produced by me

@memorie
@resolve1k

lyricz:
[arid]
i take it all back
always keep my soul tact
i let it all bleed out now its on the floor
never fall back
even though its like that
i dont wanna do it again dont try anymore
yeah i dont even know whats left in store
i dont wanna take it back u left me sore
yeah im gonna cover it all up for a reason
i dont wanna try and solve this feeling

try and solve this feeling
i swear all my problems fly to tha ceiling
and theres no going back no leaving
yeah and i feel like that its reaching the line
im tossing all of it aside
dont wanna find myself
i know its hell
i know it felt
yeah its always not the time

[memorie]
i take it all back
i take it all back 
i take it all back

(suuuuuki)

close the door again, they clone me like a sharingan
never hold me down for too long bitch i can handle it :P
but i cant handle this i cant give you another chance
shoulda seen this in advance i guess i’ll cancel my plans

you hold me so far down i cant breathe the air
and when you talk about me you think i cant hear but i can
so you’ll stay a fan

this feeling w/ memorie (inno)

@victxrw
@carna007
@resolve1k
@kiryy

lyricz:
[arid]
i always feel like u push me away but idk how i made u feel
yeah idk if its even real
got too many things that i cant conceal
and it goes on and on
yeah i didnt wanna stay around for long
it hurts
everything i tried it doesnt work
u know i only wanted to put u first

[victxrw]
nd even tho I do I still come last :/
it’s always something old, always in the past
I’ll say it again, I still like ur laugh
I’ll say it again, but u just don’t react
can u hear me from ur room
all the yelling that u do
last time u said were through…
all of the blame isn’t on u

I cant function when ur gone
nothing I can call my own :((
trying to find me a home
somewhere someone I’m so alone…

[notelove]
oh the wounds, they cut so deep
im catching thoughts not catchin sleep zzZ..
im bothered by my memories 
you left me out to bleed..
youve taken all of me, wasnt meant to be 
searching for clarity, you were my remedy <#3

it hurts w/ victxrw x carna 007 (inno x kiryy)

victxrw - cigarette buds (vistaa + rippo) #us

@angelicxmei
@resolve1k

[arid]
i dont want to have an equal opposite reaction
u know it happened
theres too much damage to cover the things i lost
back then
everything collapsed in
couldnt manage how everything went wrong
everything i say
u heard it all then u threw it all away
i know i let my feelings break
i do it often and its ok

[angelicxmei]
take the blame
never say that u know me well
break the boundries that ive set
i see how u play
throw words to the wind
i wont catch what u say
its all lost i wont win
same shit happens again

everything is toring me away
im insane
im wating till the sorrow go away
so i remain
meeeii
bloody stains are on my neck
nobody seem to understand

collapse w/ mei (inno)

@mental

ive been living fast but im dying so slowly
wishing for a change every day ive been hoping
crying in my bed i think thats how ive been coping
i can barely see with my eyes wide open
ive been feeling worthless, tell me whats my purpose
i feel like a burden, am i even worth it
i cant even hide it, its all on the surface
i cant look you in the eyes cause it always make me nervous

i cant take any more of the sorrow
i dont think i wanna wake up tomorrow
i always lose thats the hardest pill to swallow
keep losing my friends thats why my heart is always hollow

im not ok but i’ll keep playing pretend
its like every time i get up i just fall over again
in the cycle every day, think im gonna go insane
don’t know how much longer my heart can withstand all of this pain

spotify

hollow (mental)

much more otw love u all #thank #u

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production by @resolve1k

good fabrics on my skin
i been feelin lost ever since i met u
i cant take it back no im like this till the end
n its all true no its nothing special
like what i sent ya like fuck my mental
u live in my head like its free 4 rental
kno im feelin dead like its detrimental
cold air on my face makes it feel so simple
now i cant feel a thing

can u make me feel again
i been feeling dead i dont need no medicine
break it all in half tear apart my skeleton
i love this feeling and i hope it never ends
can u even feel me? i can see thru u
hope this time it kills me i cant be truthful
it brings out the real me only time its useful
staring at the moon trying 2 think of what to hope for

jus trying to stay hopeful

@blxty
she tugged on my heart
i was fucked from the start
she fell from the stars
she took me in whole

i fell down
can't get up
pls come home
ur so messed up ≧ ﹏ ≦
and i hope it's all a dream
pls can u come lay next2me

i can't feel a thing +blxty (inno)

star ft. arid (tenoji)

@whyhaze
@prodkirian
@ripwarheart

[arid]
bc it feels like the last time idrc ab it
i dont wanna think rn yea my memories clouded
u told u would hit me but i rlly doubt it
u told me youd leave me yea go right ahead
i dont need u on the right hand
i feel it killing me am i dead
its all ok lay on my shoulder
i dont think u wanted me had to take it slower

[whyhaze]
take it slower
take ur time girl
i'll give u the whole world just stay by my side yaa 
she wanna feel my body
only mine only mine
ur the one one i want with me
when i lay awake at night 
pain in my chest sometimes i feel like im not enough
sit and wait for ur response
girl u got me feeling rough
feels like the last time
u said i didnt care enough
little do u know u rly tear me tear me up
last night
u opened up told me ur tired
that time works against us
im still behind u if u need me
if u got me i got u

slower w/ whyhaze [kirian + warheart + riki]

(all platforms)

packed up
smoke a blunt
and im leaving
i got addy in my cup
and im geeking
they don wan to turn up
they just tweaking
u don even wan to show up
get deleted

u said im mad
idrc tho
they run away from the halo
i just spend my fuckn racks on u
it rly ain shit to me i get my pay up

i hate myself
n i wudn even wan me to
im in hell
take a picture i wud crop me too
i been chillin w a mac
i been chillin w a 2
i aim it at my head
i just don know wat it do

im upset 
i resent u
pissed off, out the back door he get kicked out
down bad but i flip another brick now
don understand wat ur sayn giv me lip now
im w tera n we cause a #riott
ksubi jeans on me she wan ride itt
i was screamin 'fuk class' im defiant
im jus countin dum racks, sit in silence

im with kurse we start a riot
if he talkin down
kill that boy in silence
u not goin up yo shit is trash stop trying
i cant give my trust to nobody cause they lying
but i dont mind it
i keep shit to myself yea cuz i dont really care
cant keep on takin the blame yea i dont think its fair
its a never ending cycle its like going up the stairs
always hittin up my phone u need to get up out my hair
yaaa
she said im her hero
but i dont wanna save her
cant u see im busy i be runnin up the paper
now i cant see straight all i see is vapor
i dont wanna talk so just wait ima see u laterr

packed up
smoke a blunt
and im leaving
i got addy in my cup
and im geeking
they don wan to turn up
they just tweaking
u don even wan to show up
get deleted
im w tera n we cause a #riott
ksubi jeans on me she wan ride itt
i was screamin 'fuk class' im defiant
im jus countin dum racks, sit in silence

#riott w/ tera (oiwa, okmax, surgeon)

https://open.spotify.com/track/6dT0a5McywD5bNFpJDaS0I?si=8ed7201a58324df5

@h3artch3rades prod me

lyrics:

[victxrw]

oh my god how have we got here?
i cnt sleep sound, when ur not near
so hold me tight like how u hold her
or every night feels a little colder...

cuz u can be my remedy with everything u say
nd maybe u can make me feel tht everythings okay
i did everything i could 2 make everything stay in place
then i think abt ur face nd then my stomach starts to ache
yea my stomach starts to turn and flip
yea my life is like a sinking ship
we align just like a full ecplise
nd ur words break my bones just like with stones and sticks

[h3artch3rades]

that's the perfect exit
trying not to exist
you still feel my presence
feel it with no pretense
you still want my essence
love for you is different
your love's not equivalent
so we should keep our distance

i cant stand the dissonance
inner thoughts keep listening
you're far away from innocent
that's not a good precedent
so i can feel it pressing in
cuff my hands and take me in
feel it like my loose lips
the same ones that can sink ships

[victxrw]

oh my god how have we got here?
i cnt sleep sound, when ur not near
so hold me tight like how u hold her
or every night feels a little colder...

cuz u can be my remedy with everything u say
nd maybe u can make me feel tht everythings okay
i did everything i could 2 make everything stay in place
then i think abt ur face nd then my stomach starts to ache
yea my stomach starts to turn and flip
yea my life is like a sinking ship
we align just like a full ecplise
nd ur words break my bones just like with stones and sticks

Stomach Ache ft h3artch3rades

@owtiss, @victxrw
prod @decago, @bazington

[@owtiss]
ive seen it all
and i wont try
i never liked u that much
im alright
take your time
im just fine
ive seen it all
and i wont try
i never liked u that much
i wont cry
take my life
im just fine ;)

[@victxrw]
ill be fine
you can leave me left behind
cause youre still in my mind
ill never leave you behind

but maybe thats the issue
you use me as a punching bag, why do i let you?
theres tears and theres blood running red through these tissues
all i ever feel is that... is that i miss you
i just need to change-

i just need to change the way i feel
having troubles discerning whats fake and real
you left me in the cold, you left me in this weather
you told me we were never getting back together
i just need to change the way i feel
having troubles discerning whats fake and real
im stuck in the cold, i gave you my sweater
you told me we were never getting back together

seen it all w/ victxrw (decago, baz)

Hand Out 🎯+ Mystic (homeboyjakob)

Produced by Inno

And i'm still holding on
Don't want you to depart
I’ve been wasting my energy just tryna figure out where you’ve been
I just wanna restart
Just tell me who you are
Are you a really a friend of me you know that i can’t atone for my sins
Just don’t leave me in the darkness
I can’t
Breathe
Without your touch
Fall into my weakness
Think the sky
Keeps on falling
Up

(I keep losing every second i’m with you
I had to keep myself in check i don’t miss you)
The sky keeps falling
And i keep crawling back to you
(I keep losing every second i’m with you
I had to keep myself in check i don’t miss you)


And there’s nothing left for me i’m losing focus
Wish you told me on that night that you were joking
I’ve been scavenging around like where the hope is
It’s all a cycle feel the heat it’s all approaching
I tried to find a window out but they’re all so thin
I watch it crumble in my hands just for a moment
I watch it crumble in my hands and it’s all over
I think I lost my mind again where’s my components 

I wish you would get it
Where i’m coming from
How i’m reaching out
How i’m stretching thin
I know you’re not on my side
But i still don’t know who is 
All i can do is
Hope for the better

Caught inside the cycle
I’m failing with my vitals
As my hands get colder
There’s too much weight on my shoulders

I can’t do this alone
Run away from home
I don’t know who I am
I just know I’m alone
22nd floor
I’m searching the unknown
The city’s overgrown
No place to call my own
I can’t do this alone
Run away from home
I don’t know who I am
I just know I’m alone
22nd floor
I’m searching the unknown
The city’s overgrown
No place to call my own

And i'm still holding on
Don't want you to depart
I’ve been wasting my energy just tryna figure out where you’ve been
I just wanna restart
Just tell me who you are
Are you a really a friend of me you know that i can’t atone for my sins
Just don’t leave me in the darkness
I can’t
Breathe
Without your touch
Fall into my weakness
Think the sky
Keeps on falling
Up

collapse w/ mei (inno)

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