yesterday's souncloud: https://soundcloud.com/cpt_sad

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i know you think you get me
but you can’t see what i see
i always feel so empty
baby, i’ve been dying slowly
don’t ghost me. i’m so lonely
if you leave i’ll have nobody
i’m dying. i can’t breath
feels like i’m suffocating

don’t call me back, that’s fine
i’ll really be alright
wait never mind, i lied
i think i’m dead inside

i think i’m losing patience
i just feel so isolated
don’t think anyone will save me
it feels like the whole world hates me lately

maybe i’m just crazy
it feels like i’m suffocating
know that’s already been stated

but really i’ve been drowning
there’s no savior, there’s no fountain
with no hope spouting around it
so i don’t know how i’m coping
i just feel so fucking hopeless

my life is going downhill
like a motherfucking slope, bitch
and it’s getting hard to focus
i don’t think i have a purpose
and that’s probably why i’m hurting
yah that’s probably why i’m hurting

fuck all this shit
 i just feel like a burden

and don’t you ever say i didn’t love you
gave you everything i had
but everything fell flat again
i hope that new boy has your back like i did
laying flat in my bed
rolling up the same way i did
calling back whenever you fled
feeling empty, wishing we were dead, okay

hollow hearts just make an empty pit
so take it back to when i never meant shit
come to think
bring me back to when you left me
never meant a damn thing
i never meant a thing to you

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