she dont know my pain she dont know my life ;/ 

MIXED: ARI
MASTERED: ARI
PRODUCED: BLADE901 & THISLANDIS
FEATURING: @robstar100
WRITTEN: ARI VEGA & @robstar100

lyrics:
She don’t know my pain
She don’t know my life
Standing in the rain
Can you spend the night?
I don’t think she knows
This a bad time?
Little baby girl
Used to call you mine
I don’t think she knows what’s really going on
Little lover boy now I’m prolly falling off
Ima catch a flight hoping you ain’t moving on
Can you spend the night? I don’t wanna be alone

And I still got the price tag
On the suitcase that you got for me
Before I left home
Yeah, it's a lot to unpack
Maybe we could get a drink
Like we ain't growin' old

And all the memories inside your room
Maybe we could a find a place
That won't remind me of that
Lashing down like a monsoon
Baby come inside
All I need is one more chance

One more chance
One last dance

And I still got the price tag
On the suitcase that you got for me
Before I left home
Yeah, it's a lot to unpack
Maybe we could get a drink
Like we ain't growin' old

She don’t know my pain
She don’t know my life
Standing in the rain
Can you spend the night?
I don’t think she knows
This a bad time?
Little baby girl
Used to call you mine
I don’t think she knows what’s really going on
Little lover boy now I’m prolly falling off
Ima catch a flight hoping you ain’t moving on
Can you spend the night? I don’t wanna be alone

I won’t lie
By your side
If you don’t
Even try
God knows I
Won’t move on
You think your
Good all alone

Know You've been trying you
talking bout dying
I know you been hiding
But somewhere you’re crying

Somewhere you’re crying
No point in denying
The love that I have for you
Is multiplying

And I want to cry
And I want to die
Wanna be by your side
So Why won’t you be mine?

She don’t know my pain
She don’t know my life
Standing in the rain
Can you spend the night?
I don’t think she knows
This a bad time?
Little baby girl
Used to call you mine
I don’t think she knows what’s really going on
Little lover boy, now I’m prolly falling off
Ima catch a flight hoping you ain’t moving on
Can you spend the night? I don’t wanna be alone

Wanna be alone?
One last dance….
Wanna be alone?

ARI X ROBSTAR - SPEND THE NIGHT PROD. BLADE901 & THISLANDIS

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Deftones - Change (Reggeton Edit)

I was walkin'
All alone
The road was crackin'
On my way home
I was walking
Split roads
My feet won't stay on the ground

Fuck I don't know what to do now
I am lost it's true
How do u do it all alone?
Fuck now I am trapped in this route
I dunno what way's right or wrong at all
Fuck, how

I was alone 
Walking on a road got no where go
Even when I'm dead girl take it slow 
Tried to ease the pain to explore unknown
Tried to fix my heart cuz it's cold like snow 
oh I know 
and I don't wanna die I just wanna feel love
I wanna stop pain cuz I felt enough 
I wanna fly high just like a dove
above
 show some love that I never had before 
I remember when they leave me dead on floor 
Even I'm still living I'm numb to the core
I'm numb to the core
Just leave me all alone

Growing up ain't easy
Driving in my dad's car
Friends don't wanna hang out at all

The sky keeps on falling in my bad dreams
When I wake up u aren't next to me
One morning I will kiss you on the cheek
For now I'll sleep, let me dream

split roads ft. Red Nix (prod. Linho)

Jaded Eyes featuring many artists! Produced by Vails & Secre & prophecy 
lyrics down below: Adlibs by Ford 

(Yungcray)
surfacing my mind, all the time, all the time
i really wanna leave, im gonna win im gonna shine
im stuck up near a field, in a forest, im gonna die
im far away from home, just take me back to the times
i been feeling sick, feeling neuseous
i just feel like shit, im a liar
when the time will come i will tell you
the love we have is strong, but we cant lose this no
cuz ur my only hope, im surroudned by snow

(Vails)
Fornicate in the back seat
Poisoned lips like a fake treat 
Scratching my chest and it bleeds down my torso 
And I’m Blinded by pain interrupting my blood flow 
Keep it a secret, we hiding reality 
Seeing the truth makes me nauseous but happily scared 
Drugs are kicking in 
Feel my eyes begin to sink 
I’m Possesed by this bad bitch 
And she’s making me savage 
I wasn’t a liar but now I’m a fraud 
And Forgiveness is something I’ll find on the drawing board 

(Epitome)
i’d like to get passed this
but you’ve sent me into madness
my minds lost and it’s tragic 
that when i look into your eyes, i don’t recognize you anymore
i’ve been finding myself in the bottom of a bottle
the pills on the shelf, they were never hard to swallow 
now i’m all alone, and you don’t know

(vails, epitome & Ford)
I’m crying out 
I’m bleeding now
Fade away
Into the grey 
Im coming up
eyes roll over 
Fucking jaded 
Yeah I’m not sober 

(Blxde)
I fade away
My vision goes black, imma fall in my grave
I been feeling so numb from the inside it's fucked up
I'm feeling no pain every time that I'm drugged up
I take all of those fucking pills
All damn day, wish I could escape
My insanity's imminent
Every day's so damn difficult
Don't act like you're innocent
You're another reason that I'm not feeling well
Never have I ever
Oh, stop bitch, you did
You're another damn cause for me wanting to kill myself
There ain't no escape for me, I ain't need no help
Trynna hurt me more, but I'm not feeling it
Oh, I am jaded I don't give a shit

(Cineraria)
Promise I tried 
Always been addicted
My scars don’t lie
Always been jaded
Give me some time
Words won’t reverse this
I swear I’ve been trying
I’ve always been trying
Fuck I’ve broken your heart
Blood seeps thru my scars
Tearing myself apart
I’m dying
Trauma you now hold
‘Cause I held it to my throat
You watched each time I came close
Look at me like I’m a ghost

(vails)
IM SO FAKE, IM SO DELUDED 
I LET DEMONS ON MY SHOULDER TAKE OVER MY HEAD 
KILL ME IF I DONT REPENT FOR MY ACTIONS
ILL SEE HER IN HELL,  IF I SEE HER REACTION 
all this regret, guess these drugs took me away
Before I put them in my body, said I’d make no mistake 
I’m an asshole, two faced, jaded and dead 
Can’t  I handle my life , I’m a liar instead 

(Ford)
always jaded 
you gotta face it
I’m like this forever you won’t see me changing
wont lip lock then you get lost
no chit chat I don’t wanna talk
wanna get inside cuz I’m all alone
don’t take ur time jus pick up the phone
easy does it now
i don’t wanna lose you
pick up the phone pls 
i been so lonely

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Jaded eyes w/ Yungcray, Epitomeoffailure, Blxde, Cineraria, Brecken (prod. secre, prophecy)

Destruction by sound clown & Vails :) hope you enjoy 

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Destruction (prod. The Sound Clown)

im tryna show you what im hiding
im hiding from all my insecure thoughts
i hope im wrong
im scared that i am not
im trying to fight off my demons
im exhausted but i cant stop

get out 
out of my head
your hissing tongue has licked me for the last fucking time i swear
i swear
my temptations they taste so sweet
i got cavities rotting my teeth
and my gums bleed

i hope you know im fucking lying
im lying to myself over and over and over
im over it
forgive when i forget about what my purpose is

get out 
out of my head
your hissing tongue has licked me for the last fucking time i swear
i swear
my temptations they taste so sweet
i got cavities rotting my teeth
and my gums bleed

get out 
get out of my head

Heroin As A Recreational Activity

if bad luck was a charm then i would be a prince riding a white horse
ill rip off my whole arm if you lend me a hand and help me stay on course

tell me what you want
tell me what you need and
ill put on a front and act like im not bleeding
no i cant confront anything thats bothering me

i know i want to find a way
i know i want to find a way out

my whole life has been one long mating call
and my voice is giving out
ill always give it my all
ill always try my best
a whisper turned to a shout

tell me what you want
tell me what you need and
ill put on a front and act like im not bleeding
no i cant confront anything thats bothering me

i know i want to find a way
i know i want to find a way out

tell me what you want tell me what you need
and ill put on a front 
yes i will fake it 

i don’t understand who i am
i know i want to find a way out

EXCALIBUR

Guitar by Kazba
Mixed by @decksmusic
Mastered by @anxietyxattacks

LYRICS
Somehow can’t believe I let you take this from me
Cut down on my own
But I won’t concede
I’m better off now
Believe it or not
I can be who I want without you

You made me hate who I was
Yeah I felt bad about it
For the first time in my life
Visions clouded by doubt
How will I make it now
After losing you
In a world so cruel

(decks)
I said I'd make it back
Two hundred foot collapse
You’ll never get it
When I left I thought we’d stay intact
But if it breathes on its own
Could you see what you know
Its a breeze from your home
I remember
To forgive is an art
And I don’t care for your heart
That's why the ties we had made are severed
I see your losses are sore
Bleeding out on the floor
And I'm okay
No it wasn’t forever

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Believe It (or Not) w/ decks [Prod. w/ Kazba]

Trying to stay sane
but life is killing me
can't smile without faking
gory imagery 

I miss myself just as much
as mom and dad do 
I'm a zombie
would kill myself and 
be pissed if u mourned me
 
feeling sick again
abusing myself again
smile as my blood drips
I really am disgusting

my body turns cold
as knife digs into bone
I'm feeling exposed
I kinda like it

When I'm like this
my knees cave in hard	 
I fall down
SHIT
music fucking my ears
I'm feeling 
NAUSEOUS 

my blood clots, racing to not reopen
I tear apart old scars
now they open
six years ago I learned I was broken
still I'm hardly coping

as the time goes on
these feelings won't quit
waiting for the dawn
but the sun stays stagnant 
under the stars
cuffed and chained
and I like the dark
but I'm going insane

oh I'm going insane
but I like the pain
blood running down my legs


When I'm like this
my knees cave in hard	 
I fall down
SHIT
music fucking my ears
I'm feeling 
NAUSEOUS 

yeah I'm dying
screaming so loud
on some fucked shit
crying but u can't hear a sound
I tend to hide it

Look in the mirror and I see someone else
dragged down to hell
like a zombie I am starved & I'm bruised
oh I abuse

ARI X ROBSTAR - SPEND THE NIGHT PROD. BLADE901 & THISLANDIS

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