prod me

im trynna do all my best
in nightmares i see ur face
its getting worse i must say
and now its starting to rain
cant feel shii other than pain
im living to ur dismay
out of order, my hearts strained
fresh bloods leaving me stained x2

fresh bloods leaving me stained
open wound, salt to injury
nvr feelin sorry 
for just being myself
love turns into hate
i dont understand
i dont wanna play these games
needa get away

feels like im last place
good lucks all that i get
off the grid again
from broken promises
turn ur back on me
sth i wont forget
move on and accept
i say at every step

sanitys at stake
no answer to this mess
wanted u to stay
its only causing stress
sanitys at stake
i nvr wanted that
wanted u to stay
no thank u, bid farewell


im trynna do all my best
in nightmares i see ur face
its getting worse i must say
and now its starting to rain
cant feel shii other than pain
im living to ur dismay
out of order, my hearts strained
fresh bloods leaving me stained x2

strained

<33 i luv yall

Lyrics:

Baby i just hope yk
That i think ur so wonderful 
And you got me falling down
Falling down so slow
Hate it when ur not around 
And i just wna hold U close
I love that u give me hope
Promise im not letting go

I just need u rnn
I need u to hold me down
I hate it when ur not here
I hate it when ur not around 
I mean what i say
And u can hear it in the sound
I made this song for you
Turn it up loud

So u hear my heart beating 
Tell me that u rly need it
Tell me just how much u need me
Girl i cant control this feeling
I need a royce with the stars
Up in the ceiling 
Im a star up in the building
Im making noise ik u see it 
Yaaaa
angelBoyz shit
U can meet me at the show
If u wanna take a pic
U keep talking shit about me
I’m like who tf is this ???
Spent his rent on my baby
Ima make it back quick
Yea its nothing 😜

So what i gotta do
Just to make you see
I mean what i say to you
Send you a picture 
Let you know i miss you
Girl send me a kiss
I can’t wait to see you

Ur so wonderful o.0

@k4rson @sxnnai @octooooooo @rubyrafsimons

never had ft karson (sennai octo ruby)

prod @syhko
with @lockerr

WE ARE SO BACK

idk whats going on ft lockerr (syhko)

Special thanks: 
- Instrumental by @rewind214 & @pico-13910899
- Mastering by @soreu_u

A thousand things I can’t convey
There’s so much on mind to say
Won’t you wait... won’t you stay...
Won’t you stay?

The silence I know more each day
Your voice lingers on when I pray
Wide awake, how I lay,
You’re the one,
I crave

Time flew past,
And the tides started turning
Living life fast,
But at night I’m yearning,
Yearning to see you again,
I’m hurting
Knowing I can’t be right there,
I’m certain

I know you’ve moved on
I’m in a city that I hate,
It feels too wrong
Living life estranged for way too long
Yeah I’ve got no place where I belong, no

I want you by my side,
You in my life
For you, I would die
Baby, that’s no lie


a thousand things i cant convey (rewind + pico)

prod me

blowing angeldust da back the bus pouring up some actavis 
i dont dont give no fukks no hoe that i can give my trust
it aint adding up these hoes acting studious 
in the studio late night so u can move to this

i aint new to this tf is u saying
do u want this dick or nottttttt hoe quit playing
cannot trust me with that pack bitch i laced it
lace up my shoes now go and pace it
i cant hear u x on da faces
#asilentvoice i can promise he aint say shi
all my men men in black pushing spaceships
if i die they gon say im the greatest

how u leaching off ur friends boy u fairly odd
how u 35 cant even buy ur own socks
kept that roof above yo head we did that shi alot
neck weird he keep moving like a warlockkkk
boi i told yo ass to stop pop out with them fucking chops
i prolly fuck yo moms till the sun down blow this place to allah

angeldust

#straycats @hartfxlt

I dont wanna love cos ill never have that
fall into that hole i will never get back
do not reply its ok ur on the snapchat
feel like spira me all i ever use is cashapp

and it makes me cry when u dont wanna talk 
and i wonder why i always talk alot
am i going insane i think i lost the plot
i always do things without thinking a thought

feeling bad for myself i know its pathetic
and im always in my head yea im always stressin
i just wanna be at the top where im winning
always find myself standing in the wrong position

@hartfxlt 

I'll take my leave girl its best I get going
u fade with the leaves see ur face when its snowing
inside I bleed there's no way to slow it 
can't stitch it or sow it, end is close yeah I know it 
falling apart inside and that won't change 
thought u were on my side its just so strange 
how u lie and lie and lie 
it really tears me up inside 
whole clique in the club yeah I'm with straycats 
she told me she in love baby don't u say that 
couple nights ay that's all we really have 
if i had it my way u never would've really left

Thinking a Thought Ft Hartfxlt (savestate)

@anotherdaypassesmeby
its hard to be me
life putting me through hell
you hurt me so good
yeah, you really do it well
cuts and bruises
they begin to swell
i been lying through my teeth
i know it’s not good for myself
i been grinding my teeth
got these pills inside my mouth
i been doing way too much
and its not good for my health
when i fell down
yeah, nobody helped
hop out in that gown yeah
generational wealth
you don’t know what i’ve been through
cry so much need a tissue
yeah, what’s your issue?
hey, what you into?
yeah i really miss you
I’m not perfect
yeah, i sin too
can’t get through these issues
cry so much need a tissue
don’t know what i’m into 
but i just really miss you oh no
hey
i just really miss you oh no
@hvrting
dropping pain into this styrofoam
no friends ima die alone
day to day spending time alone
u dont kno what i been thru
struggling to cope with my issues
falling off the edge
ima slip thru
even in the rain
i would sprint to u
i was a loner
i felt like a reject
u pussies r posers
swear u all playing pretend
lying thru my teeth
kno its not good for myself
u were nowhere to be found
when i was down nn needed help
its another day
i dont kno where im waking up
racks in i b raking up
pray my bruddas make it out
not copping zips
we smoke by the pound
no i dont wan let u down
in the deep would u let me drown ??
suicidal thoughts running all around
falling i hit the ground
miss who i was around you
kno everything about you
u aint like that
i said it 
u aint show up
drop 2 pills inside this cup
i take a sip
might throw up
wish we cld never grow up
wait until i blow up
remember how they treated me
when i was still a no one

strained

anjay