https://soundcloud.com/evooooooooo/now-i-see

i know that you’re tired of hearing my voice
i know it pains u
cuz it pains me too
no, i dont know what to do
cuz i dont wanna...
cuz i dont wanna feel
yeah, she turned me to the pills
though she hurt me, i wont heal
i just pray your love was real
no, im not worried bout other hoes
she's telling me, “see where this goes”
after all, i still let u go
(still let u go)

i know i fucked up

i know...
yeah, i know that you’re tired

i should just stop talking

now i see rmx

(i promise ill try better and ill do better... please)

@ripouturmolarsforme
i need to get this off my chest
i realize im slightly obsessed
you wave me off like im some pest
with you, dont know what to expect
but do you think we can love again
i dont think we could just stay friends
cuz all our memories fill my head
take ibuprofen and get some rest
i know you clowned on me for last time
that’s a shame cuz i tried my best
i know you’re still stuck on the last guy
(you) got with me, settled for less

(i wont do nothing stupid)

@stopbitingyourtongue
was it worth the lies
was it worth the lies
i still question all the reasons that you gave
i know you’re tired, baby ill give you a break
but this dont give you an excuse to say you’re drained
you’re fuckin up my head, all i wanted was some change

@ripouturmolarsforme
do you think we can love again
i dont think we could just stay friends
cuz all our memories fill my head
take ibuprofen and get some rest
i know you clowned on me for last time
that’s a shame cuz i tried my best
i know you’re still stuck on the last guy
(you) got with me, settled for less

go stream!

taking ibuprofen for these migraines, sinner

@crawlingunderyourskin
im tryna block my ears
tryna get rid of this noise oh
now i look at my peers
jealous of all this success oh
i can never do right
she tryna give me signs
now when i go cry
she wanna give me the side eye

@ripouturmolarsforme
i wipe my tears, off of my face
drenched in my sorrows
and you wont look my way
don't love myself, so my wrists will bleed
you deserve hell for what you did to me

@crawlingunderyourskin
i dont want to
fight no more
im so sick of
this fucking whore
im just tryna leave the nest
im just tryna do my best
im just tryna get out oh
im tryna prove the rest

@ripouturmolarsforme
let's put us to the test
your love infects me
she'll move onto the next
don't even care to text me
i hate havin to struggle
but you trapped me in your bubble

@crawlingunderyourskin
im tryna block my ears
tryna get rid of this noise oh
now i look at my peers
jealous of all this success oh
i can never do right
she tryna give me signs
now when i go cry
she wanna give me the side eye

im tryna block my ears, nauseous

disguise (feat. Bruxely!)

hate u 2 (prod. me)

mixed by @ripouturmolarsforme
vocals by @notsyelol

all of the times that you said that you cared
i'm still asking, why?
you're never there
baby
my life in your hands, girl
what can i say to you?

all of the times that you said that you cared
i'm still asking, why?
you're never there
baby
my life in your hands, girl
what can i say to you?

sixth - we're staying underground forever

i dont understand how smth so perfect could end so easily
got me cryin on the floor im begging, pleading on my knees
(goodbye iris)
(i wish things didnt have to be like this, i actually had a lot of fun with you)
i dont understand how smth so perfect could end so easily
got me cryin on the floor im begging, pleading on my knees
just give me one more try, i promise i wont mess up things(OoOooOH)
i feel like i see you everywhere i go
i keep on searching but i still cant find home(cant find it)
remember the first day i met you
thought things were going so well, even told mom abt u(told her bout you)
kept on getting closer cant be surprised when my feelings grew
now im sitting, sharp pain in my heart, n my face is blue(my face is blue)
took a couple pills, i didnt read so dont know what they do(dont know what they do)
am i gonna die?
i think thats a better option than staying alive(staying alive)

im not mac demarco n ur not kiera

baby hold ur breath when im with u

just send me a text i still miss

why are u still here just like a issue

holding on ur breath just like i wished to

u were off of ur drugs

i cant hold me ur dumb

blonde girl ur fucking stupid

felt high and u made me stoop it

so fired off these pills i lose it

tell me why ur always doin

always till here i knew it

i was up here i knew it

im tryna block my ears, nauseous

hostile