~2024

Newly remastered Darkness
You're such a goody two shoes - don't smoke you don't drink booze - sometimes i wonder - how i hooked up with you - you never let your hair down - hardly ever come around - is it that you think your just too good for me.
I'm starting to think can't handle the pressure got a My Little Pony on your dresser for Christ's sake - still believe in elves and Santa Claus - wonder what's really in those dresser drawers -  every time i walk in i have to pause waiting for the moment you take out your claws I'll never believe your really this nice - accepted a man that's cold as ice.
I can see your bright eyes shining through my window i can see your kindness your tranquility - I'm thrown off by your good deeds you'll never suit my needs i just need some darkness you're way too bright for me
Your so conceited when you show the goodness in you and every time i falter you throw it in my face - I'm such a disappointment yet you still come back for more - in spite of all your sweetness your really a disgrace - 
I'm starting to think that i should run this relationship just isn't fun for me no more - still believe in hugs and holding hands you're so blind that's not who i am - may have been back then who i was - used to hit you up all the time just because but that type of shit's all in the past - you can shove your righteousness up your ass
I can see your bright eyes shining through my window i can see your kindness your tranquility - I'm thrown off by your good deeds you'll never suit my needs i just need some darkness you're way too bright for me
I'm starting to think the roof's caving in  I used to believe I was one with the one who made me sin - truth is i really don't care could really give a shit if you're elsewhere darkness has a hold on me open up my arms and welcome him in even if I'm damned for eternity - i don't give a fuck you're too bright for me 
Chorus

20 years in the making

The Darkness

Other versions:
https://soundcloud.com/albobbidwell/taylor-swift-cant-help-you-p-of-c

Taylor Swift Can't Help You

Lyrics:
It is always on the lurk
...merciless, so merciless
Interfering everywhere
...heedless, so heedless
Has to judges everything
...soulless, so soulless
Influences you all the time
...shameless, so shameless

Riot in the head,
makes you crazy and mad
Jumble in the brain,
gives you harm and pain

Listen, careful, realize, that's all just your monkey mind
Shows wrong way and it makes your soul blind
Wake up, heedful, feel it all, that's all just your monkey mind
Let it go and peace will you find

It kills silence and leisure
...peaceless, so peaceless
Always chattering to you
...ruthless, so ruthless
Jumping wild from thought to thought
...restless, so restless
Doesn't let you sleep at night
...shameless, so shameless

Riot in the head,
makes you crazy and mad
Jumble in the brain,
gives you harm and pain

Listen, careful, realize, that's all just your monkey mind
Shows wrong way and it makes your soul blind
Wake up, heedful, feel it all, that's all just your monkey mind
Let it go and peace will you find

Riot in the head,
makes you crazy and mad
Jumble in the brain,
gives you harm and pain

Listen, careful, realize, that's all just your monkey mind
Shows wrong way and it makes your soul blind
Wake up, heedful, feel it all, that's all just your monkey mind
Let it go and peace will you find

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Created and conducted 2024 by Kapellmeister Krause

Monkey Mind

竹久夢二(Yumeji Takehisa) : September 16, 1884 - September 1, 1934
A painter representing the Taisho Romantic era, whose paintings of beautiful women were all the rage.
He was a representative painter of the Taisho Romantic era, and was sometimes called the ``Taisho Ukiyo-e artist.''

夢二（Yumeji）

A percussion-only track made as an attempt to capture the spirit of the hypnotic rhythms of drum circles I've been part of. 

If you like it, feel free to use this track, DL should be on, and I offer it free under a creative commons attribution license. Please credit me (Jeffrey A. Trott) if you do use it. Contact me if you'd like a more raw and uncompressed version.

I'm only about 95 percent satisfied with the mastering, so I may re-master this in the near term.
[Ver. 17_UAD_BAKED]

TriFour

TriFour - World Drums

Other versions:
https://soundcloud.com/albobbidwell/abigail-devoe-onlyfans-pt-1-ii

Abigail Devoe OnlyFans, Pt. 1

lyrics:

You were born after 9-11
You really don't know shit
You've had a phone your entire life
You never even got your face hit

You were sad during the pandemic
You played vidja games with fake friends
You scroll through all the streaming services
You think the whole world is gonna end

You were born after 9-11
You don't get coffee from 7-11
You don't get my Spinal Tap reference to eleven
And you notice when the time's 11:11

Yeah, you like numerology
And you obey astrology
And you hate biology
And you demand apologies

You were born after 9-11
But you shoulda met my old friend Kevin
But you can't now 'cause he's in Heaven
Hangin' with another dead friend
Who's also named Kevin

You Were Born After 9-11 [W.E. Demo]

lyrics:

Is the glass half full
Or half empty, bull
The glass is too big
And I took a swig

Now it's in my veins
And I'm feeling the pains
Of post-ironic memes
Of monocultural teams

Writin' their minor songs
Discrete dabs, no passin' bongs
Let me play you this one
This is serious anti-fun

I've been drinkin' that Gen Z pee
It's problematic just talkin' to me
All I did was mention a Beatles tune
And your angry ass decorated the room

I've been drinkin' that Gen Z pee
But maybe I should spend more time in the street
I've got a sign with two sides, scrawled
Just tryin' to see you, I'm gonna crawl

Just attempt to conceive
What privacy may relieve
Tyranny of the self
A manic grandmother elf

Those prior problematics
Now fermenting spaztics
Your songs ain't so bad
Just call 'em all "I'm Sad"

Poor you
The poor things

I've been drinkin' that Gen Z pee
Now I'm mired in madness, clipped speech intensity
I fixed up the house, I cleaned the toilet
But you didn't stick around long enough to soil it

Hope I didn't spoil your party (What party?)
I've just been listenin' to Jen's E.P.
Me and that girl, I mean, honestly, like, for me
In my opinion, personally, it's like, seriously
For me, I mean

Gen Z Pee (or, Jen's E.P.) [P×2 Demo]

Straight into a H6 recorder after a Eurorack mixer.  I do intend to reprocess this track.  Maybe through something like a bark filter or Modular sampler.

FROM A DIFFERENT WORLD

(I've Been) Accused of Curmudgeonry

29.07.2024

Gonna Be Hard (Live Acoustic)

"Lost in a Song About You" 
                        From the Children's Musical Comedy, 
"Beauty is as Beauty Does", by yndaFaye) 
https://www.canva.com/design/DAGVuBirFng/YygeVhhq7eioQd1TNLeZ9A/watch? utm_content=DAGVuBirFng&utm_campaign=designshare&utm_medium=link&utm_source=editor
	

	


When I go walking down the street, I can't help myself from feelin' the beat, 
Everywhere I go, no matter what I do.
Time ...temporarily stops; nothing' else seems to matter too much;
I get lost in all my dreams, it's true...
I get lost in a song about you. 

Two:
 Sometimes I stop for awhile, Just to give a neighbor a smile, 
Yes, I think I know what it's leading to;
Truth can hurt! Fiction is Fun! I always knew you were the only ones,
Somehow I just keep stumbling through. 
I get lost in a song about you.

Three: 
Everybody 's asking me "What took you so long?!"
Everybody's asking me to sing them a song
Everybody  comes to me... when they're feeling blue.
 I get lost in a song about you!

Four:

 I guess I might be wasting my time.
I get so suspended in rhyme, it's true.
I get Lost in a song about you.
I'm lost in a song about you.

CH: Lost in a song about you. Lost in a song about you.
Right or wrong, it's my song '
And I'm lost in a song...about you'

Lost in a song about you, Copyrighted 2016 by The Illinois Harmony Connection
(Fred Gold & Lynda Faye) as " Honey Unlimited. 

"Thanks for listening or referring us to future collaborators, since there are FIVE "HONEY" MUSICALS.!

Potential Collaborators' Contact "HoneyMusicals@Yahoo.com"
Work:  San Diego Unified Schools Edu K-12.
Other Children's Songs:
The Calendar Song
Kitties, Rabbits and Ducks!
I Am a Green Plant (The banjo by Fred Gold)
I'm a Dancing Girl   (w FredGold)

"Lost in a Song About YOU!" Original from Lynda Faye's  Children's Musical Comedy

Timing 6/8
Tempo 170 BPM
Tuning 432Hz A & Drop D
Roots F / D


https://on.soundcloud.com/a8Gna
Wrote this 
Eileen, My Nana and Aileen whom I've started working with musically are inspiring this song...
Finish for 2025 Album

My Nana gave me my first ever piano lesson. I remember it like a video. in this song I used the speed finger/thumb cross over technique she showed me early on. I think of her "Every time" I do it 😊

-try add slide guitar for a change

Lyrics

So she answers,
All the time,
Gone from here,
But still shining down.
It's her presence,
Everyday.
A photograph,
Eternal memory
With you Eyes so Lean
You see my clean... 

The perfect human form
Words can't describe that
Warm, Beautiful, Kind ,Brave, In tune, In time,
Such care
My favourite line 

Call your clean
Prove and grieve
Presence is forever when you remember 

Remember her
Remember him
Remember them
Feel their good clense

Remember her
Remember him
Remember them
Remember everyone

Escape from Mold

Al Bob Bidwell

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