Produced by ABXMINVTIXN

https://instagram.com/drxpde4d
https://instagram.com/nekrohead


[LYRICS]


NEKROHEAD:
whys it goodbye you told me "never leave me please" 
i don't want to  do this bitch im begging on my knees 
never talk to me again you're all i need 
rape my my fucking heart and leave me out to dry and bleed 
choking on your promises i cannot take this pain 
i dont need these empty words infested in my  brain 
never feel this lust again dont want to fucking breathe 
lights are shutting out im vacant when  i fucking leave


DRXPDE4D:
You're a fucking virus make me sick to see you breathe 
I don't wanna see you live I just wanna see you bleed 
Don't even fucking think that you're gonna plant the seed
That shit won't work Cause you're not the one we need
Tear you fucking limb from limb you filthy fucking rat
Don't beg for me Don't tell me that you fucking want me back 
Tore my fucking heart out ate that shit just like dessert
You don't see it anyway you don't know who you hurt

Empty Promises - NEKROHEAD X DRXPDE4D (Prod. Coilwound x ABXMINVTIXN)

prod. @audioabomination x @coilwound
cover art by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics: 
im broken and stomped
my wounds feelin open
and soon this is over
i know i deserve it
i still feelin hopeless
enough of their gossip
my thoughts like in moshpit
dont know why im holding,yeah 

oh fuck
mental disorders that put me in mud
they like parasites turns the brain into mold
and i feeling so strange like have blade in my mouth, i feeling so cold

have enough, bitch
scratches on my wrist
oh my god, why the fuck
why i cant resist

all of my thoughts that was made me amorphous
are turning my nerves into their rotten corpses
I living my life waiting for when i collapse
because of my own thoughts about my own worthless

mutilation. [prod. abxminvtixn x coilwound]

•Vocals by HOLLOW MIND & NEKROHEAD.
•Produced by ABXMINVTIXN & CXNTRITIXN.
•Released May 28, 2021.

•Lyrics

Laugh when you cry, i enjoy your fucking pain.
Pile up the bodies when you desecrate the dirt.
Pissing on your grave and that is all youre worth.
Don't even deserve that but ill do it anyway.

Ripping your life into flames when im digging through all of your mahfucking graves.
Banishing you to the dammed and im making damn sure you will never be saved.

Ripping the flesh of the land, then i watch your soul decay.
Never to see you again, leaves a smile on my face.

Wasted, my colorless life that changed me.
Controls my own thoughts so strangely.
They're like parasites that fake me and swallow my soul.

Scratching down the lines of my own pain on my own hands.
Im feelin dead when im alone, this feels just make me gnaw my veins.
There's whole my apathetic life that full of my indifference.
And even though that I'm still here, it doesn't make here any sence.

•apathyzed 2021.

APATHYZED

APATHYZED feat. NEKROHEAD

prod by @audioabomination w/ chxeu
artwork by @audioabomination

SEPULTUS OBLITUS [PROD. ABXMINVTIXN x CHXEU]

prod by @audioabomination & @hollowmindisdead
cover by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:
all this sorrow drag me down to my pains
i keep feeling me like im my disgrace 
all my scabbed scars breaks down all my space  
my thoughts were bleed out through my cutted rotting veins  

my mental torments were replace my physical 
all my faiths of life like so fuckin maniacal 
all my tears were flaws, and you're see desapair on my face 
i keep fight myself from the inside of my broken brains

but i wont come back to this days anymore 
i will rip all their jaws if they want me to gone 
all my scars remind these days when i started to rot 
all this stage of life is finished, i will never come

and for now i will run until my legs go numb 
i will rush through the fields, through my pains and doubts
through the wasteness of dark days and now i will find
my own healing in rethinking of my own life

nevermore. [prod. abxminvtixn & hollow mind.]

prod by @audioabomination 
cover by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:
i was cold in past four years of my own suffering
i dwelled my room for nothing every time i woke alive again
i lost a part of myself, in the walls of mental hospital
i still remind these days and why the fuck im digging in my brain

im dig into my brain
now it's not the same
i dont feel like that
but in the depths i feel my pains

dig into my brain
my question is the same
am i really health
or is it the new one self deceit

yeah i don't give a fuck of my past
i just wish i'll never back again to this state

yeah, i felt stucked,i felt brain is up in mud
and yeah i felt like world is stopped
so what's for now? and now i thought

yeah im better be away
yeah im better be health
yeah im better be straight
yeah im better be dead

yeah i fucked up things
and they fucked up me
i was blind as fuck
but i learn to see the fuck i live?

i dont ever back to all these wards
i wish i'll never felt this pains as before

selfdeceit. [prod. abxminvtixn]

prod by @audioabomination
cover by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:
bitch stop
you talkin dumb i have enough
i never fucks with these cunts that always broken my trust
all emotions down, there's a mental scars

this shit just got me weep
yeah i used to cry i used to be sick
but god, i've already have to seen so much shit
so your fucking betray didn't hurt me so deep

so i don't give a fuck what you say about me
oh i don't give a fuck what you think about me
i seen so many fucking bullshit, now u see my cutted limbs
but i pulled out your black nails that pierced right under my ribs

i met you in the stage of resist
you said we can handle but raped my feels
to be honest i glad that i got you to leave
when this bullshit is gone i became kinda free

fucked up
i felt fucked up with my thoughts
this time when i was in psychical ward
when the stranger was closer than people i loved

and i know you can hear what i'm talking about
what i sing, bitch, what i shout
you thought i miss you but i don't
emotion passed, this stage is gone

but these other fuckers still blame me for cold
but why should i be warm with you? bitch we are both
why you wasn't around when im feeling im scorn
when my music i made was a suicide note

now my mental instable has opened my eye
i see what is wrong with you and what is right
i won't closing my eyes when i seeing the light
and i still going thru, i keep holding on life

catharsis. [prod. abxminvtixn]

prod by @audioabomination
cover by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:
bitch i pull up to my memories its cold like in a mortuary
i used to slit my skin its like a suicidal surgery
i see dystrophic body in the corner and there's nobody
the tears are like a needles make it feel so fucking suffering

but i also see the times of how i feel
like when i was a fucking child and when im walking thru the fields
i was so happy but years later i feel i just wanna leave
the ones who used to love and cover are just watching how i sink

come it back and see this shit and how it comes
go see the fuck bitch i got so cray and why i trapped in a mental ward
i felt a lot of painful shit and they just said its by my fault
but bitches stop, fucking drop, you know you wrong at all your words

and when i drop me out of all this pit they ripping on my nerves
this fucking whore was acting shit and made me feel like im cursed
yeah i had a fake friends but for now i glad they gone
you should forget my fucking face, my fucking name, my fucking songs

the pain is gone and i won't lost in all this pit
all can i do is make me prove myself i'll never feel this shit, again, again
im gonna show the ones who see no fucking light
you always bout to find a way out, and im here to help you find

cuz i remember all those times when i was gon to shoot my brains
when im the one in my own room, when i was losted in the space
but now i feeling so much better and im going just to help
all can i do with all the past is make it never was in vain

not in vain. [prod. abxminvtixn]

Vocals by hollow mind. (@hollowmindisdead)
Produced/Artwork by ABXMINVTIXN (@audioabomination)
Released January 6, 2023.

Savage Inhumanity

hollow mind. — Savage Inhumanity [Prod. ABXMINVTIXN]

In between the lines, of my pain and desperation.
Lacking a form of God, in this world that we’ve created.
I've lost all my hope, so I drink to fill the void now.
Vacuous as my smile, As I'm hollowed 'till schizoid.
Now,
Simply to be alive, is a sin you can't escape it.
Shrapnel through the palate, free the voice but now I'm vacant.
Cold and so desolate; I'm devoid of myself,
where the meaningful reprises are the ones where I will kill myself.

INBETWEEN THE LINES [Prod. Sladko Dunul x ABXMINVTIXN]

•Vocals by HELLI$H & DEATHFTER & HOLLOW MIND.
•Produced by ABXMINVTIXN.
•Released July 7, 2023.

•Lyrics

My soul is lost.
Wandered in the night.
With this knife.
Now finally I’m free.
Rotten time.
Lost with every sight.
Can’t see why.
I try I can’t remain.
Worthless existence.
We all are cretins.
We are scum.
Nothing more we must decay.
I search for meaning.
There is no reason.
There is no light.
Only pain.

All these shades
Of my bifurcation.
They cut up my face.
I'm stuck in a black hole.
Indwell empty space.
I'm trapped in the middle
Of hopes and my hate.
I'm wandering over and over again.
But I am only getting stale every day.
And now I'm not afraid of all kinds of pain.
And the only thing I want is to get some rest.
And im not asking for the best.

Que se maldiga el instante en que nací
Producto de una fatiga constante que estoy harto de sentir
Y solo vivo por la voluntad de morir
Reescribo lo irreal, capacidad de existir
No hay remordimiento moral a sufrir
No hay entendimiento para descubrir
Con cinismo ignoro to' y solo voy a fluir
Pues soy un martir de la razón
Anatemas hoy claman mi ejecución
Voy a encarnar y perderme en oracion
De un santo en crisis
Al muerto sin convicción
Y si la ficción puede prevalecer
Pa' que lo intento si igual me voy a perder

All these shades
Of my bifurcation.
They cut up my face.
I'm stuck in a black hole.
Indwell empty space.
I'm trapped in the middle
Of hopes and my hate.
I'm wandering over and over again.
But I am only getting stale every day.
And now I'm not afraid of all kinds of pain.
And the only thing I want is to get some rest.
And im not asking for the best.

•apathyzed 2023.

BIFURCAATION POINT

BIFURCATION POINT

BIFURCATION POINT feat. HELLI$H & DEATHFTER

Vocals by hollow mind. (@hollowmindisdead)
Produced/Artwork by ABXMINVTIXN (@audioabomination)
Released September 1, 2023.

Lyrics:

blade straight to my convex veins
i can bleed myself to leave my empty space
i keep dying everyday i feeling bad, emotional stray
my bloody suffering is ended but i keep on my own fade

what's up with your bullshit, lame?
going dumb and talking shit you acting just for fame
i don't give a single fuck of you i do it for myself
its hollow mind APATHYZED type of shit we did the case

(hollow taking his blade up)

i strayed my through in keep of finding what's the point?
it feels like an anomaly like bathing in endless void
its like a thorn that in my mouth i feel it scratching from the throat
i opened soul instead of scars, and maggots feasting it are crawling here

i burned them with words i saying into my own mic
its helping me to see the truth instead my mental lies, bitch
i burned them with words i saying into my own mic
these worms are crawling cuz of suffer, now they know the pain of mine

----

bitch its something apathetic by my side
its a voided bleeding structure, an anomaly inside me
i can't see the future but i swear i gonna fight
again its me vs my mental and im sure that now I'll fight
(x2)

i burned them with words i saying into my own mic
its helping me to see the truth instead my mental lies, bitch
i burned them with words i saying into my own mic
these worms are crawling cuz of suffer, now they know the pain of mine.

APATHYZED© 2023.

Anomaly Inside

Anomly Inside

hollow mind. — Anomaly Inside [Prod. ABXMINVTIXN]

prod by @audioabomination
cover by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:
im wasting all my nerves
i feel lifeless like im cursed
but i keep holding on my knife
why i keep hating on my life?
i feel so down
i feel so reckless, bitch

like hatred is all i know
i can't live any other way anymore
im afraid that

i cannot live with no sadness and scorn to myself and the whole human race, yuh yuh
i feel like im dying the day as my happiness leaves me again, yuh yuh
and even when i feel fine, even when i love life i still feel afraid, yuh yuh
that i'll wake up in hatred again, that i'll wake up in hatred again

lifeless. [prod. abxminvtixn]

Artwork by ABXMINVTIXN (@audioabomination)
Produced by ABXMINVTIXN (@audioabomination)
Mixed by ABXMINVTIXN (@audioabomination)
Vocals by CHXEU (@chxeu)

Lyrics:

My soul cries out for death
My soul cries out for suffering
My soul wants my body set on fire
Torture
Kill me
The fallen altar
The candles burning
On my skin
The human sacrifice
The ritual of my own soul

Stream on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IGvEFvGqG3w

We're opening 2024 for consume this abominable world.

Inceneratio

CHXEU — Inceneratio [Prod. ABXMINVTIXN]

the first single from my upcoming debut album "shadow shelter.", which will be released in 2025. 
stay tuned for more details. i love y'all and thank you.

prod by @audioabomination
cover by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:
bitch im pulling to the ward and all this pit is sing me drown 
now im stuck in shadow labyrinth like im still afraid of sun 
yeah i still wonder what's the purpose in my fucking endless cuts? 
i ain't got butterflies in stomach, i got worms right in my guts 

all this ward is lull to sleep and i could pass me out right now 
what's going on outside the door? i hear the suffers all around 
i see the shadows in the windows they are looking like a crows
they are wandering the corridors, they covered with scars, bitch

i don't get it what the fuck i gonna do?
what a mistake did i done and what a solve to that i could?
so maybe that's cuz of my father that was choke me in my 2?
or it's the fault of braindead bitch i tried to fuck in my 12? 

this whore was talked and i went crazy how they started hate me up
nobody cares about she wanted it herself, they made me scum
and when im looking back at life i see so many fuckin "cause"
and looking back i have no wodrs to it (don't talk to me im cursed) 

all my thoughts are left me sticking at this place and they bring me all this cold and this muhfuckin hate...
and now i can't accept this state of myself...

i would let these shadows pick my corpse 
but when i was completely fucked i realize, now im afraid going die 
all you motherfuckers won't get to me now 
and you fucking scum don't even talk to me now

all these shadows maybe want to have my eyes to find the way out
you can't  trick me with this stunt (don't even talk to me now) 
all these motherfucking bitches want to lick my ears with lies 
i won't let em fucking do (don't even talk to me now) 
I don't want to fucking deel with no-one else instead of me 
now i have no fucking friends (don't even talk to me now) 
i want to get me on the top, don't talk to me now
i just want to get me better don't talk to me now

i just want to get me better don't talk to me now
you can't trick me with this stunts, i've seen a lotta from these cunts 
all these motherfucking bitches want to cut my eyes apart 
i won't let em fucking do (don't even talk to me now) 
I don't want to fucking deal with no-one else instead of me 
cuz now i have no fucking friends (don't even talk to me now) 
i want to get me on the top, don't talk to me now
i just want to get me better don't talk to me now.

сursed (don't talk). [prod. abxminvtixn]

Artwork by hollow mind. (@hollowmindisdead)
Produced by ABXMINVTIXN (@audioabomination)
Mixed by hollow mind. (@hollowmindisdead)
Vocals by hollow mind. (@hollowmindisdead)

Lyrics:

wrapping my skin with layers of dirt bitch
putting some mud in my fresh deep wounds 
i tearing my nails to fucking escape this 
well of despair that want me to frost 

I don't wanna rot in state of much distress 
but on my hands are holes of pus 
im trying to scream and climb off my mistakes 
But this dirt flows into my mouth

this pit is laughing at me
it's laughing on all my attempts, fuck 
this pit is laughing at me but
i keep on my creeping along to the light but stuck 

this pit is laughing at me 
it's laughing on all my attempts oh fuck 
i don't wanna die of this shit and 
i keep on my creeping along to the light from dark

i just wanna leave 
all i want is breaking these walls apart 
no one speaks to me 
cuz this well is deep as mother's womb 

and i just wanna leave 
all i want is breaking these walls like bomb 
don't tryna speak to me 
my mindset is so sick as fucking plague

and i just wanna leave 
and all i want is breaking these walls apart 
no one speaks to me 
cuz this well is so deep as mother's womb 

and i just wanna leave 
and all i want is breaking these walls like bomb 
don't tryna speak to me 
cuz my mindset is dying im sick and it's lethal as plague

and this well is absorbing emotions and kindness 
im lurk in this circle that getting so small
and i feel like my bones breaking of all this pressings 
its pressing so hard so my guts throwing up

all this well of despair was awaiting for my head 
it's feeding my flesh and it's drinking my blood 
there's my soul and my hopes that were drowned in depressing 
reflection of me in this water and mud

hollow mind. — Well Of Despair [Prod. ABXMINVTIXN]

prod. @frozenwitches x @audioabomination
cover art by @abxminvtixn

pretty bad lyrics but many asked 
(wtf this track's more popular then everything i made in the years after that)
lyrics:
get the fuck out
when i fuckin dissolve in this
rather shut up
when you talk about hapiness

all this shit world
rotting fast like morality
this so disgusting
i sew up my eyes

i feel like a dungeon monster
when hatred overflows and my mind fuckin losted
would be im some bolder,then drowned in bloodstains
and fuckin achieve what i am fuckin lusted

I see what you cannot see
fuck with this hatred but control it
i'd save this world but its so deceased
fuck all your prays about all your sins

dissolving but you can not break us
i know that your evil is terrible make up
delivers you thoughts that you can be so fake ass
but me and my brothers will fuck execute you

i ignite
so fuck this life
im so impase
open up the fuckin gates,bitch

i ruin my life but i fuckin deserve it
im torture myself and i see they ignore it
my skin as my bones teared up cuz this slaughters
im running from here cuz its low life

i take this part...

bloodstains. [prod. frozenwitches & abxminvtixn]

prod. @audioabomination x @trauma-6-6-6
cover art by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:
i have long disliked this life
but don't want be ignored
know that im so worthless
in feet i feel graveyard cold

I still fucks with all this shit
so i dont go in tomb
often think how would be fine
if once i'd died and rot,bitch

im upset cuz only can
express my feels to note
i cant fucks with people
cause again they lefts to not

i still love they all
who stayed with me and let me cure
but i have feels that for them all
i way to rise the karm

(tell me if it's worth it
tell me i have nothing
you all hurt again bitch
but i got only stronger )

mourn. [prod. abxminvtixn x trauma]

SHAPES IN THE SKY FT. KVMII
PRODUCED BY FROZENWITCHES & ABXMINVTIXN

SHAPES IN THE SKY

SHAPES IN THE SKY FT. KVMII (prod. FROZENWITCHES X ABXMINVTIXN)

prod. @audioabomination & @trauma-6-6-6
cover art by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics: 
all of this life
full of distress, i have this feels again
all the pain back from pastance
there's nothing left to take
all disorders are some bullshit
but i can feel the same

(when i left alone again)

I will come back to this hatred
i will make my another big wound
so i know i can take it
all this way, that will make me so numb

numb. [prod. abxminvtixn x trauma]

#audioabomination #abxminvtixn

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