here,
i know that i am falling
its so hard
oh
unaware my dear
i will go where the end nears
you see me, and im falling

the pouring rain
and it tears out my heart
i dont know if ill be alive
deep in the sand and ill suffocate
the hourglass spills, i guess time is out
emptying everything i did
and i know that its all for nothing
know that i couldnt ever give,
and im stomping on the help to save me

so far away from here,
i know that i am falling
its so hard
and i dont know where i am heading
i guess its the end of it all

made may 6th 2022

Its So Hard (pekarot)

got a feeling that im fallin back...

thank u @aspect6 for the beat bro

and ofc thank u to @x1fern for the amazing feat ily dawg <3

lyrics:

woah woah woah i don’t think that i can fuck with that
go go go moving forward i ain’t going back
no no no got a feeling that i’m falling back
every time i’m going up everyone is bringing me down 
nothing ever lasts
gotta keep my distance or i’m get attached
i don’t wanna feel again the love is just a trap
i don’t know what’s real again i’ll smoke another pack
now my visions turning black 

ive been too messed & faded
honestly i dont really think ill make it
whatever you wanna say bitch just say it
i dont wanna offer you my heart if you break it
i dont wanna get attached 
but shawty over there & she kinda looking bad
stop me in my steps like i had a heart attack
oh my god i know this is gonna turn out bad

woah woah woah i don’t think that i can fuck with that
go go go moving forward i ain’t going back
no no no got a feeling that i’m falling back
every time i’m going up everyone is bringing me down 
nothing ever lasts
gotta keep my distance or i’m get attached
i don’t wanna feel again the love is just a trap
i don’t know what’s real again i’ll smoke another pack
now my visions turning black

all plats

distance w/ 1fern [prod. aspect]

li.sten.to/stillalive
@ripavah on instagram
@1avah on tiktok

this one has a hidden meaning behind it, enjoy

lyrics:
You don't get how I really feel
It's been about a year since it all felt real
Stuck inside my head with no second chance
I wanna go back where I know who I am

Staring up at the sky so bright
But I just hate when the sun goes down
There's so many stars, I can't bear to see them all
I can't wait for the day when they fall

And I need a doctor
And now I know it I am so sure
Cause now I've fallen in love with her
And now I see why I'll stay on earth

Still alive, I don't know what cured me I was hypnotized
I don't need to dream cause I can fantasize
Losing track of time
It's been about a year since I had lost my mind

Still alive, I don't know what cured me I was hypnotized
I don't need to dream cause I can fantasize
Losing track of time
It's been about a year since I had lost my mind

Patterns, in the grass in the sky
Good karma or bad karma, I'll just drop psychs till I die
Do you really feel what I'm saying, feel like there's a ghost in your eyes
How could it come this way, to a point where I lost my mind

Back then, I wouldn't have to feel this way
Alone inside my head, and I'm asking why, and I'm asking why

And I need a doctor
And now I know it I am so sure
Cause now I've fallen in love with her
And now I see why I'll stay on earth

Still alive, I don't know what cured me I was hypnotized
I don't need to dream cause I can fantasize
Losing track of time
It's been about a year since I had lost my mind

Still alive, I don't know what cured me I was hypnotized
I don't need to dream cause I can fantasize
Losing track of time
It's been about a year since I had lost my mind

still alive

other platforms

still alive (cian x 80root x heyrick)

mixed/mastered by me 
-
featuring @familypet 
-
(LYRICS)
in my room smoke another pack
i can't relax i might relapse
i can't even think my eyes are going gray 
everyone around me put that shit on dnd 
pavement throw me in a fucking cave 
i'm a dead man say what you gotta say 
i don't need that and i drink too much 
people say i gotta chill i don't fucking need that 

dedicate all this shit don't waste my time 
tryna hit my phone you wanna spend some time 
you told me you would stay but that's a fucking lie 
look into my eyes let's watch the moonlight 
at my deadline understand why people look at me 
i don't know why they don't like me 
keep talking from the screen you wouldn't fight me 
everyone surrounding me from this misery
___________________________________________________
running round the city lights 
can't wait to be the sign this time
trying to think and rehearse 
now you're singing alone, alone yeah
i'm on a path of destruction
fuck up my life, like it's nothing 
pull up on me and you  bluffing 
i'm just so high giving nothing
i made a deal with the devil
"shut up and you'll win the bags" oh
popping like its heavy metal
she getting high like I care tho
hop in the show with a rave light yeah
keeping a road with a hitchhike yeah
ice on my wrist been a real hard day
half of this shit not real at work
ice on my neck that you threw away
talking all that shit I could send you away
i've been running out of time i'll never come back
out our relation time I pray that you cry
say that you cry, I don't feel shit
say that you down, I don't feel shit
___________________________________________________
in my room smoke another pack
i can't relax i might relapse
i can't even think my eyes are going gray 
everyone around me put that shit on dnd 
pavement throw me in a fucking cave 
i'm a dead man say what you gotta say 
i don't need that and i drink too much 
people say i gotta chill i don't fucking need that

Song Visuals

pavement w/ familypet (frevel + jolst)

Mixed/Mastered By Me & Joshiguess
-
(lyrics)
why'd you stab me in the back thought i made it all clear i be popping all these tags and i know they wanna fear I'll be posted with strap making shawty fucking mad turn the fucking lights off we be bussin in this club 

you said you would stay you think that it's a game you wanna play pretend ya she killed me fucking twice man i thought she was my mistress shawty back it up man i think you get it twisted and i don't care i can see man I'm fucking sound asleep i don't even wanna see you anymore 

i was in my come up made them shut up they be getting too nice damn it's getting fucking weird i thought i made it fucking clear i was in the back of the rear i don't want you here 

(joshiguess)
me and akira just performed last night
we were in sac and the crowd got hyped
Got fucked up like my ping got spiked
we gon blow up like it's dynamite

They wanna say hi but they insecure
But they always give me numbers give me integers
I shake while I'm giving them my signature
I just wish these times were simpler

first song in the room where we both recorded
trees around me like I'm in an orchid
walking up the steps like the plane that I boarded
all these summer times got it feeling so torrid

(akiradoves)
why'd you stab me in the back thought i made it all clear i be popping all these tags and i know they wanna fear I'll be posted with strap making shawty fucking mad turn the fucking lights off we be bussin in this club

(my verse) 
blast off we bussin you tweaking shots on me you said you wanted to hear me now I'm going stupid on this mic thats alright kinda fucking drunk catch a ride i don't wanna fight staring at your crystal eyes 

(joshiguess)
staring at your crystal eyes
we both gonna rise
said I act too nice
quiet like a mice

napalm w/ joshiguess (notartemys)

Numb The Pain (Single)

Numb The Pain

Numb The Pain(w/ Quesadillas) [p. Quesadillas & Me]

changed

OBSESSED ( ROBJAMES X VICE FUNERAL )

•ᴥ• 2000
Oakland Show: https://app.fanfly.live/ticket-claim?showId=40&ticketTierId=39

napalm w/ joshiguess (notartemys)

AkiraDoves