Shoutout to nick for hopping on this, hope you guys like it :)

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Lyrics: 
[B Murph]:
I’m so sick of thinking what we could’ve been, 
Cause you were my everything,
You were a devil in disguise, 
You ripped my heart out with your lies,
Why’d you have to lie to me, all you caused was misery,
After all the nights I cried,
You were never by my side,

Alcohol and love it don’t mix well,
And I’m so done with drugs they’re fucking up my health,
Angel from above nah you’re from hell,
I ain’t got no one to trust I’m by myself,
Oooh it’s so hard to get you off my mind,
After all the time that you’ve been in my life,
All the mistakes and lies I still wanna rewind,
Even though you're the one that I despise,

The most, the most,
Ain’t no phantom but I’m gonna go ghost,
Try to keep going I’m losing my hope,
All this fake love only reason I cope,
When I fall down, no one picks me up,
I’m so fucking tired of being left in the dark,
Your the only one around, but you said that we’re done,
I’ve been ripped to shreds I got scars on my heart,

Alcohol and love it don’t mix well,
And I’m so done with drugs they’re fucking up my health,
Angel from above nah you’re from hell,
I ain’t got no one to trust I’m by myself,
Oooh it’s so hard to get you off my mind,
After all the time that you’ve been in my life,
All the mistakes and lies I still wanna rewind,
Even though you're the one that I despise,
[Nick szpara]:
Oooh woah yea oooh woah,
If i could change the past baby you know i would yea,
You know yea you know,
All i ever wanted was to fuckin make you the one - nah,
(oh yea oh yea)
I miss when love was something more than thoughts inside my head,
I get too caught up in the moment thinking what we could of been,
And i don't think i'll ever find another one like you again,
Yea i'd do anything i could to try to make you understand,
I just don't wanna hurt you,
(i just don't wanna hurt you)
I just don't wanna hurt you,
I just don't wanna hurt you,
[B Murph]:
Alcohol and love it don’t mix well,
And I’m so done with drugs they’re fucking up my health,
Angel from above nah you’re from hell,
I ain’t got no one to trust I’m by myself,
Oooh it’s so hard to get you off my mind,
After all the time that you’ve been in my life,
All the mistakes and lies I still wanna rewind,
Even though you're the one that I despise

Misery

ALL PLATS

misery w/ nick ryt

Hope you guys like this one, lets go crazy this year <3 (will be out on all platforms on friday the 14th)

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Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/37UPFnpW6Y42ztryUCYzUJ

Keno soundcloud: @luvkeno
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Keno spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/1Tm819xX2ZupGnJkIfCP3e

[LYRICS]:
B MURPH

I can’t keep hold of the silence when you’re fucking with my head (fucking with my head)
Are we going back to the start, back to where it all began?
There’s no question that you’re feeling down when you’re dodging your friends (when you’re dodging your friends)
Are you gonna find a way to get your feet back in the sand? 
‘Cause I’m not gonna be there for you, forever and ever baby
I’m just tryna hold you down until you get it together baby
I’m just tryna break the silence without doing something that’s to crazy
And even after all the shit you said, “come back around maybe?”
It’s time for you to move along
I can’t hold you down for much longer now
You’ve gotten stronger now, so stop fucking around
I feel like it’s about time that you left this town
One way or another I’ll be falling again
Judge a book by it’s cover and you’ll get fucked in the head
Ain’t nobody around that could save me from this, everlasting pain that I’m currently in

I can’t keep hold of the silence when you’re fucking with my head (fucking with my head)
Are we going back to the start, back to where it all began?
There’s no question that you’re feeling down when you’re dodging your friends (when you’re dodging your friends)
Are you gonna find a way to get your feet back in the sand? 
‘Cause I’m not gonna be there for you, forever and ever baby
I’m just tryna hold you down until you get it together baby
I’m just tryna break the silence without doing something that’s to crazy
And even after all the shit you said, “come back around maybe?”

KENO

You said, “our love would last forever” baby tell me why'd you leave?
The only words that i could muster was "I love you" as I weep
I know I'm pushing you away by saying shit that I don't mean
And that's my problem with loving is i can't do what's best for me yeah
You been running circles round in my mind, I need help, I cant figure out where to go (where to go) 
I cant decide what's holding me back no more I think it's you (you)

B MURPH

I can’t keep hold of the silence when you’re fucking with my head (fucking with my head)
Are we going back to the start, back to where it all began?
There’s no question that you’re feeling down when you’re dodging your friends (when you’re dodging your friends)
Are you gonna find a way to get your feet back in the sand? 
‘Cause I’m not gonna be there for you, forever and ever baby
I’m just tryna hold you down until you get it together baby
I’m just tryna break the silence without doing something that’s to crazy
And even after all the shit you said, “come back around maybe?”

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silence w/ keno

spotify

two thousand songs (p. mileage + atis)

HOPE Y'ALL LIKE THIS NEW TRACK! 

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APPLE MUSIC: https://music.apple.com/au/album/freeway-single/1610029441

[LYRICS]:
Oh-oh, I can’t get my mind straight
I’m just riding with your hoe, speeding on the freeway
Hit it once, I hit it again now I call that a replay
Too many shots down baby I can’t hear a thing that you say
Like oo-oo-oh, what you tryna do, my body’s so numb baby I can’t even move
Off white on my belt, she got red bottoms on her shoes
And I’d be more comfortable if we were alone in a room

And bae I’m sorry for how I acted
Said some bad shit and no, I cannot retract it
Forgotten how to love I just think i need some practise 
There’s something going on I could tell from how you reacted
Uh, so what you hiding from me? (what you hiding from me)
I could put you in Dior, put you in some new Celine
I love to play with her mind play her just like a dvd (just like a dvd)
And I think that she’s a keeper, ‘cause she’s rolling up my weed

Oh-oh, I can’t get my mind straight
(I’m just riding with your hoe speeding on the freeway)
Oh-oh, I can’t get my mind straight
(Hit it once, I hit it again now I call that a replay)

Oh-oh, I can’t get my mind straight
I’m just riding with your hoe, speeding on the freeway
Hit it once, I hit it again now I call that a replay
Too many shots down baby I can’t hear a thing that you say
Like oo-oo-oh, what you tryna do, my body’s so numb baby I can’t even move
Off white on my belt, she got red bottoms on her shoes
And I’d be more comfortable if we were alone in a room

(love you if u made it this far, have a good day <3)

FREEWAY

SPOTIFY

this song means a lot to me, hope u like :)

lyrics:
Don’t wanna hear your voice at all
I couldn’t eat I couldn’t talk
I end up bleeding on the walls
I fight these demons all your fault
Don’t wanna hear your voice at all
I couldn’t eat I couldn’t talk
I end up bleeding on the walls
I fight these demons all your fault

Don’t wanna feel it anymore
And now I’m heaving hit the floor
I left my feelings at the door
I left my feelings at the door

I always fight with the razor blade
And it’s all your fault 
And every night I can’t take the pain
And it’s all your fault
I always fight with the razor blade
And it’s all your fault 
And every night I can’t take the pain
And it’s all your fault

Don’t wanna hear your voice at all
I couldn’t eat I couldn’t talk
I end up bleeding on the walls
I fight these demons all your fault
Don’t wanna hear your voice at all
I couldn’t eat I couldn’t talk
I end up bleeding on the walls
I fight these demons all your fault

all plats

fault [prod. zupehr x luciid x yeezo]

New song 4 u guys, thx for all the support recently <3
Produced by: @prodbyjug / @1yeezo / @feconyy
Performed by: B Murph
Written by: B Murph
Mix/Mastered by: B Murph

LYRICS:
Too many drinks now there's vomit in the bathroom
Damn I'm feeling sick I've gotta exit through the backroom
Oooh, ohhh, I can't get you out my mind
Oooh, ohhh, one more shot and I"ll be blind
She got a cold heart, yeah she give me frostbite
I told her slow down we don't gotta fucking fight
Oooh, ohhh, I feel like this is my time
Oooh, ohhh, red eyes I'm way to high

I can't even hear the things that you've been trying to tell me
Say that you were there for me but you ain't even help me, when I needed you the most
In too deep I can't let go
I'm too high (I'm too high)
Yeah, I can't even move
Close your eyes huh, yeah, I'll take you too the moon
And it's to hard to think of a time, when you were not here by my side
Clouded mind and my visions getting foggy
Slow it down, I don't need you to fucking rush me
'Cause then I cannot think straight, self-concious by the fact I'm underweight
And I can't get your face out of my fucking brain so
I just keep it there until it drives me insane yeah
Emotions pouring out like it's heavy rain yeah
I'm scared of moving on why can't things just stay the same yeah
'Cause my anxiety spikes when there's change yeah
So I just drink so I can numb the pain yeah
(Yeah my anxiety spikes when there's change yeah)
(So I just drink so I can numb the-)

Too many drinks now there's vomit in the bathroom
Damn I'm feeling sick I've gotta exit through the backroom
Oooh, ohhh, I can't get you out my mind
Oooh, ohhh, one more shot and I"ll be blind
She got a cold heart, yeah she give me frostbite
I told her slow down we don't gotta fucking fight
Oooh, ohhh, I feel like this is my time
Oooh, ohhh, red eyes I'm way to high

If u made it down here, have a good day and ily <3 (should be on all plats in a day or two)

VOMIT

BURNING IN THE DANGERS OF THE LIFE I WANTTTTT

hope u guys like this one, put a lot of emotion into it

HUGE shoutout to @b_murph for the fucking amazing feature ily dawggg

lyrics:

(oh, ohhhh)

i been tryna right my wrongs
turning to an angel in the sky i fall
burning in the dangers of the life i want 
never been a stranger to the life in the dark

i want another chance
i want a motherland
i fall in love again 
(i fall, i- i- i fall)

one step too close to the edge
now im falling back down, yeah
im falling in love again
but you're not from the motherland
im in love with a motherfucking demon

i hide the cuts on my wrist, promise im just tryna feel sum (something)
she said that she loves me but she said she never feels nun (nothing)
i hide all my pain with tequila and some white rum
the closer that we get the more i just wanna run

so tell me your intentions before i give me all to you
cause i dont wanna lose you, like i always fucking do

i been tryna right my wrongs
turning to an angel in the sky i fall
burning in the dangers of the life i want 
never been a stranger to the life in the dark

i want another chance
i want a motherland
i fall in love again 
(i fall, i- i- i fall)

angel w/ bmurph [prod. branwen]

Produced by lukas & kndey
Written by xorainzz

Lyrics:

My vision foggy
Feel way too far from you
I feel like you lost me
It’s like every part of you disappeared
Nothings the same
Drive me insane
Just take my hand
No I wont change
Just one more dance
Out in the rain

You can try
To tell me otherwise
Feel like I’m running ‘round
In circles
You despise all that wasting time
And I hate to see you go
Ease up
I hate to see you froze
Even if I’m cold
Live through surreal highs
And toxic lows
But just to realize
I’m on my own
Pickup the phone oh

Meet me
Under city lights
When It’s dark outside
Maybe I can fix it all
Knee deep
Into all these lies
After all this time
I’d still pick up your calls
You set fire to the walls
But yea I guess thats my fault
And in the end it’ll be my loss
At this point
I couldn’t really care at all

I cant keep running away from
Shit I can’t escape
And I cant keep pushing away the
Shit I can’t erase
Im in and out of focus with you
With you

My vision foggy
Feel way too far from you
I feel like you lost me
It’s like every part of you disappeared
Nothings the same
Drive me insane
Just take my hand
No I wont change
Just one more dance
Out in the rain

Feel way too far from you
I feel like you lost me
It’s like every part of you disappeared
Nothings the same
Drive me insane
Just take my hand
No I wont change
Just one more dance
Out in the rain

far from you* prod. lukas + kndey

Wrote this about my cancellation, and the rut I've been in because of so. Love you guys <3

I keep on wishing for someone,
I'm so sick of feeling like no one.
And you do not know who you've become;
At least now I'm working on who I am.

I’m Human, Wish I Wasn’t.

@dylaanlotus

prescription and drugs
i’m not enough 
then i told myself that i’m fine
everyone worried for me
told myself that this shit won’t last a lifetime
smoking that marijuana
and i’m taking these pills 
and now it’s my lifeline
thoughts; they come out in the nighttime
i’m think that i’m on my last life

nobody worry for me
i’m nothin more than a burden, you see?
think of the things that i never will be
free of anxiety, feelin complete
every time that i get up on my feet
wiping the blood off my teeth
somebody’s ratting me out and it’s dragging me down
that shit got me back straight to my knees
holy shit i was going thru a time

VOMIT

B MURPH (@bmurphxo)

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