akira's sexy ass voice and hamilton sounds like a angel

released by 99stellar collective (@darkroserecords1)

album cover by sorendipity 

album produced by frevel (@freveltrothy)

mixed & mastered by me (@akiradoves)
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featured artists:
kii (@musicbykii)
navyxower (@navyxower)
yokai dreams (@yokaidreams)
b murph (@b_murph)
emptychest (@emptychest)
nokerb (@nokerbforever)
paradyne (@paradynee)
familypet (@familypet)
hamilton (@hammy)
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co-producers:
sor (@sor_beats)
northeast lights (@northeastlights)
5head (@prod5head)
jolst (https://soundcloud.com/jolst)
thislandis (@thislandismusic)
thrashboy (@thrashboybeats)

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Stray Into The Abyss (Frevel)

sleep2much w/ re: (prod. splashgvng)
mixed by krieg
art by krieg
photography by samy ayala

sleep2much

sleep2much w/ re: (prod. splashgvng)

lyrics vvv

my lifes in my hands
but i just cant figure it out
i wrote a note 
but i burned it so u wont find out
stayed up all night
all night..
my lifes in my hands
but i just cant figure it out
figure it out, no
figure it out..
my lifes in my hands
but i just cant figure it out
figure it out, no
figure it out..

yeah i found out where im from
ion like it so i gotta run
yeah i gotta gun
might just use it for fun
might just fuck up my lungs
flipping a bird to the sun
bitch its zero to one, yeah

stayed up all night..

my lifes in my hands
but i just cant figure it out
figure it out, no
figure it out..
my lifes in my hands
but i just cant figure it out
figure it out, no
figure it out..

yeah i found out where im from
ion like it so i gotta run
yeah i gotta gun
might just use it for fun
might just fuck up my lungs
flipping a bird to the sun
bitch its zero to one, yeah


im not coming home.

figure it out.. (skellington x cherry)

Produced by @horoshavibes
Additional guitars by @sainttomorrow

LYRICS
Catch me
Standing on your front lawn
Your daddy's got his shotgun
He's yelling how you're too young
He's telling me to move on
What does he know about love anyway
Clearly not a lot
Because he couldn't keep your mom happy
That's why she left
He was too focused on his job and not enough on his kids
Now fucking up our lives is how he gets his kicks

That summer you stole my heart
Cigarettes in your back yard
Getting drunk under the stars
Smash a bottle in the park
So young and restless
Like we got a death wish
First girl I had sex with
Always leaves me breathless

Now we’re running from the law
Towards a hospital bed
Forever doing what we want
Fearing no consequence
'Cause when you’re young and in love
It's hard to give a fuck ‘bout anything
Especially what he thinks

I was standing in your back yard
You were climbing out your window 
We were gonna run away far 
And leave all of this behind 
But what did we know about life anyways
Clearly not a lot

We were only 17
Don't know what lies ahead 
I was moving away
You said you'd rather be dead than alone
Left here alone

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Front Lawn (Prod. Horosha & Saint Tomorrow)

Thank you for listening <3 w/ @iamvagrxnt @prod-plxce

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/3VzM2dFZ1Rd3aj5571seTj
Also up on iTunes and Apple Music!

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Lyrics:
// geist
a little numb, little sore
just kidding, i’m fucking torn
tell the lies, you adore my eyes that will never glisten again 
i’ll bury you with all my friends 

so
take it all 
i really wanted to stay
but now I’m covered in blood, I took a punch to the face
so I’ll 
take the fall 
i don’t know what to say cause I x2

// geist x vagrxnt
guess i might have caught you in a bad mood
hands deep in my chest now I’m screwed
holding on your waist, what I’d do
you can take control cause I’m through

// vagrxnt
with your lying eyes
you could have taken away
every part of me 
that thinks its all in my head
dont wanna thank you
i just wanna tell you
that you are something of toxic remains 

but your dark oak eyes
are always my demise
i wish to take it away
before i can realize
that you are leeching
bleeding at the sore seems
wishing to be fix something worse than you are

// geist x vagrxnt
so
take it all 
i really wanted to stay
but now I’m covered in blood, I took a punch to the face
so I’ll 
take the fall 
i don’t know what to say cause I x2

guess i might have caught you in a bad mood
hands deep in my chest now I’m screwed
holding on your waist, what I’d do
you can take control cause I’m through

cause im through 
and you tore me
blood can drift from my wrists
just like the stories
you cant save me
theres no trying
i'd rather die here tonight than have you call me

i'm geist x vagrxnt - torn (prod. plxce)

Mixed by me & @musicbyfloret
Mastered by @musicbyfloret
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Prod By https://soundcloud.com/freveltrothy & https://soundcloud.com/sor_beats

Braindead

braindead w/ floret (frevel + sor)

you treat me like trash w/ navyxower (frevel + northeast lights)

bloodstains w/ b murph (frevel + 5head)

private and faceless w/ emptychest (frevel + 5head)

(Lyrics) 

you were laughing cause i thought you were something
i guess you were you were not wrong 
someone spilled all my guts
nah nah with all my cuts (swear to god) 
somethings in my head 
wish i could fix this problem 
can you stick this fucking knife right on my throat 
and imma let you know that you weren't the one for me
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i can feel my body rot
never really tell if it was love or not
so i guess that i'll have to assume
that between me and you
it wasn't what i thought
you weren't what i want
now i'm seeing red cuz you cut me off
i think that i might have a habit of turning a good thing into a bad one
gave you it all because i thought you'd be the last one
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you were laughing cause i thought you were something
i guess you were you were not wrong 
someone spilled all my guts
nah nah with all my cuts (swear to god) 
somethings in my head 
wish i could fix this problem 
can you stick this fucking knife right on my throat 
and imma let you know that you weren't the one for me
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i thought that we were something but we really were nothing
ripped my heart into pieces when she left me in the darkness 
i'm so hopeless feeling lost in all these controllable moments 
i'm frozen when i think about what i went through that's just me
when we were looking up at the night sky i felt something
i could take control but i really dont got the guts to speak
keep holding myself down like wtf is wrong with me
gotta get over my blocked up mind it's constantly
telling me shit i dont wanna hear
feel like hell's going down on me
she's inside of my dreams she said she'll never leave
cannot see i cannot see
i can tell they after me
social reject, lonely kid
why's it me?
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you were laughing cause i thought you were something
i guess you were you were not wrong 
someone spilled all my guts
nah nah with all my cuts (swear to god) 
somethings in my head 
wish i could fix this problem 
can you stick this fucking knife right on my throat 
and imma let you know that you weren't the one for me

thought you were something w/ yokai dreams & nokerb (frevel)

mixed by me and https://soundcloud.com/hammy
mastered by me <3
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Featuring https://soundcloud.com/hammy
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(lyrics)
leave me there you don't mind you're seeking for, for health you don't seem to call me now blast off in a rocketship she said ima let down i gotta calm down six feet on the ground I'm digging down don't hear a sound ima see you praying on the shrine ima die young i reached my deadline I'm waiting by the bus stop with a tear drop 

yeah im posted at the bus stop watching cars pass
plastic bags on me like im taking out trash
got margiela on my feet yeah you know i burn racks 
shawty know that imma fiend yeah you know i’ll die fast
when i pull up dive in she know imma swim 
these other boys gonna sink baby im him
only going up i can’t go down 
racing to the top i can’t stop now
person in the top i can't stop now it's rainy in my vision but can it stop now only going up i can't go down 

leave me there you don't mind you're seeking for, for health you don't seem to call me now blast off in a rocketship she said ima let down i gotta calm down six feet on the ground I'm digging down don't hear a sound ima see you praying on the shrine ima die young i reached my deadline I'm waiting by the bus stop with a tear drop

Biteki AMV

seeking for help w/ hamilton (frevel)

produced by soloft
mixed and mastered by me

time is a blessing but cursed all the time
what i would give to rewind 
all of the nights where it felt so right 
they hit like a brick every time 
i still hate going outside 
sometimes I wish I was blind 
still choose to ignore it, but never forget it, and yeah I regret it 

tell me right now
tell me right now
is it nice on the other side of this hell?
i know calling at the worst time’s suicide
let me find out and I’ll tell you what it feels like 



i got a problem with spending my money before it deposits
that is an easy one, i have a thousand, don’t know how to solve them 
please do not tell me you love me if you’re always busy
no ring when im calling 
yeah, not gonna lie, a lot of my dreams involve bridges and falling 
i walk around with my anger a lot 
know it’s not healthy, im learning to stop
i been working OT
chasin a check tryna figure it out 
don’t really feel in control of my life 
and that shit don’t sound right 
only my best in the cover of night
kill every beat and I don’t even try 
on my mind in the middle of the night 
wanna die at the thought, can we go for a drive?
catch a vibe, smoke in the sky
nowhere near great but im feeling alright
all out of time
still gotta try
nothing to lose
so here goes the dive

i'll tell you what it feels like (prod. soloft)

staring at the sun *noahmadethiss + recycleBin*

shoutout to everyone in this song ily all :) <3
prod. sorrow bringer (goat)
mix: epitome, kanashi, autumn, casperrr
master: epitome

EPITOME:

if you look into my blackened soul 
you’ll see i’ve begun to decompose 
and with nothing but a rope around my neck
i’ll hang in the gallows dead
hold back the tears you’ll shed
leave all the words unsaid
i was hanging on by a thread
it’s better off instead 
that i’m 6 feet deep beneath the surface
i’ve said this once i know i’m worthless
i fall short of being perfect 
can you show me that i’m worth it
am i worth saving?
my body’s decaying
my flesh is rotting 
i feel like a zombie
i think the ends approaching
i feel it upon me
now i know i’m not worth saving 
i’m trying but it doesn’t seem to be enough
no one gives a fuck
i don’t even know what i’ve become
(can you tell me what i’ve become i give in too easy oh the end has just begun)

KANASHI:

Ion even know what I’ve become 
shits got me so fucked up…
And pls don’t wake me 
I’m busy taking a break from life
Ion wanna be a part of this anymore 
One foot in and the other out the door 
Cuz nothing lasts forever 
So just toss me like a wrapper on the floor…

AUTUMN:

i can't tell tonight apart from all them in the past
i can speak, i can breathe, but my brain is gonna gache
if you feed off of me, hope you like consuming trash
waking up inside this bed 
is something i'd rather not have
i'm tearing at my skin
could it get much worse than this
that's the only thing i'd ask
besides when you'll text me back

CASPERRR:

don't you text me back 
please i don't wanna relapse
feel this agonizing pressure on my chest
i can't breathe,i can't eat i can't get no rest  

fucked up, over what u told me
u left and now i'm lonely 
got 5gs and smoked that whole shit, holy-moly
u really said i was ur only
that guy was just a homie 
and now im dyin slowly, lonely

epitomeoffailure x kanashi x autumndropsdead x casperrr - blackened soul (sorrow bringer)

Prod @Sinxi 
Thx for the guitar sample @izwithonez

LYRICS 

Fuck it up take the problem and the pills again
Im honest but, I can lie when I need a friend
So dont face me with all the regret you have
Cuz I know damn well you believed in what we did

Got me stuck again
Other side of this train
She been looking in
I been honest with me
To her only friends
You dont know what you see
Never love a psycho
She been looping round for me
A different typo every time that she screams at me
A different light bulb switching up in behind the scenes
DONT FALL AGAIN I KNOW
DONT TRUST AGAIN I HOPE

Breathing lines
Head to toe im feeling shivers
From her demon eyes
Sell my soul just for a feeling
That u caught at mine
I swear she choking on my shit
She say she wanna die
Who dont wanna die
God my times been plastered
Holy water from a pastor
Mixed up all up with the vodka
Guess im only half a bastard
I know
She gon tell me Im broke
Its the same as before
Taking shots at the door

Got me stuck again
Other side of this train
She been looking in
I been honest with me
To her only friends
You dont know what you see
Never love a psycho
She been looping round for me
A different typo every time that she screams at me
A different light bulb switching up in behind the scenes
DONT FALL AGAIN I KNOW

Dont pull the strings away together from me
Blocked out facetious things
she wants to say toward me
Collect the only things
You wanna say you own
YOU DONT
And thats just how I fight back
Five bottles counted up right on ya nightstand
Fucked up, never trust me and I write that
Every god damn time I go

Got me stuck again
Other side of this train
She been looking in
I been honest with me
To her only friends
You dont know what you see
Never love a psycho
She been looping round for me
A different typo every time that she screams at me
A different light bulb switching up in behind the scenes
DONT FALL AGAIN I KNOW

SAIKO

Well I think everyone I love has turned against me
And i think everything you told me was a lie
And sometimes, I pretend like I don't see it
But I think, deep down, it must eat you up inside

And I know that I'm selfish, I'll tell you I'm sorry
But then I fuck it up again
I know you're trying to help but when you call
I know we can't be more than friends
If I'm not enough for you right now
Go ahead and leave
Cuz It's not getting any better
You can blame me if you want

Well I think everyone I love has turned against me
And i think everything you told me was a lie
And sometimes, I pretend like I don't see it
But I think, deep down, it must eat you up inside

And she said don't go
The nights get so cold
But I still ran away, I hate LA
Can't eat, my bones show
And I know that you're hurting
For that, I'm sorry
But I won't let you take it out on me
I won't let go of my hopes
Don't say it's just a dream

I think I should call it a night
I've been staring too long at this screen
If you wanna leave, you can go
It makes it easy for me

Well I think everyone I love has turned against me
And i think everything you told me was a lie
And sometimes, I pretend like I don't see it
But I think, deep down, it must eat you up inside

sometimes, i pretend like i don't see it

@heylog

lyrics: 
i been doin better
since i removed her number
baby im alone
dont know which one i wanted
i visit ur home
only to get high though
the drive dont feel the same
when it never thunders home
i can hear the train
it remind me that i made it safe
oh how we were close
its a shame we let it go to waste
fighting off n on girl
we werent made for eachother
i wont lose these memories
but oh man i really wanna
oh its a shame
we let it go to waste
baby heal my face
im losing everyday
oh man im done
god ive had enough
i swore it on my mom
i said i wish i was gone

i been doin better
since i went and left her
i still have ur things
including ur sweater
i can give it back?
dont wanna leave a thing behind
cause u just wished me death
i hate u disrespecting mine

i been doing better
since i ever met her
why u wanna talk and shit
dont u see its over?
i cant stand to be friends
id rather call us enemies
ur eyes oh my god
theyre the fucking death of me
i hate that ur happy
i wish u were hanging
from the fucking ceiling
cause you
fucked me up
and i cant get over it
i need some revenge

i wish i never loved her
i shoulda just left her
i was doing fine
until i fucking met her
i shouldve just disposed of u
but i didnt wanna hurt u
this is how i feel
i hope youll understand me soon

seeking for help w/ hamilton (frevel)

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