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Vibes XV

12.31.23 https://youtu.be/9jjEHs1meIE?si=SzIUkvibsyVqBtQ-

068 HORUS

Cosa Rara y nueva

2024.1.zip

love i'm sorry 
god knows i tried 
i know you see through 
the wall in my eyes 
it's all i had left
so say what you mean 
don't worry about me, 
cause it only hurts a bit more through a screen
and i
love 
you

so please don't go 
cause i never could 
turn off my phone,
be perfectly fine tryna sleep on my own 
n i
need
you 
when i fall through 

so take what you want 
i'll try my best to replace it 
and even if it means breaking 
put the barrel back on my tongue 
i never wanted to feel so alone 
but i "felt so much better"
cause you were my home 
i guess that i shouldn't have 
given all of the things that i'll never get back
four in the morning i stare at my ceiling 
and wonder why the pale white wall 
looks so appealing to me 
asking why my eyes always look so sad 
guess it's what's left of the the things i had 

i never wanted to feel so alone
but i felt so much better 
cause i loved you
guess it's what's left of the things i have 
i guess that i shouldn't have 
i guess that i shouldn't have 
given all of the things that i'll never get back

all of the things that i'll never get back (prod. afterlife)

the moves you make, the time you spend/
don't waste its body//

with love @imfrommarslol @alvarocabrera @musicofwei

-

I keep seeing you on TV
Every movie, every song, every text I read
But you keep on evading me
It’s like I’m meant to be alone for eternity

I’m just saying
Life is ticking 
Don’t let me die here without you
And I’ve been reckless 
But please undress this 
Don’t waste my body

I’m making a mistake
But I can’t back down on you
Yeah you
How long will you keep me waiting? 
I’ve made it very clear
I don’t need nobody but you
How long will you keep me waiting? 

I can’t escape
Why can’t I wait?
I can’t escape?
Why can’t I wait?

Porcelain w/ alex martian & alvaro cabrera

Im Waking Up

VIDEO: https://youtu.be/XZvFXCQpAPA
prod @shikixo x @thislandismusic

LYRICS
I been so fucked up, I don't got too much to say about it
Eyes wide shut, I guess I'll just shut up and pray about it
Where'd you go? I talked to God, I think the rain is drowning
Out my thoughts, what I want? I won't

I been so fucked up, I don't got too much to say about it
Eyes wide shut, I guess I'll just shut up and pray about it
Where'd you go? I talked to God, I think the rain is drowning
Out my thoughts, what I want. I won't talk about it
I been so fucked up, I don't got too much to say about it
Eyes wide shut, I guess I'll just shut up and pray about it
Where'd you go? I talked to God, I think the rain is drowning
Out my thoughts, what I want. I won't talk about it

I been so fucked up
I don't need no love
Ain't been thinking 'bout you much
I been off these fucking drugs
Baby baby, drive me crazy
I don't know what else to say about it
I know I promised I'll be fine
But I doubt it
And I don't wanna waste no time, I been losing my mind
Crushing little blue pills into little blue lines
And I been tryna do right by you but it's hard
Cuz I been so fucked up

I been so fucked up, I don't got too much to say about it
Eyes wide shut, I guess I'll just shut up and pray about it
Where'd you go? I talked to God, I think the rain is drowning
Out my thoughts, what I want. I won't talk about it
I been so fucked up, I don't got too much to say about it
Eyes wide shut, I guess I'll just shut up and pray about it
Where'd you go? I talked to God, I think the rain is drowning
Out my thoughts, what I want. I won't talk about it

VIDEO

EYES WIDE SHUT (VID IN DESC.)

produced by ria @ria_chuelo & me
mixed & mastered by me

additional help from @oolacile !

Released under @loveshockrecords

instagram: instagram.com/avit69
youtube: youtube.com/c/avit69
website: www.avit.wtf

lyrics:
this pain inside me i can’t stand it
im all alone cause i can’t fit in
gotta be like this or that… but i can never be just me
cause im such a mess and i can’t control it
at least i’ll admit that i am just worthless
but u are the one that’s giving me hope
even though truly ur killing me slowly

its so hard for me to win
when all i do is just pretend
im not okay, im not alright
i only want u by my side…
its so hard for me to win
when all i do is just pretend
im not okay, im not alright
i only want u by my side…

u make me feel alive as ur poison drags me down
and every time i cry, ur always there to numb what’s left…

im nothing without u
u make me sick but i dont care
blood oozing… constricting…
it’s all just coming out
weighed down by ur machinations
you’ve ruined my life, congratulations…

Lines of Death

poison (Prod. Ria & AViT)

Listen on Spotify

@rxseboy x @jomie - hit the road (prod. boyfifty)

glass +guardin (noahmadethiss)

This really old but I’m just getting around to releasing it

ghost in my room

STILL HERE WITH THE ONES THAT I CAME WITH

@skrillex
@porter-robinson

As heard in the THANK GOD FOR EDM Edit Pack:
https://musicbyrift.bandcamp.com/album/midst-of-curiosity

still here (rift's "2012" remix)

@angelicxmei
@kojowav
@remghost

hook :3
u could never understand why
i said goodbye this time
ill leave u out my life
never was your fault its mine

mei:
everything we left behind
i recall memories that breaking apart
tell me what its all about
is it my heavy heart that is making me doubt?

i thought u'd notice me
when im falling deep
but nobody can save me now
guess i just let it be
i cant fall asleep
when nobody is here around

yep hook repeats wow

goodbye ft. mei (kojo & remghost)

[lyrics]
these eyes dont lie 
i cant go on 
i seen too much shit in my life 
am i even alive
hangin on by a thread
mf took another pill n now isss fuckin lights out 
jus woke up n isss alr bright out
idk where tf im going w my life now
suck my dick or pipe down 
mf my hometown 
im the only god dat ive seen around 
nohopeshawty king of underground 
im the only one dat they know abt 
i could do it all w the weight of the world tryna hold me down

@jacc_ak
@nohopeshawty

these eyes dont lie

these eyes dont lie (prod. sustain)

(outro version) smoking

Stream "know a thing" by @heylog (prod. @irby314)
https://streamlink.to/knowathing-heylog

Lyrics:
i don't wanna heal myself again
no, i don't need to miss you like i did
promised recently i'd hit decline
but i couldn't do it this one time

i don't know why i can't
feel anything or understand
feel anything or understand
i don't know why i can't
feel anything or understand
do i even give a damn
do i even give a damn

every night i wake up in a sweat
every single word you ever said
come together without feeling harm
quickly run to you with open arms

can't believe i'm doing this again
it's been so long so like, how you been?
they don't even know a thing or two
they know more about me than 'bout you

i don't know why i can't
feel anything or understand
i don't know why i can't
feel anything or understand
i don't know why i can't
feel anything or understand

do i even give a damn
do i even give a damn

heylog - know a thing (irby)

[track4]
prod. me

lyrics:

distract me 
this time
red stripes (on my face) 
outline
my hands 
my spine
i shouldve guessed that its 
different than the picture

flash on, stare at the light flicker
giving it time, can it go any quicker?
flash on, stare at the light flicker
should've guessed it was different than the picture

@lyn_u
i can't feel it anymore
i broke down, hurt me to my core
you wanna leave, something i can't afford
talk to me, tired of being ignored
clear my mind, i can't even think straight
things take time, but i don't really wanna wait
and i'm not fine, but i won't say
now all i gotta do is wait

flash on, stare at the light flicker
giving it time, can it go any quicker?
flash on, stare at the light flicker
should've guessed it was different than the picture

[+50]

distract

p. @chriad x @1sloan
@omgemags @whyhaze @1sloan @kidavor @yonklolz @phaseeluv @chriad

(emags)
Walk into the club high as fuck like I been booted up
Thumbin through the blue notes I really think I looted up
Actin way too hostile like why you not gon' loosen up?
BNB be beautiful 
I told you that we do enough

(whyhaze)
And they talkin' yea they sad as fuck
BNB we turnin' up 
Get that check and fuck it up
And I go and get another one

(emags)
Actin way too hostile like why you not gon' loosen up?
BNB be beautiful 
I told you that we do enough

(whyhaze)
I thought that was your bitch so tell me why she tryna suck me up
Now it hurts to listen up
They see that I'm number one
And they number none
Maybe you should give it up
Yea they see me goin' up 
Whole squad goin' dumb

(emags)
Face 3.5 to the face I'm feeling hazy
Ever since I lost you I get the way that @whyhaze be
Posted all up in the crib I feel amazing
Loaded .40 on my waist I'm really crazy

(1sloan)
I'm with @00clique in the BNB
Boy you really wish you was me
I don't wanna start a fight
I can't wait to go home

(kidavor)
I don't know what I did wrong 
Getting faded every night 
I do not care 'bout what you want
And then I go 
Fuck you think you know?
You're not my bro
Yea you better go

(1sloan)
God it's somethin' in your eyes
Got me starting up a fire
I can't be yours no
Maybe for tonight yea 

Life's in a better place
My head's up in outer-space
This and now it's okay
It don't matter anyway

(yonklolz)
It don’t matter anyway
How could I just get you to stay?
All these thoughts is clouding my face
Onyx necklace cutting my chain

(phaseeluv)
I'm on tech I'm on god
Can't you see the watch?
I say go go go when that white boy do the floss
How many hits will it take just to show you I'm on top?
Shawty think that she got cake...
Shawty it's okay to stop
Unhh unhh
And that pussy sound like pasta
Oh my- oh my god 
She shake my dick like a maraca
How many percs y'all think I take?
I took zero I'm just lit like that

(whyhaze)
How many percs y'all think I take?
I'm like six
Take six more yea that's two threes @phaseeluv pass me the assist
You can't do it like this
Everytime you shoot you miss

(yonklolz)
Every time I shoot I hit
Who was you with who gives a shit?
Stealin' his whip just to crash in a ditch
Get so much play that I’m scratching the disk

(1sloan)
I'm with @00clique in the BNB
Boy you really wish you was me
I don't wanna start a fight
I can't wait to go home

(kidavor)
I don't know what I did wrong 
Getting faded every night 
I do not care 'bout what you want
And then I go 
Fuck you think you know?
You're not my bro
Yea you better go

(1sloan)
God it's somethin' in your eyes
Got me starting up a fire
I can't be yours no
Maybe for tonight yea 

Life's in a better place
My head's up in outer-space
This and now it's okay
It don't matter anyway

(yonklolz)
It don’t matter anyway
How could I just get you to stay?
All these thoughts is clouding my face

(1sloan + yonklolz)
It don't matter anyway

SPOTIFY

ARVADA (emags whyhaze 1sloan kidavor phaseeluv yonklolz chriad)

bittorrent

rerelease 4 the OGs 

One Sec
@6shepp
@luvpika
@kiddghxst

@dollfacexxx

##BBEWITCH

one sec w/ shepp, pika, shober (@dollfacexxx)

featuring real fx via olswel.net

available 2 stream everywhere <3

https://www.instagram.com/witchcell/

drumkit

721eternal (real Fx)

(@prodnomu)

haven't posted a song in forever so here u go <3 luv u allll thank u for listening


Its a been while since i been by myself
Talking nobody else
Except me

Ive been so comfortable inside my own shell
And im feeling quite well
Its routine

Everybody gets one second
Ye Just one second of heaven
1 for me
1 for u
1 for everytime u knew
How i felt when i was down
Everytime ur not around
For the first time in forever I wake up without u now

dont know how much time i have
Til my haves become my had
And my dreams turn into wishes
While my wishes turn to ash
Ive got problems in my veins
You can see it in my face
But my problems fade away
Everytime u call my name

FUCK!!
This prolly the last time for a while
It seems like the perfect chance to get things off my mind ye
Wish i had more music but i just don't have the time
Maybe it's excuses but regardless i was trying

And every time i hear a song i feel so insecure
Cuz everybody has a sound and im just standing here
Cant write a line i lost my shine im out of things to sharee
But thanks for listening to me its good to know you care

just an update - i made it into college
Hope i get a chance to see u all after the fall ends
Ill miss everyone of you who talked to me at all and
Ill make sure to check up on the ones who even called me

Promise ill be back
Maybe send me messages and maybe start a chat
ive been feeling better and better
like Much better than ever
finally i really like it where im at :)

comfortable

spotify <3

thank you for listening 
<3
@jolst


 i just wish you were here 
holding me 
cause my thoughts hurt less 
when you lay next to me 
but u don’t care at all
blame it on the alcohol
is there something there that i can’t see 
how the fuck am i supposed to breathe 
like oh
it’s okay if you wanna let go 
i know you probably need a little more 
i just miss when you were close
i know how this shit go
fall apart when it gets cold 
n i start to get feel real low 
know you’ll leave me when it snows 

when it snows 
iced out had to put on a coat 
neck cold but my hearts on froze 
fucked up i can’t do this alone 
baby why u gotta do me like that 
n still ask why my songs so sad 
everyday gotta put on a mask 
happy eyes with a knife in my back 

i say i love you 
“i love you too” 
most days i can’t get enough of u
when you leave i feel it 
it’s hard to deal with 
the crushing weight of this lonely feeling
rain it trickles 
cry a little 
nothings real 
it’s so artificial 
“you’re too brittle”
how i am supposed to feel when you speak in riddles 

i know i’m cold sometimes 
but i could never lie to you
i always say i’m fine 
i really don’t know what to do
i need you a little too much 
i’m scared that i’m never enough 
when you get distant it feels like i probably fucked up
get a little too scared i don’t mean much

snow (prod. jolst)

marchfifth, twentytwentyone.
i keep seeing you in my dreams. why?
featuring @nclkyr.
produced by anvii.
guitar played by @ayyitsryo.
mixed by anvii & @heavenindaclouds.

anvii:
my life's a shitshow
it's always so unsteady unlike the tempo
u know i cared about u
u know i cared about u 
i dont wanna talk bout no non sense
they always said dont worry about the past tense
oh i know
oh i know

hook:
maybe im just dreaming?
eyes to the ceiling
trying to wake up but i cant escape the feeling
dont wanna let go
ur laugh just echoes
inside my mind
knew u'd leave me
i said so

kyra:
my life's a mess
everything i do is not for the best
i dont wanna explain it anymore
i just wanna see the world before i
go back to the place
back to the days
u told me u wont leave me
now im alone
*rings*
on the phone
nobody knows
nobody knows

stream

im just dreaming

still banned from following people.. i hate U @soundcloud

distract

Alyx Trick