i don't wanna leave my bed.

Lyrics

I got a million problems
Fuck bout a million followers
That shit won't help me with solving 'em
All of my thoughts I get lost in 'em

Don't know where I am, don't know where to go
The man that I am is not one I know
Can't figure it out, don't know why I'm cold
You hearing this now but this shit is old (x2)

Because when it's new and I'm feeling the weight of the things that I write, I don't wanna be judged
What do I do? I'm not healing the pain that I hate and I hide
Am I really enough? I never know and it scares me, I wish that I had the answers
I got this pain and it tears me, can't run away from the cancer

What I had made a mess of it, I know it's evident
I'm just a demon, don't tell me I'm heaven sent
I know the reaper is my only medicine
I don't like people, I know that I'm reticent

I cannot get out the loop till I'm dead again
I should of known you would leave me on read again
They at the door, I'm unsure if I let 'em in
If pain was a sport, I'm a letterman

Voices inside of my mind
Scream when I know I can't keep it inside
We had a flame, I can't keep it alive
Screaming your name until I don't like mine

Until I don't like myself, I can't look in the mirror
This message can't get any clearer
I'm just a mess, I'm a quitter, I'm so fucking bitter
I know that I'll never be with her

1M. | Produced by sorrow bringer

Lyrics

Nonchalant not numb, I still feel it fucking all now
Smoke next to my gums I’ma put it in my lungs now
Near me is a gun, I might really need to calm down
I ain’t seen the sun, I be sleeping when it comes out

Can’t move on, I’m not ready
You got one shot, keep it steady
If you miss, you will not have a chance again
Don’t look so but I am pissed, I don’t think I can make amends

Keep on keeping on, heart so heavy
Hate been leaking on, it’s so deadly
I don’t wanna run for the rest of my life
Feeling like this isn’t fun, made a mess of my life

I don’t wanna know where I could be
I can never know where I would be
Till it’s too late, only when I look back
I can really see the way that old me should of could act

Every time that I wake up I wish I didn't
I know I should open up but I'ma keep it hidden
You won't like what you see inside me
Will I ever learn how to keep it all behind me?

You say don't look at it like that but I stay looking at it like that
Will it end? Should I really even fight back?
Don't like where I been, how the fuck I take my life back?

Keep on keeping on, heart so heavy
Hate been leaking on, it’s so deadly
I don’t wanna run for the rest of my life
Feeling like this isn’t fun, made a mess of my life

I don’t wanna know where I could be
I can never know where I would be
Till it’s too late, only when I look back
I can really see the way that old me should of could act

nonchalant. | Produced by tennis player

normal. (snippet)

1st collab w/ @unknxwn7 of many!

lyrics: 

unknxwn:

I think to move on is better than what we keep letting go on
You tell me that I'm the problem but we both believe that
Everyone but us is the reason that we're hurting
Thought you were my heaven but I'm only fucking burning

Let's take these chains off
I don't wanna make up
Cause everytime we do, we make up another lie
That only leaves us more broken than what we were the other night

And I don't wanna do that no more
They say hearts don't have bones so how the fuck is mine broke?

cuts:

and i’ve been broken all this time
it’s been a year since you were mine
i know you still hate me but it’s unfair
i would have left you sooner oh i swear
(oh sweaaaar)

i’ve had enough
like stop the bluff
you never seem to tell the truth

you say it hurts
but you’re the worst
you never see what’s in front of you

and you told me every day you resent me
don’t know why i stuck around so long, u jus torment me 
so glad it’s over no more fighting 
don’t see my snap “your ex is typing…”
yea it’s done

unknxwn. - heartbones w/ cuts (lettersick)

finally was able to access my old laptop and here are some songs i'd like to share

wired.

Lyrics

If I fell would you catch me?
I want love, you won't let me
Why do I still fight for dreams?
You only exist when I'm sleep

I wanna feel your love, you wanna watch me die
I wanna build up trust, you wanna make me cry
I would of gave it all up just to give us a try
You were just out getting fucked when I wasn't by your side

Why in the fuck did I think I could make you mine?
Everything you say lies
I'ma make songs about you until I make bank
You gonna watch me rise
Thought what we had was something real but it was so fake
You were just in disguise
I used to feel so much love for you, now it's all hate
All of my feelings collide

I don't feel like myself no more
Are you safe for my health? Not sure
I don't like the way I'm not yours
I don't get what this is all for

If I fell would you catch me?
I want love, you won't let me
Why do I still fight for dreams?
You only exist when I'm sleep

If I fell would you catch me?
I want love, you won't let me
Why do I still fight for dreams?
You only exist in my sleep

Why in the fuck did I think I could make you mine?
Everything you say lies
I'ma make songs about you until I make bank
You gonna watch me rise
Thought what we had was something real but it was so fake
You were just in disguise
I used to feel so much love for you, now it's all hate
All of my feelings collide

I don't feel like myself no more
Are you safe for my health? Not sure
I don't like the way I'm not yours
I don't get what this is all for

disguise. | Produced by yeezo x slaying ibis

Produced by kledyy

Lyrics

I opened up my chest, laid it bare for you
I pulled out my heart, something I never do
I scraped out the pain, every secret, every scar
I was hoping that you’d see me but you always stayed so far

I gave you the pieces, every single one with care
I was hoping that you’d hold them but you just left them there
I poured out my soul, let you see it all
But you never even caught me when I began to fall

I scraped it clean, down to the core
Gave you the love I’d never shown before
But you turned away, left me bleeding out
Now I’m hollow inside and I'm filled with doubt
I gave you my heart, every piece that I could
But you never would love me in the way that I thought that you would

You were the light I reached for in the dark
The warmth that I chased to mend my broken heart
I showed you all of the places I hide
The ghost of my past that I kept deep inside

Now there's nothing left but an empty space
Echoes of a love that time itself won't ever erase

i've scraped my heart clean to give you everything i possibly could.

Timråkuk

all credit to:
https://soundcloud.com/unknxwn7

lyrics : 
i feel not alive
fighting my mind trying not to die
dont know how to deal with the pain inside
so i make a song put the pain inside
every time i feel alone i got nowhere to go
they dont see the pain i got no one to show
this graph of mine goes lower and lower
one day i hope that its over
fuck my life
will i go to sleep no not tonight
i just wanna see that fucking light
i dont wanna live another night
when the moon comes up so do my problems
like algebra i cant solve em
fuck one cup
i need the bottle
i dont cut but im self harming
she seems okay
im not over
im so full now
im knocked over
im not alright nor okay
it'll get better but not today
she seems okay
im not over
im so full now
im knocked over
im not alright nor okay
it'll get better but not today

unknxwn. - not over. | Produced by ryini

Ice in my veins
Knives in my heart
How did I die I dont know where to start

I start to fade
Everything grey
Other than death I dont see any way

You're all controlling and you dont even know
Watch as I freeze as I sleep in the snow

You're all controlling and you dont even know
Watch as I freeze as I sleep in the snow

Bodies everywhere, and I watch em all burn
Thinkin' to myself, "did I take the wrong turn"
I make mistakes and I will never learn
Once I depart I will never return

disguise. | Produced by yeezo x slaying ibis

Archive: unknxwn.