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you don’t know what i been through
oh whoa i’m feeling blue
i don’t know what do
and girl it’s cuz of you
smoked a blunt and now i’m faded
mixed that shit with xans and now i’m wasted
i feel like i have been failing
this whole life is overrated

yah 
it’s over overrated
i can feel my memories fading
i don’t think that i can take this
i can’t fuck with no fake bitch
no i don’t want you to go
i can’t be left alone
i needa know
why you treat me like im a ghost
you don’t really need me at all
i wish i knew why you never call
you just left me broken and scarred
but fuck you bitch i’ll still go far
wont you come and hold me
i can’t take being this lonely
wont you come and hold me
i don’t wanna die alone please

i’m so sick of crying
every night i think of dying
i can’t take it 
i don’t think i’ll make it

xoxo [prod. Varela Katana]

oh ah
uh
tear my heart out my chest
maybe that's for the best
'cause I'm distant lately
i don't think nobody cares
it's crazy
'cause nobody's ever there
they hate me
oh
yal so fuckin toxic
i don't know why I'm even here
i'll just keep on popping pills until I disappear
like magic
life is just a joke when you ain't nothing but an
nothing but an addict
nothing but an
nothing but an addict
i been trippin off these pills
i love the feel of it
ever since you left me
all I'm feeling is this emptiness
i think she resent me
she ain't respond to my messages
but it's all good
i'm jus lookin for another fix
smoking that kush
poppin these xans
anything to stop
all these panic attacks
been feelin so lost
but I'm still in my bag
i don't got no cough
but the syrup's still pouring
anything at all jus to make life less boring
ay
ay
ay
uh

addicted2u

NITELIFE

i been feelin hella crazy
everyday feels like the same thing
i don’t know my mind is hazy
on these xans i’m feelin wavy
yah
always stuck inside my head come save me
baby

i been dreaming of the money ya i’m chasing 
and that shawty all up on me but she faking
fake bitch
i can’t fuck with nobody except for me
sorry girl you just ain’t one for me
cuz you basic
you should face it
you ain’t that hard to replace bitch
i know
you’re the knife that’s at my throat
but at least i’m never lonely
feel the same like
life’s diluting
popped so many pills now everything confusing
ohh
off the acid life’s amusing
i’ll jus keep on moving
i’ll jus run away i can’t stay stuck

can’t stay stuck
can’t stay stuck 
i’ll jus run away i can’t stay stuck
always stuck inside my head come save me
baby

you just came into my life then left so
fuck it
ima do drugs till im feeling nothin
i just wanna pop pop pop pop off
i got these drugs in my bag talkin to the cops

art made by @softdevol

ifeel w/ ifeelsosmall [prod. kochan]

ay
just wait
i just needa minute
jus a lil bit of space
i been off them pills
i gotta pop em everyday
it’s all good
i been smokin on em joints n the backwoods
she jus switch the script up
yuh yuh
this ain’t even real love
yuh yuh
you were only playing my feelings like issa game
i keep poppin xanax to runaway from my pain
yeah i’m numbing all my feelings im never gun be the same
it’s already too late
my mind’s trapped inside a cage
and i won’t ever feel okay

oh oh
i’m lost
wont you please just hold me real close
i can’t get through this life all alone
i need you
think i’m jus a ghost
i’m see through
and empty
i need two more
please don’t tempt me ah
i’m in first bitch
you’re a runner up
i keep grinding
i can never stop
its perfect timing when im pulling up
ay
i jus chase that guap
she said that she love me but didn’t guess she a fraud
i keep all these drugs in my system to stay fucked up
‘cause i can’t trust love
i gave up on us
i’ll drown in my cup
‘cause life really sucks
it really does
i don’t got no time to pause
no brakes for real
i keep takin drugs until i’m ill

backwoods [prod. sneezii]

yeah she crazy
i could never trust a hoe
you ain’t gun play me
no way

i was with a baddie in a dream
off of 4 bars
nothin really ever as it seems
ima go far
be my costar
baby be my costar
we could go far
i been grinding so hard

all i do is hustle i been chasing down a bag
if u need some xannies hit me up
and send the addy
think i found a girl who really understand me
and i love it when she be calling me daddy
goddamn huh
she ain’t really want me jus my xans huh
it’s whatever i’ll jus count my bands up
i be sipping on my drink
yah
makin money in my sleep
yah

pop a bar n smoke a blunt
i put a 30 in my soda ay
i love mixing up my drugs
off a percy actin so dumb
i’m geeked
i don’t a give a fuck about thing nah

i was with a baddie in a dream
off of 4 bars
nothin really ever as it seems
ima go far
be my costar
baby be my costar
we could go far
i been grinding so hard
i was with a baddie in a dream
off of 4 bars
nothin really ever as it seems
ima go far
be my costar
baby be my costar
we could go far
i been grinding so hard

who is that lil shawty
ima make my move
she sayin that she want me
but she act so rude
even geekin i drip
30 in my body with the benzos i mix
i ain’t tying no lace but you know i don’t trip
ya
i’m jus askin what’s next
what next
i keep takin my meds
ya
‘cause it’s all in my head
goddamn

costar [prod. midnight]

im lost
i wish that you coulda found me
im stuck
and only darkness surrounds me

is this real
real
i been off too many pills
so is this real

why am i even alive
i pop pills just to get by
but those same pills gun end my life
i just wanna make it
ain’t it funny
everybody knows ain’t shit mean nothing 
i ain’t nothing
it’s true
without a substance in me boo
i know that you fucking hate it
when i’m so damn sedated
i don’t think i can take this
everyday i’m fucking failing
i don’t know if i can take this
everyday i’m fucking failing
i feel broken without you
i feel hopeless
i doubt you give a fuck
i feel lost and outta luck
then again
i was never lucky was i ben?
just it make it end
oh fuck
i think i took too much
i’m passed out on the ground
and no one’s trying to help me up
i get lost in all my problems
maybe you can help me solve them
i don’t really know
take my hand and please don’t let it go

is this real
real
i been off too many pills
so is this real
real
cuz i can’t even really tell
oh
cuz i can’t even really tell
oh
lil shawty see you down in hell

4evrsedated

surroundedd [prod wellfed]

333
i wanna crash
all these drugs on me
so i hit tha fuckin dash
i be speeding
what tha fucks a break
i stay grinding
i aint got no time to waste
no way
333
i wanna crash
i be speeding
333
i wanna crash
all these drugs on me
so i hit tha fuckin dash
always speeding
what tha fucks a brake?
i stay grinding
i ain’t got no time to waste
no way
bitch im swerving
said fuck a lane
goddamn i’m fucked up
i’m insane
i’m geekin baby
sorry whatd you say?

uh
i be fucked up everday
thas fax no cap for real
even now i’m geekin still
thas no cap for real
off 6 bars i feel so ill
running out time i feel like i’m dying
shawty said she love me
girl why you lying
oh
you jus wanna play games
nintendo
but you ain’t gun play me
fuck you hoe
no way
i can’t give a fuck about u babe
you a fake bitch
i ain’t got time for nun of that fake shit
ya
i ain’t got no time to waste
no way

333
i wanna crash
all these drugs on me
so i hit tha fuckin dash
i be speeding
what tha fucks a break
i stay grinding
i aint no time to waste
no way
333
i wanna crash
i be speeding
333
i wanna crash
all these drugs on me
so i hit tha fuckin dash
always speeding
what tha fucks a brake?
i stay grinding
i ain’t got no time to waste
no way
bitch im swerving
said fuck a lane
goddamn i’m fucked up
i’m insane
i’m geekin baby
sorry whatd you say?

iwannacrash [prod. wellfed]

featuring @counterxo & @benedixhion

first single from the upcoming project  

"i wish i could still feel things (Почуття вічних втрат)"

by @troiner & @dreamworldtony

drops March 24th 2023

sore winner (feat. Counter & Benedixhion) 🌀 troiner

accessary

i was in tha club and i was off too many drugs
mixing xannies with tha alcohol n shrooms
n pecorcets 
then some shawty said she love me while she’s clearly out her head
you don’t, you do not know me
you’re blacked out as fuck i said
i love drugs
but you know that
i’m so fucked up in my head
i can’t go back
my whole life’s a fucking mess
now i’m so sad
now i’m so sad
what the fuck
what the fuck
why’m i even trying

I was faded at the party
don’t know what you sayin
all i knows i want you on me
i’m so sick of waiting
pop another bottle 
drowning in my drink
i keep on sippin till i cant fucking think
oh well
thas just how it goes
this world’s hell
i would fucking know
all by myself
it’s a lonely road
ugh
i feel like a ghost
ya

my existence been spent faded
i’m still dreaming i can’t take this
i can can feel my flesh decaying
oh my god i fucking hate it
ugh
i’m sick and tired
ugh
i’m sick and tired

cryinginthaclub [prod. fantom]

oh
oh no
nothing ever lasts im back on my own
i don’t wanna talk about it all tho
you say that you love me girl no you dont
ay you don’t
 you don’t
i don’t wanna talk about it at all but
you told me you love me but you don’t ever
were you really even bout it
nah, never ever
ay
i’ll find peace
farfetched
i need another percocet
only tha only day that i am dead
will i ever get some rest
i was feeling helpless
bleeding on tha floor
then you came along and
made sure i bled more
fuck you bitch
you’re such a whore
never gave a fuck

i keep falling for you baby
you drive me so fuckin crazy
oh my god please fucking save me
i’m so crazy
i’m so crazy
i keep falling for you baby
you drive me so fuckin crazy
oh my god please fucking save me
i’m so crazy
i’m so crazy
i prewrote my epitaph
i’m already dead thas fax
i got drugs all in my head
and my whole life’s a fucking mess

imsocrazy🤪 [prod. klimlords & yago]

whoa
i feel so sick of this
bitch you’re too much
my brain’s so dead
i feel like a rotting corpse
ya in my head
stuck in my head

i feel so sick of this
bitch you’re too much
my brains so dead
i feel like a rotting corpse
in my head
way too often stuck inside my thoughts
i’m fucked up
couldn’t even give a damn bitch
i love drugs
and i’m on a different planet
to run
damn bitch
i love drugs
and i’m on a different planet
to run

chasing down a bag
‘cause that shit gives me a distraction 
everybody knows this whole life has no traction
no real meaning

but i’m here for your love girl
my only reason
i’m always tweakin
monday to sunday catch me always geekin
ain’t gun lie
wish that i could make things right
but i can’t
too late
it’s too late
ain’t no way

brain’s so dead
i feel like a rotting corpse
ya in my head
stuck in my head

i feel so sick of this
bitch you’re too much
my brains so dead
i feel like a rotting corpse
in my head
way too often stuck inside my thoughts
i’m fucked up
couldn’t even give a damn bitch
i love drugs
and i’m on a different planet
to run
damn bitch
i love drugs
and i’m on a different planet
to run

corpse [prod. shades]

ay
i was out in public
always got my percies on my me 
i was raised with a cold heart
in tha trenches im so sorry 
brodie
i ain’t wanna do it
you was fuckin with my mission homie
oh
except that you ain’t even really matter tho
i destroy that pussy like im destroying this flow
and you know i’m fuckin geekin everytime i do a show
on god
yes i know
i’m lost
thas fo show
uhuh

look
i was out in public
always got my percies on my me 
i was raised with a cold heart
in tha trenches im so sorry 
brodie
i ain’t wanna do it
you was fuckin with my mission homie
oh
except that you ain’t even really matter tho
i destroy that pussy like im destroying this flow
and you know i’m fuckin geekin everytime i do a show

oh whoa
oh whoa
you can catch me trappin
got sum xanax for a bad bitch
when she hit my line she be fienin
she an addict
ya ya
i be chasing down tha bands bitch
i be chasing down a bad bitch
oh
oh whoa
ay
this tha life i live
ignorance is bliss
real shit

mnstr

my life’s falling apart
wish i could jus restart
but it’s already over
my souls already gone
my life’s falling apart
there’s nothing left but scars
i’m staring out my window
while sitting in tha dark

i just wish this life was painless
pop more pills cause i can’t take it
no i can’t take it
life just sucks
i’m over this

you left me feeling empty
you left me feeling dead
i wish it’d just be over
my life’s a fucking mess
you left me feeling empty
and nows there’s nothing left
i do not have a purpose
i might as well be dead

my life’s falling apart
wish i could jus restart
but it’s already over
my souls already gone
my life’s falling apart
there’s nothing left but scars
i’m staring out my window
while sitting in tha dark

inthaDark

poppin pills all night 
i’m never stopping
i’m so goddamn high
i’m in tha sky bitch
catch me up in outer space
flying a pilot
oh my god im wylin
pretty sure that my body’s dying
i don’t care i hate this whole life shit
ugh
i’m over it
i love my percs 
i love that bliss
yah

gun fuck that bitch til she cumming all on my dick
can’t stop tha pills ima addict
i really need more drugs
i can’t help it
i’m so selfish
you were playingg
you’re a lame 
i’m over that bitch they all the same
i can take no more of these fakes
yuh yuh yuh yuh
la la la la
hear you talking blah blah blah
shut tha fuck up oh my god