MIXED: ARI
MASTERED: ARI
PRODUCED: HIELOWAYS
WRITTEN: ARI VEGA

LYRICS:

Trapped in this world
I see no colour
A kiss on those lips, I know they’re another
Hating me now, you hated me then
I see in your eyes, I know that this is the end

God only knows
I see you with her
I’ve been trying but these feelings of anger,
anguish and despair
I’m jealous from nowhere
I want you all for myself, I know that this love is unfair

I know you hate me
I lost a friend
“Why don’t you like me”
I made my amends
I know you tired
I know how this ends
You said you loved me
Was it all pretend?

LOST A FRIEND PROD. HIELOWAYS

produced by @jolst and @irby314

LYRICS:
 I can't believe it's come to this 
I'm wasting my life away 
spending every day just to exist with a minimum amount of pain 

get home and stare at the ceiling 
maybe if I close my eyes, this time 
my soul will rise above the rooftops 
and I'll slip away 

'cause I'm so tired of feeling like I'm doing something wrong 
27 years and I'm bled down to the bone 
and after all this time I still have nothing to call my own 

'cause back when you were sixteen 
with the world stretched out at your feet
you had all these ideas 
and all the plans for where you would go 

I'm sorry I failed you
I swear I didn't mean to 
it's just time goes by so fast
and these paths are harder than you'd expect 

so next time around
I hope that you get the chance 
to live before you're dead. 

I can't believe it's come to this 
I'm wasting my life away 
spending every day just to exist with a minimum amount of pain 

and I can't go on feeling this way 
so I stare at the ceiling and dream of escape 
maybe when I open my eyes 
I'll find a place without any pain.

Exist (p. Jolst x Irby)

Downfall w/ Gaiden

non-profit, shoutout idealism

this song helped start the process of closure for a lot of things for me, I hope you all enjoy it

thanks for listening <3

cacophony [prod. idealism]

Produced by @splashgvng
Featuring @burylilac

LYRICS:

You said you think this town is dying
and I think you're probably right. 
That's one thing we have in common, this place and I. 

And we can still sit by the TV, 
holding hands with the smoke obscuring the screen 
but we could never get back everything we lost 

I feel like everything is falling apart 
and I can't tell if it's entropy or karma 
but I know you deserve to get away from this 
I know you deserve to get away from this 
I know I'm someone that you probably don't miss 

but it was so fucking worth it to see you smile at me 
life's been breaking me down but that's one memory I wanna keep 
so I wish you could stay awhile

'cuz things have been getting darker as of late 
and the shadows grow longer with every day 
and I think I just need someone to tell me it's gonna be okay 

Because it's harder than I thought watching everything I love decay 
and I know the pain you always feel 
every time you're here in the state 
and I know this city's full of ghosts for you, it's better of this way 
we're better off estranged

this city's full of ghosts but I can't help but feeling
the crushing weight, the realization reeling 
that I might share the same fate 

and I don't wanna die alone 
but the closer I get to you 
the colder it will be when this is through

Midwest Entropy w/ Lilac Heart (p. Splashgvng)

MIXED: ARI 
MASTERED: ARI
PRODUCED: EMPTYCHEST
WRITTEN: ARI VEGA

Lyrics
Really wanna come home for the weekend 
You can see I’m changing like the seasons
My reasons
I don’t wanna fall, baby you’re my beacon 
Yeah I’m dreamin
All I see are demons
Yeah my heart hurts but baby can u keep it?
When she screaming 
In the cold, it’s freezing
When she love me baby I feel the meaning 
When she hold me I can tell she breathing
Really wanna come home for the weekend 
You can see I’m changing like the seasons
My reasons
I don’t wanna fall, baby you’re my beacon 
Yeah I’m dreamin
All I see are demons
When she hold me I can tell she breathing
Yeah I know she loves me cuz her heart still beating

THE WEEKEND PROD. EMPTYCHEST

Memories

Memories [ft. noxiousnights] [+ Metlast]

I'm looking at my reflection asking "who it is"
It's hard to answer when they ask me how i feel
I'm scared to make em scared saying how i've been
i've seen death and i stared right in her eyes

I'd point it to my head if you passed me the ak
I'm moving too fast you don't wanna stay on my way
I live life to it's fullest cuz it could be my last day
Life taught me you have to fall in love with the pain

Make sacrifices or you're sacrificing success
I worked more than anyone and they'd talk about coincidence

You will always end up getting what you really want
It's gotta be mine if against my head there's a gun
Most of these people bore me yeah i'm not having fun
Traumas looking for me, i've been on the run

You will always end up getting what you really want
It's gotta be mine if against my head there's a gun
Most of these people bore me, I'm not having fun
My traumas looking for me yeah i've been on the run

Heart's racing with everything you say
I still remember your lyrics about me
But everything is so hard to understand
I know you the best but i still don't get it

I might just ghost em all they won't hear of me again
Stay where you are, i don't really care

You will always end up getting what you really want
It's gotta be mine if against my head there's a gun
Most of these people bore me, i'm not having fun
All my traumas are looking for me, i've been on the run

I didn't hear your voice for so long
So i hope you will hear mine in this song
But i know i'm a lost cause, because

You will always end up getting what you really want
It's gotta be mine if against my head there's a gun
Most of these people bore me, i'm not having fun
All my traumas are looking for me, i've been on the run

On The Run

Sunsets

MIXED: ARI VEGA
MASTERED: ARI VEGA
PRODUCED: IOF
WRITTEN: ARI VEGA

Lyrics:


I can’t ( I can’t )
It’s killing me inside
I won’t back down I know that I can find
Myself (myself) 
when You're trapped inside my mind
Nightmares of you at my burial site 


It’s getting hard to breathe
My walls are caving in 
Is it me that you see when your dreams come around
Get me outta this goddamn town
Somewhere that I can go 
Heart racing at the speed of sound 
You know the ending but don’t tell me how

Tell me how
(the voices the voices!!!)
Tell me how

The voices the voices are telling me how I’m gonna die 
And I’m dying all alone
The voices the voices!!!

I can’t ( I can’t )
It’s killing me inside
I won’t back down I know that I can find
Myself (myself) 
when You're trapped inside my mind
Nightmares of you at my burial site 

Tell me how
(The voices the voices!!!)
Tell me how

The voices the voices are telling me how I’m gonna die 
And I’m dying all alone
The voices the voices!!!

THE WEEKEND PROD. EMPTYCHEST

Ari Vega ☁️

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