I can't breathe so I suffocate,
numb the pain like Novocain,
hear me out for the last time,
look to the stars its the same between you and I,

I haven't been the best friend, haven't been the best kid-
but I swear I changed.

Kids Forever ft. Strgurrl (prod. switch)

im lost
i wish that you coulda found me
im stuck
and only darkness surrounds me

is this real
real
i been off too many pills
so is this real

why am i even alive
i pop pills just to get by
but those same pills gun end my life
i just wanna make it
ain’t it funny
everybody knows ain’t shit mean nothing 
i ain’t nothing
it’s true
without a substance in me boo
i know that you fucking hate it
when i’m so damn sedated
i don’t think i can take this
everyday i’m fucking failing
i don’t know if i can take this
everyday i’m fucking failing
i feel broken without you
i feel hopeless
i doubt you give a fuck
i feel lost and outta luck
then again
i was never lucky was i ben?
just it make it end
oh fuck
i think i took too much
i’m passed out on the ground
and no one’s trying to help me up
i get lost in all my problems
maybe you can help me solve them
i don’t really know
take my hand and please don’t let it go

is this real
real
i been off too many pills
so is this real
real
cuz i can’t even really tell
oh
cuz i can’t even really tell
oh
lil shawty see you down in hell

4evrsedated

you were always so fake
you’re so toxic
always tryna save face
never gave a damn babe
you jus wanna play games
i’m outta options
i’m fucking gone bitch
it’s your fault
don’t you fucking blame me
i’m so done
i don’t give a fuck bout what you want
for real
i can’t take this shit no more
i need like 5 more pills

till im feelin it
i jus mix benzos wit percies until im feelin lit
oh whoa
oh my god im tweakin
always geekin
i live in slomo
i don’t even really what to do tho
so damn lost
ya 
like what the fuck
ya
can’t sober up
oh well
i’ll see yal down
in hell

yah yah
til i’m feelin it
nah nah
til i’m feelin it
ya ya

itsurFAULT [prod. Ayo16]

prod by stezzyxl
enjoy^\^

lyrics:
pieces that i cannot mend
her words are empty, i pretend
pretty face that u disguise
i see right through ur mask and lies
no one really cares at all
i just want it all to stop
shattered glass against the wall
just like my dad with alcohol

oh no
oh no
oh no
oh no

u can keep on talking all u fucking want
i be making music while u out there making fucking flops
i be steady grinding, making progress and it doesn’t stop
begging for a feature, on ur knees, and i just laugh it off

and ur kinda irrelevant 
i’ll fold u cuz ur delicate
i got a A cuz i’m excellent 
and i’m a whole different person when i am in my element 
i’m from a another descendant 
and u can never be me, i’m unique and so different 

and no one gives a flying fuck bitch u still just a kid
and ur ego so high, yet u still throw ur fits
and get the fuck off of my dick, and mind ur own buis
talking down on me, bitch u don’t want this

i’m lost in my shadow
i’m losing this battle 
my brain just keeps rattling
in my head
it screams at me
“you’re better dead”
fuck this life i hate it
always so sedated
goddamn i can’t fucking take this
hope you find a good replacement
‘cause i’m gone
i’m so lost
and i know that you want to help
but i’m going straight down to hell
might as well just end myself
my life is worthless i can tell
ugh
i can tell
ya
might end myself
ya ugh

delete myself
i’m better dead
ain’t nothing helps
except my meds
expect my percys
love my 30s
i know they wouldnt hurt me
ugh
feel tha pain deep within lurking
for a purpose im still searching
i’m so lost 
fuck it all bitch
oh my god
why am i still trying
all this pain reminds me
we all fall
i keep wishing you would call
but you don’t no not at all

betterDEAD

when does tha pain stop
it don’t
wish i still had a soul
left inside these hallow bones
but i’m losing control
so i mix percs with lexipro
still don’t no better though
god im such a fuckin fool
should prolly let you go

tell me 
when does it stop hurting
everynight with death im flirting
it’s a painful end
for a painful life
guess that seems about right
is this what i deserve
please take me from this earth
i can’t take anymore
no
i can’t take it no more
oh

when does tha pain stop
it don’t
wish i still had a soul
left inside these hallow bones
but i’m losing control
so i mix percs with lexipro
still don’t no better though
god im such a fuckin fool
should prolly let you go

lexapro [prod the ushanka boy]

https://soundcloud.com/hammy

prod by fred & htj

cover art by biteki

no it don’t matter what you say or do 
you know that i can’t stop loving you 
your stuck up in my brain, in my brain, in my brain 
just like a tattoo 

no it don’t matter what you say or do 
you know that i can’t stop loving you 
your stuck up in my brain, in my brain, in my brain 
just like a tattoo 

no it don’t matter what you say or do 
you know that i can’t stop loving you 
your stuck up in my brain, in my brain, in my brain 
just like a tattoo 

i can’t walk away, walk away, walk away and even if i had to
half the time i don’t think that i ever had you 
and all the drugs do is leave me in a bad mood 
i’m tired of all the lies sick of wasting my time 
don’t get me started
no i can’t trust nobody she callin me heartless 
don’t think it’s in my body 
walking out in public 
my eyes stay low and bloody 
i don’t think they love me 
no i don’t they ready 
no i don’t think they ready 
i can’t wait on no one else 
you left me stranded in hell 
i made it out by myself 
now i’m learning to fly 
i’m stretching my wings 
i’m touching the sky give a fuck what they think 
give a fuck what think 
stretching my wings 
i’m touching the sky give a fuck what 

they
no it don’t matter what you say or do 
you know that i can’t stop loving you 
your stuck up in my brain, in my brain, in my brain 
just like a tattoo

tattoo

MORE PLATFORMS

hamilton - tattoo (fred x htj)

lyrics

you not telling me sum
so whyd u think id trust
i wash off the blood
oh the walls covered in rust
bb whats ur rush
im geeked off what the fuck
youre lying to my face
but hes dead in the trunk
u shuld run
i gave you a head start
its gonna get ugly 
id suggest you stop the front
i step to the back
oh this shit so sad
but you had chose to spew all of the bullshit out your head

i had seen a devil fore i saw you
now i think im the target of a monster
and you could walk the trail but itll haunt you
you look in my eyes but im gone too
i appear at the shrine that you walk to
you seem too equipped for a spawn kill
watch how it permeates the clock room
i think ive given up in a monsoon

oh ur so uptight 
i had lost my way almost every time
gimme one more day to be all youd like
sneaking in my brain and now ive lost my sight
sit inside the studio i burn my eyes
zoning out in place, under LED lights 
i can see ur face in the candle light
u seem to be there every time i die
oh
your too slow
to stop whats fate
oh
let go
i hate the taste
if given a choice i would not change a thing
id let it come and see what my fate brings
inside your head its a dial tone ring
just take a breath and calm down fore we sink

i had seen a devil fore i saw you
now i think im the target of a monster
and you could walk the trail but itll haunt you
you look in my eyes but im gone too
i appear at the shrine that you walk to
you seem too equipped for a spawn kill
watch how it permeates the clock room
i think ive given up in a monsoon

4evrsedated

benedixhion