im lost
i wish that you coulda found me
im stuck
and only darkness surrounds me

is this real
real
i been off too many pills
so is this real

why am i even alive
i pop pills just to get by
but those same pills gun end my life
i just wanna make it
ain’t it funny
everybody knows ain’t shit mean nothing 
i ain’t nothing
it’s true
without a substance in me boo
i know that you fucking hate it
when i’m so damn sedated
i don’t think i can take this
everyday i’m fucking failing
i don’t know if i can take this
everyday i’m fucking failing
i feel broken without you
i feel hopeless
i doubt you give a fuck
i feel lost and outta luck
then again
i was never lucky was i ben?
just it make it end
oh fuck
i think i took too much
i’m passed out on the ground
and no one’s trying to help me up
i get lost in all my problems
maybe you can help me solve them
i don’t really know
take my hand and please don’t let it go

is this real
real
i been off too many pills
so is this real
real
cuz i can’t even really tell
oh
cuz i can’t even really tell
oh
lil shawty see you down in hell

4evrsedated

benedixhion