irrelevant

new one from the archives with my partner in crime >:D    @mediumarchive
produced by @majinaruu
hope u enjoy <3

lyrics:
(sean)
i don't wanna think about you at all 
every single conversations ends up like a battle 
i don't think I'll ever make some time for us tio chat cuz 
you act like a baby with a binkie a rattle

and i tried 
but it's never enough 
and you lie 
like you do it for fun 
it's alright 
i can still feel your touch 
and it's dry 
like the blood on your tongue

(decks)
and i know you been elsewhere
telling me lies cuz you dont care
leave me alone and go fuck up
someone else’s life

so shut up, shut up
because i know you never wanna
make up, make up
its only really ever gonna
fuck up, fuck up
our perception of us
and the blood’s on your hands 
cuz its never enough for you

and i tried to help it,
but you never would take fall
you’re more than selfish
cuz you never really cared at all

shut up! w/ medium sean [majinaru]

spotify

Freak.

Freak. (Prod. by King Theta)

captive like the tide waves to the moon

featuring @paperrosehaiku
produced by @morgnbates
cover art by n.m. pane

thank you for listening
i love you all <3

STREAMING

cherry tree (ft. paper rose haiku) [p. homesick]

Fall Apart Ft. Lil Narnia (Prod. IOF)

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/2N8mg0fDMA3EaI8dzAp9hW?si=a49d053c1edb4349
prod/mix/master: Anxiety Attacks!
IG: www.instagram.com/ANXIETYxATTACKS/
Twitter: twitter.com/ANXIETYxATTACKS

[AA!]
i heard it's already summer somewhere else
i swear to god i'll be good, i don't need your help
act fine when you're all around i guess,
but it hurts when the sun comes out
i've been in my room playing skyrim all night
cuz it always calms me down
i'm not okay, just bury me
i don't wanna try to explain myself
i don't wanna think about it

it always feels like
i was meant to be someone else
my skin is too tight, i just don't understand
what the fuck
so i take my meds, try to fix my head
but it always feels like
like i'm a lost cause baby, i've been too stuck lately

[SLEYE]:
yeah i'm such a lost cause
and everything's so fucked up now
try to get my thoughts right,
i wish i could just be someone else
i figure you don't want me by now
considering the way i that am
i'm sorry i can't ever seem to find the self control you know i lack
baby i don't feel right, i just wanna get out my head
i know you're sick and tired of tryna wait for me to change the way i am

[AA!]
it always feels like
i was meant to be someone else
my skin is too tight, i just don't understand
what the fuck
so i take my meds, try to fix my head
but it always feels like
like i'm a lost cause baby, i've been too stuck lately
it always feels like
i was meant to be someone else
my skin is too tight, i just don't understand
what the fuck
so i take my meds, try to fix my head
but it always feels like
like i'm a lost cause baby, i've been too stuck lately

Other Streaming <3

Lost Cause [feat. Sleye]

~2300~

@daystowaste
Guitar by 2FLOORSUP

Lyrics:

[VERSE1]
I can’t take the steps in this process And I fight the help that i’m promised; With myself lately I’ve been dishonest Will you treat me less like your project I’ve been holding on too tight
Honest open gone tonight

[HOOK]
Bags packed up
One last cup
To look back on everybody grows up
I’ll write a sad song just for you to show love
You’ll find resolve from it whenever the time comes Bags packed up
One last cup
To look back on everybody grows up
I’ll write a sad song just for you to show love
You’ll find resolve from it whenever the time comes

[DAYS TO WASTE]
You were something
Cigarettes in my lungs you were toxic
Light a match leave it all to assumption
That’s okay baby i’m going numb anyway
Don’t call back i’m leaving and that’s that Driving away to a place I can relax
Cause I can’t escape this
I made you a playlist
Of every song that convinced me I hate this Say goodbye to distant lies
The pain you dealt a thousand times
Cause i’ve been staying up all night
To wash away the wasted time
But i’m so tired
Sick of the lies and the miles I drove back home Cause i’ve been someone else for a long time

[HOOK]
Bags packed up
One last cup
To look back on everybody grows up
I’ll write a sad song just for you to show love
You’ll find resolve from it whenever the time comes Bags packed up
One last cup
To look back on everybody grows up
I’ll write a sad song just for you to show love
You’ll find resolve from it whenever the time comes

Resolve w/ Days To Waste

guitar/mix/prod: Anxiety Attacks!
'Worried About Nothing' EP 11/25/22 <3

sometimes the words we say don’t always hold their meaning like when
you told me yesterday
that you swear you couldn’t live without me

looking at photographs
reminds me nothing happens for a reason
it’s getting harder to think it was meant to be, cuz we’re still breathing
breathe in, breathe out
cuz maybe there’s peace in nothing
but don’t shut me out,
i don’t wanna hurt anymore

run away, meditate, turn around, burn it down
& just pretend it never happened
& when it’s over, tell me if it’s really over
i’ll keep my camera here for someone else

you never liked how i’m high all the time
sometimes i wish i was less terrified
of being by myself for too long
too many thoughts for me to sift through
camera rolls feels light when you’re gone
it’s too many clips for me to sit thru

looking at photographs
reminds me nothing happens for a reason
it’s getting harder to think it was meant to be, cuz we’re still breathing
breathe in, breathe out
cuz maybe there’s peace in nothing
but don’t shut me out,
i don’t wanna hurt anymore

other streaming <3

Still Breathing

MUSIC VIDEO: https://youtu.be/1BXfR3GHF9w
guitar by https://soundcloud.com/93feetofsmoke
https://music.anxietyattacksmusic.com/worried-about-nothing

don’t take this the wrong way
i’ve waited so long but nothing changes
and it took so long to get here
i can’t face myself, it’s empty
but at least you don’t have to stay here
don’t stay here, no
i drag my shoes through dirt, kick up dust and wonder why i can’t breathe
i’m fading slowly, from you
and why do the years drag on (when you’re gone)?
well we could talk about life
i don’t want saved, i just wanna take mine
i think about it sometimes, doesn’t seem right when summertime comes & everything turns out fine

don’t take this the wrong way
i’ve waited so long but nothing changes
and it took so long to get here
i can’t face myself, it’s empty
but at least you don’t have to stay here

but i’ll stay here,
i’ll let you go & i’ll just
watch the clouds pass by while the world stands still right here
i don’t wanna taste salt, i’m just tryna keep my head above
water while you watch me drown,
this way i promise that i won't let you down

don’t take this the wrong way
i’ve waited so long but things still feel the same
and it took so long to get here,
i can’t face my self, it’s empty

Don't Take This the Wrong Way

[+ loverboybeats]

@navyxower
@dylaanlotus
@noxious-nights
@souldfadexo
@emptychest
@northshoremusic

(navy)
gotta black tee
some would say its green
baby i gotta lay down
baby im feeling weak

wandering through the streets
heartbreak on the seames
ima travel cross the sea, i wonder what it means

party you party, lets party you talk in ur sleep, i need to get outta here again
why do you wanna get down with him, i heard you talking im sick

when we met by the water
would you think of me differently, if i had a daugher
i watch all these aniamls go to slaughter
its cause ur all selfish, what did they do wrong

(dylan lotus)
i’m burning up, i been hellbound
i’m leaving this earth cuz you hate me
so fuckin lost, i been spellbound 
i’m under the curse that you gave me
fuckin it up til you break me
all of these drugs that i’m taking
lace a few pills and i’m soarin off
lovin a thrill yeah i’m pouring up
fucked up; i’m worthless 
constant soul searching 
am i really worthy of love? i’m not perfect

(noxiousnights)
why am i so hard on myself ?
my goals are too big it's ruining my health
i could really make it easier
but all the summer i make it feel like winter

I distort my mind to help me cope
the world is spinning i'm out of control
sometimes it feels like there's no hope
i'm lost in my thoughts i can't let go

(soulfade)
Surely hate the way you talk to me
When things around fallen downward
In sense I never wanted this
Things would never happen way too soon

Always talking to myself at the noon
Always staring blankly at the moon

(emptychest)
different day different rolls
u know how the story goes
u know how to keep me close
i know how to keep u warm
its my responsibility
to keep u warm..
i never thought id live, endeavor!
never thought id see forever!
i didnt think id find my home
I really thought id die alone 
die alone.
nobody knows whats in my head.
ive been counting down my days
so i can finally get some bread
ay, see my, be my, mind
you'd die in a second!
its crazy to think im the same as you

(TNS)
Take the path that’s in front of me 
Feel the rhythm inside of me 
Tired of just playing hide n seek 

Where you really at girl, I don’t wanna leave 
Self esteem aside, girl I need you with me 
I just did a full 180

Hide & Seek w/ NAVYXOWER, dylan lotus, noxiousnights, soulfade, emptychest & The North Shore

personal crisis

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no label
artist, producer, 2x platinum mix engineer 

*** <3 ***

mixing/mastering/prod./features: alecneversad@anxietyattacksmusic.com

Still Breathing

Anxiety Attacks!

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