Lyrics

Went to Hell but I got colder
Got the Devil on my shoulder
All I ever wanted was to be older
Now I wish I never even got much older

Than 14 that's when I changed
Lost my dream and found my pain
Prayed to God to try and change
What I felt inside my veins

My dad died but he left me a sister
I don't know why God didn't let him kiss her
Even now sometimes, I look a picture
God I really fucking wish that we could take a picture

You were really great and you taught me a lot
Man I seen you in a dream and it was nice that we could talk
I won't ever let her not know how great you were
You were not my dad but I swear that you were

I remember when you sat me down
Said "Reizy, you cannot just keep on moping around"
Told me to let go, told me to forgive
And you let me know that it is what it is

If you out there somewhere, I want you to know
That my life went somewhere, did it on my own
I won't end up nowhere, I won't be a clone
And again I thank you for all of the things that you have shown

To me, to my mother
I believe you were like no other
I'm on this side, you is on the other
We still go see where yo body covered

Hope I can see you again
You were one of my best friends
I remember when we played
Your life brought mine so much change

I wrote this to let you know
I let all of that pain go
I moved on and learned to grow
You'll always be in our souls

a message. | Produced by krush

Lyrics

I can't stop this fucking bullshit
My life is some fucking bullshit
My past was some fucking bullshit
My future some fucking bullshit

My songs are so fucking morbid
Breathing I am fucking bored with
My life might be fucking shortened
I don't think that I'm important

You could never hurt me because I'm my biggest enemy
Everyone deserts me and you don't know what that did to me
You don't wanna know about the shit that I got hid in me
They're dark and they're bad, put my body in a bag

Demons all around, it don't matter where I go
I find solace in the sound and I feel hopeless when I don't
Got fans all over the world but I'm stuck in this fucking room
I can't stop feeling this pain and I don't know what else to do

Am I stuck? Am I fucked? Am I shit out of luck?
Will I burn when I die? Have I lost my fucking mind?
I'ma waste, I'ma burden, I won't ever stop this hurtin'
I can't take what I been holdin', I'm so sick of feelin' hopeless

I can't stop this fucking bullshit
My life is some fucking bullshit
My past was some fucking bullshit
My future some fucking bullshit

My songs are so fucking morbid
Breathing I am fucking bored with
My life might be fucking shortened
Don't think that I'm important

enemy.

Lyrics

Drunk, stuck, don't give a fuck
I still ain't had me enough
Why so shook? Knew what was up
I never lied about none

I told you I wasn't what
You were still searching to find
You hurt you
I was just taking advantage and passing the time

I'm not even what's close to divine
I lost hope and I never will find
It again, I'm in the shit again, I'm never fitting in, God I know that I'm not getting in
Your heaven, I'm hellbent on my only purpose

You think I'm at the top
But I feel like I'm losing
Life's hard wanna stop
Something in me keep choosing

To fight off these thoughts
That tell me let it off
That tell me that I'm not
Worth everything that I got

That bitch ain't care
Why the fuck should I?
There's some in the air
That makes me wanna die

So why do I fight?
When I think I'm lost?
Maybe because I
Can only fight when lost

Stuck in a cycle, that's how my life go
Honestly think that I'm psycho
Midnight, can't keep my eyes closed
I might need Nyquil, I never like it when I feel

Like I can't sleep cause you'll be in my dreams
Even when you don't care you're the one that I see
In my life for the rest of eternity
Why this love in my chest keep on burning me?

Why the girl that I love keep on hurting me?
Don't know what's wrong with me, everyone always deserting me
God why the fuck did you burden me? Death is an urgency
All my emotions are murkin' me

mercury.

finally was able to access my old laptop and here are some songs i'd like to share

ruin. | Produced by hxrxkiller

stfu.

Lyrics

I gave her my heart, she gave me dang lies
Running from the dark, I wanna tame mine
Searching for a soul, I need to save mine
What's the point of growing up? I'm in the same mindset

I just wanna get a text, I just wanna get a call
Let me know I'm in your head
Got a list that's kinda tall bout the shit that I regret
Funny cause it all started on the day we met, shit

Baby girl I'm sorry I'm a mess
But I swear I wouldn't be if you were next to me
Can you tell me why you didn't choose me?
Was it cause I always end up being fuckin' moody?

Sorry I get in my head and I get fucking so lost
Can I still get into heaven if my fucking soul's lost?

I gave her my heart, she gave me dang lies
Running from the dark, I wanna tame mine
Searching for a soul, I need to save mine
What's the point of growing up? I'm in the same mindset

I ain't ever moving on, she ain't nothing like the rest
All these voices going on, I won't be getting no rest
I wake up like oh my god, not this bullshit, not again
Go to sleep like please god I don't wanna wake from it

Can you please just like make my heart stop?
Don't wanna breathe in this motherfucking construct
That we call a body, we not even human
Stuck in a body I wanna be through with

I gave her my heart, she gave me dang lies
Running from the dark, I wanna tame mine
Searching for a soul, I need to save mine
What's the point of growing up? I'm in the same mindset

I just wanna get a text, I just wanna get a call
Let me know I'm in your head
Got a list that's kinda tall bout the shit that I regret
Funny cause it all started on the day we met, shit

Baby girl I'm sorry I'm a mess
But I swear I wouldn't be if you were next to me

spotify.

dang lies. | Produced by reesoo

Produced by fantom

Lyrics

Baby I'm so awful but you should know I care
I don't know where I oughta but I wanna disappear
I'm losing all my hope, I wanna fucking go
I wanna fucking smoke, God I feel so fucking low

If there's really a heaven right now I won't get in
I think I need a medic my chest is caving in
What's the point of living right? I won't make it out alive
I know one day it'll come but right now is not the time

I can't slow down now
It'd be wrong to hold back now
I'm not at that goal right now
But I see the fucking signs on the road right now

Got enough fuel, hit the fucking throttle
I know what to do when I'm at the bottom
Take a fucking bull mix it with bottle
Put me in type of mood I know will get me out of

That mindset where I cannot deal with my stress
In my head, I don't wanna see that text
"I think it's best if we just end this"
All I think about is death, I wanna fucking end it

But I can't and I won't
Say I do but I don't
What to do now? I don't know
I been feeling too down I might let it go

Baby I'm so awful but you should know I care
I don't know where I oughta but I wanna disappear
I'm losing all my hope, I wanna fucking go
I wanna fucking smoke, God I feel so fucking low

passion, obsession.

cad!LLac (snippet)

all credit to:
https://soundcloud.com/unknxwn7

lyrics : 
i feel not alive
fighting my mind trying not to die
dont know how to deal with the pain inside
so i make a song put the pain inside
every time i feel alone i got nowhere to go
they dont see the pain i got no one to show
this graph of mine goes lower and lower
one day i hope that its over
fuck my life
will i go to sleep no not tonight
i just wanna see that fucking light
i dont wanna live another night
when the moon comes up so do my problems
like algebra i cant solve em
fuck one cup
i need the bottle
i dont cut but im self harming
she seems okay
im not over
im so full now
im knocked over
im not alright nor okay
it'll get better but not today
she seems okay
im not over
im so full now
im knocked over
im not alright nor okay
it'll get better but not today

unknxwn. - not over. | Produced by ryini

straight spitting w my druh 🌩
(prod. Explicit)

Lunar

Lunar ft. unknxwn.

show some love!

featuring: https://soundcloud.com/unknxwn7

Lyrics:
(cyzun)
I need you, you don’t want me 
I see you, you could haunt me x2

I feel so alone 
I don’t have a home
Give me something to believe in
Just a little hope 
I know I’m a joke 
I hate myself the most
I’m a fucking waste of space I need to fucking go

(I need to fucking go
I need to fucking go)


Take me, break me
Do whatever you want with my soul x2

I can’t seem to escape it at all
Take my heart and rip it apart 
Leave my body to rest in the dark
Leave my body to rest in the dark

(unknxwn.)
You were all I ever needed and more
All I ever wanted was to be yours
But you stepped away and walked out the door
Will my heart ever heal up from the scourge?

Making me out as the bad guy
I can make sure that this lie is your last time
Fucked up so much in my last life
All of this pain gone this life my last try

Why in the fuck I exist
I never knew and I don't give a shit
I'll never know where the love and the hope and the courage to cope without sedatives went

Take me
Break me
I know everyone is just gonna fold
Lately
Hate be
Taking over most of my fucking soul

(cyzun)
Take me, break me
Do whatever you want with my soul 
Do whatever you want with my soul x4

stfu.

Archive: unknxwn.