something a lil different, hope u enjoy
produced by: @siemspark

LYRICS:

You love and hate me, yeah it breaks me, I'm so fucked up
Too many wounds on my heart heal them with alcohol
I watched you fall back in the arms of someone that you loved
And it wasn't me, I'm so fucking dumb
And after all the mental torture I think I'd finally had enough
Now you're coming back to me and you said you've been out of luck
A normal person would've said that they don't give a fuck
But I just welcome you back with my open arms

'Cause I am still in love
And I don't wanna watch you spiral back out of control
So I just hold you close
I know you need this the most, I don't care if you're ghost
I'm gonna hold you 'cause I'm cold as well
Yeah, you use me, abuse me, I was nothing but an object
After everything I said, you always had to object
I hate the way you use me for your project
Now I'm all alone, guess I was nothing but a target

And after all the mental torture I think I'd finally had enough
Now you're coming back to me and you said you've been out of luck
A normal person would've said that they don't give a fuck
But I just welcome you back with my open arms

'Cause I am still in love (still in love)
And I don't wanna watch you spiral back out of control (out of control)
So I just hold you close
I know you need this the most, I don't care if you're ghost
I'm gonna hold you 'cause I'm cold as well
Yeah, you use me, abuse me, I was nothing but an object
After all the things I said, you always had to object
I hate the way you use me for your project
Now I'm all alone, guess I was nothing but a target

(Use me, abuse me, I was nothing but an object)
(After all the things I said, you always had to object)
(I hate the way you use me for your project)
(Now I'm all alone, guess I was nothing but a- )

object

https://soundcloud.com/b_murph

lyrics:
one, two, three, okay let’s go, let’s go
(i remember last night)
(i needed a lifeline)
(but you were too caught up in living in the limelight)
(i’m making sure the times right, tryna set my mind straight)
(she said that she’s coming over and she’s tryna fornicate)

tell me which way this gonna go now?
‘cause i was so caught up on my own now
i need some love, can you just hold me down?
but next time i looked you were not around
so tell me how it’s fair
when i needed you there
and you never cared
(you never cared)
and all i see is red
‘cause i’m bleeding from my head
it’s way too much to bare
(way too much to bare)

no i don’t wanna start this back up again
(i don’t wanna start this back up again)
the longer this takes the more i lose all my friends
(the longer this takes the more i lose all my friends)

i remember last night
i needed a lifeline
but you were too caught up in living in the limelight
i’m making sure the times right, tryna set my mind straight
she said that she’s coming over and she’s tryna fornicate
i remember last night
i needed a lifeline
but you were too caught up in living in the limelight
i’m making sure the times right, tryna set my mind straight
she said that she’s coming over and she’s tryna fornicate

(she said that she’s coming over and she’s tryna fornicate)
one, two, three, let’s go, let’s go
try to stop me, you can’t stop me
i’m rolling off this oxy
i got this people all around me
and they’re tryna boss me
she tryna cut me up
i told her that her work is sloppy
i took the blade
and i showed her how to do it properly
they listen to these songs
but they don’t listen to these words
‘cause i’m crying out for help
to save me from this curse
i’ll write another verse
throw it out, until i’m immersed
my heart is broken
can someone just call me a nurse

no i don’t wanna start this back up again
(i don’t wanna start this back up again)
the longer this takes the more i lose all my friends
(the longer this takes the more i lose all my friends)

i remember last night
i needed a lifeline
but you were too caught up in living in the limelight
i’m making sure the times right, tryna set my mind straight
she said that she’s coming over and she’s tryna fornicate
i remember last night
i needed a lifeline
but you were too caught up in living in the limelight
i’m making sure the times right, tryna set my mind straight
she said that she’s coming over and she’s tryna fornicate

(she said that she’s coming over and she’s tryna fornicate)

Last Night

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B Murph - Last Night

hey guys, new song for u all hope u like it :)
co-released w/ @ytstatic
prod by: whtlen

LYRICS:
baby i been at my wits end now
sorry that i am such a let down
imma try and give you my best now
my best now
but if thats still not enough then just forget about me now
i dont wanna hold you back so just, leave me on the ground
i aint gonna let this hold me down
promise i can find my way out
but god, i could use some closure now, closure now
now my body's so numb, i cant feel a thing at all
imma call for help
but theres no damn response
so im stuck on my own
writing all my wrongs
i needa get home but god, i think i lost control
now im slipping off the road
and theres no point calling for help
cause theres no one for miles and miles no not even a soul
and theres so much you aint told me so please dont let me die
and theres so much left to show me, please god tell me why?
is this the end of my life?
is this really my time?
cause i dont wanna leave this earth without saying goodbye
(without saying goodbye)

love u all, and have a good day/night 333+

goodbye

Track 1: the home (intro)

lyrics:

Try to stay sober before the week ends
Turn off my phone, can’t even speak to my friends 
Don’t get me involved I’ll sit alone on the fence 
Submerged down in the lake, I’m drowning with my regrets
You were supposed to keep my safe 
My home away from home, you were my second place 
You left me all alone, I thought it wasn’t a phase
I’ve got nowhere to go, why’d you lie to my face?
Please don’t leave me here alone
I try so fucking hard, but I still don’t know
My way around these walls in this broken home 
I know that you two fucked it’s written all in your phone

the home (intro)

track 4: rot
produced by: @prodbygrayskies

lyrics:
I can’t tell you the truth cause I know that you can’t take it
I just downed like three whole bottles now I’m wasted
I said like one damn thing, why are you naked?
All I see is lust, tell me, where is the love?

All these so-called “friends” don’t got no one to trust
If I don’t find someone soon imma resort to drugs
She said that she loved me but I know it’s a bluff
I’ve been crying out for help, it seems no one gives a fuck
I can’t take another step ‘cause I’ll be stuck in the mud
I can’t fall in love again, it seems like I’m out of luck
She tried to fuck with my head, well go on - shoot your shot
But I’ve been fucked in the head for so long, just let me rot

So imma step out in the light and imma let it blind me
She said “baby imma kill you if you ever defy me”
I’m surrounded by some demons I’m so tired of fighting
And there ain’t no more running, no point of hiding
‘Cause there’s no escape
I’m stuck right here, rotting to the end of my days
And I know your face
You got me down, and I’m bleeding, was it all a waste?

Tell me, where is the love?
All these so-called “friends” don’t got no one to trust
If I don’t find someone soon imma resort to drugs
She said that she loved me but I know it’s a bluff
I’ve been crying out for help, it seems no one gives a fuck
I can’t take another step ‘cause I’ll be stuck in the mud
I can’t fall in love again, it seems like I’m out of luck
She tried to fuck with my head, well go on - shoot your shot
But I’ve been fucked in the head for so long, just let me rot

(But I’ve been fucked in the head for so long, just let me rot)

track 8: levitate w/ @savekeno
produced by: @prodbygrayskies

lyrics:
B MURPH:

Yeah
1, 1, 2, 3 
: 

‘Cause I’ve been high, for way too long
Can’t get my mind straight
I, just need to go before I levitate
I’m falling back to you
I’m falling back to you
(Let’s go, lets go, let’s go)
‘Cause I’ve been high, for way too long
Can’t get my mind straight
I, just need to go before I levitate
I’m falling back to you
I’m falling back to you

And every time I fall asleep I see your face in my dreams
It’s cold outside so imma stay in
Fall to my knees, ‘cause I need you here with me

KENO:

I’m getting high to solve my problems
But I still can’t get you out of my head
Only thing that I’ve been feeling, is some pain and regret
‘Cause I wake up in the morning and I see your text
It said you’re leaving baby, your out there in LAX
And I’m stuck, I’m trapped, without you here
I don’t wanna think about you every day of the year
Your momma told me that she miss me and she want me there
But you ain’t ever give enough and I don’t think that’s fair
Now she gon tell me that she miss me when I come to town
But I’m better on my own, I think I see that now
And she don’t get it, bitch I’m different, ‘cause I’m winning now
As of lately, you drive me crazy

B MURPH & KENO:

Fall in love, before I lose my mind
‘Cause since you been out of my life, I can’t see bitches eye to eye
Not enough, is what you’re giving me
I hate when you act differently, and say you won’t get rid of me 

B MURPH:

And every time I fall asleep I see your face in my dreams
It’s cold outside so imma stay in
Fall to my knees, ‘cause I need you here with me

I’ve been high, for way too long
Can’t get my mind straight
I, just need to go before I levitate
I’m falling back to you
I’m falling back to you
(Let’s go, lets go, let’s go)
‘Cause I’ve been high, for way too long
Can’t get my mind straight
I, just need to go before I levitate
I’m falling back to you
I’m falling back to you
(I’m falling back to you)

levitate w/ keno

track 9: drowning in the lake
produced by: @prodbygrayskies

lyrics:
I jumped down in the lake
And I could feel myself drowning
Got all these things I wanna say
But bad choices, they surround me
So tell me where you wanna go
And baby I’ll let you know
Got all these things I wanna hold
But I can’t hold them all close

Uh, and baby imma beg for you so please don’t fuckin leave
I could’ve lied to you, but you’re the one I need
And I’ve been pulled underwater by the lakes leaves
And now my head is underwater
Plus you're strangling me, so I cannot breathe tonight
So imma stay right here 
For eternity, so please don’t make me bleed tonight

I jumped down in the lake (in the lake)
And I could feel myself drowning
Got all this shit I wanna say (wanna say)
But bad choices, they surround me
So tell me where you wanna go
And baby I’ll let you know
Got all these things I wanna hold
But I can’t hold them all close

And all these lake spirits tell me exactly what I need to hear
(Just stop for a second…)
But in exchange, they show me exactly what I fear

drowning in the lake.

track 3: closer w/ @1tuxx
produced by: @splashgvng

lyrics:
B MURPH:

The closer you get
The more you seem to fuck with my head
And the more I wish that I was dead
I’m getting too close to the edge
So I watch my step
And you say you’ve been trying your best
Well I guess this is the best we’ll get
I’m falling back down again
(Down again)

So please don’t get too close I’ll cover my face
I don’t want you to see
(I don’t want you to see)
That I’ve been hurting inside and you’re the one I really need
(The one I really need)

TUXX:

Don’t step, too close or you might meet the edge
You say I’m far from dead
At least we don’t know what the end consists of
So let’s try our best
Until you’re staring at the sky
With both of your eyes telling you why
You won’t find a thing inside
So can you try to help it make sense, at least play pretend
I know I’m not the person that you’ll understand
And I can’t comprehend what’s inside my own head
It gets harder to manage, it hurts in my chest

B MURPH:

The closer you get
The more you seem to fuck with my head
And the more I wish that I was dead
I’m getting too close to the edge
So I watch my step
And you say you’ve been trying your best
Well I guess this is the best we’ll get
I’m falling back down again
(Down again)

So please don’t get too close I’ll cover my face
I don’t want you to see
(I don’t want you to see)
That I’ve been hurting inside and you’re the one I really need
(The one I really need)

So please don’t get too close I’ll cover my face
I don’t want you to see
(I don’t want you to see)
That I’ve been hurting inside and you’re the one I really need
(The one I really need)

closer w/ tuxx

track 7: back home
produced by: @prodgrayskies

lyrics:
1, 2, 1, 2, 3 let’s go, let’s go

I’ve been lost tryna find my way back home
Got a lot of sins that I need to atone for
So let’s go explore
Find my way back home
Along this road
I’ve been lost tryna find my way back home
Got a lot of sins that I need to atone for
So let’s go explore
Find my way back home
Along this road

I’ve been losing my mind too much as of lately
The things that you say, make me think that you hate me
I’ve been talking to my demons they just stare at me blankly
I would kill myself for you, but you keep tryna replace me
So what’s been going on inside your head
All the shit I did for you, but your still wanting me dead
All these cuts up on my wrist, yeah, you can see that I’m stressed
You want me out your life, but I’ll still wish you the best

And time moves slowly now

I’ve been lost tryna find my way back home
Got a lot of sins that I need to atone for
So let’s go explore
Find my way back home
Along this road
I’ve been lost tryna find my way back home
Got a lot of sins that I need to atone for
So let’s go explore
Find my way back home
Along this road

Too many steps I’m close to the edge now
Slurring all my words, not making any sense now
I ain’t picking sides, I’m sitting on the fence now
Whispers in my house, I hear it through the vents now
And now you see I’m falling down
Found me passed out with blood on the ground
Need someone to save me from this ghost town
Caught me in your web, you got me fully bound

And time moves slowly now

I’ve been lost tryna find my way back home
Got a lot of sins that I need to atone for
So let’s go explore
Find my way back home
Along this road
I’ve been lost tryna find my way back home
Got a lot of sins that I need to atone for
So let’s go explore
Find my way back home
Along this road

back home

prod. beats by hills

run him for the gram
run him for the price
run him for the day
that he said he wasnt nice
i got redeyes
you a bad type
you should know like
we could roll up
we could spark up
we dont care for ya
i hope yall know
im just a god
im made of diamonds
and resin
and larde
run him for the gram
run him for the price
run him for the day
that he said he wasnt nice

u said i switched up
nah now i just smoke swishas
im blacked out by my sister
now now i do not i miss her
you said ur fine
u can say ur not fine
can i say im not fine
im fucking fine
fuckin a okay
im just tryn find my way thru dis
copped a brand new knife 
wit a brand new ruger
yeh i might cut ur bitch
theres a sharp pain shooting thru my chest
i dont wanna try to get rest
no switchups
no bad times yeah
i cant stand to see myself
no good luck
but no bad vibes either
my tempers kinda short 
but im tryna be nicer
the vibes lately 
are teen titans go
the vibe lately 
is i just dont know
i wanna explore my mind so bad..

run him for the gram
run him for the price
run him for the day
that he said he wasnt nice
i got redeyes
you a bad type
you should know like
we could roll up
we could spark up
we dont care for ya
i hope yall know
im just a god
im made of diamonds
and resin
and larde
run him for the gram
run him for the price
that boy say he tuff
but i think he just a mice

i got everything i ever wanted
but im still looking for a different pointment 
u know everything inside ur minds a okay until it isnt
if u got money then go spend it dont be lacking like kai cenat
u think u tough like a brick wall but ive seen more than u
sorry for the time i took i was tryn find a way to mortar u
im just tryna help you get away
im just tryna help myself c-
but i fucking cant!
aye!
dont talk shit if you dont fucking mean it 
dont call me if i dont care
obviously you know when i dont care

3 4 5 6 7 8 9
bitch wanna fight but i truly dont mind
u got me an i got u 
why are we doomed if its i love you? >:(
3 4 5 6 7 8 9 
BITCH WANNA FIGHT BUT I TRULY DONT MIND
U GOT ME AND I GOT U
WHY ARE WE DOOMED IF ITS I LOVE YOU?
run him for the gram
run him for the price
run him for the day
that he said he wasnt nice
i got redeyes
you a bad type
you should know like
we could roll up
we could spark up
we dont care for ya
i hope yall know
im just a god
im made of diamonds
and resin
and larde
run him for the gram
run him for the price
run him for the day
that he said he wasnt nice

levitate w/ keno

B MURPH (@bmurphxo)

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