eveything you made always so phenomenal and beautiful, and this one just made me tear up :')

Happy Holidays & Happy Anniversary to the legendary track getting on the top of the dubstep playlist with my lovely face on it: https://soundcloud.com/syzymusic/syzy2-is-goin-ham-into-2022-now-on-main-check-desc. 
This one has been in the vault since way earlier in the year hope you guys enjoy <3
Download via Bandcamp: https://elxnce.bandcamp.com/track/syzy-medium-rare-milk-elxnce-remix
@syzymusic
https://soundcloud.com/syzymusic/medium-rare-milk

Syzy - Medium Rare Milk (Elxnce Remix)

grace

Acoustic guitar and dulcimer recorded by Kaden Johanson of cookie meat / The Lovely Robot

Contains a sample from "Yours Truly!" by Pelican Party!, written by Cooper Alexander, Nathaniel Ivey and Nelson Green 

https://ffm.to/selfportrait

Lyrics
____________

I've grown a little tired of fanatics
I sing for little bugs that eat out holes inside my mattress
And wake up to their blood smeared on the carpet
I wonder if they understand the fear my mom has harbored
I've seen her go through too much for a woman
I know she wants it to be better, yet she thinks she shouldn't
I search around for change between the cushions
And maybe if we have enough, I'll take her back to Brooklyn

When the moon shines over Ellis Island
I'll find the nearest bridge and take her down right to the harbor
Oh, if she may endure, I'll make sure there's something to offer
I'll take a bus to Central and we'll stay there for the summer
When the moon shines over Ellis Island
I'll find the nearest bridge and take her down right to the harbor
Oh, if she may endure, I'll make sure there's something to offer
I'll take a bus to Central and we'll stay there for the summer

I fall into the chains that house the wicked
Remember all the names despite the embers of the bridges
It fills my heart with uncertain resentment
Why is it that when I have fun, I soon yearn to forget it?
The frequent getaways became so selfish
I jeopardized the house, I don't know how she worked around it
She said she has a flight in just a moment
I hope that she can see the magic that I felt in Brooklyn

When the moon shines over Ellis Island
I'll find the nearest bridge and take her down right to the harbor
Oh, if she may endure, I'll make sure there's something to offer
I'll take a bus to Central and we'll stay there for the summer
When the moon shines over Ellis Island
I'll find the nearest bridge and take her down right to the harbor
Oh, if she may endure, I'll make sure there's something to offer
I'll take a bus to Central and we'll stay there for the summer

New York

Piano recorded by Tristan "monikrr" Valenti
Drums recorded by Abigail Warner of The Lovely Robot
Acoustic guitar recorded by taiyoukei

Artwork designed by Alaska Sargent in collaboration with Meredith Franklin

Lyrics
____________

Cycles and cycles of wires around my neck
Particles on white walls expire through your sunset

You know that I would do anything
You know that I would break down in a heartbeat

I give myself up to you
Just so I can hear you say
You love me
You're happy
Where you are

Padded with fabric, I crumble when I'm without your presence
You've really done a number on me, do you regret it?

You know that I would do anything
You know that I would break down in a heartbeat

I give myself up to you
Just so I can hear you say
You love me
You're happy
Where you are

I'll tear out my insides
And let you wander in my mind
I'll smear it all upon your face
And let you feel a fresh disguise

You know that I would do anything
You know that I would break down in a heartbeat
For you

Body Horror

Blank Space

Bozo bozo bozo but it's just my voice

euphee:
@euphee
open.spotify.com/artist/5tJLTMFKacE45vOMiX0sSN
https://twitter.com/eupheemusic
https://www.instagram.com/eupheemusic/

flareinthesky!:
@flareinthesky
https://open.spotify.com/artist/2QuBxbF3XTU8hUQquSOxdM
https://twitter.com/flareintheskyy

papa meelo:
@theycallmemeelo
https://open.spotify.com/artist/5oIMJottkowGnLHSC2tkch
https://twitter.com/papa_meelo
https://www.instagram.com/papa.meelo/

lillybug:
@maae-ko
https://open.spotify.com/artist/4E2TcTjE4vNGZ8eNtMzQ7U
https://twitter.com/YeeenCuisine

jhl:
@jhlofficixl
https://open.spotify.com/artist/6IX7He83XWRn8L0Y8Worte
https://twitter.com/jhlofficixl
https://www.instagram.com/jhlofficixl/

aephyn:
@heyaephyn
https://open.spotify.com/artist/6wBZgfO8VgAQoLgaVs347e
https://twitter.com/heyaephyn

*

snare society: https://discord.gg/885VPzSc8A
cover art by: @elii4h

euphee , flareinthesky! , papa meelo , lillybug , jhl & aephyn - THE❁SUDDEN♧CIRCUS

https://ffm.to/bhredblueandgreenlights

A light show of colors, the screen is my window to her sight

32723

w/ @saoirsedream

co-prod by @charliemakesmusic

lyrics
Wonder what you want from me
I thought I made it clear, don't say that it's my fault cause
You know what you meant to me
We're running out of time now
Can you feel the sunset?
Can you feel the-

I might just run it up
Did I run out of luck?
Am I about to fall backwards back to the last time, yea
That you helped me
Baby you helped me
Baby you helped me
Baby you-

I wanna write a song for you
I got stuck on the attack
Every word I say to you
You just repeat it back
It's not like I believe in you less
I'm not keeping score and I don't need you to guess
What I'm thinking all the time
Imma just keep it to myself
Never confide don't need no help
Never confide don't need no help
Baby kiss me thru the phone
JK's that's a stupid joke
Hope I laugh so hard I choke
Hope I laugh so hard I-

Wonder what you want from me
I thought I made it clear, don't say that it's my fault cause
You know what you meant to me
We're running out of time now
Can you feel the sunset?
Can you feel the-

I might just run it up
Did I run out of luck?
Am I about to fall backwards back to the last time, yea
That you helped me
Baby you helped me
Baby you helped me
Baby you-

Baby you help me
Baby you help me
Baby you help me
Baby you help me

And so I put my mind away
I'll figure it out anyway (Baby you help me)
Do you even know who I am?
Do you even care? Do you even care?

red blue and green lights (w/ saoirse dream)

as featured in backdoor!'s "afterparty! vol. 1"
also known as "Center of Attention, chapter two"

streaming: https://ffm.to/circusclown

backing vocals by @pixondle
guitar by @skybr34kr

she points with a gun
she's speaking my language right off the bat
she hangs up her coat
and leaves me entranced with the tip of her hat
i fell for the joke
and only she knows the punchline now
still, i'm in hysterics
i step on stage like a circus clown 

i can't prove myself to anyone
to anyone
besides myself
so why not piss off everyone
i've already won
(it's already begun)
i'm here for the taking
join the show, it's our parade
i did it all for you
all for you

treat me like a doll
and smear me in makeup like all the rest
dance like no one knows
as they load me in the back of the van
we're onto the show
i'm starting to get the punchline now
and i'm in hysterics
and no one mourns when they hear the sound

i can't prove myself to anyone
to anyone
besides myself
so why not piss off everyone
i've already won
(it's already begun)
i'm here for the taking
join the show, it's our parade
i did it all for you
all for you

LOOK AT ME, ANOTHER CIRCUS CLOWN!

🛫🌎🛬 = ♥️
Lyrics by: @fearozzles @fvckyoumate Whsprs
Prod, Mix & Master by: @fauxdot
Cover Art by: @/mid_bf on Twitter + Bluesky

Lyrics:
[@fearozzles]
We take our time its feeling like heaven
with every text I feel like blushing
go outside, it feels like you are here
17 hours wont stop me from

Missing you
Needing you
My love is soft
and I need to know
Fall for you
My heart is for you
My heart is for you
Fall for you

We take our time its feeling like heaven
with every text I feeling like blushing
go outside, it feels like you are here
17 hours wont stop me from mis-

We bring it down, we are in trouble tonight
Im tongued tided when you're holding my hand
Are we certified lovers for life
17 hours won't stop me from

[@fvckyoumate]
Ahoo ahoo
So fun can't wait until we meet your mine
My plane's arriving late at night
I'm a sucka for your ocean eyes
I feel like it is you and I

Let's make it work around the world
Jag gillar dig och du är nice
Don't mention how it's taking time
För dig och mig att komma fram

Tickets to ride, home to you if it's alright
Maybe we're made for each other, maybe we're made for each other

Tricky, but kind, got you smiling you're so fine
Between one and another, I think I love

[WHSPRS]
I cross the borderline
'cause I won't stop until the boy is mine
I am needy by design
Oh imma suck up for two
but take the honey from you

They say
a true fox is a stealer of hearts
guess I'm a fake 'cause I only need one
it's true love even though we're apart
but only 17 hours
17 hours

[@fearozzles]
We take our time it's feeling like heaven
with every text, I feel like blushing
go outside, it feels like you are here
17 hours won't stop me from mis-

We bring it down
We are in trouble tonight
Im tonged tided
When you're holding my hand
Are we certified lovers for life
17 hours won't stop me from lo-

We take our time it's feeling like heaven
with every text, I feel like blushing
go outside, it feels like you are here
17 hours won't stop me from mis-

We bring it down
We are in trouble tonight
Im tonged tided
When you're holding my hand
Are we certified lovers for life
17 hours won't stop me from loving you

Streams on:
🟢Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0Uqng77aHkPXjHZs790DR5?si=ea2617b8b0114647
🔴Apple: https://music.apple.com/gb/album/17-hours/1698844339?i=1698844340 
🔵Bandcamp: https://fearozzles.bandcamp.com/track/17-hours

Music Video Soon:
🎥https://youtu.be/bj24FrWT474

🎨Art Link: https://twitter.com/mid_bf/status/1685726959027007489/photo/1

17 Hours (w/ fyoum + Whsprs)(prod. fauxx)

A selection of piano pieces for concentration and peace of mind.

Keys to Concentration

Sunrise Serenade

my debut album OVER MY DEAD BODY is out now

amateur poet
contact@alaskasargent.com

Body Horror

Alaska Sargent

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