prod. ocin
guitars: 5head

I came a long way and I’ll keep going I don’t wanna crash here 
And when I feel your love, this life should mean so much, I get it 
I’ve been away for way too long 
And you, you know that life’s so boring 
Without, without you I’m so bored 
I’m begging for your touch 

And now they wanna ask me 
Now they ask me what the fuck I’m doing with my life 
Why you gotta ask me? 
Can’t, can’t you see it in my eyes? 
I know, I know, my bad babe 
This life should mean so much to me 
Don’t wanna make you sad babe, ey 

I came a long way and I’ll keep going I don’t wanna crash here 
And when I feel your love, this life should mean so much, I get it 
I’ve been away for way too long 
And you, you know that life’s so boring 
Without, without you I’m so bored 
I’m begging for your touch

crash

Produced by flower x luffy x dandee

Lyrics

Who could ever know that I would never
End up nowhere better?
I thought I'd be better by this time
Thought that last time and this won't be the last time

It's my purpose to feel like that I'm worthless
And I'm certain I can never change that
God you keep sending signs
But I need intervention

"Some of you ask God to take away things like stress but the only reason you were seeking God in the first place is because you were stressed out, so why would God take away the very thing that got you to him? For God to take away the stress you have to prove to him that blessing won't be your curse."

I know that it would
I know it would blind me
From the very thing
That was the reason I was fighting

I did it before
I'd do it again
Leave me at the bottom
If it'll keep me from sin

Cause I don't wanna be
Like this demon that I am
But I don't wanna be
That fucker I knew as Ken

I did not like, all the feelings that he had to go hide
His eyes always holding tears I never got why
I fight, he just went away into a bedroom
I'd die to get us a place we never been to

He'd just lay there
Crying "No fair"

Who could ever know that I would never
End up nowhere better?
I thought I'd be better by this time (x2)

thistooshallpass.

Lyrics

I don't wanna wait, girl I need you now
I just wanna break every time you're not around
Evil in my head so that's why I keep it down
Staying in my bed, I ain't ever going out

I ain't seen the sun in a couple days
My room is a box that I turned into a maze
I be having thoughts that don't ever go away
I don't know a lot but one thing that I know is pain

Yeah I know the kind you do to yourself
Detrimental physical and/or your mental health
I don't wanna talk about what I feel
And that's kinda funny cause I'm making songs to heal

It's only place I can say what I want with no filter
I won't ever leave or give up on what I built here
I don't really see anywhere else I belong
I don't wanna be only just another one

Another mind gone to waste at a job
Another dream down the drain for a cause
That isn't original, only typical
Make you believe what you want only fictional

Feel like I'm violet, invisible
Don't ask how I been, I feel miserable
Happiness only been miniscule
I got a void growing in my skull

*auditory agony*

I don't wanna wait, girl I need you now
I just wanna break every time you're not around
Evil in my head so that's why I keep it down
Staying in my bed, I ain't ever going out

I ain't seen the sun in a couple days
My room is a box that I turned into a maze
I be having thoughts that don't ever go away
I don't know a lot but one thing that I know is pain

Yeah I know the kind you do to yourself
Detrimental physical and/or your mental health
I don't wanna talk about what I feel
And that's kinda funny cause I'm making songs to heal

It's only place I can say what I want with no filter
I won't ever leave or give up on what I built here
I don't really see anywhere else I belong
I don't wanna be only just another one

violet. | Produced by p4ra

finally was able to access my old laptop and here are some songs i'd like to share

stfu.

prod: @dutchrevz

Lyrics:
I 
I know your type 
You hate goodbyes
You’d rather fight
Confrontation what you like
Tell me off, tell me twice
What you really feel inside
Everything that you despised

YOUR BETTER OFF DEAD
THATS WHAT SHE SAID
WHAT DID I FEEL
NOTHING BUT DREAD
ALL IN MY HEAD
ALL IN MY HEAD
HATE THESE DRUGS
FUCKED UP LOVE AND REGRETS

YEAH
YEAH
YEAH IVE HAD ENOUGH BITCH
ILL BE ON MY OWN WHEN THE SUN SETS
SICK OF YOUR ASSUMPTIONS 
THE TONE OF YOUR VOICE AND THE WORDS THAT YOU CUT WITH
NEVER FELT LOVE
MONSTERS ATE MY HEART IN THE ABYSS
PULL ME APART LIKE A PUPPET
LIKE A PUPPET

In this room playing a game of waiting
What’s the point of saving time 
It’s draining
No one’s staying, I feel my body breaking
I been breaking down lately 
I hear a sound of scraping
Scratching, dragging through the day
Covering up my mouth with tape
listen to abuse you say
You can throw it all my way

SPOTIFY

MONSTERS ATE MY HEART IN THE ABYSS (prod.dutchrevz)

Produced by staywoozy x owleeng

Lyrics

Can you tell me why you left it all?
Did I ever mean anything at all?
I would still answer if you called
Answer when I call

I want you to know that I figured out
Every little lie you let out your mouth
I hope you don't think that I grew up and I'ma let it go
Everything feeling that I grew up, I'm bouta let it go

I don't wanna die, I want you to
You gon' lose your life if I'ma lose you
I know everywhere you ever moved too
I know every single fucking room too

Picture on the backdoor, flower on the counter
Top drawer passport, I like it around here
But there ain't enough room for the 3 of us
This world will be better off when it's free of us

I get hurt, that's usual
Putting me first unusual
You don't treat me a like person
I'm a tool, I'm useable

Here when you want me
Thrown to the side when you don't need me
You'll always haunt me
I just wanna cry but I don't want you to see me

Told you how I feel, you don't believe me
When it gets real, you're gonna leave me
Bitch I'm right here but you don't see me
Why does no one ever really need me?

I'm not that bad am I?
I just wanna smile, why can't I?
I guess I'm the bad guy
I only ever wanted to be your guy

Can you tell me why you left it all?
Did I ever mean anything at all?
I would still answer if you called
Answer when I call

I want you to know that I figured out
Every little lie you let out your mouth
I hope you don't think that I grew up and I'ma let it go
Everything feeling that I grew up, I'm bouta let it go

Can you help me?
Can you hold me?
Can you save me?
Can you love me?
Can you call me?
Can you want me?
Can you text me?
Can you tell me?

spotify.

anything at all. (extended remix)

Produced by septfree

Lyrics

Tryna change is hard
Don't know where to start
It's so many parts
I can't see it all
I turned off my heart
I can't turn it on
I got all this pain
I can't turn it off

Never got no help
I been on my own
Everything I felt
You could never know
I came out my shell
I was vulnerable
You sent me to hell
Now my heart is stone

I be needing help
And I don't ever ask
And I lost all my hope
And I can't get that back
What's the point if I did?
I won't ever have that girl back again
No one could turn on those feelings within
She has that key and she won't unlock it

i turned off my heart.

Buried Me to Save Myself

all credit to:
https://soundcloud.com/unknxwn7

lyrics : 
i feel not alive
fighting my mind trying not to die
dont know how to deal with the pain inside
so i make a song put the pain inside
every time i feel alone i got nowhere to go
they dont see the pain i got no one to show
this graph of mine goes lower and lower
one day i hope that its over
fuck my life
will i go to sleep no not tonight
i just wanna see that fucking light
i dont wanna live another night
when the moon comes up so do my problems
like algebra i cant solve em
fuck one cup
i need the bottle
i dont cut but im self harming
she seems okay
im not over
im so full now
im knocked over
im not alright nor okay
it'll get better but not today
she seems okay
im not over
im so full now
im knocked over
im not alright nor okay
it'll get better but not today

unknxwn. - not over. | Produced by ryini

straight spitting w my druh 🌩
(prod. Explicit)

Lunar

Lunar ft. unknxwn.

Check Out The Producer:
Soundcloud: @bornhero
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/bornhero
Traktrain: https://traktrain.com/bornhero
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/bornherobeats
Twitter: https://www.twitter.com/bornherobeats

Artwork Made by @devilboyxo
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/0u9B7tJYmF1en0xXivFIKv?si=nnSANnkbS-6EN0zb5pfK3g&nd=1
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/devilboyxo/
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Twitter: https://twitter.com/devilboyxo

stfu.

Archive: unknxwn.